"What you doing."

Miranda quickly pulled some papers over her list and turned to face him. "What's that?" she asked, feeling her cheeks heat like she had been caught doing something wrong.

"What are you reading?" he clarified moving closer to her sitting beside her at the table in the attending's lounge.

"Reading this magazine." Miranda took a deep breath before responding back to none other than Benjamin Warren. She met him a few weeks ago and she liked him, but she wasn't ready to date. She wasn't even divorced yet.

"What about?" he asked.

She knew full and well he had already seen the title, so there was no reason to lie. "It's about doing things differently in your life. Expanding your horizon. You know lose weight, eat healthier, read a book, listen to new music…

"Well what did you write down to do differently." Ben asked curiously moving the paper from on top of the magazine.

She quickly slapped her hand down on the paperwork to stop him before he discovered her Sexual Bucket list, she didn't want Ben to see the kind of things she had on there. She hasn't had sex in almost 3 years and most of the things up there she has never done before.

"What are you hiding?" Ben asked smiling trying to move her hands.

"Its nothing really, just a list I created from looking at this magazine." She said picking up the papers along with the magazine.

"Well let me see I could create a list too." Miranda blushed so hard at the thought of him creating the list, before she knew it she licked her lips and glanced over his body. The next thing she knew, her list was pulled from her grasp and Ben was glancing over it.

She was so shocked she couldn't move.

"Wow." Ben said studying the list he was completely turned on.

Miranda watched his face as he took it in. He looked amused and almost excited "why was he excited?" She thought to herself.

"I can help you out with those if you want ?" he said, moving to leave the room.

She quickly looked up unable to form words . "Yo-you what?!"

"I am offering to help you accomplish the list." He smiled " "let me know what you decide."

With that he left her standing in the lounge, frozen. Her heart was racing and her knees weak. He couldn't have read her list. Did he read the right list?

Miranda had been trying her best to avoid Ben for a few days. She was thinking about his offer and she kind of wanted to take him up on it. She honestly didn't even know how to bring it up.

She finished her last surgery and walked out the OR when she saw him. "Hey Ben." Miranda said jogging up to him.

"You done avoiding me, Miranda?" Ben said smirking.

"I was not avoiding you," she mumbled, making sure to avoid him. She already knew, he thought she was lying. "You were avoiding me." He said again laughing.

"Okay I was. I needed some time. I thought about your offer and I am going to take you up on that."

Ben smiled he honestly didn't think she would. He asked seriously but slightly joking.

"But first I must tell you that I will not have my personal business all over the hospital like every other resident hoe there." She said with her lips pursed together, trying to sound strict as possible. "so, there for, you will not flirt with me at work, ok you will not kiss me at work. You will not look at me with the I've seen you naked eyes at work what we do in the bedroom stays in the bedroom."

"Some of that is not going to work?" Ben replied biting his lips.

"Why ,What do you mean." Miranda asked whispering and narrowing her eyes at him.

"One of the numbers on the list is sex at work." Ben said eyeing her and Miranda gasped. She completely forgot about that one.

"I don't remember putting that one." Miranda said blushing hard.

"I think we need to re-arrange some of the numbers on the list."

"How so?" Miranda said pulling him towards a empty on call room so they could talk privately.

"Well see I don't think the first time we have sex should be in public or at work."

Miranda found herself blushing again and nodding at what he was saying.

"But I can knock out two of them from the list right now. If you're ready."

Miranda mouth gaped open she was curious to know which ones. She nodded her head slowly and bit her lip as she watch him walk over to the door and lock it. Ben grabbed her hand and led her over to the couch in the room he sat down pulling her on top of him so she was straddling his waist. Miranda was surprised, delighted and nervous at the same time. She never picture herself being on Ben's lap. In an intimate way and they haven't even kissed yet but she was yearning for what was next.

"Which numbers are we uh doing?." Miranda questioned

"I believe it's 4 and 7 on the list, Orgasm from nipples , and orgasm just from kissing."

Miranda nipples were already hard and her arousal was quickly growing, it didn't help that she was straddling his waist.

Her heart was pounding in her chest and her breathing hitched as he finally—finally—leaned in, and his warm, soft lips brushed oh-so-lightly against hers.

She let out an involuntary whimper, desperately craving more of him. She felt his triumphant smirk as he pressed his mouth a little firmer against hers. Their lips moved achingly slowly together, melding to one another with a fevered intensity.

Most first kisses were tender and gentle, sweet and innocent and unpresumptuous. This kiss may have started off that way, but it quickly became a reckless abandonment once their lips finally met and turned this kiss so heated and hungry.

His tongue glided along her bottom lip, demanding entrance, which she obliged eagerly. His soft, warm, flat tongue plunged inside her depths, probing and exploring the warm wetness of her mouth. She moaned, only heightening his desire and need for her and loosening his shaky grip on control. Her hold on control was gone, her hormones raging as her head was swimming and her body was singing, and she melted into effortlessly.

Miranda wrapped her arms around his neck and was meeting him in this kiss. She was trying to take control but he wouldn't let her. When he pulled her bottom lip into his mouth, Miranda was no more good she just happily obliged. Miranda was desperately trying not to rock herself against this man, but it was hard she wanted the friction.

Ben loved the feeling of her lips against his they were so soft and plump. He was in heaven. Ben let out a loud groan when Miranda avidly started rocking her hips on him.

Miranda smiled feeling his hard on through his scrubs. Ben took his hands and put them on her waist stilling her movements. Ben took his teeth and pulled her lips between them sucking them into his mouth one more time. Miranda release came crashing into her and she let out a loud squeal with her hands gripping his shoulders. She couldn't help but start rocking her hips on him and this time he didn't stop her. When Miranda came down from here high she just rested her head against his chest.

"Damn." Miranda said licking her lips.

Ben took her scrub top of and threw it beside them.

"Your beautiful." Ben said looking a her face.

"Mmmm thank you." She replied breathing heavily.

He stared at her bra clad breast and he groaned once again. She was perfect and they were perfect. He place his hands on them feeling the weight of them.

This time he explored around and under her black lace bra. Whenever his fingers ran over her nipples he could feel her shiver in his arms, and hear her breath hitch ever so slightly. Her breasts were gorgeous and perky and her nipples got hard so easily. Ben unclasped her bra and place it on the side of them as well. He took time looking over her breasts and appreciating them while Miranda watch him. This may be the most sexiest thing she has seen. Miranda gasped when his lips covered one of her breasts, sucking her nipple deep into his warm, wet mouth. He licked her left nipple while squeezing her right breast, his tongue rolled over the hard flesh, he switched and did the same to the right.

Fuck! Oh my God, Ben!" Miranda yelled out at one point when Ben was sucking her nipple. Ben smiled against her breast he didn't know she had such a potty mouth. He liked this side of Dr. Miranda Bailey. Miranda was basically too far gone. She couldn't stop her hands from cupping his head, holding it close to her chest. Nor could she stop herself from digging her nails into his scalp, which he obviously enjoyed if his humming was any indication. "Don't stop! Oh fuck, just please don't stop!" She begged him, nearly screaming. She needed an orgasm. Now. "Oh please just suck my nipple harder!" She screamed and Ben complied and sucked on her nipple harder than he ever sucked on it before. Seconds later, Miranda was shuddering above him, cumming blissfully while Ben continued to teased her nipples drawing out her orgasm.

After her orgasm kind of subsided. She kissed his lips hungrily and passionately , sexual tension so high and thick.

"So which one are we completing next from the list?" Miranda questioned excitedly.

"That's it for today." Ben said and laughed when her face scrunched up.

"Wait what?" Miranda said in disbelief.

"It's a bucket list, you cant do it all in one day." He replied with a smug smile.

Ben reached for her bra clasping it around her and helping her put her arms through it while Miranda pouted.

"Are you really pouting?" Ben asked laughing at her, she was so cute.

"Yes wouldn't you be. Shouldn't you be. I can still feel you beneath me" Miranda said dramatically.

"Oh I am. there will be a cold shower tonight, are you working tomorrow?"

"No are you?" She said hopeful.

"Nope." Ben said with a glint in his eyes "ok so we will do some tomorrow. Ben took his phone out and she gave him her number. He texted her his address. "Come when your ready."

"Which numbers tomorrow." Miranda asked standing on her feet with the help of Ben.

"1,6,9." Ben rattled of not even thinking about it. Then called out "Goodnight Miranda Bailey." Walking towards the door.

Miranda finished looking presentable and rushed to her car to find the magazine with the list she didn't remember what those numbers were. She found the magazine on her passenger seat and flip to the page to see her hand writing. 1. Make sex last as long as you can. 6. Have sex while standing up. Last but not least number 9. Get wet and wild with shower sex.

Miranda eyes widened and she reread them again multiple times. Tomorrow was turning out to be quite some day.