I saw a bunch of Bubbline fics (unfinished) in one of my laptop folders. One of it is this and it's such a waste not to post this. Sigh.
The date of this file is way back December 28, 2016. Crap. Such a waste. Just gonna share it here since I guess my younger self spent also a lot of time writing this stuff. :)
Chapter 1
I don't know what came to me to think this kind of thing.
I was just sitting comfortably in my uncomfortable red couch (don't ask me how) back in my crib when suddenly my thoughts went spiraling and started shouting ideas.
Currently, I am walking along the busy street of Cadbury Lane. (I know right? Who would name a street after a chocolate merchandise?)
But if you're thinking what is "this kind of thing" I'm talking about. Jeez. It's just simple - 'annoy' the hell out of Bonnie.
You know my long time crush... that's Bonnie. Oh wait, sorry you still don't know that right? Well, allow me the pleasure of describing her.
One word. Perfect.
I know! That clearly sounds like I'm biased but she's really a perfect person... in my eyes.
I don't know when I started seeing her like that but I know Bonnie since we were kids.
She was a nerd back in the days, I mean she's still now but long time ago she was this kid with braces and glasses and people don't talk to her (except for our little bunch of friends) and then puberty came and she became a goddess. Hahaha.
But hey! I'm serious here. She's still beautiful ever since⦠well, ever.
Anyway, she stopped wearing eyeglasses, just contacts and then her braces were removed for scientific reasons I don't really understand, go ask her dentist, they clearly know why. That was the time when her other friends suggested her to change ways. To have a "makeover". But in a friendly way of course.
Lady, Fiona, Cake, and LSP (That's just her initials because come on! What kind of parents would name their child like that?) "threatened" her because we all know that Bonnie is really beautiful. She just didn't want all the attention she'll be having.
P.S. She didn't need a makeover. She's already beautiful, like I told you before.
Actually, I don't know the whole story since I was gone for the summer that time but when I came back we tried to have a little get together, the two of us hanging out.
We made plans together and set up a meeting place. That time I just passed her because if my memory serves right, Bonnie has blonde hair and that color is definitely not bubblegum pink. Not ever. They're like a mile away in the color wheel. What's more, I'm busy finding a girl with a blonde hair (the best way to find someone - checking out their hair) and I didn't take a freaking glance that there's another girl there.
Anyway, she called me, the pink-haired girl. Of course I'm confused. I was like 'Who is this model? Who does she think she is? Talking to me, a mere stranger. Go away! I'm busy finding my girl' *cough* *cough* Sorry, I just felt using the word 'my girl'.
I guess my look showed what my mind was thinking about because she laughed, (like Bonnie). I also noticed she had a dimple (like Bonnie) and then suddenly, I noticed all other things about her. Finally, she introduced me as "Bonnibel" and I passed out cold in the street.
Just kidding.
My heart only stopped for a moment, like it skipped for a beat or something. My mind was thinking. 'What happened? What did you all do to my precious Bonnie?! She's this innocent kid I've been protecting from mean boys and girls and you all changed her.' (Take note that I'm blaming others and not Bonnie. Am I really that biased?)
When school came back, Lady had me cornered and talked to me saying that Bonnie herself wanted the changed. I kind of believe her but there's still this voice at the back of my head that's telling me that they threatened Bonnie especially when you know that LSP is included in their little group of famous friends.
Oh yeah, they're all famous. Sorry forgot to tell you that. But huh. Funny how I'm included in this circle of friends but I'm not famous. So flocks and flocks of boys would offer their hands to her (not physically, of course. It's just a metaphor, and not for marriage but as a lover. Same thing...) but she would turn them all down. (I just don't get her.)
She often would say that she's busy with work - student council - and other school clubs and activities like science, swimming, theater and drama, calligraphy, chess, archery, tennis- Oh my god Bon! You all do this?! I didn't even know we had a calligraphy club back at school. Anyway, there are still a bunch of activities she participated and joined.
She's also that kind of person who would think of others before herself. I guess that's another reason why people like her very much. Be it as a friend or more than a friend.
Hey, if you're thinking that I am crushing her just for her looks. You're wrong. Now that I think about it, I think my feelings for her started way back when we were kids on that day on the park. (That's really a long story).
But back to my plan, remember the 'annoy'-the-hell-out-of-Bonnie part? Well, you see, when you're best friend/crush/love of your life started to become busy with her life, so busy with so much things whether it's a school or club activity, you'll become a wreck thinking if she could still remember you under a metric ton of papers and lab equipment.
Yeah, I'll admit it now. She's making me crazy. And scared.
Scared because I'm scared. (that doesn't make sense right?) Clearing things up, I'm scared that one day she'll forget me easily. I'm scared that she will replace me with another person, a far better person than me. You see, my life is a mess. Bad things happened to me...But no, I don't want to talk about it.
And so you'll start to make her notice you and make yourself damn good enough. And you "annoy" her. That's the best quality I could only offer. I'm not that good in expressing feelings. Or any emotional thing-y.
Anyway, my plan this time is to convince her (and tease) to walk with me and maybe confess along the way.
Oh yeah, another thing I forgot. I already confessed to Bonnie... in a subtle way of course and that's maybe why Bonnie always thought I'm not serious.
I gave her presents. With an 'I love you' card.
I gave her flowers. With a sweet and sugary fragrant smell.
I gave her chocolates and shaped it to be heart-shaped.
I baked her a cake. Topped with an 'I love you' icing.
I baked her cookies. With heart sprinkles.
I always write songs about her.
I serenaded her in front of all the whole town... (or school. Same thing.)
I sent cupid to shot her heart for me but I guess Bonnie is just that good at dodging arrows.
I said I love you so many times. At different occasions...
I kissed her in the middle of the school hallway.
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Okay, so a bunch of that were exaggerated (so exaggerated. Hahaha.) and some of those were things I'd been hopelessly dreaming about every night but I think you got my idea right? You saw my point. (By the way, there's only one thing I did in the list. Sigh. Poor me.)
You see, I don't know if she even likes girls in a romantic way or what. But one time, we were playing truth and dare (care of LSP). And someone asked her what team she's playing for, or if she like girls in that way. She just shrugged her shoulders and my phone rang. Yes! In the middle of the game. Talk about bad luck right? So, I ignored it but they didn't. They said I should take it. I didn't want to. But they insist I should. (Stupid friends) So, I excused myself and took the call outside.
I didn't hear what she said. Damn it!
I didn't want to ask her or anyone because that would make me look like I have a motive for her. So, that's it. I didn't have a clue. Poor me.
There was almost a time that I gave up Bonnie because I really think that she's straight.
Ugh. Why do I have to fall in love with my best friend?! 'Especially my straight laced perfect best friend?'
But I don't give up... kind of.
I don't know how many times Bonnie already broke my heart (unknowingly of course) but she's a savage when it comes to that. I already started to think my heart became undead and numb due to her dense mind.
She's so freaking smart why couldn't she just see that I love her?
What's more heartbreaking is that she replies my 'I love yous' with 'I love yous' too.
"Aww. I love you too, Marcy. Thanks for the chocolate. I'm so lucky you're my best friend."
"...Sure thing, Bon."
Yeah, yeah, I know. You don't have to be cruel to say that I'm being friend-zoned here. It's clearly obvious.
UGH. JUST WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO DENSE, BONNIBEL?!
But as I was saying before, I don't know what came to me to think this kind of thing.
Maybe because of the weather. It was a sunny day. And my day started good for me.
Or maybe it was because of the food I just ate.
Or maybe because it's Friday and our Principal and all the teachers excused themselves for the Annual Teacher Conference. So yeah, no classes! Yes! Thank glob it's Friday! (TGIF! TGIF!)
Or wait maybe because there's no one at home to scold me. And I could eat all the ice cream in the fridge. (PS. I already ate it)
Or maybe because as I was watching TV, chilling, eating ice cream, my eyes caught something. An old picture frame with a picture of Bonnie and me in our younger years. It's hard to describe the photo since it's a candid shot of us laughing together. But we're happy, with arms hooked around each other and Bonnie without glasses. It's cute. She's cute.
I think that's really the reason why I suddenly rushed out of my house to go to Bonnie's house.
Because I miss her.
Sure, we always meet at school but Bonnie's busy even at school. Once upon a time, we always meet every weekend but now we don't.
So I grabbed this opportunity to pop up in her house. Nice plan right?
I suddenly stop at my tracks when I reach my destination, her house. Well, more like her mansion.
Oh yeah! That's another thing I forgot. She's super rich. So yeah, Bonnie's really perfect.
I breathe in for luck and push the gate open.
A/N:
HAHAHAHHA.
I'm laughing at my style of writing. Clearly, the me four years ago, is such a douche and super gay. Gosh, I don't write stuff like this anymore. Hahaha.
Anyway, I didn't edit anything about this stuff but I'm gonna post some since this is such a waste, even if this is unfinished. :))
(This is also posted in my AO3 account.)
