Date: 2-16-2026

Song-Have we lost by Flyleaf

Please don't tell me anymore, there's a weight in your eyes and it weighs on my heart, where have the children gone? we were innocent once, but that was so long ago

Sarah: Running serves as a form of self-medication. Unchained, I feel truly alive in this carefree state. Untraceable, you can't find me or control my mind. Invincible, I am like the wind. I am all over the place searching for shelter. All roads lead me back to where I was before. An inescapable fate, what I have been hiding from comes into full view.

Have we lost our way back home we have made mistakes I know I know

John: Lost contact, our broken union. Slipping through my hands, this solemn ungodly hour. Obvious roadblocks, impairments. Continuous awkward silent moments, inward deliberations. Reawaken me, contentment. Long-awaited solution, elastic sparkling wings. Vacant breathing space, endless distance between us. Repetitive rewritten history, bittersweet irony, your halfhearted devotion.

Don't tell me of better days, there's a memory I have, could be something I read of laughter and cheap guitars in a house full of friends, could've been one of ours, we stayed up late we loved the stars, can't remember the rest, just a few parts

Cameron: Brutally shaken, you are beautifully broken. Love comes in whispers, slow frequent heartbeats. I don't understand why you are always tossed aside? I will crossover the great divide for you. Love comes in whispers, slow frequent heartbeats. You find shelter within the sanctuary of your mind. I promise to never grieve you or leave you behind in the fire. Love comes in whispers, slow frequent heartbeats.
Whenever will you claim me to be yours forever? Patiently, I wait for the answer. I hope you will decide what is best for yourself.

Have we lost our way back home we have made mistakes I know I know

Kitty: Everybody forgets about your birthday. How could they be so shady during this important special event? Halfway gone, serenity is almost done with you. Alone, you travel between home and the sandy beaches. Depression won't loosen the reins no matter how many times that you try to break free. You breathe knowing hope still exists somewhere out there in the world. I take a moment to pause and say hello. We are one tonight in this twilight zone. Fearless, you open up your heart before me. My friend, I hear your silent cries for help. I will remain here with you until the end. I enjoy your company because you bring me joy. I pray you may find peace of mind today and forevermore. Whoever said you were never pretty or talented enough was wrong. Strong, you are on the brink of a new beginning.

I think they lost something that they miss I wanna find that book dust it off and read it again there was hope in the end

Kyle: You meet me in the bloody aftermath. Where is my faith? You hold my heart in your hands. You have all of me. I don't have a reason to run anymore. Searching for the truth, your eyes burn right through my soul. You turn my life around with one single affectionate gesture. We are family. We were born to provide each other with nurture.

Have we lost our way back home we have made mistakes I know

Chance: Calm content acceptance, a spirit of surrender, learning to let you go. My freewill, a time to relax and just breathe. Going along with the flow of things, it is what it is. Continuous transition, endless journey of self discovery and personal growth.

We were braver still when we were young and when we were young we spoke in tongues

Derek: Drifting, elsewhere calls your name. There is no shame in your abrupt early departure. Life after you, these wounds never seem to heal.
I can love you much better than this code of silence. I can love you much better than this full of grace. I want you back with me. Please come back down from heaven and make my heart to be your home again. Let us make a deal. I won't steal away your zeal, your need to be at the ground, you now sleep safe and sound. You are dead and never ever going to wake up, that is the final truth. I must accept the fact that the angels need you more than me.