Sorry for the late uploads. Life has been rough. I won't give up on this tho! From DiamondLahote.

Paul POV:

Sadness. That's all I'm feeling. Darkness envelopes me and is trying to drag me into the abyss asI think about her and realize we can never be together.

Diamond. I want her.

Her eyes shine like the light from the moon on a beautiful starry night.

Her attitude, her swag, her aura. She's just perfect.

She is ours.

"No. She isn't, she is mated to someone else." I tell my wolf. I'm trying so hard to fight the imprint, but my wolf obsesses over everything about her.

We imprinted on her, she is ours. She belongs to us and only us and we will kill if we have to. She is our mate, our chosen one. We will not let her go.

I sigh, and just bow my head in defeat. I'm torn between fighting for her, or just killing myself and letting her be. My wolf doesn't understand rejection, I am Paul after all.

The playboy, the manwhore. The jack ass who only fucks women and have no respect for them. But here I am, going crazy over a hybrid? A menace to society from the day she was born? Who am ito judge. I'm no better and never will be.

She comes from a hard background, but so do I. We both grew up fucked up in the head and the heart. Maybe that's why fate decided to put us together.

How are we meant to be if she's already mated? How does that work?!

Paul shut the fuck up, get your heart out of your mind. We have bigger things to worry about than a piece of pussy, you douche. - Leah

Shut the hell up Leah and get out of my mind you bitter bitch. Don't take your heartbreak out on everyone because you can't deal with your own emotions.

Fuck you Paul, you're one to talk. Your mate is already mated, she will never love -

With that I just attacked. I bither right in her jaw. I'm so sick of this bitch and her rude remarks. She just doesn't know when to stop.

I was beating her ass when Sam jumped in.

STOP!! What the HELL are you guys doing? Leah LEAVE HIM ALONE

FUCK YOU SAM. AND FUCK YOU EVEN MORE PAUL - Leah said as she ran away.

What's going on? Didn't I tell you don't pay her any attention? Why do you always have to react with anger?

She said something she shouldn't have. She should've been quiet.

I understand your pain. You have to go and talk to Diamond, she wants to see you. That is the only way things will ever get better. It may not be as bad as it seems.

I just looked at him and walked away. Diamond clearly said she belongs to Aro and him to her. It's clear this is a battle I won't win.

We have to get rid of Aro.

I can't seem to get my wolf to calm down. He misses his mate but he needs to realize it's too soon and I'm already hurting. He's gonna end up killing us both if he doesn't get a grip on reality.

I'm cravingher. We have to go see her, we have to smell her.

I couldn't argue or deny that. I miss her too, and if we can't communicate then at least I canstalk her. Fuck it.

Slowly but surely, I Make my way to her mansion of a house because I miss her.

As I'm quietly making my way to her house, I notice a unfamiliar and highly unpleasant smell coming a couple hundred yards away from me. I stand still and listen carefully to make sure there's nobody following me and just in case I have to, I'm ready to attack at any moment.

I wait a couple minutes and nothing happens, so I just continue my way to her house.

I finally get there and it's like she already knew I was coming, she had her room window wide open for me to see her. She was standing in front of the window and as soon as I got a clear view of her she turned up her music loud and starting slowly dancing.

She had on a beautiful red lace lingerie one piece, and had her slicked back in a curly ponytail and it fell gracefully below her back. She seemed to glance back at me like she knew I was there and smile like she noticed me.

I was watching her mesmerized that I didn't even pay attention that the same scent from earlier was getting closer and closer.

That was until Diamond stopped dancing and her smile faltered. She looked out the window, directly behind me. Then she did something I wasn't expecting.