A/N: Hey everyone! Surprise! There's a new fic I'm here to share with you all, and full disclosure, it is very different than my usual fare. You will be able to tell that from this first chapter, and for some of my readers it might be a bit too much. Not to worry, this is just a prologue of sorts, and next chapter will start in a brighter, more hopeful place (we will flash forward in time). Be advised that there is no graphic violence or anything like that, but the premise of this story involves Emma owing a debt to Gold (a mob boss in New York) that she has to pay. She's working it off in a bar, but she's not exactly free to go as she does. That's a lot angstier of a situation than I ever like to deal with, so it's temporary, but want to give you all the heads up just so you know. I suspect a lot of you will read this and think it's not that bad, but I figure it's best to give everyone the heads up. Anyway, I promise that this story will eventually be just as fluffy and feels-filled as my other stories, and I hope you'll give it a try, even if you decide to skip this chapter and just join for the next. Also, just to shout out the excellent song that partially inspired this fic, you should all listen to the song 'Collide' by Tiana Major9 & EARTHGANG. It's a really beautiful song, and I hope the fic can embody the feel of it as it continues to unfold. Thanks so much for reading, and hope you enjoy!

Maybe I'll get lucky and everyone will forget I'm back here, Emma thought to herself as she counted up the bottles on the shelves, taking a quick inventory of what they had for the bar out front.

She also needed to keep this count to protect herself. She'd learned a few days into this gig that Gold's men loved their liquor and they had a tendency to come back here and take it. Instead of letting them do that and then allowing her and her coworkers to take the blame, Emma came up with a system including locks on the door and an electronic documentation of what they had and when. There was no wifi hook up, obviously, as Gold made sure to keep a strict lock on their surroundings, but it did provide an timestamped trail that proved she was taking nothing from this place. Every night she cashed in her tips with Sydney, the bar's 'owner' but really just Gold's front man and lap dog, and she watched as the debt she owed grew smaller and smaller. In six more months she'd be free of this and she was doing anything and everything she could to shorten that time.

Thinking about her debt made a flare of anger rise in her belly. Truth was this wasn't even her fucking debt, it was Lily's, a woman Emma believed to be her friend. They'd met when they were still kids, both of them runaways, and though time had driven them apart, they reconnected when they realized they were both living in New York. Emma had managed to get steady, honest work and was doing her best to claw up from the nothing that she'd started with in life, and she thought Lily was doing the same. Boy had she been wrong.

It turned out that Lily didn't pay her part of the rent with anything resembling clean money. She'd worked for Gold, and then she fucked him over and ran, leaving Emma none the wiser and thrust into the fallout of a crime she'd never committed. When that moment came Gold gave her two choices: pay off the money he was owed, or suffer a bit before accepting and still paying, but in a less desirable way. Emma chose the former, and she gave everything she had to the man, but it still wasn't enough. Lily had managed to get off with almost 50k, and while that was chump change to Gold, it was more than double Emma's savings. Still she'd promised to get him the money, to give him every paycheck she could, save for her rent and food expenses. But it didn't satisfy the Crocodile, as people were prone to calling him. Gold decreed that she'd work in the bar and that was that. She'd also been 'moved' to one of the apartments above the place. But none of her actual belongings ever arrived. All she had was work uniforms and bare essentials. There was no TV, no phone, no nothing. She'd been graced with tattered linens, the most basic of household essentials (as in one plate, one fork, one of everything) and a bunch of dusty books on ranging topics left from tenants past. She also had a chip on her shoulder, created from the unjustness of this whole situation, pushing her to get out of this shit as fast as she could.

"Yo, Emma, you coming back at some point?" A voice asked from the doorway. It was one of her coworkers, a guy named August who she'd never had much to do with. He seemed pretty okay, but then again, he was here working for Gold and he didn't even seem to have the whole debt-pay off factor going. That was a huge red flag, and one of the reasons Emma never trusted him much. "We got customers."

"One minute," she said, and waited until the door swung closed again. Knowing she was along she closed her eyes and took some steadying breaths, gearing up for what would no doubt be a terrible night.

It's temporary. You just have a few more months. You've survived worse. You can survive this too.

When she felt strong enough to put her mask in place and face the raucous debauchery that awaited her outside, Emma squared her shoulders and headed out. Her eyes had to adjust quickly to the dimness of the lighting, and she took in the stronger scents of stale cigar smoke and piss that always clung to this place. No matter how much they cleaned after hours, there was no getting rid of the odor or the grime. This bar was better off burned to the ground and completely built over, but to the men who frequented it, this place was the closest thing they had to home. The Lair, as the neon sign outside advertised, was a total dive, and it was filled to the brim with low-rate mobsters and criminals.

This was one of those places that Hollywood constantly tried ripping off to no avail. In some ways it was completely corny and predictable, and so blatant in its criminal ties that it felt like a joke that everyone was in on. But the embellishments and adornments here were over the top and gaudy, too tacky even for a Las Vegas casino. Gold's namesake was splashed everywhere, from the countertops to the barstools to the curtains on the back walls. When the finishing got gross and dirty, they'd be replaced, but the style was dated and straight out of the 70s. It was a mobster hideaway with no pretensions, and Emma always thought to herself that the cops should be busting in every night. This was an obvious den of misconduct, but no cops ever came. The reality was that Gold had half the police force in his pocket, and the other half were too scared to cross him for fear of what he'd bring down on them. Gold might be ridiculous and over the top, but he was powerful, and more than that he was smart, so smart Emma knew better than to ever try to run and think she could get away with it.

"Well, well, well. Ain't you lookin good tonight, sweetheart?"

Emma fought the instinct to roll her eyes at the slurred and shouted words that crossed the bar top over to where she was standing. Two months into her captivity here, and Emma knew better than to let her baser instincts win out. Despite how gross this man was, and how underwhelming he was on any metric of attractiveness, Emma couldn't cave to her want to blow him off. Doing so was a risk, and if she had any chance of surviving this hell hole, she could not afford to take those.

"What can I get you, Mr. Black?" Emma asked, ignoring the stench of sweat and booze that mingled with the man's cheap aftershave. She looked at him for only a second before looking down again, knowing her best bet was to try and blend into the background and let these men set their sights on the women who actually wanted to be here.

"I'll take a night in bed with you, darlin'." Emma chocked down a gag but flashed an insincere smile as she shook her head.

"You know the rules, Black. I work for Gold in a strictly drink-serving capacity."

"Damn waste if you ask me, putting talent like you up in the bar."

A waste? Emma considered it a small miracle. Since the day that Gold's men had swarmed her apartment with guns drawn, looking for Lily, Emma had been completely at the will of a monster. She knew from the second they apprehended her and brought her back here that she could be destined for anything. People talked about Gold in this city and there was no crime he was too good to partake in. He had brothels all over the place and a stake in the skin trade. He ran drugs and guns, made people disappear and black mailed anyone he could. He had no moral restrictions, and no love greater than the one had for money and control. He owned this city in almost every single way, and if he chose to, he could make her life even worse than it was now. So much worse. It sent a shiver up her spine to even contemplate some of the things she'd heard whispered about. But Gold, as dark and twisted as he was, did have a code, and he'd briefly explained it to her the night she was brought in.

"I'm a man who collects his debts, Miss Swan, but I am also a man who sees a whole story. You had nothing to do with Lily's betrayal, I know this. You're collateral damage, a source of collection through no fault of your own. The debt must be payed, but since you yourself have never wronged me, I'll be good to you. You even think of crossing me, however, and you'll live to regret it."

Emma knew the truth when she heard it. Her gut was never wrong. Even with Lily, the problem wasn't that Emma had missed her true colors, she'd just chosen to ignore the telltale signs of a problem person because she really had no other friends. She hoped that Lily may come around, that she'd get better and really try and make a go of things in an above board way, but with Gold there was no doubt as to the veracity of his threat. If he felt Emma was disloyal, he'd punish her, and if at the end of this there was any doubt that she'd turn on him, she would never be free. She had to be picture perfect in her actions. A pretty, polite prisoner who served their time and then kept silent. She was ready to do that, she just had to stick to her plan and keep her head up in the meantime.

As she made Mr. Black's drink and got caught into the flow of the bar, serving men their beer and liquor until they all got drunk as hell, Emma counted down the seconds until the night would be over. She gathered her measly tips, and kept them guarded close, and she knew that tonight would be like every other. She was trapped here, in this darkness, destined to be unhappy but determined to survive. When she was free of this she'd go as far away from Gold's hold as she could. She'd find a cabin somewhere, live a quiet kind of life, and she'd never put herself in this kind of position again. Her lesson had been learned – she could trust no one but herself, and though that was a totally lonely sensation, she had to try and accept it or risk hurting herself all over again down the line.

Suddenly, in the midst of the normal night's activities, the front door blew open and Emma felt a tingling of anticipation when it did. She hadn't looked in that direction all night long, never liking the people who would dare to enter here, but her instincts were screaming at her to turn around and look. She had no idea why, but when she obeyed the internal command, she was shocked into stillness, caught up in the sight of the man who'd just walked in.

Tall, dark, and fiercely handsome, this man was sin personified and so much better looking than the other thugs that came here every night. He didn't look out of place though, aside from his attractiveness. The clothes he wore were made of leather and spoke to some dangerous intent. He made no show to hide the side arms he was carrying, one on his hip and one strapped across his chest, and the scowl on his face made him seem hard and unapproachable. For a moment, Emma had the chance to take him in, and despite the fierceness of his expression, she felt a flutter low in her stomach.

His chiseled jaw with the well-trimmed beard he had was hot, as was the symmetry of his features and the way his broad body clenched and she could see his muscles. But if someone were to ask her what stood out most about this mystery man it was his eyes. They were blue, like the ocean in places she'd only read about. They weren't icy or cold, but warm somehow and so thoroughly enticing. She felt herself lost in them, and then he looked at her, their gazes connecting, and that sensation grew so much stronger. She felt a kind of pang echo through her ribcage the moment he took her in, and she watched as the hardness of his face shifted ever so slightly. It was a small tell, most people wouldn't have noticed, but Emma did, and she knew that he felt this too. Whatever the hell this was – the man who'd just arrived was just as captive to it as she was.

"Ah, Captain, you're here!" One of the regulars said, laughing and flailing about as only truly drunk men did. "Didn't think we'd ever get you to The Lair. Thought you was too good for us."

The man they called 'Captain' tore his gaze from Emma and moved over to the man who'd called him over. His stride was measured and almost graceful, and Emma couldn't help but follow him with her eyes. This was so unlike her. She made it her business not to watch anyone too closely. The less she knew about what everyone was really up to the better, but she was intrigued by this newcomer in a way she'd never been before.

"Boss wants to see you, Alvin. Something about the McManus shipment." Alvin blanched at the comment and swallowed harshly and Emma knew for certain that this man was in trouble with Gold. She didn't have much sympathy for Alvin, and in fact most of her intention was focused on this stranger, who had the touch of an accent she couldn't quite place. His voice was silky and low, tantalizing in a way, and she wanted to hear more of it. "Perhaps you'd like a drink for the road. Not sure when you'll have the chance for another."

"Bring them this," Sydney said, materializing from nowhere next to Emma. She jumped at the unexpected intrusion into her thoughts, and looked at the two glasses.

"Is this rum?" she asked dumbly and Sydney nodded.

"The best. Captain likes the good stuff."

"Right," Emma said, moving over with the tray to the table where both men sat. When she got there, she was struck speechless again. Being so close to this man only added to the allure. He was even more interesting close up, and she lost her head a little bit at the sight of him, but tried to pull herself together as best he could. "Your drinks, gentlemen."

Alvin took the drink and downed in, but the stranger took his time, glancing at her over the glass and nodding. He didn't smile, but his eyes conveyed a warmth he'd shared with no one else here. "Thank you, love."

Knowing she couldn't linger, Emma moved back to the other tables, continuing her work, but when she noticed Alvin and the mysterious man standing up to go a few minutes later, she felt a dash of disappointment. He was leaving, and she didn't even know his name.

Okay, seriously? What the hell Emma? He's one of them. He works for Gold. You don't care about him. You can't care.

The voice in her head scolded her for her fanciful thinking and this completely mistimed attraction. It was so foolish to think of him as anything but a threat, but her heart lurched at the thought. She was overcome with these weird feelings. Being so drawn to a man so quickly had never been her style. Certainly not now when she was in survival mode. But as she turned around to fill a tray with empty glasses on one of the far tables, she felt a presence behind her. She whipped around too quickly, only to run into him, and if it hadn't been for his steadying hands, one on her arm and the other on her tray, the glasses would have shattered.

"You all right, love?"

"Um," she licked her lips as her eyes darted up to and she nodded once. "Yes. I'm fine."

"Good. Just wanted to give you this," he said, handing her a tip. It was generous. Like a couple hundred-dollar bills generous. It was way more than their drinks had been and way way more than she could ever accept. It felt wrong, but there was a part of her that was desperate to keep it. This would put her that much closer to freedom. It was almost a week she wouldn't have to work. Still she pushed it back at him.

"I can't. It's too much."

"It's hardly enough," he replied ardently and her brow furrowed as she looked at his face, the earnestness on it clear as day to her. "I know these men, love. There's no way they give you what you've earned. Not tonight, not ever. So please, take it."

"Okay," she agreed after a moment's hesitation, feeling gratified by the fact that she had earned this, even if he wasn't the one who should have to pay. "Thanks…"

"Killian," he filled in before she could decide to use the nickname that Alvin had called him by.

"Killian," she repeated, tasting the name on her tongue and loving the way it felt as it passed through her lips. "I'm Emma, by the way."

"Emma," he replied with a grin that was there and gone so quickly she would have missed it as she blinked. As it was, she knew she saw it, and that look was even more breathtaking than the rest of him. No one had a right to be that sexy. No one. "Well, until next time, Emma."

With that, he turned and walked away, cold and composed once more as he led Alvin out of the bar and headed off into the night. And though Emma knew very little about him, she had a feeling she'd just met someone very important. Through the mist of all the new emotions and excitement, she sensed, deep down, that this man – Killian – mattered, and that somehow, someway, their fates were intertwined, destined to lead them back to each other in one way or another.

Post-Note: So, there we have it! This is a short glimpse into the fic, kind of like a prologue if you will. Next chapter will flash forward a bit, because this honestly was angsty enough for me to write. I do not want to dwell in the bad circumstances Emma finds herself in, and instead want to get us to a fluffier, if still a bit wilder place than I am used to. As the description says this will be an MC (motorcycle club) romance, and we'll reveal how that will come to pass in the next few chapters. In the meantime, I would love to hear what you all think! This is a break away from my usual fare, and pretty much the opposite of the other fic I am currently writing, but I have wanted to write a story like this for a really long time. I'm eager to share the rest of this fic with you all, and hope you will join me on this fun new journey. Anyway, thanks for reading and hope you have a great rest of your day!