Now Emma is standing in the men's section at a clothing store looking at the briefs dumbfounded.
So now I am here not knowing what size to get or which briefs are comfortable, I am embarrassed to even be in this section, here's the thing, when I was younger and caught in any type of men's clothes….. Let's just say I never tried again.
So now I'm here looking for briefs, men briefs at that to fulfill the list I was giving, ok so yeah I'm also excited, it's another step forward, my heart is in my throat right now…
"Hey, can I help you" a girl with long black hair with red streaks in her hair asked scaring Emma out of her thoughts.
Emma spun around and looked at the girl, heart pounding and not finding her words.
So I'm frozen, what the hell am I going to do, she is going to think I'm weird or a freak…
"This should do it for killian" a woman with short dark hair and tanned skin said handing Emma a package, and Emma still dumbfounded just grabbed it and held it to her chest in a tight grip, "Thank you miss, I think we got what we need," she said and the girl with red streaks smiled and walked away, the other woman turned to Emma and smiled genuinely.
"I'm sorry, it's just you seemed to be struggling and I wanted to help, my name is Regina" she said holding out her hand to be shaken.
Emma shakes her head coming out of her stupor, she looked at Regina with her mouth still slightly parted, she outstretched her hand to shake the offered one and cleared her throat.
"Uh, I'm...im Emma, Emma Swan, thank you for saving me back there," Emma said not knowing what else to say.
So that just happened, I froze then I was handed a package of men briefs by a woman I don't know, a hot woman at that, a hot woman who seemed to read me, good Lord I'm bound to have a heart attack at the end of this day.
"No problem, I know a lot of people are embarrassed to buy underwear, do you want me to go with you to pay for it?"she asked.
Is she in Angel? This woman……
"N no, I'm ok, I might have to brave this one," Emma said, she feels her cheeks redden and hope it's not noticeable.
"Ok, good luck, hope to see you around," Regina said, winked then walked away.
"Thank you Regina" Emma hollered behind Regina.
Regina looked over her shoulder and smiled a toothy smile," sure thing," she said then walked away further without anymore interruptions.
Wearing boxer's is quite comfortable actually, I had came home took a shower then opened the package of the briefs, surprisingly they fit perfectly, Regina must have known it was for me, I don't know how to feel about that, I guess I'm a bit relieved there was no judgment, now I'm in front of a mirror with a white tank top and a blue brief on staring at myself smiling.
Hmm good things about myself:
1)Ok I have good skin.
2)I'm at a healthy weight.
3)hmm, I have good hair.
That's all I have for now but I guess that's a start so I repeat those 3 things at least 5 times then the rest of the time admiring the man briefs, I'm imagining what it would be like to have a penis inside them.
I still have a lump in my throat, it's good though, it's a good emotion, ok so I might be a baby in this whole process but at least I'm facing it now.
Emma woke up the next morning feeling a bit freer, she knows she has a long way to go but this is a great start, waking up in her briefs brought a smile to her face.
Maybe I should buy a strap on after all….
Emma gets up and dressed, she left her still clean briefs on and put on a loose fitting jeans and green t-shirt over her tank, she decided she is going to the new diner she herd about from her co workers.
She grabbed her jacket, shoved it on, grabbed her keys then left for breakfast.
This diner is a nice place though I this is the first small town I lived in and don't know about other small town diners, I'm gonna still say this could be the best, I wonder if the food is just as good? Guess I have to see..
Emma went to a more secluded booth because though No one can see pass her jeans she is still conscious of the brief under them.
Calm down swan, this is a part of you, accept it.
Emma took a deep calming breath and sat down in the booth and reached for the menu as a waitress came over.
"Hi I'm Ashley, I well be for server today, can I get you something to drink?" She asked politely.
"I'm sure, do you have lemon tea" Emma asked.
"Sure do, do you want sweet or unsweeten?" She asked.
"Sweet, thank you" Emma said with a polite smile then Ashley was off to get her her drink, Emma looked at the menu again when the bell above the diner door wrong signaling a new arrival and Emma heard the cutest little voice.
"Momma, someone sittin in ares boot" the little brown hair boy said said pointing to where Emma is sitting, Emma looked up and gasped a little.
Right in front of her is someone familiar, someone she thought she'd only see once, someone who she thought she'd never see again, the same person who is smiling at her know.
"May we sit with you Emma?"
To be continued…...