"Harry it's..."

"I know Hermione, I know" Harry said placing his hand on my shoulder. "What are we going to do Harry,what are we going to tell her" I asked him afraid of how Ginny will react to this new found information and if we'll be friends after this.Harry just took a deep breath closing his eyes and when he opens it there is determination in them

"We are going to tell them Hermione, not all of them but to Ginny and Ron for now"he said going towards the burrow leaving me behind and I follow him to the house as I prayed that she will forgive me and won't break the friendship, I can't let that happen to us

When we reached the burrow everything is normal, it seems that she has not told a soul what she has seen in the woods. I took a deep breath and we went to our shared room where Ginny was sitting near a window, looking outside. Harry and I stood at the door looking at her feeling guilty at what we did. She was silent even when we tried to talk to her, she stayed silent

"Hermione will you leave us alone for a minute. I want to talk to him" gin said still looking out side. I nodded at her with one last look at Harry I went out side, closing the door behind me

It felt like hours standing there waiting for them to finish and I can speak to her and say sorry for what we did. After some time Harry came out with tears in his eyes looking distressed at everything. I went to him and asked what happened inside. He just ignored me and went to his room. I closed my eyes preparing for what's coming to me, after this we both may not be even friends

I knocked at the door and waited for the reply to come and I entered inside. she was sitting in her bed with tears in her eyes same as Harry. "Ginny, I can explain..." I tried to tell her what happened

"You'd have told me, Hermione"she said looking dead in the eyes.she only said my full name when she was angry at me and I know she is and I can't help it. "I'm sorry Ginny, I thought you will be angry and stop talking with me" I said looking down felling guilty."well I'm anger at you now, aren't I"she asked me and I closed my eyes. "After what I told you yesterday, after what I asked you seeing those...those marks, you could have told me Hermione" she shouted but not too loud for other weasley's to hear. She was taking deep breaths and the tears she was holding in was now falling down her face and I can't stand her tears anymore.

"I'm sorry Ginny, what we did was not planned but just happened and I'm sorry for it, hope you'll forgive me Ginny" I said disappointed in myself. she took a another deep breath closing her eyes and after some time she opened it looking at me"Do you have feeling for him" she asked me out of blue shocking me of her sudden question,"I..." I honestly don't know the answer for that question myself, what I'm going to say to her. I was opening and closing my mouth like a fish looking at her. "What ever your answer is, Harry and I are not together anymore" she said and I was shocked at that."You both broken up"I asked making sure to confirm it myself. "Do you except me to be with him even after he cheated on me and that to with my sister, Hermione"she asked raising her eyebrows at me. "Ginny what ever happened don't breakup with him, punish me how ever you want"I said taking a step towards her but she held her hand stopping me, "it's not about you Hermione, it's about us"she was were distressed right now.

"Hermione, I'm not going back to Harry but as per you I can't forgive me right away" she said and I nodded my head, "please stay away from me for some time"she said and left the room. I sank to the floor and cried my heart out.

After some time of me just cring and scolding my self. I heard the door opening sound and hoped it was Ginny and I could say sorry to her once again. But when I turned but it was not Ginny, it was Ron, looking angry and face as red as his hair. It seems like Harry had told him too about our stunt at my house.

"Hermione what I heard is it true"he asked making his way towards me, backing me towards the wall. "Ron let me explain" I said placing my hands infront of us making sure there's some place between him and I. "You...you whore, you slept with our friend."he shouted at top of his lungs, successfully backing me to the wall and I was shocked at that. Did he just called me a whor...

"Ron stop it, move away" I said with tears falling from my eyes. I know what I did deserves nothing but punishment and all but he my best friend calling me that, broke me from inside. "Why you slept with him, now do it with me."He said moving close to my neck and I had a hard time pushing him away. I can't do it not with him.

He held my hands and pinned me to the wall and has a evil smile on his face. Thus can't happen not now. "Ron you can't do this to me" I said pushing him away from me but his hands held me tight. My hands were paining due to excess pressure. I was crying by now. Suddenly all the wait was lifted and he was away from me. When I looked at who saved me. It was another shock to me. It was Ginny, after what I did to her, yet she saved me from being raped by my best friend. I went to her and stood beside her, Harry also came and helped Ginny making sure he was away from me.

After he was away from me and was tied to the wall, he rushed to me hugging me closely "it's ok mione, I'm here" he said but intend of holding him I moved away from me hugging myself. Ginny rushed to me making sure that I was ok and when she asked if I was ok, I was crying hard holding her. She saved me even after what I did to her.

"She slept with your boyfriend Ginny" Ron shouted from the wall but Ginny held me through my cry. "I know what she did Ron, but so were you" Ginny said shouting at him.

At that I looked at her not understanding what she was saying. Harry had the same expression looking at her. "So were you, what you mean Ginny"Harry asked carefully not wanting to angry her. "you didn't know, he slept with lavender when you two are not here. He told me not to tell you that but he will."Ginny said looking with wide eyes at us.

We both had shocked expression and looked at eachother before looking at him. He had his eyes down not looking at us. Guess this is now it feels when some one betrayers you.

"That was a mistake Ginny," Ron shouted at her. "So were they Ron" she was defining us, her betrayers. Harry relished him and he stood up looking anger filled eyes."I'll make you guys pay and I'll..."he said pointing his fingers towards me," I'll make you mine"he said and left the room. We all just sighed and looked at Ginny saying thank you.

"It's ok Hermione, but this doesn't mean that I forgave you"she said leaving the room. Harry took a deep breath and looked at me. "what you both talked about Harry, what you told her" I asked him about when Ginny sent me away and had a talk with him for which he sighed.

"Harry potter, what did you tell her" I was very impatient by now. I just want to know what they talked about, why did they broke up When Ginny could just push me away and make Harry her's. They are still together

"I told her that we can't be together Hermione, I told her the truth" he was looking deep in my eyes holding my shoulders. I wiggled out of his grip and stood up and looked at him. Is he for real, "Harry what happened in just one night Harry, that's all it took for...

"Hermione will you let me explain,"he cut me off and was irritated. Good for him I'm not scared of him."explain"I told him crossing my hands under my chest looking at him. "Hermione why do you think that we breaking up, is because of you" he was very clam about asking me this and I scoffed at him "ofcourse it has to do with me Harry, you broke up with her after you slept with me" I asked feeling frustrated and ashamed of myself for saying that. "Hermione it has nothing to do with you as Ginny said, it's not about you, its about us" he shouted at me and I backed away from him. "Haaaa "I was very confused by now.

"Yes Hermione, I don't love her anymore. We had this talk way before I came to you and what happened between us"he was looking in my eyes for me to understand. I nodded my head unable to speak after this new found information. "I know she liked some one else Hermione, I found out that I'm just a silly childhood crush and nothing more now" he said sitting on the bed with his face in his hands, head down. I went to him and sat beside him making sure that their is a decent space between us

"You know that right" he asked me looking down looking at me and I just nodded my head and he turned towards the front sighing and went out if the room.

Seriously what happened to us. Its very confusing that who loved whom. Ron was also cheating in me, I along with Harry cheated Ginny and Ron. Ron and I broke up same as per Ginny and Harry. It seems like we are not friends anymore. I don't know whom Ginny liked, god I even don't know if I liked Harry or not. Ron said that he will make me his but good luck doing that to him because I'm not going back.Harry, I don't know if it's because of what we did or he did have feelings for me. It's very confusing right now.

What ever tomorrow holds for us, I just want to be close with my friends and family and this time to fly away