Rose sighed in relief as she seat down on her bed. the talk with her dads having gone so much better then she thought it would.

"How are you doing, "Josh said as he walked into her room.

"good. that went so much better then I thought it would." Rose said mentioning for Josh to come and sit next to her.

"How are you feeling about all of this?"Josh asked worried about his little sister.

"I don't know. I don't even know if I want to have this baby." Rose admitted for the first time. "I don't think I could have an abortion but I don't think I want to keep the baby."

"then you could give the baby up for adoption." Josh reminded her.

"what do you think dads would do about that?"

"I think they would support any choice you made. they love you, Rose, they'll let you so what you think is the best thing to do." Josh said knowing that he was a right but that his sister wasn't going to think he was.

"how do you know that. Dad had you when he was younger than me."

"I know because dad and Noah love you and would do anything for you." Josh said as he stood up. "look I have to go and check on the kids. you need to go to sleep and stop thinking about all of this. got it."

"got it," Rose said with a small laugh watching her brother walked out of the room.

Rose did exactly what Josh told her to do. she got ready for bed laid down and fell asleep all thoughts of what was happening leaving her.

"I've booked you an appointment for tomorrow morning," Kurt told Rose the next morning after he had pulled her away to talk to her. "I'll call you in sick so you won't have to go to school."

"Thanks dad," Rose said glad that she wouldn't have to go into school tomorrow and face her ex, the baby's dad.

"of course." Kurt said as he placed a hand on her shoulder. "now don't think about any of this today and enjoy the shopping drip with your brother. got it."

"got it." Rose said with a small laugh "you and Josh are so alike." she added before Cayla was calling her back into the kitchen.

"Okay I'm ready to go whenever you are," Josh said about twenty minutes later when he walked into the kitchen.

"give me a couple minutes to grab my bag," Rose said standing up from where she was sitting playing with the kids.

Rose was down not five minutes later and after saying goodbye to everyone the two of them made their way to Josh's car.

"Sorry I couldn't make it for your birthday," Josh said to Rose as they were driving to the shopping centre.

"it's okay. you don't have to keep apologising." Rose said with a smile.

the day before her birthday Josh had called up saying that Erin had a high fever and that they wouldn't be able to make it to her birthday. at first, Rose was upset but she understood that he needed to be at home right now.

the day had been really good even without Josh. Jake had come out of his room long enough to spend some actual time with her and Harmony was actually nice to her for once. so the day had been good even without Josh.

Josh just smiled at his sister loving how understanding she was about everything.

"Well today it all about you. you get to pick where we eat and where we shop."

"I can't wait for it."

"How was your trip?" Kurt asked when Josh and Rose got home that afternoon.

"it was amazing," Rose said as she placed her shopping bags down on the floor so she could hang her coat up.

"I'm glad you had fun," Kurt said.

"I'm going to go and get everything ready. we have to leave soon." Josh told them sadly.

"The kids are in the living room happily playing. get what you need ready and well keep them occupied." Kurt told Josh as he walked passed him.

"Thanks, Dad," Josh said over his shoulder making his way to upstairs to his old room.

"go and put your shopping upstair then come and hang with use in the living room," Kurt told his daughter making his way back over to the living room.

Rose just nodded before making her way upstairs.

Josh and the kids had to leave at four for the two and a half-hour car journey home. and once they had left all the kids seemed to go off and do their own things.

the next day at the appointment.

"everything looks good." the Doctor told Rose and Kurt. "your about five weeks along and everything looks good for this point in the pregnancy."

"When should I book her next appointment?" Kurt asked the doctor as Rose seat nervously next to him.

"book one for in about a months time and ill see you then."

Kurt thanked the doctor before he and Rose made there way out of the office and over to the reception desk to book the next appointment.

"How are you feeling?" Kurt said once he and Rose were in his car.

"I don't know," Rose admitted.

"let's get home so you can curl up in front of the TV," Kurt suggested knowing his daughter would love that.

"Okay," Rose said smiling.

once they were home Kurt got everything set up for Rose before making his way into the kitchen to get them some lunch.

"I don't know if I'll be able to do this," Rose said as Kurt walked into the living room.

"what don't you think you can do?" Kurt said handing her the plate.

"have a baby. I don't think I could raise this baby once there here." Rose admitted to her dad.

"I know how worried you are right now. trust me I do. but you don't have to make a decision right now. you have at least seven months till this baby is here you have time." Kurt promised her.

"I know. I just feel like I need to know what I'm going to do." Rose said.

"Rose I know you like to have everything planned out but you don't need to right now you have time. take it and think everything through. decide once you've been able to think this through probably."

"I'll do that."

hope you enjoy this chapter and I would love to know what you thought of it in the comments.

I have read through and tried to correct all of the mistakes but if I missed some please let me know so I can fix them.