DISCLAIMER: Do not read this story if hearing about any sort of eating disorder is going to be triggering to you in any way. Do not. Turn around, okay?
I wrote this as a way to think through my own personal experiences with an eating disorder. It is very detailed, and this is not the typical story where the person with an eating disorder is saved and fixed in a single chapter.
Eating disorders are a very real and frightening mental illness that affects millions of people. They are not a trope to be used in fiction. They are not to be taken lightly. They need to be treated with care and respect.
This is my personal perspective of one way that an eating disorder may manifest itself. Do not assume that this story represents the experience of everyone who has/has had anorexia, binge-eating disorder, compulsive exercise, etc.
I wrote this story as a way to reflect on my personal experience, not to define anyone else's. This is not an easy story to write and it is not an easy story to read. Do not expect this story to help you work through your own personal eating disorder.
If you need help, please contact the following:
National Eating Disorders Association Helpline: 1-800-931-2237
(Monday-Thursday 9am-9pm, Friday 9am-5pm. All EST time)
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