Love Struck Delusion

Chapter 302 - Delusion.

Zeta's POV, Some time later.

Stepping out of the shower, I grabbed onto a nearby towel and quickly did my best to dry my head off. Once I was confident I wasn't dripping, I wrapped the towel around my waist and put my attention on the sink and the mirror to see myself standing there with nearly half of the blue in my hair covering my left eye. Gently reaching up to part it to the side, I let out a deep breath and looked down to where my clothes were piled up. My HK-45 was sitting on top of my pants. It was then when I heard what sounded like the front door being shut from downstairs.

"What?" I mumbled as I was at a loss for who that could be. Raptor was in his room sleeping and I knew Pepper wasn't home. She was spending the night at the capital helping Roz and a few others set up a proper security plan for the upcoming elections we had decided on after counting all those ballots. So I had no idea who that could be coming through the front door.

Hearing footsteps coming up the stairs, I slowly reached down to grab my gun and with them getting closer, I moved alongside the door and held my breath as I heard someone grab the handle. My eyes went down to the knob as it turned and once I began to see it open; I aimed up and pushed out when I saw I had enough room. But when I did, I found Raptor staring back at me. It took everything I had to stop moving and with my heart racing from the spook, I went on to shout at him.

"Jesus fucking Christ Raptor! What are you….!?"

Everything changed when he sent his left hand out to grab me by the throat. Choking on my own spit the second he cut me off, I widened my eyes and panicked as he pushed me back into the bathroom with enough force that I physically was taken off my feet and slammed back first into the same wall I hid on a moment ago. My gun dropped to the ground a second later when I gagged up.

"Aukkkk! Ahhhhh! Rap…!? What the fuck are you doing!?" I asked him in complete confusion as my eyes had finally managed to refocus on his face.

Kicking my legs a little to try and break free, I quickly realized the situation. His eyes were red and without a doubt he was feral. Now I actually began to try and kick my way free. Yet his grip held me like a vice. Unable to breathe I begged him.

"Let…..let go of me! Raptor!"

It was then that he decided to speak. In a tone that sent shivers down my spine.

"Shhhhh. Relax. Everything is alright."

Unable to really comprehend what was happening, I just listened as he growled low.

"Stop fighting Zeta. Stop. I'm okay. The venom is under control. See?"

Letting my legs hang, I questioned.

"Then what the fuck are you doing?"

With two bloodthirsty eyes he replied.

"I'm making an executive decision."

With my eyes stuck on his, I had no idea when it happened but his right hand had found its way to the rim of the towel I was wrapped in. Digging a claw between it and me, Raptor loosened the garment so it would fall off. Leaving everything exposed as my mind actually understood what was going on with him. I then felt my body rest because of it.

Sensing that I was catching on to the problem, he gave me enough time so I could ask.

"And what would that be?"

Running his hand down my ass and back up the edges of my tail, he replied.

"I think you already know."

His grip loosened enough so I could get a good breath in. During which, his hand that had been rubbing me down went back to his side where he proceeded to reach into his own front pocket. Pulling out two small syringes, I felt my brain begin to melt as I recognized they both held venom. Unable to keep a straight face, I let out a very tiny moan as he whispered into my steaming hot face.

"I want to do this right. I wanna do this the way I know you'd want it to happen. By breaking you apart…..piece….by….piece."

"Ahhh….Raptor, that venom…..it's not a normal…..it's not a normal dose!" I groaned out as he didn't seem to care one bit. Unaware to me, he stated back.

"Ohhhh I know. These are Pepper's "get out of jail free cards". Double the dose for when she's on her last breathe."

I can't lie to anyone. I was getting more and more turned on by the second. He didn't care and that made it even worse. He was messing around with hellfire and that made this feel even better when he went on to say to me.

"And I plan to spend this night like it was my last. I want to burn a hole through that head of yours and I want you to both know and enjoy your place as my bottom. My…..my good little girl."

Reaching out to grab his arm, I squeezed him and moaned.

"Yes daddy."

Leaning in to sniff under my chin, I began to shake as I felt his teeth prod my collarbone. Letting out a really bad shake of pleasure, I felt my heart racing back up as the hand that held the venom came up to my neck. All I could do was hold my breath again as he jabbed me with one of the doses. What followed was me letting out a pure slutty moan and him taking the other to his own neck.

He then dropped the syringes and watched with anticipation as my body began to break down from the overdose. Every part of my brain was now sexually concerned with the future. I could care less about my heart popping or going feral myself. I just needed this man more than ever. I was extremely grateful to be caught in the shower because I knew I'd quickly become another mess if this went on like he planned.

Feeling the venom surge through my body, I had to tell him out of the need to be safe.

"I'm not going to be able to handle this much venom Raptor. Not for long anyway. Ahhhh!"

Feeling my breasts with his right hand, he replied.

"That's fine. I don't want you in the right state of mind for this. I want you to go crazy."

"I might bite you." I informed him next as he looked me back in my eyes to reply.

"Good."

I was losing my ability to maintain control even as we spoke. With my tail swinging back and forth, I groaned out as I felt the venom reaching my brain. It felt like someone took a hot cloth and wrapped it around my head. It felt so good and all I could do was keep moaning as Raptor went back down to my breasts, but this time with his mouth. The second I felt his tongue hit my left nipple, I moaned out to him his own name.

"Raptor?"

Finally letting me go, his hand went back to my side, but I still found myself pinned to the wall from my own inability to fight this kind of treatment. Pulling his mouth away from my breasts and back up to meet me head level, he whispered.

"I want this."

Reaching up to stroke his head, I replied.

"Pepper isn't coming home tonight."

Smiling he growled.

"Good."

Pressing his lips to mine, we began to make out like our lives depended on it. The venom was putting me into heat and I felt my legs shake when he reached between my legs to start fingering me.

Now I was completely taken away. Bringing my hands up, I used my claws to tear his shirt in two. He did the rest of the work by taking what remained off, and just as fast as I hoped I got to work on his belt and pants. The whole time I could feel his hard on and once I had the belt off, he disconnected his lips from mine to ask me.

"Do you really want kids?"

My heart actually managed to stop beating when I heard the question leave his lips. Unsure of what to really say back, I asked him.

"Do you?"

For a few moments we just stared back at one another. Taking his finger out of me, he replied with a single nod.

"I wanna try."

Very softly I felt his hands go back behind me. I looked down for a split second to see what he was doing, but quickly found my place when he cupped both my cheeks and hoisted me up against the wall. Wrapping my legs around his waist, I continued to pant as he said further.

"One last time. I wanna try one last time Zeta. But I want that time to be with you."

Kissing me a few more times, he finished by stating.

"But if you're not willing…...then….?"

Cutting him off, I announced right to his face.

"I am."

Keeping our eyes locked I told him the truth.

"I want this. I want you. I want your kids. I want this Raptor. I really really do. Please…?"

Now interrupting me, my boyfriend snapped at my neck, attaching his teeth just under the right side of my face.

"Ahhhhh!"

I was squirming while in this position and without a doubt I knew both my body and mind were ready. Nibbling down a few inches, I moaned out.

"Please!"

Taking his teeth out of me, he understood that I wasn't going anywhere. So with that in mind, he reached up with his right hand to gently grab me back by the throat. This time with a much softer grip. Holding my head straight where he wanted it, he asked me.

"Please what?"

Lowering my voice so I sounded desperate; which I was, I begged him.

"Fuck me. Please fuck me."

Giving me a devilish smile back and a gentle chuckle, he replied.

"That's a good girl."

Releasing his hands, I uncoiled my legs from around his waist and landed back on my feet. I was so fucking wet it was unbarable to hold back any longer. Pulling down his pants, I got on my knees and obeyed as he ordered of me.

"Get me ready."

Leveled with my prize, I obeyed. It was probably the venom leaking through me, but it was hands down the sloppiest blowjob I've ever given someone. I needed this. I need every inch. Raptor held the back of my head the whole time just to make sure I couldn't escape from my duties. Once I felt like he was ready, I pulled it out of my mouth and looked up at him with two puppy red eyes and wondered.

"How about now?"

Feeling just behind my left ear, he replied dominantly.

"Stand up."

Raising back to my feet, I couldn't help but stare at his dick. My hand stroked it as he then asked me.

"Do you think I'm lucky enough to give you a pup?"

Shaking to the thought of it, I replied.

"Yeah."

Smiling he went on to state.

"It might take more than one try."

Kissing him right on the lips as hard as I could, I replied.

"I don't fucking care. Just give me everything you got."

Raptor's voice began to turn back into a growl again as he heard that demand. Reaching out to push the door fully open, I felt his hands go back down to my butt. Pulling me once more off my feet, the hedgehog and I began to make out again. This time however he carried me across the hall and into the bedroom.

Kicking the door shut, he carried me right over to the bed where he laid me back with his heavy embrace. We kept kissing the whole time and once I felt him penetrate me; I let out a moan that completely sent me into a stupor of absolute bliss. I needed this now more than ever. I didn't care how long it would take. I wanted him to knock me up and I wouldn't accept leaving this room without it happening.

"Ahhh! Ahhh! Ahh! Ahh!"

I never expected to find love when I came to the middle east. Never expected to find a place of my own where I could start again. But I'm so glad fate turned out this way.

Fully interlocked, I rolled my eyes back and embraced this future. I'd do anything to keep this moment from ever changing and with my mind and body in sync and ready to be bred, I promise this man and our future kids that I'd be the best wife and mother I could hope to become.

Raptor's POV, A week later.

Sitting in the capital's main office sat a very select few people. Including myself, there was Hecan, Hoffer, Clamer, Char, Zandro, Dom who was wearing a cast on his left arm and a few other officers. Mainly Marhick, Freemen and my dear friend Roz. Vacus was seen standing by the door as the question was asked of me by Hoffer.

"So? Will you do it?"

Zeta was not with me for this moment. We talked about this over the course of the last few days. She wanted me to make a choice based on what I felt would be more important in the long run. Be that running the middle east or focusing on myself and her. It was the hardest choice of my life.

Clamer and Marx were begging me not to just because of my health. It's not like they believe I couldn't do the job. They just cared about me.

Char, Roz, Vacus, Marhick, Dom and Freemen were not pushing me one direction or the other. They each respected my opinion and were going to support me to the end.

Zandro however was hoping I'd say yes. He'd like to keep company business strictly between him and I. Which again I understood perfectly, but this choice was going to determine everything to come. If I say yes, I'll win the first election by a historic landslide according to Hecan who has been doing his best to help find alternatives in case I choose the latter. So if I say no, I'd be leaving the country in someone else's hands. The hardest part was just being able to accept that if I declined. I needed to trust whoever this person turned out to be and there just isn't anyone yet other than Char who was standing right next to me. Yet I knew he wouldn't fit the bill right now. Zeta was right. She convinced me he was too young. That he needed more time before trying his hand at this line of work.

When I thought about this all rationally in my head, I understood the role and I knew I could take my time setting this land up the way I knew it always had to be set as. I could finish a lot of good things and I can do so much in four years. I could help so many and I think that's where my blood was laying.

With everyone watching me as I had the pressure piling up, I slowly stood up from the desk and turned around to face Char. He carefully moved aside as I began to pace my way to the back wall where there sat a painting of Shadow.

My mind began to drift as I asked myself the question of what he would do in this place? I think he would have said yes. However, thinking back, I pictured my father's face on that painting. My mind made a perfect image of him appear and what I saw was him looking back at me with a blank expression on his face. Shadow had disappeared to my eyes and I was left with nothing but him. Taking in a deep breath and calmly exhaling after, I then whispered to myself.

"What would you have done?"

I'm sure I was heard asking that, but again all they could see was Shadow on that painting. Yet that wasn't the case for what was really going on throughout my mind.

Lowering my head and looking down to the ground just in front of me, I stared into the void and went over everything to myself one final time.

The room remained perfectly silent the whole time. After a few minutes, I took another deep breath and looked back up at the painting to see my father smiling back at me. My body had a shiver roll throughout it's core as I slowly turned to face Hecan and Hoffer who stood only feet away. With my mind made up, I replied.

"I'll do it."

At that exact moment it felt like the room exploded. Everyone let out a cheer of happiness to my decision. Apart from Clamer. He was both stunned and or disappointed, but I knew at the end of the day he was happy. And at the very least he shouldn't be surprised. After all, I am the most stubborn person he knows of.

With Hecan clapping and approaching me, he offered out his hand to say.

"Glad to hear it. It's only right you go first. I doubt if you declined things would go well leaving this into someone else's hands."

"This doesn't mean anything yet. We still have to have everyone vote."

My statement made Hecan laugh, but I was being serious. There is a chance I could lose. Anything is possible and that's a fact I truly believe in. Yet that didn't stop anyone from continuing the celebration.

"Bang! Bang! Bang!"

It was at that point everyone turned to look at the office door.

"Bang! Bang! Bang!"

Whoever was out there was hitting the door with enough force to signal there had to be a problem. In confusion Hoffer ordered Vacus who was standing right alongside the door.

"Open it!"

Vacus obeyed and when she did I widened my eyes to see Pepper running on past Vacus. In a panic she shouted.

"Raptor! We have a problem!"

"What is it?" I wondered as she looked out of breath.

With the mood in the room at a standstill, we all listened close as Pepper replied.

"It's Zeta! She's in medical!"

Every fiber of my body went cold as she went on to listen as I questioned.

"What? What are you talking about? What's wrong…?!"

Grabbing me by my right hand she yanked me towards the door to reply.

"There isn't any time! This is a fucking emergency! Come on quick! She's with Marx!"

Everyone watched in confusion as I kicked my legs back into gear. Pepper released my hand as well and without even thinking about it I threw myself down the stairs and ran to the medical entrance. Everyone that was once in the office began to chase after us. Pepper and I flew into medical like two bats out of hell. She guided me right to one of the rooms nearest the ER. Coming up to the doorway Pepper begged me.

"She's in here! Come on!"

The second I entered the room, I stopped right in my tracks to find Zeta sitting up on one of the beds. Marx was standing right in front of her with a clipboard and looked over at me with a smile as I asked in fear something was wrong.

"What's going on? Are you okay?"

By this point Char and the rest of my friends reached the room. With him coming to my side to stare at Zeta and Marx, she replied calmly to my question.

"Yeah. I'm okay."

My mind began to get lost in a cloud of confusion as I looked at Marx to see if he would add anything to that answer. However he just kept smiling as I looked back at Pepper to question.

"Wait so…? What's wrong? I thought…? Why did you tell me this was an emergency if she's fine?"

Pepper was now just as happy looking as the rest of them. Giving me this wide smile as my ears had gone up from when I heard Marx call out.

"Raptor?"

Looking back at the man, I noticed Zeta was starting to cry. However she was crying out of happiness. With my mind slowly putting the pieces together, I felt my heart sink when Marx came up to hand me the clipboard he was holding on to.

"Look." He urged me as I turned it around.

"What is this?" I asked almost shaky now. No one said a word as my eyes were looking over a familiar sheet of paper. The same sheet that I got from the hospital earlier in the week. The same sheet that proved to me that Ghost wasn't my son. Expect this time everything was different. Char was looking over my shoulder and with a happy outburst he mumbled.

"No way."

I couldn't believe it. Looking up at the wolf I loved, I stood here with my mouth agape as she cried out.

"I'm pregnant."

mT Shadow.