Love Struck Delusion

Chapter 159 – Catch a breath.

Raptor's POV.

This wolf was starting to get a little too wild. With Blitz only feet away, I was struggling to keep my hands from doing more to her. But fuck was she making it hard. She knew I was letting this happen and I think that drove her wild. She was trying to see if she could control me. By being aggressive but at the same time staying to her true nature. Years with Alicia gave me the knowledge to know that Zeta was acting just like a wolf. Like one from the wilds. She was treating me as a mate, but she knew I was still alpha to her. Which was giving her even more courage to try new things. With her mounting my lap in the seat, I had my hands at my sides. Zeta held my wrists down with gentle force as she kept her teeth wrapped around the left side of my neck. Her teeth were like razors. I could feel her on the verge to breaking skin, but she somehow kept her point just low enough to not force my body. The only funny part to this was she was purring as she did it. Her body giving the softest rumble as what came from her mouth sounded more or less like a cat in heat. After some time, she pulled her teeth out from me to wonder.

"How you feeling daddy?"

With her head on it's side staring into my eyes; I leaned in close. She just followed my eyes as I replied quietly into her ear.

"Your lucky Blitz is right over there."

"Yeah? How lucky am I Raptor?" She whispered into my face as I slowly pulled away to just stare. Keeping my tone very soft I replied.

"I have self control. Your trying really hard to push me into strangling you. Your think your capable of leading me in this dance? Your very mistaken wolfy. I let you try. But at the end of the day you know what you are?"

Her hands released my arms and slowly pushing her into the other seat, I replied while getting right up on her neck.

"Your mine. You belong to no one. Your only for me. No one else. Your my bitch. You hear me Zeta?" I asked her as I leaned very close into her neck. Her head went right up as I began to sniff her. Dragging my senses down her neck and to her lap, she replied with a very controlled voice.

"I like it when you use bad words. Shows you have some primal power in you. Even if your not a wolf like me."

"Your not answering me." I told her as she looked back down into my eyes to reply.

"I told you if you got me out of my contract I'd be more then just a friend Raptor. And I think you truly had no idea just how far I was willing to go to prove it. You just want me and only me? That can be arranged. But you need to prove it."

"Prove what?" I asked her in confusion as she came in to nibble my lip. With her hands going to my hips, she replied while slipping down into the seat under me.

"You claim your an alpha? If you were you would have already tried to knock me up." Widening my eyes as she relaxed between my legs. I listened closely as she went on to state.

"That's what dogs do. The alphas? Real ones just take what they want. That includes a woman. And when they do claim; they make sure others know just who they belong to in case another alpha comes and tries to take them." Reaching for my pants she whispered on with a very seductive tone.

"They just give them a baby. Makes them really their bitches. So how about it? You said it would take a few tries."

Reaching for her neck with my right hand I replied.

"We agreed to wait. Look at me." I ordered her as I saw something off in her eyes. The gold was there but with a small tint of red thrown in. Sensing that I was thinking she asked.

"What you see daddy?"

Keeping her neck down I replied.

"I see your more then just a user in combat."

"It's been a long time since I did coke and venom Raptor. That night really fucked me up. Reminded me just what I was. Just how deep the venom is in my DNA. Being off the drugs for a long time was bad. The second I got it running back through my body was enough to just wake it all up. What has been resting for so long. It's hard to control such a good feeling. If I had this when we had Raze here; I'm scared to think just what kind of a mess I would have left her in."

With her hands caressing my crotch she went on to say.

"It makes me feral. I love it so much. Even though I know it's bad. Even though you tell me I need to be better. How can I when I just feel so alive in moments like this?"

Undoing my top button she trembled and mumbled.

"I can't describe the feeling right now to you. I know we should wait, but there is something going on in my head that is just giving me this urge."

"To do what exactly?" I asked her as she began to pull my pants down. With her eyes just staring at my crotch she replied.

"To ride you dry and test your luck."

Reaching under her chin, I directed her attention back up to me to whisper.

"Not here. Not now."

Losing her smile she begged.

"Just once daddy. Please?"

Grabbing both her hands from off my hips I replied.

"No. Be good and wait. Have some control."

Her eyes were still red as she begged.

"Just give me something. I can't turn this off now. Please Raptor. Just something. Anything."

Buttoning my pants back up as she rested between my legs awaiting an answer, I soon had to ask.

"You that far gone right now?"

Giving me a pout Zeta replied.

"Yes. You don't understand how bad I want you right now. You just drive me wild being like you are and I don't know why. You just do. Can't you tell?"

I just stared at her as she stated with a horny tone.

"I just want to feel you once. Before it's too late."

Leaning down over top the wolf's head, I whispered back.

"You just want the knot."

Her mouth dropped open as I chuckled and reached back under her chin.

"You're my bitch. I'll make you my bitch if that's what it takes to prove it to you. But not now."

"Pleassssseeeee." She begged back as it was clear she wasn't going to get her wish right now.

Reaching down; I picked her up and back onto her feet to urge.

"I never said nothing was going to happen. I'm just not going to try my luck and see if I can force a litter of puppies in ya on the first try."

Her whole body was still shaking. She was a slut. I figured this out day one with Raze. She loved these moments and she was begging for it like a proper bitch. But now she begged for one last time.

"Please. Give me something."

Gently turning her around in my arms, I pressed myself right against her ass. Holding her as close as I could with both my hands on her hips, I leaned over her neck to reply.

"I'll give you something for being a good girl. But you gotta be willing to keep quiet. Can't wake the big guy over there."

With our eyes going back to Blitz who had his head leaned over his shoulder by this point. I felt her hands reach for mine. Dragging them into her pants she replied back.

"I'll be good and quiet. Like a church mouse. What are you going to do?"

Popping her top button, I replied while pushing her forward into the seat.

"Just let me worry about that. All I need is for you to bend a little for daddy. Okay?"

She obeyed without any restraint to her body. Perfectly bending into my crotch, I pulled her pants down and got a good look for what I was working with once more. Her tail was going left to right and grabbing it by the end I ordered.

"Keep it under control girl."

"Yes sir." She replied as she wrapped her tail behind my back. All I could feel was the fur tickling my back as I knelt down to whisper.

"Raze got to enjoy this back then. I had to watch. You don't mind do you?"

Looking up over her ass to see her struggling face try to form a reasonable reaction to my question. I smiled wide as she finally blurted out.

"Do it. I want to see just what you can do with that mouth of yours smart ass."

Sensing she still had humor, I replied while placing both my hands on her ass.

"You might be surprised."

"Shut up and please...just shut up and help me." She begged as I just gave her a soft glare. Her eyes were glazed over at this point and without any more stalling I just went for it. I felt nothing but heat rise as I got a taste. Zeta threw out a shocked moan as I knew she was forever lost. Her tail going behind my head from the new angle.

Zeta's POV.

Everything was so hot. My head, my body, his tongue. I felt my brain turn into mush the second I felt his touch hit me. My legs gave out but he kept deep as I tried my best to hold back my moans of pleasure. The craziest part of what he was doing was he knew just where to go and what to do. Raze was great at giving me head but Raptor he...he does it with so much confidence I was startled. But for good reason cause I had never felt this good before. With my eyes shutting from time to time as he circled around I struggled for breath. Things only got worse when I felt him slip in a finger. Throwing my right arm back; I grabbed the back of his head and cried into the seat.

"You son of a bitch! Stop!"

I was going to break at this rate. He was doing everything like an expert. Like there was a chart with all my weak points and he spent days reading it over before doing this. It's only been a minute and I was close to the end. All I could begin to feel was the venom in my head as Raptor pulled an inch off to reply.

"You asked for something. I'm not stopping just cause you had a change of heart. I got to prove some things to you. So...be a good bitch and let it happen."

All I could do was nod my head in pleasure as he went back to work.

He was better then Raze by far. Better then...better then my...? I felt this spike of pleasure jump out from my body when I felt another finger. This time in a place I was not expecting. My whole head went white as I tried to question from my absolutely lost state of mind.

"What...what are you doing daddy?"

Keeping his hands working he replied.

"Just checking to see just how naughty you are for your age. Figured you for the adventurous type. Any complaints?"

I couldn't speak it felt too damn good. Letting out a soft chuckle, Raptor replied to his own question.

"Guess I shouldn't be surprised. It's always the ones you least expect."

Biting my tongue as I felt my first wave of pleasure go over. I just submitted completely and put all my effort into giving him the best angles. It was the greatest idea I ever had for how to help cause before I knew it I was gone. Off on another planet as even the sounds from the plane's engine seemed to have gone silent in my own ears. If I had one hope left at all, it was that I hope the next two hours would be nothing but this. Paradise.

Pepper's POV.

With Trance at my side we found ourselves on the road and nearing Jordan. After a long night with no sleep and this guy running his mouth left and right. I was convinced the move to get to the middle east would be safer if we went through Jordan first. Customs are easier and to be honest that was the most important part. Syria was on a lock thanks to me and that chopper going down. Military out protecting the areas and looking for anything suspicious. Which included me. With Trance driving this truck we had yesterday, I decided to play the part of keeping an eye out. As for him however...he was just talking. Talking...and...talking...and talking.

"You have any pets?" He asked as I broke out of my train of thought to question.

"What?"

"You have any pets?"

With my AK on my lap I replied while keeping my eyes out the window.

"Not now currently. You if you keeping talking."

Chuckling he replied back.

"Well figured as much. Bring me back a little since we got some time before reach the border. You have any pets growing up?"

Nodding I replied.

"A German Shepard named Moss. He was mine. My sister had a ferret named Bubbles. And my mom and dad had fish."

"Bubbles? Hahah!" He laughed as I cracked a smile to reply.

"Yeah hehe. He was cute as fuck back then. I know she loved him a lot. First thing I ever saw her love to be honest." I stated as he then asked.

"Were you close?"

Looking over to him I replied.

"Yeah. Really close."

"What's that mean?" He then questioned as I chuckled and replied.

"It means we were really close."

"You ever do anything with her?"

Widening my eyes I questioned.

"What did you just ask me?"

Shooting me this smile he replied.

"I knew a pair of sisters back in the states that were really close too. Did everything together and I mean everything. You feel me?"

I knew what he meant and calmly replied back.

"I mean we never did anything like that together. But sure we did somethings. She was my first kiss."

"Really?" He questioned as I replied back in a defensive tone.

"I wanted to be sure I was doing it right. She was always more of a kink then I was back when we were in school. So I mean I knew she was down before I even asked. When I did though that's when I really knew she was more experienced. Taught me a lot."

"I bet." Trance replied back as I gave the memory some thought. After a few empty moments I told him admittedly.

"I stole two of her boyfriends back in school actually after that."

"Was she mad?" He then wondered as I carefully said back.

"No. Everything was a game to us. Even boys. Kinda made it a mission to see if I could convert a guy who liked her. If he was worth any salt he would turn me down the second he saw me make a move. But no one did. Part of me thinks I was doing it to protect her from a bad relationship. But it was fun. Made me happy just knowing she was paying attention to me."

"So you two were pretty close then if it just all played out right. What made you want to join the army together?"

I knew this answer by heart.

"Our parents died and it was ether go to a home or go to the military after school. The money we got from the life issuance covered us till we graduated, but after that we knew we were broke and it was the best option. So we did it and we had a lot to prove so we chose to do the hard shit. Infantry."

Trance went silent as I just looked back out the window to stare at the sun slowly making it's paces over the crest. As I soon watched the road I began to notice no one else around. The whole road empty as I had to ask.

"You warm?"

I saw his whole face grow lost as he glanced over to reply.

"What? Warm?"

Nodding my head as I got a smile on my face and the sling to my AK wrapped over my shoulder, I replied back.

"Yeah. Warm. So are you?"

This kid was lost to what I was doing. Part of me was starting to think he liked it. Cause putting more of his focus on me then rather on the road; he stated with confidence.

"About as hot as I get. So yeah I'm warm. Why you asking? That's kinda random don't you think?"

With my right hand reaching to my side and under the duster. I laughed a little and replied.

"Well not really. It's important to me. To know your warm right now."

His tone went soft and more devilish as he questioned.

"What the hell are you talking about?"

Reaching up with my left hand, I grabbed the rim of my hat. I locked eyes one last time with him to reply back with a cold tone.

"It'll make this all the more better."

I saw his whole face go blue as I covered my face from his direction. While at the same time I brought my right hand out from my duster to expose my crossguard. I felt my fingers get wet when I pulled the trigger.

"BANG!"

The whole drivers side splashed red as I quickly looked back up to see his head hanging out his window. His foot on the gas as I reached over to grab the wheel and keep us steady. Aiming with my right arm I shot Trance's foot off the pedal and held fast till the truck eventually came to a stop on it's own. One stationary I put my handgun on the dashboard and went for my bag. Pulling out the empty injector I had I kicked out the door and ran over to his side. His head was leaking a straight line of blood down the car door as I got there with the injector to order.

"Don't stop baby. I just need...that much." Collecting Trance's blood I quickly closed the injector and opened his door to push his body over into the passenger side. His head pressed against the window as I got us back on the road. Once steady I looked over to his side to ask.

"Thanks for everything Trance really. For being the way you were you lived a lot longer then I expected. But I guess it didn't really matter considering you knew right well you were fucked the second I let you live. You know though?"

Trance was of course dead but I still took pride in thinking he was here.

"You were the first user to come after me I think. Guess that really did make this special. But seeing as you didn't know much about what you were, I figured I'd take it upon myself to find out when I get somewhere safe. With you being this warm you'll be a good sample for a few hours. Gives me time to make it to Jordan before I try anything."

Placing his blood and snapping it to my belt. I got focused and got moving. The plan was still the same but this was more of a side objective now. I wanted to study this as soon as possible. I need to know just what they got in his blood. Might be worth something who knows? I asked myself as it was clear I was in a good place right now. No one was on me and with this idiot dead I could just focus on getting into the middle east. Only reason he stayed with me this long was because he had a lot to say when I asked if he knew the best way out of country. He told me the route and now we were far enough away to where I could do this without drawing attention.

Sending my right hand over to the body, I pushed and watched as he fell out the side of the truck and begin tumbling down the road. I felt a strange feeling of accomplishment wash over me as I refocused and reached to grab back onto my pistol. Placing it back under my duster, I reached up and pulled off my hat. Blood splashed over the lid as I sighed and got it back on to say.

"That won't wash out."

With a small race against time, I just tried to drive. With time passing by, I heard a faint beep from my ear piece and reached over to grab onto my laptop. Placing it on my lap, I kept the truck straight and logged in to see a notification on my hot bar. In confusion I clicked it and felt everything go silent as it pulled up Zeta's contract. Marked over the price read the word closed. With my head going dark; I lost focus and panicked when I drove off the road. Thankfully it wasn't anything but a dirt road to my left that soon got my full attention as I pulled the truck over to a stop. Looking to my laptop, I looked back over the contract. I was confused on what just happened. Was the contract just closed and what does that mean? Is she dead? I had to ask as I tried to find more information. Soon I found out the truth. Utterly lost on what to do or how to react I read out for myself.

"Ying PMC has received third party support and has managed to secure Zeta Diskov? Payment received and accepted by third party? Contract closed?"

This couldn't be right. No fucking way she got herself caught by those guys. Not when I finally know where to go and what to do. Not when I'm this close. I said to myself as I looked up at my mirror. The second I saw my eyes I watched as blood shot through my upper chest. My eyes went wide as I slammed my head into the dashboard from the force. Quickly ducking down into the seat, I felt my heart racing as I saw and began to feel a hole going through the upper part of my vest. Reaching back I felt it went through my back and out my chest like that. Seeing the bullet hole just over the wheel and burrowing into the engine only inches beyond my reach.

Shoving my laptop back into my bag that was just a foot away. I reached down for my gun as I could feel blood coming up my throat. Letting it drip out as I got my door cracked open, I carefully looked up at the mirror. With my whole body shaking, I saw nothing. Just empty plains and trees as I caught the glimpse of a rifle crossing the mirror. Throwing my head back down, I reached under my duster and grabbed a flashbang from off my belt. Popping the thing I kicked out my door and sent it right back over the other side of the road at where I saw the shooter. Dropping onto the ground as it went off I stumbled onto my feet and began to run to the field. Thankfully this area was still farmland. Plenty of tall patches and with a lot of room to hide. Running into the nearest tall patch I could I find, I tripped down and reached up for my chest. I was bleeding out and I had no idea how it happened. What kind of fucking bullet was that? I asked as I turned on my venom. With the wounds sealing I grew concerned on what to do now. Getting into a fight with whatever just shot me is bad news if it punches holes like that through me. I had to make something happen and fast.

mT Shadow.