Hey guys it has been a hot minute since I have written for this fic! I kinda lost my motivation when they took Erin off the show, and I didn't know where I wanted to take this story! But I'm back and I am hoping to finish it! Please leave comments and suggestions as it helps so much when I am writing! Thanks! I hope you guys like it!

Quick recap: Erin and Jay were kidnapped but made it out. Erin was really roughed up but is all healed now. She found out she is pregnant (which could come with some complications), and Jay has taken an undercover position instead of her to protect her. The case involves Teddy her brother and a big drug lord.

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She stood in the doorway, leaning against the wall as she watched him fold and pack his clothes and things he would be needing while he was away. She could see the closet and it already looked so empty, her heart broke at what it would actually be like without him being in the apartment with her.

She took a sip of her tea and placed her lips on the outer rim as she continued watching him, it wasn't long before he felt her eyes on him and he turned to face her. He smiled faintly at her, he really didn't want to be leaving but he knew how important this was to Erin to help Teddy and Voight trusted him.

"Where are you staying again?" Erin pushed this question for what felt like the thousandth time. Jay just sighed as he ran his hand over his face, lingering on the scruff that he managed to grow in the last week. Erin liked it but it was just for the case.

He made his way over to her in the doorway, and his hands travelled to her hips. The physical contact immediately calmed her, and she let her forehead fall to his chest. "You know I can't tell you Erin, but I have the burner phone. You can text me there. If we get lucky, I can possibly call you." Jay said quietly into the top of her head. He wanted to take everything in while he could. He didn't know how long the case would take.

He didn't want to miss anything. He wanted to be here for her and their baby. He wanted this case to be over with.

"I know... I know." Erin mumbled into his shirt. Jay got chills as he felt her warm breath on his chest. He wrapped his arms around her, and thought about never letting her go but he knew he couldn't do that.

Erin hugged him back and lifted her head to look up into his eyes. She searched them, memorizing the bright blues and light green that was mixed in. She pecked him lightly on the lips, "Come on, let's get you to the station. Voight's waiting."

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They were in the garage as mouse was giving Jay the run down, and attaching his wire. They were speaking quietly in the corner of the garage as Erin watched. She didn't want to take her eyes off of him, cause she felt that if she did, she might not ever get to see him again.

Voight finished setting up the van and the equipment to Jay's mic and phone, and stepped down to find Erin standing across the room looking at Jay. Her hand protectively covering her stomach, she probably didn't even realize she was doing it.

He made his way over to her, and she dropped her hand trying to keep her pregnancy a secret still. Voight just stood next to her and they both gazed at Jay watching him get set up.

"You doing okay?" Erin wanted to laugh at Voight's question, she didn't even have an answer right now. She felt like she was falling apart if she was honest.

"Yeah I'm fine, I just hope this case doesn't last long." Erin turned to give him a smile, it was fake. She knew he could tell.

Voight nodded at her and hummed with agreement. "So how far along are you?"

This got her attention and she turned towards him with wide eyes, "You know?"

Voight laughed and placed his hand on her shoulder, "Erin, I watched you in my house for years. I watched you grow up. Not to mention I have had my own kid. Yes kiddo, I know. What I want to know is why you felt you couldn't tell me. "

Erin didn't know what to say, she felt embarrassed that she didn't tell her father figure. "It wasn't anything personal, no one knows. I wanted to make sure everything was okay before I told anyone." Voight immediately understood and placed his arm around her.

"Well I am happy for you Erin." He turned to look at her, seeing her eyes water. "I have seen how you are with the kids on our cases, if anything you were made to be a mom." Erin smiled at him, letting a few tears slip. "That kid is gonna be so lucky."

Erin leaned into Voight and stayed there, letting her eyes wander back to Jay.

"Not to mention he is gonna have a terrific grandpa." They both laughed, Erin wiped away at her tears as their laughing got Jay's attention and his eyes found hers. Voight noticed and wanted to give them some time before he left. He kissed the top of her head, "Go on, I'll catch you later. We will definitely be needing to talk about arrangements for you." With that he walked back up the stairs to the bull pen.

Erin slowly made her way to Jay as mouse had just finished attaching his wire. "What was that all about?" Jay questioned, noticing the conversation between Erin and Voight. Erin smiled at him and ran a hand through his hair, she could feel the gel holding it in place.

"He knows I'm pregnant." Jay's eyes grew big.

"Thats great Er, I feel better that he knows now before I leave." Erin's hand was now at his cheek, running her thumb over his soft skin. She nodded agreeing with him.

They stood there just looking at each other. Jay leaned his head into her cheek, and placing his hand on top of hers. "Everything will be okay Er. I want you to take care of yourself. I will try and be in touch as much as possible okay?" Erin pressed her lips together as she was trying not to let Jay see her cry. "I'm gonna be back and this will all be over with, but you need to take care of yourself and our baby."

That's when she couldn't hold it in anymore. She looked down trying to hide it, but Jay lifted her Chin so he could see her face. "I will, I promise."

He nodded and sighed with relief, he thought she would be stubborn. "Okay... good." They both jumped with surprise at the sound of the garage doors opening. He was going to have to leave in a few minutes and they both knew it.

They both turned to each other and Jay leaned in, his lips reaching hers. It was gentle and sweet. It was a goodbye kiss and she knew it.

When he pulled away, she kept her eyes closed still feeling how his lips were on hers.

"I love you." Jay said

"I love you too."

When she opened her eyes, she saw the black van pulling out of the garage and before she knew it.

Jay was gone.

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Hoped you guys liked it!