Note: The next chapter will be the last one. I'll wait until next month to post it because there's something I want to include, and I want to include it right.

'Yes, I'm doing more of these recordings, because I'm bored, and I think I need to reassure myself that I'm still a good person.'

'So, it's early December, and a couple of days ago, something, happened. I'll bring it up eventually, but in the meantime, here's how my year has been…'

'After the human trafficking ring mission ended, I came back to work full time. The months went by quickly.'

'I was happy to be back, but, something inside of me was still telling me something was wrong.'

'I wasn't sure what was really wrong, my health was fine, my mentality was surprisingly fine, I hadn't had any nightmares for a while, what was really up?'

'I figured it had something to do with seeing all those victims, and knowing how lucky I was.'

'I contacted my CIA buddy and asked him if I could contact some of the victims, and ask them how they're doing. He said that would be okay.'

'A few of the victims were cloe by, I got the directions of where they were speaking to a support group at, and went there.'

'They recognized me from when I saved them, I asked them how they were doing. They were doing fine, but were having mentality issues. When they described the issues they were having, they sounded very similar to what I went through: Nightmares, struggling to open up to loved ones, etc.'

'I realized I could help these help these people out even more.'

'So, throughout October and early November, I spoke to multiple survivors, gave them advice on what to do, how to get through the bad dreams, how to open up not just to a shrink, but to others if they needed to.'

'I felt very good about what I was doing.'

'Everything went downhill when, one of my agents got into trouble during an undercover OP that I didn't have much information on, only that I trusted him to handle the OP well.'

'I thought things would cool off after a while, but things got worse.'

'Someone, who I knew from a long time ago, trained to fight crime so to speak, tried to blow up 2 of my agents, and attempted to kill me, and another one of my agents.'

'My agent said the sweetest words to me afterwards, said we would make it through as a family.'

'Really nice of him, but to be honest, the last few months, I havn't felt really, attached to my team. Plus, I'm almost always out most of the time now.'

'It's almost like, I'm used to being alone now.'

'I don't want to feel like that. I want to feel happy. But, that's how I've been feeling lately.'

'Anyways, I need to get a hold of all of this.'

'Good bye.'

End recording 19