Disclaimer: I don't own Pretty Little Liars.
Author's note: This is dedicated to Emma G, JemilyPLLGleek78-10, Mike Reolo, Cindy ZZZ, Jake Thornsen and Baby of the Bedroom.
Cannot see, but can hear
Jenna is in her dorm room at college. Being blind, she was given a room of her own, despite the fact that there's a shortage of rooms.
The only reason she got a room to herself is that she's blind and that counts as a medical condition in the opinion of Emma Rae Granger, the president of Truado University.
All her life, Jenna's wanted to go to UPenn, but when she tried to get a spot there, she was told that they couldn't provide a special room for a blind person, because of Jenna's criminal record.
So instead Jenna searched for a college that would accept her and get her what she need as a blind girl.
Eventually she found Truado University.
It is way over in Virginia state and far from as high end as UPenn, but she took a spot there anyways, unable to find something else in a short time.
Now she sit in bed and listen to porn on her laptop.
Jenna use headphones so only she can hear it.
The porn she listen to is not just for blind people. It is normal porn, but being blind she cannot actually see the footage, but she can hear all the moaning and any other audio.
She miss being able to see stuff, but she's been told by her doctor that she'll be forced to live out her life without sight.
Deep in her heart and soul, Jenna still hold raw hate for Alison, since Alison was the one who threw that damn firecracker into the barn that caused Jenna to go blind in the first place.
"Crappy Alison! Someday she'll pay for making me all damn blind." says Jenna in anger.
Jenna try to focus on the sound of the porn and forget Alison.
"Mmmm...!" moans Jenna as she reach a hand under her skirt and rub her pussy slowly.
She has no friends here at college so she spend almost all off-class-time alone in her dorm room.
Not even the other blind girls at the school wanna hang out with her.
The reason they avoid her is that they are aware of the fact that she has a rather large criminal record.
All the other blind girls are afraid of Jenna and as such never even say hi to her.
On a few occasions she's tried to talk to them, but they decided to ignore 100 %, which mae Jenna sad.
She's doing her best to no longer be an evil bitch, even if it's the total opposite of easy.
Being a bitch has become a habit that she find it hard to shake off.
Wanting to be good though, Jenna is in therapy once a week to keep herself from falling back into her evil ways.
The therapy is rather expensive, but Jenna consider it worth it, since it actually works and keep her good.
"Sexy!" moans Jenna, finger-fucking her sexy pussy.
The sun is going down, but being blind, Jenna cannot see that.
Jenna has matured since high school, but she is still Jenna and she hate Alison very much.
Aside from her hate of Alison, Jenna wanna be sweet now.
Her sexuality is still strong and she's 100 % straight.
6 minutes later.
"Fuck, yes!" moans Jenna as she get an orgasm.
She shut off her laptop, strip to just bra and then she goes to sleep.
In her sleep she feel fear.
This is normal for her these days.
Every damn night since she started college 5 months ago she's had very realistic nightmares, where she relive the moment in the barn when Alison throw in that fucking firecracker and she lose her sight.
"NO!" says Jenna in fear.
Despite going to therapy on a strict regular basis, Jenna keep reliving that moment in the barn every night.
She wanna stop having these nightmares, but nothing she has done can make them go away.
When the morning arrives, Jenna wakes up.
"Fuck those nightmares." says Jenna in anger.
She grab her phone and ask it "What's the weather?"
"Sunshine, minimal wind." says the phone's digital voice.
"Is it cold outside?" says Jenna.
"No, it's warm like a sweet summerday." says the phone.
This is true, despite it being early December now.
Jenna smile, she hate the cold so she's a bit happy that it's warm outside today.
She slowly get up from her bed.
"Alison...how can Emily Fields be in love with her?" mumbles Jenna as she put on her clothes.
Jenna then go to the Cardentia Omega dorm's dining room, grab food and bring it with her back to her own room.
She never eat in the dorm's dining room with everyone else.
She cannot stand eating with the others, since she know how much they dislike her.
The reason everyone dislike her is that they know that she's a former criminal.
Unfortunately for Jenna, her negative reputation follow her like a stink you cannot wash off.
Because of all the bad dark stuff she's done she's become infamous among a lot of pople her age in the united states.
Even here, far from Rosewood, people know that she used to be an evil bitch.
"Life sucks." says Jenna as she eat her food and listen classical music.
Italian music, to be specific.
This music help her to relax and be less angry.
"Nice." says Jenna as she notice that the food at least taste very good.
It is French food. She like that.
After breakfast, Jenna goes to class.
She has Music class, since it is Friday.
In class, Jenna play piano, which she can do, even though she's blind.
Her style of music is classical, nothing else.
She can only play classical music.
She's never learned any other forms of music and she doesn't want to.
"Very good, Jenna." says Gina DeCorpus, the Music professor.
Gina is Jenna's favorite teacher at Truado University.
Gina has a daughter who's blind, just as Jenna is, so she understand what life is like for Jenna.
"Thanks, professor." says Jenna, doing her best to sound sweet.
"I'm pleased that you're getting better." says Gina.
"Okay." says Jenna.
Jenna suddenly remember that the peice of music she played was one of her mother's favorites.
Jenna's mother, Nicoletta Marshall, is dead.
Jenna miss her very much, but being hardcore, Jenna act as if she doesn't care.
Jenna has Nicoletta's soul.
It is from Nicoletta that Jenna has learned all she know from playing piano to using sex as a way to manipulate people and everything in between.
The fact that Jenna is Nicoletta's daughter is clear.
Jenna both look and sound like her mother did at the age Jenna is now.
"Do you wish to learn som modern music?" says Gina.
"Never. I only like classical music, no more, no less." says Jenna.
"Okay." says Gina.
"Yeah." says Jenna with a tiny smile.
"Why don't you like modern?" says Gina.
"It is so raw. I love the soft smoothness that calm classical music often has. Helps me feel sweet and such." says Jenna.
"Good that music can help you to be happy." says Gina.
"True. I often listen to music when I wanna relax and forget my problems." says Jenna.
Now it's another student's turn.
Her name is Phoebe Carameelah, a half arabic girl.
Phoebe take her seat by the piano and play something that is pretty much the total opposite of what Jenna played.
Jenna cover her ears, unable to stand the very modern music that Phoebe now play.
Jenna try to focus on herself and count from 1 to 10 in her head to stay good and nice.
She has learned this in therapy.
Without this method to calm down, Jenna would turn evil again.
Phoebe can see so she notice that Jenna cover her ears.
It makes Phoebe a bit sad that Jenna so obviously dislike her music.
When the song ends, Gina says "Jenna, we don't show our hate for other people's music here."
"Sorry, but I cannot hear modern music at all. It screw up my mind." says Jenna.
"Then be a bit more subtle." says Gina.
"Gonna try." says Jenna, wanting to be sweet, even though it's so hard for her to be that.
"Alright." says Gina.
Now it's a girl named Roxy Hardstone's turn.
Roxy look like a heavy metal babe, but when she take her seat by the piano she start to play mature classical music, just like Jenna did.
If she could see what Roxy looks like, Jenna would be surprised.
You'd not expect someone like Roxy to ever play classical music.
"Nice, Roxy. Good." says Gina.
"Thank you, professor." says Roxy, her voice not matching her appearance at all.
Instead of sounding like a badass heavy metal girl, Roxy has a soft cute voice, like Emily Fields or a similar girl.
"Alright, girls. Let's discuss 'Amor Aestas'. One of my favorite pieces of music ever." says Gina.
"It is beautiful." says Jenna.
"The mystery is though, who wrote it...? We don't know for sure who did." says Gina.
"I think Martin Picard II did. It sounds kinda like his only surviving works." says Roxy.
"Yes, but we have to remember that those both have names in French, while 'Amor Aestas' is Latin." says Gina.
"Oh, didn't think about that." says Roxy.
"Perhaps it was Nicodemus Jerome Taglentio who wrote it. He spoke Latin, after all." says Jenna.
"He did indeed speak Latin and it is possible that 'Amor Aestas' could've been written during the second half of the 14th century, the era during which he was alive." says Gina.
"Yeah." says Jenna.
Later, at lunch, Jenna eat lunch in her room instead of in the dining room with the other students.
"Alison..." says Jenna when a vision of Alison pop up in her mind.
In the vision, Alison says "Jenna, I knew you were in that barn all along. Makin' ya blind was no fuckin' accident. It was what I meant to happen."
The vision takes place outside the Rosewood mall 2 years into the future.
This will never happen. Jenna's mind is just messing with her.
No one, other than Alison herself, truly know if she meant to hurt Jenna or not.
Alison always claim it was an accident, but that might not be the real truth. Perhaps it was an accident or maybe Alison wanted to get rid of a rival.
What we do know is that back when Jenna still could see, Alison did fear that Jenna might steal the title of Queen Bee at Rosewood High so in that sense, Alison might have had a reason to hurt Jenna so that Jenna would become unable to be the new Queen Bee babe.
Jenna did indeed have enough confidence and sexuality to take over the Quuen Bee title from Alison.
Jenna is able to be just as manipulative and sexual as Alison.
Many people actually think that if Jenna hadn't gone blind she would indeed have won out in the end and taken Alison's spot as the school's Queen Bee.
Spencer Hastings has done serious calculations on this and found that it was 89.6 % likely that this would happen if Jenna never became blind.
Jenna would love to have become Queen Bee.
She would have ruled all the students at Rosewood High with a firm hard mind a wet sexy pussy, making sure that she was the most popular girl of them all.
Much more popular than Alison, Bridget and any others.
If that had happen she would have made Noel her king to rule by her side.
She did after all have a crush on him back when she could still see.
"I'm over it." says Jenna, no longer having any romantic feelings for Noel.
After lunch, Jenna goes to Psychology class.
This is her second favorite class after Music.
Jenna is very smart so she's one of the 5 top students in this class.
Cara Wilson is the professor teaching the class.
"Ladies, today we'll continue where we started last time. The mind is strong." says Cara.
Jenna smile, being aware of how strong the human mind truly can be.
Many times has Jenna used her mind to get what she wants.
Later, after the class, Jenna goes to the school cafeteria and buy herself a cup of coffee.
She take her coffee with her to her room and drink it while she listen to the local news from home on her laptop.
"...and unfortunately Mr Evan Crow from Ravenswood is now dead." says a female news-reporter.
Jenna has no idea who Evan Crow is.
The only person she know in Ravenswood is Jane Hartley, who used to be a friend of Jenna before they had a fight and ended their friendship.
"Byron Montgomery has been voted Professor of the Year at Hollis College." says the news-reporter.
2 days later.
Jenna is walking from the last class of the day when she sense someone near her.
"Hi, my name's Carola Andersen." says a girl as she walk up next to Jenna.
At the sign of another person near her, Jenna at once go into defensive mode, but it turns out that this isn't required.
Carola for some reason wanna become friends with Jenna.
"I am Jenna Marshall." says Jenna when she doesn't hear Carola say anything rude.
"Nice name." says Carola.
"You surprise me by being friendly towards me." says Jenna.
"Why?" says Carola.
"Because no one else wanna hang out with dangerous damn me." says Jenna.
"Dangerous?" says Carola confused.
"No need to fear me now. I was evil and slutty, but not anymore. I'm doing my best to be a sweet girl." says Jenna.
"Evil...?" says Carola.
"Yes. I have a criminal record. I've done things that give people nightmares. I used to hurt people." says Jenna.
"Are you a good girl today?" says Carola.
"Sure am. My evil past is behind me. I wanna be a better me, a Jenna that people can actually think of as a buddy. The process is slow, but I am doing my best to become a sweet babe. Far from easy, of course. I need to rebuild my trust with a bunch of people and that's really damn hard to do." says Jenna.
"Awesome." says Carola with a cute smile.
Jenna of course cannot see that, but she hear that good tone of Carola's voice.
Carola is the same age as Jenna and has curly walnut-colored long hair and she wear a green top, black pants and white shoes.
"What do you study?" says Jenna.
"Dancing and Mythology are my primary subjects. You?" sys Carola.
"Music and Psychology. Those are my two main subjects." says Jenna.
"Cool. I'm kinda new here. I got a transfer to this school like less than a month ago." says Carola.
"That explains how you weren't aware of my evil past. More or less everyone else here know that I am a former criminal." says Jenna.
"And also I'm shy so I've not talked much to the other girls who go here." says Carola.
"Shy? If so, why did you dare to talk to me?" says Jenna, surprised that Carola describe herself as a shy person.
"You are blind. No need to fear a blind chick. Mama taught me that blind people are harmless." says Carola.
"Maybe that's true in many cases, but not always. I am blind, but I can also be very dangerous. You must understand that I was already like this when I was a criminal. Turning blind is what made me go down the evil path. Just 'cause someone's blind doesn't mean they can't kick ass." says Jenna.
"Don't hurt me..." says Carola.
"Relax. I'm no longer evil. I work hard to be as sweet as I can." says Jenna.
"Okay. Cute." says Carola.
"Yeah." says Jenna.
"Can I be friends with you?" says Carola.
"Sure. I could really need a friend. That might make people see that I've left my darkness behind in the past." says Jenna.
"Awesome!" says a happy Carola.
Jenna get happy too.
"What do you look like? Being blind, I can obviously not see for myself. I can only hear your voice." says Jenna.
"I have curly walnut-colored long hair, semi-pale skin and blue eyes. Today I wear a green top, black pants and white shoes." says Carola.
"Okay. Nice." says Jenna.
"Yeah. I'm from Miami." says Carola.
"I am from Rosewood. It's a town in Pennsylvania." says Jenna.
"Alright." says Carola.
Later the same day, when all classes for the day are over.
Jenna and Carola are in Jenna's room.
"You play piano?" says Carola when she sees Jenna's electric piano.
"I sure do." says Jenna.
"Can you really do that? You're blind..." says Carola.
"To play piano would be more easy if I had functional eyes, but I can play 'cause I started to learn a few years before I turned blind so I have experience of playing music with sight." says Jenna.
"So you weren't always blind...?" says Carola.
"Not at all. Once I had full sight, just like you have. Because of a certain blonde bitch I lost my ability to see stuff on a damn night." says Jenna.
"How?" says Carola.
"My enemy Alison threw a firecracker into a barn when I was in there." says Jenna.
"What music can you play on piano?" says Carola.
"Only classical music. Not any modern crap." says Jenna.
"I understand." says Carola.
Jenna takes a seat by her piano and then starts to play 'Amor y Poder' by Elena Ramirez Junior.
Carola smile, thinking the music is beautiful.
"Very sweet. Did you write that?" says Carola.
"Oh, no!" says Jenna, laughing in pure good happiness for the first time in years. "This is an old Spanish piece from the 17th century."
"Okay. Cool." says Carola.
"Indeed, girl." says Jenna.
"Awesome." says Carola.
"Thanks." says Jenna.
Jenna feel very sweet now.
Being friends with Carola helps her to stay away from the darkness.
Seems as if a friend is what Jenna needed.
To resist the dark side seems much more easy for Jenna now than it did before.
Jenna play 'Night in Egypt' by Cassandra DeLaVega.
Carola like it.
The next day.
"Oh...damn!" says Jenna when she wake up to the morning-sun shining into her room.
Just as always she's had the dream about the night when she lost her sight.
She wish to get rid of the dream, but it always pop up every night.
"I hate Alison..." says Jenna.
Tring to forget, Jenna put on her clothes.
After that she grab her phone and ask "Do I have anything important on my personal list today?"
"No, Jenna. It is a normal day." says the phone.
"What's the weather like?" says Jenna.
"Rain and semi-cold." says the phone.
"Crap." says Jenna, who prefer sunshine and warmth.
She drink some water.
Once she's had breakfast, Jenna walk to class.
Her first class of the day is Advanced Math, which she'd prefer to skip, but cannot skip because it is a requiered class to take if you wanna take Psychology like Jenna does.
She doesn't like Advanced Math, but is still pretty good at it.
She smile a bit though when she notice that Carola is in this class too.
"Okay, ladies. Today we shall continue what we did last time." says Melinda Watson, the Advnced Math professor.
Melinda look like a 45 year old version of Alison DiLaurentis.
Jenna's next class is Music, which she love.
Today she get to learn to play 'Quator Love' by Edmund Racaelie, a piece of music that she's never heard before, but she ends up liking it.
She try to play it and even though it is her first time playing it she is very good.
"Wonderful, Jenna." says Gina.
"Thanks." says Jenna.
"You're welcome." says Gina.
Almost an hour later, Jenna is surprised that none of the other students in the class manage to play 'Quator Love' as well as her.
"I hope more of you can be as talented as Jenna is." says Gina.
Jenna smile at hearing this.
"Great." think Jenna, happy to be the top student in the Music class.
"All of you, try to follow Jenna's example and become skilled." says Gina.
2 weeks later.
"Jenna, do you have any sisters or brothers?" says Carola as she and Jenna walk to Jenna's room.
"I have a stepbrother named Toby." says Jenna.
"Okay. I have 3 little sisters. Elza, Mindy and Tammy." says Carola.
"Nice." says Jenna.
"Yeah, they're adorable." says Carola.
"How old are they?" says Jenna.
"Elza is 14 and Mindy and Tammy are both still just 8." says Carola.
"I understand." says Jenna.
"All 3 of them are very sweet and childish. Elza is 14, but still very much a kid at heart." says Carola.
"They should be allowed to be kids and not forced to mature too fast." says Jenna.
"Good advice." says Carola.
Jenna and Carola enter Jenna's room.
"What are your parents like?" says Jenna.
"Mom is awesome. She's always so nice to me and my cutie little sisters. Dad on the other hand is very strict and cold, especially to Tammy and Mindy. Thank goodness he's not home much." says Carola.
"Not home much?" says Jenna.
"Yes. Dad is in the navy." says Carola.
"Oh...I get it." says Jenna.
"Back when I was little, dad was much nicer, but after Elza got born he started being very strict." says Carola.
"Does anybody know why?" says Jenna.
"Unfortunately not..." says Carola.
4 days later.
Jenna sit on her couch, thinking about her dasy as an evil girl.
Suddenly someone knock on the door.
When she open the door, Jenna get very surprised when she hear the voice of her stepdad, Toby's dad, Daniel Cavanaugh.
"Jenna, you seem surprised." says Daniel.
"I am...I didn't think you'd care after what I've done." says Jenna, who assumed her stepdad had more or less disowned her because of her crimes.
"You've committed dark crimes, but Toby told me that you decided to change your ways and be good so I wanted to visit you, see how you're doing." says Daniel.
"Thanks, sir." says Jenna, never being comfortable with calling Daniel her dad.
"Call me dad, Jenna." says Daniel.
"Doing so feels weird." says Jenna.
"Alright. How's life here?" says Daniel.
"Prerry good." says Jenna.
"Okay. Here. You still love Rose Nuts, right?" says Daniel as he give Jenna a box or Rose Nuts chocolates, Jenna's favorites since she was a little cute sweet girl.
"Of course, they're my favorites." says Jenna, happy to get her favorite candy.
"Nice. Toby reminded me that you used to like them." says Daniel.
"I didn't think he knew." says Jenna, surprised to hear that Toby did still remember what her favorite candy is, even though she has been so evil towards him over the years.
"Well, he does and he told me. He thought your favorite chocolates would make you smile and I see now that he was correct." says Daniel.
"So sweet. I've not had Rose Nuts in over 10 months." says Jenna.
The reason she hasn't eaten chocolate in so long is that she wanna stay in good shape so she avoid sugar and fat as much as possible, but now she will eat the chocolate, since it is a gift.
Jenna love Rose Nuts chocolates and now when she's given them for free she is unable to resist.
"Thanks for the chocolates...uh...dad." says Jenna, trying to think of Daniel as her dad.
"You're welcome, girl. Unfortunately I cannot stay and talk more, but I'll call you sometime." says Daniel.
"Okay." says Jenna.
Daniel leave.
Jenna close and lock the door.
"Awww!" says a happy Jenna as she open the Rose Nuts box and grab a chocolate and eat it.
The taste of her favorite chocolate makes Jenna remember the good old days before she became blind and evil.
The days when she was a kid before she and her mom moved to Rosewood.
She eat a few more of the chocolates whiles listening to music.
4 hours later.
Jenna eat dinner while she listen to a Greek audio-book.
The audio-book is 'Fishermen of the Past' by Amanda Blanco.
Jenna love this book.
She has a 1st edition regular written book copy of it on her bookshelf back home in Rosewood from back when she could still see.
Even though Jenna is blind she still keep the book, since it is one of her favorites and because it is a 1st edition copy of the book and as such might be worth money.
"Nice." says Jenna, sounding nothing like the bitch she used to be.
After she and Carola became friends, Jenna has been able to let more of her evil past go and is now very close to being 100 % nice again.
The next day.
It's a day off, so Jenna spend the day in her room.
"Computer, update my Facebook-status to 'having a friend'..." says Jenna, who hasn't rememberd to do this until now, even though she's been friends with Carola for a while now.
Jenna has a voice-controlled laptop, since she is blind.
"Update complete, Jenna." says the computer's voice.
Actually it's Jenna's own voice, since she recorded herself for the computer's voice.
She did this because she love hearing herself.
2 hours later, Jenna eat some more of the chocolates while she listen to porn.
The porn she listen to is Itlian, which is something that always make her horny.
She slid a hand donw into her sweatpants and masturbate.
Fingers in her pussy and chocolate in her mouth at same time is a good combo for her.
It feels very sexy.
"Mmmm!" moans Jenna.
She is very horny now. Her pussy is all wet.
"Fuck!" moans a horny Jenna.
15 minutes later.
"Awww! Shit, yes!" moans Jenna as she get an orgasm.
3 days later.
Jenna get another surprise-visit and this time it is Toby.
"Toby, what are you doing here?" says Jenna.
"I decided to visit you. Even though you used to treat me as no more than a slave, I forgive you." says Toby.
"Awww! Thanks." says Jenna, happy to be forgiven.
"Don't think it was easy to do so. It was far from easy, trust me." says Toby.
"Understandable. I forced you to fuck my pussy. For such things I could have gone to prison." says Jenna.
"That's true. You've no idea how close I was to report what you did to detective Jenkins." says Toby.
"Why didn't you?" says Jenna.
"Because I wanted to give you the opportunity to change and become a better woman." says Toby.
"Very sweet of you. Most guys wouldn't been so nice." says Jenna.
"Yes, but I'd rather see you good and free than bitter and locked up." says Toby.
"Okay. I owe you a lot then. If you'd reported me I would never be here, going to college." says Jenna.
"Indeed." says Toby.
"Damn...I don't deserve such an understanding stepbrother." says Jenna.
"Nearly true, Jenna." says Toby.
"What's this...?" says Jenna when Toby gives her something.
"Just a box of your favorite chocolates." says Toby.
"Oh...thank you, Toby." says a happy Jenna.
"You're welcome." says Toby.
"I love Rose Nuts chocolates." says Jenna.
"I know. You always have." says Toby.
"Yeah." says Jenna.
"Have a nice day." says Toby and then leave.
Jenna close and lock the door.
She then eat some Rose Nuts chocolates while she listen to the news.
"Yummy." says Jenna as she feel the taste of the chocolate in her mouth.
Rose Nuts chocolates always make her feel good and relaxed.
It even did during her most evil darkest days.
"Awww!" says Jenna.
She is very close to having left all her darkness behind in the past.
4 months later, Jenna, has thanks to therapy, been able to 100 % recover and she's no longer the evil bitch she used to be.
Instead she's once again become the Jenna she was before she and her mom moved to Rosewood and before she became blind.
The true Jenna, who is smart and awesome, as well as sweet and happy.
No longer is she evil and dangerous.
Jenna starts to focus even more on her studies and she also hang out a lot with her friend Carola.
The End.