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Chapter 6 Part 1(Riley)

I frown watching my best friend's back tense up. Was she was regretting her decision and having second thoughts about marrying Josh? No. There was no way Maya was doubting her decision in marrying Josh. Both, her and Josh have dreamed of this moment for a long time. If it was second thoughts then what was making my best friend stand there tense for a moment before she got back sweep in to Josh. I glance around the room and suck in a deep gasp. I swallow at Josh's eyes looking pass Maya and at me. I gave him a small smile and he instantly focuses back on his beautiful bride and I make myself focus on the bride and groom and not give the man in the corner a second thought. I stop my own tears from falling with my finger at my best friend's beautiful words to her groom. Both her and Josh already and most likely everyone else in the room had tears running down their cheeks from Josh's vow but Maya's words were hitting me hard. I glanced towards my husband in the second row and force my smile knowing I couldn't say the same or feel the same for him as my best friend feels for my uncle. Before I knew it, they were pronounced husband and wife and was sharing their first kiss. I follow behind the happy married couple, grabbing a hold of my son's hand.

"We are going to go outside and take picture as fast as we can so everyone can get back in to the warmth so if you want to freshen up your makeup or hair, do so now."

I heard one of Shawn's photographer friends ordered. Maya didn't want her step father working her wedding so he got the best photographer he knew.

I watch Maya give Josh a quick smile and kiss before waltzing over to me and grabbing my hand and pulling me in to the bathroom.

"Lucas is here" she barks "We didn't invite him so I have no clue what he is doing here or how he even knew about my wedding."

I nod, giving my best friend a smile, knowing she is stress when half of the stress should be gone by now. She made it through the ceremony and now just had the reception left. "Don't worry" I ease. "I saw him too. I don't know how he knows either but I will handle this. I'll talk to Lucas and make sure he isn't planning on ruining your reception or anything, okay? You enjoy the rest of your wedding and don't worry about Lucas."

I watch her nod and we went outside and took the wedding party pictures and I couldn't wait to see how beautiful they turned out. I was following behind the wedding party when I see Lucas standing at the stop of the stairs instead of continuing to the reception. I stop and watch my son take off towards the dance floor, knowing everyone would be distracted for a bit I find myself going up the stairs and following Lucas. I feel guilty but also a little excited. He still gives me feelings that no one else ever has. I follow Lucas in to room and both of say nothing for what feels like forever.

"What are you doing here?"

I watch him shrug.

"I don't know" he answers.

I shake my head. "You can't be here. You are not suppose to be here"

"But I am"

I nod, staring in to his beautiful green eyes that are pulling me back in.

"I made mistakes"

I nod again.

"Big mistakes. I should have never let you leave"

"But you did" I point out. "And I moved on. I'm married. The boys have a father they deserve. Farkle is a wonderful man who treats our sons like they are his own. They deserve him as a father and they are happy"

"But what about you?" Lucas asks, stepping towards me. "Are you happy?"

I swallow at his closeness. My brown eyes staring into his green ones as I felt his breath on me. I could feel myself already making the mistake. He was my weakness and I was losing control. I slowly reached behind me to make sure the door was lock. One last time with him wouldn't hurt. Right?