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One Bad Memory And The Tears Come Falling Down

*Clarke*

Just like clockwork Clarke waited in the nearby trees that overlooked the traders, waiting for Niylah's father to leave before going would leave to help at tondc for around a week then return to Niylah. It had become a new routine for Clarke , she chose Niylah's trader as she asked no questions. She didn't pester her for a name after she refused, she just called her red due to her dyed was an odd sort of friendship but it worked.

She couldn't risk being seen and having reports of her whereabouts being given out. Anyone could find her and from what she had heard so far there was a bounty on her head.
She had destroyed the grounders worst enemy yet here they are wanting her dead.
Clarke's disguise was believable, she looked 'grounder' enough, she had the whole dirty feral look going on. If anyone would ask she would just say she's from trikru and leave it at that, yet she had been lucky enough not to have found herself in that situation as she avoided other hunters.

If her mother could see her now the thought, she would probably have a heart attack.

"Not long now Nyx, he will leave soon."

Clarke sat on the ground with her back to a large tree. Nyx sat close to her leg waiting patiently as Clark pulled the venison from her pack and in sheathed her dagger. She cut off pieces of the meat and fed it to the cub who ate it quickly.

"Looks like you was hungry huh" she whispered rubbing behind the cats ears. Clarke was still unsure what cat she actually was, maybe a jaguar or a panther she couldn't tell as they all looked the same to her in pictures on the ark. Yet nyx was a inky colour which must have been caused by radiation. While she was pretty safe and hidden Clarke checked on her wounds.
Unbuckling her leather jacket , she pushed her shirt gently to the she saw didn't look good, The claw marks where deep and still oozing a pale liquid. She tried to pull out the wad of fabric she shoved in the gaps.

"Aghhh shit." she cried out as she covered her mouth with her hand to muffle the noise. Blood had started to dry in the wound and glued the fabric in her shoulder. " your nomon did a number on me nyx" she said as she examined the would have to get this fixed as soon as she could, she felt weaker as it is already and she couldn't afford to be off her closed her jacket , buckled it up and rested, hopefully the traders had some healing salve.

Once Niylah's father had long gone and Clark made her way from the trees down to the trader with nyx on her they got to the door she picked nyx up so niylah didn't try and kill the cat, but To be fair she was sweet and probably didn't have it in her to kill anything at all grounder or no grounder.
Clarke made her way in and closed the door behind heat of the room was welcoming difference from the cold outside. She found niylah behind the counter stuffing furs into a old wooden still hadn't noticed Clarke's presence.

"Hey Niylah" Clark said as she forced her body towards the counter and unloading the pelt she wanted treating as she balanced nyx in one arm."Would you be able to fix this up for me? i can pick it up in a few days.I want to use it as a cape or jacket for do you have salve?"

Niylah missed everything Clarke said, the blonde grounder was fully focused on the cub in Clarke's arms.
"Why is there a cat in here, and why are you holding it like a goufa?" she asked eyes darting from Clarke to the cub in her arms.

"Oh this is nyx, She's with me now. Her mother attacked me..."Clarke points to the pelt. and winced slightly without the other girl noticing" We fought, i won and i came this way and found her in a cave. I couldn't leave her there." Clarke tried to keep everything wanted to trade, get the salve and leave.

"Shiedgeda bis are vicious they are blood thirsty killers. They are untameable."she said as she studied nyx who stuffed her face in Clark's arm and purred raised her eyebrows.

"The shiedgeda fyucha is different, it's like she is bonded to you.." she said as she moved the pelt under the counter."Zodon must have big plans for you gada chon trakona Shiedgeda bis "

Clarke wasnt registering anything she was body felt heavy and her vision blurred. Exhaustion and blood loss had finally caught up with leaped out of her arms as she swayed.
The last sound she could here was her own heart beat drumming in her ears before she blacked out.

...

Like every time since mount weather she was plagued with the same nightmare.
Atom begging her to kill him ,the metallic smell of blood that filled the air as she slid the makeshift knife in his neck.

"Thank you princess" fin whispered as she pushed the small blade into his heart. Blood costing her hands. Both where out of mercy but both haunted her.

Then Clarke could see ton dc all the faces she wont forget. The screams of fear and pain. Body parts littered over the from people she was suppose to protect who she sacrificed.

Lexas voice rang loud in her head "victory stands on the back of sacrifice"

"S..So sor..ry" she whimpered drifting in and out of pain of her heart overtook the pain in her body.

Then she saw the sniper Whitman who she was right, she didn't feel better the dream wouldn't was glued to the spot, helpless and useless all she could do was watch it all happen over and over again.

Again She heard lexa's last words to her that played like a mantra.

"i do care Clarke but i made this choice with my head and not my heart. the duty to protect my people comes first.
I'm sorry Clarke the deal is done,
May we meet again"

Every time she begged lexa to stay, and every time she still leaves her.

"Le..xa pplease don't leave me" She felt a reassuring touch that calmed her slightly but the dreams didn't stop. They only got worse.

Memories of mount weather where one of the most disturbing. The trigger she pulled to kill Dante Wallace. Clarke knew what was next, it sickened her to her very core.

"No no no !" Clark cried out drifting back in and out of consciousness

Cries, cries of innocent men , women and children who dies a slow and painful death. all because of a small minority.
If lexa hadn't betrayed her they would have stood a chance, they could have all had peace.

She loved lexa. She hated heda


TRIGEDASLENG

Teina - Entwined

keryon -Spirit

Trei - Path

Shoun - Guide

Zodon -Fate

Trakrona - Train


Well guys i hope you liked this clarkey chapter, I know its short but I had to cut it down as it was double the size. We will get back to lexa in the next chapter :D

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