Edgar

When I woke up that morning, everything that had happened came into my head, it was a very intense night, we gave ourselves totally. I missed her so much, I think she doesn't even imagine how much, and, due to the intensity of the delivery, I think she did too. It was perfect. I looked to my side and she wasn't there. I got up and looked for her around the house and nothing, her clothes weren't there either. I only had your scent on the pillow and the sheets and your marks on my body. Patience. She must want to be alone after what happened to her grandmother, and maybe I passed the limits when I brought her here, but it wasn't even my intention to have sex with her, it just happened because she wanted me first, and somehow I couldn't stop it, I would never do that.

I organize the bed and all the mess we made and before heading to the shower I check the phone. 'We have something, but we can leave it for Monday. Don't worry.' I shower with the intention of calling Patty later. Do we finally have a solid track? Because so far we have not gotten anywhere.

I get on my bike and go out to get some exercise. According to Patty, they managed to get a clue to where Remi might be via a triangulated phone call. The intention is that on Monday morning we go after this track.

I spend about two hours outside the house and when I arrived I checked the cell phone and there is still no message from Natasha, I am undecided whether or not I should look for her. I take out my cell phone several times, initiate a message several times and give up. I decide to wait until I find her at work, I don't want to pressure her with that, it may have been just a moment of need and she shouldn't even feel anything for me anymore.

Natasha

- Ok guys, since everyone is here, let's start. - Patty was already waiting for us with the open system where there were several images showing a map and also geographical coordinates.

- What is this location about? - Edgar asked and I fixed my gaze on the screen in an attempt to distract myself from the image that came to me when I looked at him.

I've been trying to get it out of my head for two days. I knew we shouldn't have gone that far, but I couldn't regret it, being with him was something I didn't expect to happen again, but deep down it was all I needed and wanted. That night brought me a delicious feeling of still being alive, hugging him and kissing him are actions that lit my body again and when I remembered the affection he showed me when we were together, it was so good that I totally surrendered. But I knew that I shouldn't have taken advantage of the situation, as he offered me help and I threw myself into his arms. Perhaps I was wrong to leave as soon as the first rays of sunlight appeared, nor did I expect him to wake up. I was very broken with the death of my grandmother and I still am, I think I need some time to recover from everything that happened and I don't want him to think that I'm supporting him just because I'm fragile and alone. The look he gave me this morning was very deep, but I just greeted him, because there were several people around.

Patty explained that the clues on the screen were from an intercepted call that they suspected was Remi's. A plan was drawn up so that the necessary arrangements could be made for the team to go after her and bring her to New York. At first only Kurt, Reade and two more experienced agents would go, I offered to go, but they thought it was better not to involve too many people.

- Hey. - I was going to the locker room when Edgar called me.

- Hey. - I turned and faced him.

- It's all right? - He asked me with genuine concern.

- Yes, it is. - I said, however, I avoided looking at him too much, because I didn't know I was trying to convince him or myself.

- If you need anything, or if you want to talk... - Edgar offered.

- It's all right. I just need to tell you something.

- Yes, what is it?

- I ... I don't want you to think that I go throwing myself on the bed of the first man who appears in front of me. - When I finished saying that I regretted it, but it was too late.

- Tasha... - I felt him run out of words, he shook his head in a negative gesture. - So this is about it? Is that why you are like this with me? - He said when he recovered from the shock my words generated. - Look, you need to know that, I would never think that of you!

The boys left that afternoon. Patty, Rich and I stayed in the lab for a while. I was worried about all of them, especially Reade, I know I hurt him with my words, but I needed to do that, I don't think this was the right time to get involved again. Now he was traveling across the ocean and I hoped that nothing would happen to him. I clearly knew my feelings for him, but I was afraid.

- Hey Tasha, is everything okay? - I think Patty had been watching me for some time before deciding to ask. - You're airy. Okay, how silly of me to ask that, you just lost your grandmother.

- No. I'm fine. - I answered quickly. - This trip of the boys to go after Remi, I think I'm a little worried.

- They'll be fine, and they'll bring her. And, Edgar will be fine.

It seems that she knew that I still had feelings for him. Am I that transparent? We changed the subject because I didn't want to be there discussing my feelings.

Kurt

The trip was tiring and I was very anxious and afraid. I didn't know 'who' I would find there, or if we would at least find it. I didn't know how much she could have changed in those years that we haven't met and the last time we met was not very friendly. Of course, I was still thinking about her, but I wasn't sure how much I felt for her. And then, all this time I didn't see her, she should have forgotten about me.

And there was also Nas, we have been working for a short time together and she gave me some signs and I was weak as I am, I gave in and we left once. She is a really beautiful woman, but it is clearly the opposite of Remi. I don't want to take it too far, but I already realized that she is not a woman to give up easily.

We arrived at the location indicated by the GPS, it was dark and there weren't many houses in the region. There was an old, poorly maintained house. We were two agents at the front of the house and the other two at the back. I forced the door and it opened, the room was in darkness and there was a fireplace warming the room. Remi was standing in front of the fireplace and when she saw us he got scared and took out a gun.

- Calm down, Remi, it's me. - I tried to speak as calmly as possible. She recognized me and I felt her eyes falter, but she kept pointing the gun at us. - Put the gun down, you're outnumbered here and we don't intend to shoot.

- Why are you here? How did you find me?

- What's going on here, Jane? - A man emerged from the room, with a gun in his hand, he was about six feet tall, thin, with black hair and a beard.

"Jane?" Why did he call she that?

- We came to get you, Remi. We need your help. - I spoke at once.

- What if I don't want to go? - She challenged me.

- You will have to go well or we will take you anyway. - I showed her the handcuffs on my holster.

- You wouldn't have the courage. - She spoke between teeth.

- Do not challenge me. - I got a little closer. Edgar and the other agent had entered the back and two more boys emerged from the rooms.

- It's okay, Clem. I go with them.