E: After my tearfilled time with Kathryn, I felt drained, god why do I have to go through this, because you want to be comfortable in my own skin, duh.
"Ok I'm answering myself in my own head again" Emma said in a low voice shaking her head at herself.
E: I went to get some ice cream, soda and pizza, my comfort food, it's like Kathryn tells me the same thing but at the same time it feels like it's my first time hearing it.
Emma got home with her hot and ready pizza in one hand, a bag with the ice cream on her wrist and a 12 pack of cream soda in her other hand, though she had to set that on the floor by the door so she could unlock and open it, when she does, she picked the soda up, walked inside then kicked her door shut before setting all the items on the counter.
She went to pick a movie, a comedy because that's what she needs right now, sat a blanket up, grabbed the pizza and soda, sat them on the couch cushion, wrapped the blanket around herself, sat down, pushed play and started on the comfort food.
During the third movie, four pieces of pizza, two soda's and a bowl of ice cream later, Emma fell asleep.
Two days later and Emma still hasn't gone back to the diner, though she has a reason for that.
She is waiting on her package that has actually came that morning, she wants to have the strap on on when she meets Regina again, not because she plans on getting intimate with her nor is she even planning to tell Regina about her feelings on who she is or about the strap on, she wants to feel a bit more herself, who she really is while meeting her again.
Emma decided to wear the strap on, her briefs and go out to public today before going to the diner tomorrow morning.
She decided to go to the mall, what better place to test her emotions then a mall??
E: I am in front of the mirror staring at my penis, my hot pink penis, why that color? Well because it is my favorite color of course, I'm staring at my hot pink penis that I have strapped to me, ok so I don't know what to feel right now.
E: I am amazed, overwhelmed and other emotions I can't name right now, I can actually imagine a real penis their, ok, time to get the show on the road and stop getting so emotional.
Emma started getting dressed, she had went out the other day to buys some baggy jeans, so she dressed in jeans, white tank and a Jean jacket.
E: Ok so I'm here, at the mall standing outside feeling exposed, can they see through my pants?
Emma looks down to the spot that the penis is.
E: Nope, it's not showing, ok Emma, take a deep breath, hold your head up high and put one foot in front of the other, breath in, breath out and here we go.
Emma took deep breaths and walked in, at first she glanced around to see if anyone is looking at her, their not so she held her head up high and walked further in, she just went to different departments and window shopped, she might of actually got a few things like earrings and her vanilla and cinnamon perfume.
Emma is in a book store when she bumped in to someone.
"Oh, I'm so sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going" Emma said looking up to find the girl who asked to help her in the man's section.
E: Oh no, I think my face is completely red, that's the girl I froze in front of and now she is grinning at me like we are best friends.
"Oh, she does talk" she said teasingly.
"Um uh, huh?" Emma said confused.
The girl snorted, "when I asked if you need help, you stared at me like I stole your boyfriend...or girlfriend" the girl teased with a wink.
"Oh um uhh.. Sor sorry?" Emma said feeling out of sorts.
"Oh you have nothing to apologize for, I understand, name's Ruby, should have told you that last week, that was my second day on the job so.. sorry for not being professional" Ruby said with a shrug, she then grinned at Emma again.
"Oh, um, it's ok, I was caught off guard" Emma shrugged with a soft smile of her own.
"Sooo?" Ruby said looking on expectantly.
"Um, what?" Emma asked confused.
"Oh, I don't know, maybe your name" Ruby laughed.
"Oh" realization dawned on her, "Emma, Emma Swan" she said stretching her hand out to shake.
Ruby still grinning shook her hand, "nice to meet you, so hey, my girlfriend and I are new in town and looking for couples to hang out with, you should give me your number so us four could hang out sometime" Ruby said confusing Emma again.
"The four of us?" Emma asked with a scrunched up face.
"Yeah, me, Bell, you and that hot chick that you where with at the store" Ruby said in a duh tone.
"Oh, umm, well…." Emma was cut off.
"No need to be shy, here put your number in my phone" Ruby said handing Emma her phone.
Dumbfounded Emma just did what she was told and handed the phone back without a word.
"Thanks, can't wait to hang out, I have to go, see ya," Ruby said in a rush as she walked hastily away leaving a dumbfounded Emma behind.
E: What. The. Hell. Just happened? I bumped into a girl who I embarrassed myself in front of a week ago, gave my number, and I also have a girlfriend? No, I don't have a girlfriend, but for some reason I didn't correct Ruby about it, oh good grief.
It's the next morning and Emma is dressed in black baggy Jean that is covering her blue briefs which is also covering her penis,yes, she is wearing her penis.
She has on a blue button up shirt and her black leather jacket to complete her outfit.
She grabbed her phone, keys and her beanie, she left her apartment, got in her bug and drove to the diner.
E: Deep breaths, in, out, head up, this is who you are.
Emma walked in the diner, like she did yesterday at the mall, she glanced around to see if anyone is looking, there is, but not like she was afraid of, the people looking at her just glanced that way to see who walked in, then? That's it, they looked away and mind their own business, all accept one, the one who is still looking at her, the one who is smiling big at her.
Emma walked to that same booth that she sat in last week.
"Hey, so I was given some advice to take steps towards friendship, so can I sit with you guys" Emma asked Regina timidly.
E: seriously, I had to start with that, oh my god I'm screwed, she is going to think I'm an idiot now, an idiot with no friends, well I am an idiot with no friends but I didn't want her to think less of me because of it….
"Of course you can, that is some great advice you got there" Regina said warmly still with that smile.
"Hi Eemma, you pwetty totay, you sit wit me" Henry said excitedly.
"Thank you, I didn't mean to sound pathetic just then" Emma said apologetically as she sat next to Henry.
"None sence, in fact I was beginning to wonder if we would see you again" Regina admitted.
"Oh, yeah, we never exchanged phone number or anything and I didn't want to seem like a stalker" Emma admitted with a blush.
"Well I'm glad you are here now and I'm glad you not a stalker" Regina teased with a wink and got a little smile out of Emma.
"Me too, I gad you not a tokker too Eemma" Henry said getting the attention on him.
With that they both laughed at his adorableness.
To be continued………...
the spelling gets better, I do apologize for it,
all mistakes are mine...