A/N: Thank you all so much for sticking with this story! I do want to put a WARNING out there for this chapter and future chapters-there will be plenty of AO loving, involving a little roughness, toys, and things of that nature. If you feel uncomfortable with this, please do not continue. I am so happy to see where this story goes-I have a few chapters planned out and I'm so excited for all of you that have stuck with me to read them. I will try to get one chapter up every week or so. Please let me know what you think! You all are WONDERFUL!

Chapter 24
Conversation Pt. 2

It was a relatively quiet ride back to the house, but not without a little scheming. Alex's hand traced up Olivia's leg, moving further forward each time, seeing how far the detective would let her go. Thinking over their last conversation, and the fact that they both knew what was going to happen when they got home, had both women rather handsy with one another. They both teased one another, tracing hands and hips, gently massaging the other's leg, erotically tempting each other.

Olivia knew that Alex could always feel when someone was looking at her, and she did just that. She looked over to the blonde, lustfully noticing every hill and valley on her lover's body. Olivia always enjoyed watching Alex deliver arguments in court, cross-examine witnesses, and confer with other lawyers and judges, but now, she noticed that perhaps she just loved looking at her, no matter what the beautiful blonde was doing. Alex's hair rested in front of her shoulders, the front swept to one side. Her eyes were hidden by rather large Dolce & Gabanna frames, blocking her beautiful blues from the sun. The glasses rested on her high cheekbones and her porcelain skin shone in the sunlight.

Olivia always struggled with Alex's beauty. She knew that she didn't deserve Alex, even if it was only based on looks alone—Alex was devastatingly beautiful; there was a classic elegance about her that drove Olivia crazy, especially when the normally proper, Harvard-educated lawyer was whispering dirty suggestions in Olivia's ear. The detective could never look away when she walked into the squad room, and no matter what she was wearing, it always took Olivia's breath away. She just wished that she could arouse the lawyer in the same way. She knew that she was the lucky one in this relationship.

Alex knew that Olivia was watching her, and as much as it used to make her nervous, now she loved it just as much. She had gotten used to being the center of Olivia's attention for the past few weeks and it turned her on. An intense fire burned in her as she squirmed in the seat a little, trying to adjust herself so she could reach over to Olivia a little easier. She stroked up and down Olivia's strong leg, giving it a tight squeeze and feeling no give from the muscular thigh.

"Jesus, Olivia." The detective smiled as Alex continued to squeeze her leg. "You are so strong…" Alex hesitated and looked at Olivia seriously, with a passionate fire in her eyes, "I can't wait to grab on to these legs later when we're in bed."

Normally the detective would blush a little, but from her reaction, Alex could tell that she was into whatever Alex wanted to do when they got back to the house, which only aroused Alex more.

Olivia could feel the heat in her core, radiating out from her center. She felt the car slow to a stop and noticed a yellow light hanging over the car. She removed her seatbelt and leaned over the center console, grabbing Alex's face. She planted a kiss on the blonde that initially left the lawyer speechless.

Olivia looked into Alex's eyes, surprised that she had rendered Alex motionless—she was worried that it wasn't welcome until Alex pulled on Olivia's shirt collar, pulling her back to within millimeters of herself. Alex breathlessly whispered to Olivia, "you are so sexy," capturing her into a tight, wet kiss, lips and teeth gnashing against one another. Alex shifted the SUV into park, and moved towards her lover, grabbing her face with both hands. She shoved her tongue into Olivia's mouth, the detective reciprocating until she heard beeping. Quickly, and mid-kiss, Alex scrambled back into the driver's seat, putting the car back in drive and moving through the green light ahead.

Olivia leaned back into her seat and smiled as she watched Alex wipe her mouth with her pointer finger. She traced under her bottom lip and licked her full lips to rewet them. Olivia watched, captivated by the attorney's sexiness. She was so turned on that she could barely speak. They both stole glances at one another for the last few minutes of the ride, knowing that when they got back to the house, it was on.

As they walked through the front door, however, Alex's phone rang. It was Elizabeth Donnelley, and Olivia knew that Alex needed to answer it. Olivia motioned toward the bedroom as Alex smiled and mouthed that she would be there in a minute. Olivia was almost glad that Alex had the call—she wanted to spring a fantasy of hers on Alex and she knew that there wouldn't be any time better than now.

She could still hear Alex down the hall in the kitchen. She was speaking on the phone, caught in a lengthy conversation, and Olivia knew that she would have enough time. The detective quickly located her canvas tote and dug her hand to the very bottom, searching for the item she knew was well hidden.

Let's get one thing straight: Olivia Benson was a woman, and happy to be one, but there was something about Alex that made her want to take her with a strap-on. She had been somewhat hesitant to bring it up after they had made love before, and didn't say anything during their previous conversations. Olivia didn't really mention it because the thought hadn't crossed her mind until Alex looked at her like she did on the car ride back to the house.

When Alex was in WITSEC, Olivia had dated a woman who preferred the detective to use it, but she always felt a little weary, feeling as if it was the only way she wanted Olivia to make love to her. Olivia eventually found out that she was the only woman that this lady had ever been with, and Olivia knew that the woman wasn't really into women, but was intrigued by Olivia, and wanted to test the waters—Olivia didn't like that. So, she stayed away from this particular toy for a while.

Olivia knew that Alex loved her for her, and there wasn't a doubt in her mind that Alex wanted to be with anyone else, or wanted Olivia to be anyone else. All of this considered, though, Olivia was still a little nervous debuting this new idea in the bedroom. Her desire for Alex had built to its highest point in the car and she knew what she wanted to do. True, Alex had been a little more forward in bed as they got more comfortable making love to each other and it turned Olivia on majorly. There was something about seeing Alex come undone that excited Olivia.

The detective calmed her nerves and silenced her uneasy fears as she thought of Alex lying in the bed earlier when she asked Olivia to fuck her. She wanted to excite Alex, and if the blonde wasn't comfortable with it, Olivia would just have to apologize and they'd go from there.

She found the undershorts first as she was digging in her tote. There was something about the usual leather straps that Olivia found extremely kinky, which was okay sometimes, but wasn't the norm for the detective. So, a while ago, she found an alternative—the shorts were almost like spandex spankies that cheerleaders wear under their skirts. She first saw them when she was out with Hope on an impromptu trip to a local 'adult' store. Olivia liked the idea—the shorts were much like boxer briefs, only tighter. Inside there were a few securities in place to make sure everything stayed exactly where you wanted it, and, to be honest, Olivia preferred them to the usual leather straps. She chose a pair of black and a pair of nude colored shorts.

She grabbed the beige shorts and laid them on the bed. Olivia searched for, and found, the flesh colored dildo that was hidden at the bottom of her bag. Olivia knew that it looked realistic and hoped Alex wouldn't mind; the detective reveled in the fantasy of seeing it attached to her, sliding in and out of the attorney. There was something about toys that were extremely unrealistic colors, like hot pink and neon yellow that Olivia didn't like.

Olivia heard Alex wrapping up her conversation so she moved quickly—she removed her own shorts and underwear, placed the dildo in the shorts and tugged them on tightly so they rested low on her hips. She could feel the base of the faux cock lightly touching her clit, and she knew it would feel amazing when Alex exerted a little pressure on it. She then stepped back into her shorts, flattening the cock up against her stomach as she pulled her black Nike shorts up and tucked part of it into the waistband, covering all of it with her t-shirt. She jumped into the bed and pulled the covers up, eager for Alex to join her.

The blonde said goodbye to Judge Donnelley and walked down the hall. She threw her hands up in the air as she exclaimed, "God! That woman!" Alex laughed as she bounded toward the bed. "All I wanted to do was come in here and ravage your body but she just wouldn't shut the fuck up!"

Olivia laughed a little but uneasiness was growing in her stomach. Alex began to kiss her, lying in the bed on her side, touching Olivia's face. She was intense—it was something that she had never experienced before. She wanted the brunette detective laying next to her more than she had ever wanted anything in her life.

In all of Alex's fantasies about Olivia, she always imagined her being in charge and in control in the bedroom, but the few times they had made love she seemed somewhat reserved. Alex wasn't sure if it was because of her injury or not, but she could adjust. She was a bit disappointed until she had seen the look in Olivia's eyes when Alex told her to fuck her earlier that morning; in that look, Alex knew that Olivia would come around, she just hoped it would be soon. It's not that Alex was missing anything—Olivia was more than enough for her, but Alex knew that Olivia wasn't acting like her normal self.

Alex knew one thing for sure: she had loved Olivia Benson for the better part of the past 10 years, and she would do anything to make her feel loved and as comfortable as she could in bed, especially now that she was injured. At this moment, she just wanted Olivia, no matter how—the fantasies could wait.

Olivia loved the feeling of Alex's lips on her own. If her arousal weren't already at its peak, she would be content to stay like this all day and feel Alex's lips on hers, her tongue softly massaging against Olivia's, and her hands tracing the detective's hips. Olivia sat up, helping Alex out of her shirt. Her pale skin looked so delicate in the sunlight that bathed the room. Olivia caught sight of the black lace bra she had bought her just a few days before and smiled, as Alex returned the grin.

They sat there for a second, Alex waiting for Olivia to make a move while Olivia still felt a little nervous about the bold step she had taken before Alex came down the hall. "I love you," Olivia whispered to Alex. Her voice was husky, filled with yearning. She looked at Alex and knew this was right. Alex smiled and brushed the back of her hand against Olivia's face.

"I love you too, Liv." Alex smiled a sympathetic smile at Olivia, which put her off a little.

"I feel like there's a 'but' coming…should I be worried about something?" Olivia, if she wasn't already nervous, now grew even more unsteady.

"No." Alex smiled at her lover. "Nothing to worry about baby…" she paused, eyeing from Olivia's eyes down to her breasts, tracing her finger down the detective's neck and into her cleavage. "I was just gonna say that I love you too…" she paused again, and Olivia could see her mood immediately change and her pupils dilate. "But…I really want you to fuck me."

Olivia raised her head in surprise, her eyebrow rising towards her hairline. Alex had just pushed her over the edge. She quickly grabbed Alex's face and shoved her tongue in her mouth, wrestling for dominance. Alex gently but firmly placed her hand on Olivia's chest and pushed her down into the bed, straddling the detective's strong thighs. She leaned down and kissed Olivia passionately and ravenously, bracing herself with her hands on the mattress on both sides of Olivia's face. Alex leaned forward and pressed her body against Olivia's, grinding her hips into the detective's pelvis when she felt it. She leaned back and looked into Olivia's eyes…