Chapter 30
Date
"This is the first proper date I've taken you on, you know? I wish I could live up to the first date you ever took me on, but I don't think anything can top that, babe." Alex was sitting across from Olivia, sipping her wine and speaking softly to the detective. Olivia smiled as Alex looked her over: she was truly one of the most attractive people Alex had ever seen. Beautiful didn't seem to describe it, and neither did sexy, or even any other word Alex could think of. She traced every part of Olivia's anatomy as she started speaking. "I guess I can tell you this now, because the last time I tried to say it, it came out the wrong way…" she tilted her wine and took a quick drink. "I have never seen you look sexier than you do in those clothes. Seriously, that night that I saw you at the club, I think that's what I was trying to say, but I just didn't know exactly how. I always sort of fantasized about you in more masculine clothes. Don't get me wrong, baby, I think you look great in anything…but there's something about you in a tie."
Olivia took her rocks glass to her lips and sipped her rum and coke slowly, eyeing Alex. She swished the liquid around in her mouth and swallowed. Her eyes didn't leave Alex the entire time, speaking only through gazes, before she replied. "Something about me in a tie, huh? That's interesting…And, to be honest, I didn't really dress like this until I met Hope, which, I can admit was a total fucking mess on my part. But, two great things came from that relationship—one of which was the clothes. I never really figured out my fashion sense, and now I think I may have." Olivia smiled as Alex looked at her sympathetically.
"Baby, your fashion has never been bad. Although I'll admit that your whole t-shirt-under-your-sweater phase wasn't my favorite." She smiled at Olivia and took her hand as she continued. "But, you just said there were two things-what was the other?" She looked a little hurt, and Olivia knew she had her exactly where she wanted.
The detective entwined her fingers with Alex's and began speaking. "Well, the first thing, of course, was that I actually thought I looked pretty good in some more chic, masculine clothes…and the other great thing about that mess of a relationship was that it actually helped me find you."
Alex looked a little taken aback and asked the question Olivia had waited for her to ask. "What do you mean?"
"Well, Alex, I knew that I loved you. I always have, really. But, it took that relationship for me to realize that I was trying to fill a void in my life—a void that no one could ever take because it belonged to you…I guess I just didn't know how badly I needed to love you."
When Olivia put her glass down and looked at Alex, the attorney had tears in her eyes and a smile on her face. "Oh, Olivia," Alex sighed, "I love you." At the time, it didn't seem like enough, but Alex knew that it was all she could say. She had never felt a love like this for someone, and she didn't want it to end.
Minutes later, their waiter brought their dinner. Olivia ordered a chicken breast dinner, complete with green beans and a sweet potato while Alex chose a steak with broccoli and a rice pilaf. They began to eat as Alex tried to lighten the mood, knowing that she wouldn't be able to say anything more romantic than what Olivia had just divulged to her a few minutes before.
"Hey did you ever think it was weird that your initials spell orb?"
Olivia smiled and shook her head and she chewed her food. "Um, no, I guess I never really thought of it. Why? Is it funny that your initials are the same as a dog association?"
"HA! Yeah, that is kind of funny, considering I've never owned a dog…I guess maybe one day I'll change my last name and they wont be AKC anymore."
"Really? You don't strike me as the type to change your name. That doesn't seem like a very 'empowered, independent woman' thing to do."
"Well, for the right person I would change it…as long as they had the right last name. I wouldn't ever change it to something stupid."
"So…" Olivia didn't know how to approach the topic, but just blurted it out, hoping it wouldn't be over-stepping boundaries. "Is Benson up to your standards?"
Alex tried to hide the sly smile that she wore as she started speaking. "Hm…Alexandra Kay Benson…it does have a certain ring to it, doesn't it?" They both smiled as Olivia winked at Alex, slowly tilting her drink back, taking a refreshing drink.
"Maybe I'll make that happen one day." Olivia looked at Alex and said this, but it sounded more like a question than a statement: it was open for interpretation, confirmation, or any reaction that the counselor had.
"Oh really? Ms. I'll-never-get-married Olivia Benson?"
"Some things change…You know, you make me want to give you everything, Alexandra. And, I know how you love things to be done to the letter of the law." She smiled at Alex and quickly changed the subject, not wanting to entice the conversation any further for fear of letting the cat out of the bag about the ring. "Anyways, you like these clothes, you say?"
Alex could tell that she was changing the subject purposefully, and she thought back to that blue velvet ring box she saw in Olivia's tote. She relaxed and answered. "Oh yeah, I really do." She reached over and straightened the cuff of Olivia shirt, lacing her fingers around the detective's wrist, and placing her hand atop Olivia's. She looked her girlfriend over and took in her outfit. She was wearing the same grey chukka boots that she had on at the club so many weeks ago, and Alex loved them. Her tight dark wash jeans hugged every curve on her body, and her sheer white button up shirt was a perfect contrast to her bronzed skin. The black, loose skinny tie caught Alex's eye as she thought about the ways Olivia could use that on her in the bedroom. Finally, she tore her eyes away from the tie and examined the boyfriend-cut grey tweed blazer that Olivia wore. "You know, as much as I don't like thinking about exes, I'll have to admit, I think I should be a little thankful to her…You just look so sexy." Alex looked at Olivia with pure desire in her eyes: there was no smiling, no hinting, and no deception. She was truly awestruck with Olivia, and could probably just look at her for the rest of her life, and she knew that she was in deep.
They passed the time eating dinner talking about a few things, including Olivia's shooting, the beach house, and Alex's move back to New York City. When the waiter came back and asked if they wanted dessert, Alex's response was a simple no. When he walked away, she elaborated. "I can't wait to get back to the house and get you out of those clothes…" Olivia raised an eyebrow at her as she continued. "Now that I know your shoulder is feeling a bit better, it seems that you should be able to keep up." Olivia mouth opened a bit in shock and curved into a smile. They finished and paid the bill.
Olivia watched as Alex walked out of the restaurant in front of her. She wore a tight, knee length, long-sleeved white cotton dress. Alex was simply stunning and Olivia had a rather hard time keeping her eyes off of her. Her eyes followed Alex's strong calves up to her muscular thighs and to the swell of her ass. Olivia found her heart rate escalating and tried to calm herself. But, as she tried to relax, she saw Alex slow down and felt her wrap her arms around Olivia's back when they exited the restaurant. Alex pulled Olivia into a strong kiss, pressing her hands into the small of Olivia's back, urging her closer. The detective smiled into the kiss and wrapped her hands around the back of Alex's head, her fingers entwining in the blonde locks. It was an interesting feeling—being in Alex's arms. Olivia was always surprised to feel how strong Alex was, and especially now, she felt as if she could fall limp and Alex would support her full weight with not only her arms, but her pure love and desire. She looked into Alex's eyes as they separated and could only whisper a soft 'I love you' to Alex, as their foreheads rested together.
"I love you too, O."
"Haven't heard that in a while...actually, I remember exactly the last time you called me that."
Alex raised her eyebrows and seriously looked at her lover. "Trust me. I remember too. Wanted to get you in the mood." She took Olivia's hand in her own and pulled towards the car. She knew what kind of mood Alex was in, and couldn't help but to feel arousal pooling in her core.
"You don't have to do that to get me in the mood, counselor. But, it is very sneaky of you." They got in the car and Olivia couldn't take her eyes off of Alex. This woman that she had fantasized about for years actually wanted to be with her—that was so hard to wrap her head around, but she was so happy that it was true. She took her hand over to Alex's leg and traced up to her hips and back down, eliciting a chuckle from the attorney.
Olivia couldn't help but notice Alex subconsciously spreading her legs as her hand reached higher over her dress, so she took advantage of that as Alex pulled the SUV out of the restaurant and onto the main road. Slowly, Olivia rested her left hand on Alex's hip and took her right hand over, caressing her bare knee under her dress. Olivia moved her dress up, high on her leg as a smile spread over the attorney's face. Olivia removed her seat belt and leaned over to kiss Alex's legs, peppering kisses from her knee up to her hips, licking and biting her way up.
Alex stopped at a red light and beckoned Olivia up to her own lips, kissing her hungrily. "You know detective, it's click it or ticket." She laughed as she informed Olivia about the seat belt laws.
"Well, I guess you'll just have to take me in then."
Alex couldn't help but shudder as she sensed the double meaning in Olivia's words. "Oh, I'll take you in."
By the time they got home, Alex and Olivia weren't able to keep their hands off of one another. Alex shifted the SUV into park and Olivia was on her like a magnet. She crawled over the center console and straddled Alex's legs as she reached down and reclined the driver's seat. They passionately kissed one another as Alex pulled on Olivia's tie, bringing her body ever closer. After a few minutes, Alex broke their lips apart to speak, while Olivia moved her assault to her neck and chest. Through panting breaths, Alex pleaded with Olivia. "You know, (kiss) as much as I (kiss) want you to fuck me right here (kiss) I think we should go inside." Begrudgingly, Olivia got off of Alex, stepping onto the driveway. She extended her hand to Alex, who took it and stepped out of the car. Olivia, ever the romantic, wrapped Alex into a dance move, twirling Alex into her arm as she placed a kiss on her cheek.
"Oh common, detective, don't try to be romantic now. You've got me all hot and bothered." They both laughed as Alex opened the front door and locked it behind her. Olivia stood facing her in the foyer, ready to take Alex however she wanted her. The attorney took Olivia's tie in her hand and pulled her closer, her other hand tangling through her short hair. Olivia's hands immediately found Alex's hips, as she pushed her against the large wooden door, and placed her leg in between Alex's.
The attorney let out a moan as she felt the friction of Olivia's jeans on her core. She wrapped her arms around Olivia's neck and felt the detective's hands on her behind, kneading it in her strong grasp. The only sound in the house was the heavy panting between the two women in the throes of passion.
"Mmm. Liv. Baby. Bed." Monosyllabic Alex was Olivia's favorite Alex. She obliged and walked down the hallway to the bedroom, opening the double doors for the attorney behind her.
Olivia turned and took Alex into her arms as the attorney stepped out of her white three-inch heels. The detective pulled Alex's dress up over her hips and exposed her white lace thong, hooking her fingers on the sides and pulling it down her legs. She stepped out of her thong and knelt before Olivia. The detective couldn't help but moan out a sigh when she saw Alex on her knees before her. She had seen this sight in her head so many times, but never thought it would actually happen.
Alex looked up at Olivia over her glasses as she started to unbutton her pants. She unlaced her boots and lightly pulled them off, along with her socks and placed them on the floor before she unzipped her jeans and pulled them down, revealing dark green boy short underwear. Alex's breath hitched as she kissed Olivia's hips and legs. She stood up and removed her blazer, laying in on one of the white chairs before returning to Olivia. The tie was there, hanging precariously between Olivia's breasts, as Alex wondered what to do with it.
Alex looked into Olivia's eyes as she loosened the tie and removed it from around her neck. She untied it completely and hooked it around her own hands, capturing Olivia's neck in a snare. Olivia moaned as Alex leaned in and bit her bottom lip, eliciting a pleasure-filled groan from the brunette. Alex moved further down, kissing Olivia's neck, placing small red marks on her olive skin.
She let go of the tie and returned to Olivia's torso, unbuttoning her shirt, revealing more and more skin with each turn. Soon, Olivia was clad in nothing but her green lace boy short underwear and a matching dark green bra. Their bodies mashed together, desperately needing one another, kissing and nipping at each other's lips, necks, and breasts. Soon, Olivia pulled Alex's dress over her head and unclasped her bra, tossing it to the side. Just the sight of Alex naked before her sent her spinning with desire. She kissed the attorney like she never had before: hungrily, wildly, and without reserve. Just when Olivia thought she was getting somewhere, though, Alex pulled away and walked toward the nightstand. Olivia immediately knew what she was doing, and it turned her on even more.
Alex slinked over to the nightstand and pulled out the black shorts she had washed just the day before and threw them at Olivia, hitting her squarely in the abs. She began to step into them as Alex walked over and handed her the faux cock, watching her place it and pull the shorts up. Alex removed Olivia's bra, kissing her passionately before she dropped to the floor in front of Olivia.
"Oh shit." It escaped Olivia's mouth before she had a chance to hold it back. Alex knelt in front of Olivia, taking her into her mouth and gazing up at Olivia over her glasses. The detective could feel the friction from the base of the toy rubbing against her clit each time Alex took the length into her mouth. The sight of Alex on her knees in front of her drove Olivia wild. She couldn't help but notice the hunger in Alex's eyes, and the look she gave her from over her glasses. Olivia's hands tangled in Alex's hair, fucking her mouth until she couldn't take it anymore.
"Get on the bed." Olivia ordered, and Alex complied, hustling over to the bed, not wanting to break contact with the detective any longer than she had to. Alex laid on the bed on her back, eager for Olivia to give her exactly what she wanted, but Olivia had another idea. She pulled the covers out from under Alex and pulled them over the two of them, draping them over her shoulders. Quickly though, Olivia disappeared under the covers, spreading Alex's legs with her hands. Before Alex realized what was going on, she felt Olivia's skillful tongue between her lips and felt all of the moisture in her body head south.
Olivia licked the length of Alex, tasting her sweet flavor, and moaning in pleasure, causing the attorney to buck underneath her. "Fuck Liv." She ran her fingers through Olivia's hair under the covers. "You feel so good." Olivia moved her tongue upward and sucked at the small bunch of nerves, eliciting a loud whimper from Alex. She could barely form words but pulled herself together enough to tell Olivia what she wanted. "Liv, baby." She threw back the covers and revealed Olivia's face between her legs, her eyes focused on Alex. "Come up here and fuck me. Please." One last trace of Olivia's tongue through het wetness and she was up, atop Alex, kissing her passionately. "Mmm," Alex moaned into Olivia's mouth. "You taste so good." The mix of her essence on Olivia's tongue drove her wild, and she was more than ready for Olivia to take her. "Baby, please just love me. I need to feel you. Baby please."
There was something about Alex begging that made Olivia snap. She pushed Alex's legs up under her knees and entered her fully, burying herself deep inside the attorney. Olivia looked into Alex's widening eyes and stayed inside, not moving an inch. The feeling of Olivia inside her drove Alex wild. "Oh my god, Liv you feel so good." She ran her hands through Olivia's hair as the detective began thrusting in and out extremely slowly. Alex's hands made her way through Olivia's hair, down her neck and around under her arms, gripping her around her shoulders. But, just as Olivia started to speed up, she slowed down and pulled out of Alex, causing a whimper from the attorney.
"I wanna fuck you all night." Olivia pulled Alex into a kiss and reached down to swirl her fingers in Alex's wet core. The blonde sat up and switched places with Olivia, pushing her back against the headboard, in a sitting position. Alex climbed atop Olivia, as the detective placed her hands on her hips. Slowly, Alex lowered herself down onto Olivia, burying her to the hilt. She settled onto Olivia as she reached over to the nightstand and pulled out a hair tie. She leaned back and put her hair in a ponytail and removed her glasses, placing them on the table. Olivia had never seen anything sexier. "You know," Olivia panted as Alex topped her, "I've never seen your hair up like that…so fucking sexy." Olivia took the ponytail into her hand and pulled it gently, exposing Alex's porcelain neck that Olivia took into her mouth and bit, marking her skin and eliciting a hiss from her lover. She felt Alex rocking atop her and placed her hands back on her hips as Alex paced herself, lifting her body up and down on top of Olivia, as the detective watched her small breasts bounce with her body, up and down over her. After a few minutes, Olivia recognized the signs of Alex coming close to the edge: her skin was flushed, she was moaning with each thrust, and she was panting, quietly whimpering Olivia's name. Without warning, Olivia grabbed Alex around the back, stopping her motion and pulling out of the attorney.
"Baby?!" Alex was confused and upset about the absence of Olivia inside her. She felt the detective move behind her and caress her ass, kissing each cheek as she placed her hand on Alex's back, pushing her down onto all fours. She aligned herself behind Alex as she saw the attorney spread her legs, displaying her swollen lips, and granting Olivia full access. The mere sight of Alex's entrance beckoning her deep inside compelled Olivia forward. She held one hand atop Alex's ass and another on the base of the shaft, guiding it inside the blonde. Alex moaned loudly as she felt Olivia enter her, and she rocked back against the strong detective. After a few minutes, Olivia bent one of her legs and knelt on only one knee, placing her other bent leg outward, allowing a new angle of penetration that drove Alex wild. She quickly began slamming backward onto Olivia, wanting it rougher and rougher. Olivia gripped Alex's hips as she rocked back and forth, and, after a minute, Olivia grabbed Alex's ponytail, commanding her with a simple 'come here.'
Alex leaned up and into Olivia, turning her head around to take Olivia's tongue into her mouth. The detective reached around and cupped Alex's breasts as she was still rocking back and forth on Olivia. The detective moaned into Alex's mouth as the attorney spoke to her. "Are you close baby?" All Olivia could do was nod her head and grip Alex's hips.
"Well then bend me over and fuck me till I come." Alex leaned back over onto her elbows and resumed her position beside Olivia's bent leg. The new angle allowed Alex to feel Olivia deeper inside her than ever before. She felt Olivia's hands digging into her hips, regulating her pace so Alex could feel her deep inside. Quickly, Alex felt Olivia backing off, and knew she was close, so the attorney took it into her own hands. She rocked back into Olivia a few more times until she heard Olivia moan her name loud enough for the neighbors to hear. Alex continued her pace, looking back at Olivia. The sight sent her over the edge. Olivia was kneeling on one knee, her mouth open in a silent scream with her eyes shut. Every muscle in her body was flexed, her 6 pack abs on full display. Alex came at the sight, feeling Olivia's fingers dig deep into her hips. Olivia reached under Alex and wrapped her arm around her torso, pulling her as she collapsed onto the bed so they were spooning when they landed.
"Oh my god." Olivia could actually feel Alex's muscles contracting around the toy, inviting it to stay inside as they lay together, panting from their strenuous lovemaking. The attorney was still coming down from her orgasm and was moaning into the pillow, still gyrating her hips a bit. "You ok Alex?" The attorney lifted her top leg and allowed Olivia to slide out of her, moaning from the loss.
"So good, baby. So good." She turned to face Olivia and kissed the detective. "I kind of like it when you're a little rough with me." Olivia looked surprised that Alex had said that and then noticed a few stray blonde hairs on the bed and red marks on her neck where she had bitten Alex and digging marks on her hips.
"Oh, I'm sorry baby. I just don't know what it is about you—I just want to take you so hard sometimes."
"Don't apologize…I told you that was one of my fantasies. We will have to try it sometime." Olivia smiled and kissed Alex's breast, licking her nipple and encasing it in her mouth, prompting a chuckle and a moan from Alex. "Oh Olivia Benson, the things you do to me."
"Well, Ms. Cabot, you are extremely sexy. I could make love to you all night, you know."
"Really?" Alex smiled and straddled Olivia, leaning down to kiss her. "Wanna try?" Olivia didn't even have time to answer before she felt Alex reach down and pull Olivia inside her, straightening up so Olivia filled her completely. They both moaned in pleasure and Olivia got more comfortable talking to Alex during sex.
"God, you look so good on top of me baby." After hearing this, Alex straightened up and rubbed her own breasts, took her hair out of the ponytail, and ran her hands through her long locks. She knew that Olivia liked to watch her touch herself, so she indulged the detective a bit, tracing one hand down to her center, rubbing her own clit as she rode Olivia.
"You like this, detective?" All Olivia could do was nod her head and rub Alex's back, feeling her rise and fall on top of her. After a few minutes, Alex sped up and Olivia reciprocated, lifting her hips off the bed meeting each thrust from Alex. Quickly Alex fell over the edge, bracing herself with her hands on Olivia's pectorals, over her breasts. Olivia could feel Alex's muscles pulling her deeper inside as the blonde yelled Olivia's name and fell over onto the detective.
"Oh. My. God. Olivia. Holy shit." They stayed like that for a while, Olivia still buried inside Alex atop her until she began to speak. "I love you so much Olivia."
"I love you too Alexandra." She pulled out of Alex with a small moan. Olivia removed everything and lay naked in bed with Alex. "I have to tell you that I was a little nervous about being intimate with you after so many years went by, but I've got to tell you Alex, I want to give you everything you want in bed. You just tell me baby."
"Don't be nervous, Liv. And trust me, you are more than enough for me, and I will never get enough of you. Don't worry about that—we have already figured out a lot about each other, and there is always more to discover. All I know is that I love you, and I will never get tired of you making love to me."
Olivia smiled at the comment and snuggled up to Alex, wrapping her arms around the blonde and laying her head on her breasts. Alex kissed her forehead and pulled the covers up over the both of them. "And, I'll never get tired of those abs. My god. When you were coming, I just wanted to reach back and feel them ripple under my fingers. There are male models that would probably kill for those things." Olivia was embarrassed and blushed a bit, burying her head further into Alex's chest. "But, that's another conversation for another day." Alex reached down and caressed Olivia's abs before wrapping her arms around to her back. "You should get some sleep—David's coming bright and early!"
Olivia agreed and nuzzled into Alex's neck, smelling the mix of sex and Alex's sweet perfume. She could get used to this, she thought. The last thing she remembered before she drifted off to sleep was what Alex had said at dinner: "Alexandra Kay Benson. It has a certain ring to it, doesn't it?" She surrendered to sleep, dreaming sweet dreams of Alex.