Hey guys! I have been thinking about this story and I wanted to know if you want me to keep going and really draw the story out, or finish this one within a few chapters and start a new one! Let me know please! I hope you enjoy!

Also on a side note September is getting here so quickly and I don't know if I'm ready to see Jay without Erin on Chicago P.D. It is going to be so strange, am I the only one who is scared to see what will happen?

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"Erin?" Jay's eyes met Erin's soft brown ones.

He couldn't even help the tears that escaped from his eyes, he was so happy to see her awake. He left Voight's embrace and moved as fast as he could to her side. Meanwhile her eyes never left Jay's, she was frozen, she didn't know what to say. Jay went to reach for her hand and she flinched and pulled away. Jay was startled by her reaction, "Erin are you okay?".

All she could do was nod and she lifted her hand to his with an apologetic look in her eyes. Jay was concerned, she had never reacted like that before. With Erin waking up, he hadn't noticed that Voight had left the room to get his brother Will, and before he knew it both of them walked back into the room.

"Erin! You are awake! Well let's get that tube out of your throat, I bet you have lots of questions!" Will said cheerfully. He then made his way to her side and asked Jay to move to the other side of her. With that Jay held her other hand for support.

"Now this causes many people to gag, but just breathe deeply and I will do this as fast as I can." Will assured Erin and slowly began to pull the tube from her mouth. Tears immediately sprung to her eyes and the pain was a bit too much for what she had gone through and she squeezed Jay's hand hard. Jay couldn't even watch, he had dropped his eyes to the floor but never let go of her. He couldn't watch her be in anymore pain.

"And there you are, let me get you some water." Will removed the tube completely and brought a cup of water to Erin's beside. He tilted it for her in order for her to drink, she could barely move without having so much pain shoot through her body.

Once she had drank enough water she let out a raspy, "Thank you" and laid her head back down on her head. She was exhausted.

"What happened?" She questioned while looking from Will's eyes to her two favorite guys in the world.

"Well Erin as you know, you were badly beaten and you were stabbed in the abdomen and taken here. You crashed one time in the ambulance but managed to stay stable and have a safe surgery. You had internal bleeding as well as badly bruising to your bones. You got roughed up big time, but you were strong." Will proclaimed giving Erin a soft smile.

Erin sighed of relief and immediately regretted it feeling a shooting pain through her stomach, she flinched and her face showed so much pain.

"Yes I know you are in a lot of pain, we have given you pain medication but the nurses will come back later to give you something stronger to help, and hopefully get you some rest." Will looked at Jay and nodded. "I will let you catch up and talk with everyone and I will check on you later."

"Thank you Will." Erin gave a small smile appreciating everything Will had done. She dreaded what was about to come, she couldn't face Jay. She didn't want to, she was still so cold and numb to what had happened. She felt so helpless. She thought she was going to lose everything, and him being one of the most important people.

"Erin, are you okay?" Jay asked.

"I'm fine" Erin responded while trying to shift to a more comfortable position. She immediately let out a whimper and held her breath, she had never been in so much pain. She couldn't do anything without feeling pain. While shifting she noticed the cuts on her arms had healed and were scabs now, she looked down and couldn't even hold it in anymore. She let everything out, she couldn't even catch her breath she was crying so hard.

Jay reached out to her and wrapped his arms around her carefully, places kisses on her head to try and soothe her. She shook so violently, and she kept crying harder because the more she shook the more pain she was in.

Voight took in Erin and it broke his heart, he couldn't do anything to help her. He figured he would give her some time with Jay, she needed to be with him and take in the fact that she made it out alive. She was going to be alright but there was going to be a long road ahead of her before coming back to intelligence and he planned to be there every step of the way to help her as much as he could. With seeing Erin break down, he slipped out of the room giving her space and seated himself in the seats across the hall.

Meanwhile, Jay still held on to Erin and if it was up to him he never wanted to let go of her. He slowly began to draw small circles on her back and kept giving her kisses to her temple and head. She eventually calmed her crying until you could only hear sniffles. He didn't know what to say or do.

"I'm sorry", Erin said quietly.

"What? What are you apologizing for Erin?" Jay questioned , he was so confused as to what she felt sorry for.

"This was all my fault, I should have stayed near you. I should have been more aware of my surroundings. If I would have been careful we wouldn't have been taken and-" Erin let out a shaky breath as the tears started to form in her eyes again.

Jay sensed she was having a hard time, and stroked her hand gently and turned her face towards his. With being inches away from each other, he stared so deeply into her eyes letting her know she was safe and he was there and that he meant what he was about to say, "Hey hey hey, Erin shhh, you have nothing to apologize for. This is not your fault and you should not blame yourself. I mean look at you, if anyone should apologize it should be me, if I had been with you, you wouldn't be here in this hospital." Jay had to take a second to keep his emotions in line. "Do you know how scared I was? I thought that I was going to loose you, and I couldn't bare it. When you were stabbed it felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest. I couldn't lose you because, I love you Erin."

Erin's eyes widened remembering what was said in the basement before she blacked out. Did she really say what she think she said, and Jay confessed his love to her? And what made her heart race even more was that Voight witnessed it all.

Seeing Erin's reaction, Jay knew exactly what she was thinking about. "He is okay with us."Jay said.

"What? You mean?" Erin responded pointing at herself and then Jay.

"Yes Erin" Jay chuckled at the surprise in her eyes.

Erin couldn't believe what she just heard. Voight had said yes to having an in house relationship after all this time. She knew she was going to have to be patient these next few weeks as she was going to be in a lot of pain, but it was all worth it. She could be with Jay , and now she could be truly happy because they didn't have to hide her feelings anymore. Even though the dark thoughts still ran through her mind playing what happened in the basement over and over, she let a smile display on her face. This news is exactly what she needed to hear right now.

She slowly lifted her hand to Jay's face, taking in Jay's small smile of his own. She quickly closed the space between them and let her lips meet his. It was so passionate yet so gentle, it was her letting him know that she was there and with him and to say thank you. Once they parted to catch their breath, Erin leaned her forehead to Jay's taking in what had happened. It was all quiet except their breathing, then the silence was broken.

"I love you too"

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So Jay and Erin finally get reunited in a happier environment and they get to say their I love you's while both being safe and alive. I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I really wanted to focus on the details and get the important interaction of Jay and Erin in. Please let me know how you like it, I plan to upload another chapter very soon as I really enjoy writing this story for you guys. Thank you sooooo much! Please leave reviews I'd love to hear from you.