A/N: I'm alive! Barely. LOL. Long story, but an injury has sidetracked me and I pretty much lost the use of my hand for about 2 months. I'm back to working on this and I'm so sorry I haven't worked on it and kept you guys up to date. I'm hoping you all still enjoy this story and look forward to reading more. Enjoy!

Chapter 86

Steadfast

Olivia held the hotel key card in her hand as she ran it through the door slot, easily opening the heavy steel door. She turned around to see Alex walking slowly through, staring down toward her hand. When the attorney noticed Olivia looking at her, she smiled.

"What?"

Olivia chuckled, huffing out a response. "You don't like it?"

"Olivia! Are you kidding?" Alex pulled Olivia toward her and they both looked down as she displayed her left hand out in front of them. "It's perfect Liv." Olivia couldn't help the satisfied smile that tugged at her lips.

"You really like it?" She asked this question and Alex noticed she sounded so pure, so honest.

"I love it. I don't think I could have done any better if I picked it out myself." Olivia smiled and Alex pulled her close. "And it means so much more because you picked it for me baby." The blonde placed a soft kiss on Olivia's lips as she felt the detective's lips curve into a smile. "What?" She backed away a bit and returned the grin.

"I mean…did you ever actually doubt that this would eventually happen?" Alex felt her mouth fall open in shock as Olivia reached over to tuck the blonde hair behind her ear, laughing at her reaction.

"Yes! I did!" Now it was Olivia's turn to be surprised. "Liv, I was gone baby. You were dating someone else. You were over me." As she said this, she caressed Olivia's face, smiling a bit as she smoothed her hand from the detective's strong jawline around to her neck, feeling the familiar short hairs she loved to run her hands through.

"Oh, Alex." Olivia sighed and pulled the blonde close, her brown eyes piercing the soft blues across from her. "I know I don't get to say it often sweetheart…" Olivia pulled Alex in close to her, the blonde awaiting the response that would accompany that sly smile. "But that's where you're wrong."

Alex watched as Olivia gazed into her eyes, and she felt the detective's hands move from her face to her shoulders. "How could I ever…" Olivia's hands traced down her back and around to her hips, "be over you?" The detective moved in and kissed Alex's neck delicately, holding her tightly around her waist before she whispered in her ear. "I've been in love with you this whole time. There's never truly been anyone else."

Before Alex knew it had left her mouth, she let out a low moan and felt Olivia react, tightening her grip around the blonde's waist. Their faces brushed against each other as Olivia moved her head to kiss up Alex's neck and cheek when she felt the blonde grip her biceps.

"Mmm, Liv." Alex pulled Olivia's face close and kissed her passionately, gripping the detective's face as if she would pull away at any minute. Of course, she didn't; she did quite the opposite. Olivia clutched Alex possessively, squeezing around her waist as she felt the attorney's hands clasp behind her head. She found the hook and zipper on the side of Alex's pants and undid them skillfully, sliding her hands across Alex's creamy thighs.

Alex stepped out of her shoes and pants and immediately reattached to Olivia, pulling her toward the couch by the collar of her favorite brown leather jacket. The detective shrugged it off, letting it fall to the floor as Alex pulled her own shirt over her head, leaving her in just her bra and thong.

"God, Alex. You're so sexy." Olivia sat down on the couch and ran her hands up her fiancé's sides, feeling the smooth skin warm under her touch. Alex climbed atop Olivia, straddling her, her knees resting against the couch cushions. She found the hem of Olivia's sheer white tshirt and pulled it over her head, revealing the black lace bra that surprised her.

"Hmm." She cupped Olivia's breasts and looked down into her hands. "This is…" Alex cocked her eyebrow.

"Like it?" Alex leaned down and plunged her tongue into Olivia's mouth, kissing her desperately. With each thrust of her tongue, Alex felt Olivia's hands pull her ever closer, gripping her hips, then the small of her back, and eventually sneaking under the band of her thong, cupping the blonde's ass in her hands.

"I'll take that as a yes." Olivia whispered this in Alex's ear, and the attorney could feel herself getting wetter, as a shiver ran down her spine. She stepped off the couch and Olivia stood up, assuming they were going to head to the bedroom. Quickly though, Alex stopped her, unbuttoning the detective's jeans and letting them fall to the floor. Olivia stepped out of them and looked toward Alex with an unasked question on her face.

Alex nodded toward the couch and reached around Olivia's body, unfastening her bra as she spoke. "Earlier tonight you told me about why this room was special to you, and what it really meant to bring me here." Olivia nodded and Alex continued working on her remaining clothes, pulling down her black lace boy shorts, leaving the detective completely naked. She led Olivia toward the couch and motioned for her to sit, crawling atop her, assuming the same position she had before. As she continued speaking, she felt Olivia unclasp her bra, placing kisses on her chest. "So, I want to stay out here and do what I should have done the last time you were out here on this couch."

Alex cradled Olivia's head as she felt the detective nuzzle between her breasts, quietly moaning into her chest. Olivia's hot breath cascaded from Alex's chest to her arms, as she placed deep kisses on her breasts, shoulders, and collarbone. "And," kiss "what should you have done," kiss "the last time I was out here on this couch?"

Olivia looked up and saw black overtake the blue eyes above her. The blonde sat back and Olivia could see the thought hit her: slowly she leaned down and whispered in Olivia's ear. "Oh, detective, there were many things I should have done." She stood up, beckoning Olivia toward her. When they met again in the middle of the room, Alex continued.

"Remember when you asked me if I had any fantasies?" Alex watched as Olivia's eyebrow raised—she provoked the exact reaction she wanted, and a small smile came over her face.

Olivia couldn't speak, and just nodded her head slowly in response to Alex's question. "Well, detective…" Alex traced her pointer finger from Olivia's collarbone to her navel. "I have an idea." Olivia cocked her head to the side, refocusing on Alex's neck, kissing up and down it.

"Hmm?"

"I can't lie to you, Olivia." She reciprocated the detective's kiss before pulling away to get Olivia's attention. "I have had…oh, I don't know…ten years, maybe? To sit around and think about everything I wish I would have done, or what I want to do with you." She licked her lips, focusing on Olivia's lips across from her. "So, yeah...I have a few fantasies."

"Yeah?" Olivia still couldn't find it in her to carry on a full conversation, as stunned as she was.

"Yeah. And, if you take me back there…and do what you want to do…" She watched as Olivia's pupils dilated, her muscles tensing around the blonde in her arms. "Then maybe we can act out one of these little fantasies I've been thinking about for so long."

Olivia couldn't stop herself. She pulled Alex close and grabbed her face, kissing her passionately as the blonde moaned desperately beside her. Olivia's hands moved from Alex's face down to her backside, cupping her cheeks in her hands as she felt Alex thrusting toward her. This dance went on for a couple minutes before Olivia felt her fiancée pushing her toward the bedroom.

"Lay down, baby." Alex did as she was told and made herself comfortable under the sheets, pushing the covers back so Olivia could crawl under them too. She could hear the faint sound of the zipper on Olivia's bag and waited patiently for her lover to return to the bed. As she was waiting, she felt the ring on her left hand and smiled contently—she couldn't ever remember being as happy as she was in that moment. Through the darkness she saw Olivia's shadow moving toward her and pulled the covers back to allow Olivia to slip in the bed.

"You ok?" Alex felt Olivia caress her face, softly shifting her body over the blonde.

"Absolutely." She took a breath. "You've made me so happy, Liv." Olivia smiled down on Alex, unable to contain her bliss.

"What? By making you my fiancée?" She smiled and leaned down to kiss Alex as she felt the attorney groan in approval. Olivia trailed kisses from Alex's mouth down to her breasts. She closed her eyes and felt Alex's hand run through her hair as she traced the blonde's erect nipple with her tongue.

"Mmm, Liv baby." Olivia loved when Alex moaned like that, and took that as her cue to move lower. She couldn't help but notice how soft and perfect Alex's skin was as she moved past her belly button, separating her legs. The detective reached down and ran her fingers through Alex's core, soaking them as she moaned in surprise.

"Jesus Alex." She lowered her head to taste her fiancée, comforted by the familiar flavor, as she listened to Alex gasp above her. She spent a few minutes pleasing Alex, feeling Alex's hand tangle in her hair before she heard the blonde's breaths speed up. When she did, Olivia entered Alex with two fingers, continuing to circle her clit with her tongue.

"God, Liv. You feel so good." It was dark in the room, but Olivia could tell Alex skin had flushed into that familiar pink color, indicating she was close to coming undone. Olivia stopped and kissed up her body, lying atop her for a few seconds.

"I don't want you to be done yet." Alex listened and felt her eyebrow rise in anticipation, even excitement. It was no surprise that Alex liked when Olivia was vocal in bed, but Alex was intrigued that her fiancée wanted to control her climaxes tonight. As Olivia leaned down to kiss her, Alex felt the hard cock rub lightly against her clit, and she couldn't contain her muffled, surprised moan.

Alex pulled away from the kiss and whispered into Olivia's ear, seductively. "This is nice." As she said it, Olivia felt Alex reach down and grasp her, tugging a bit as she stroked up and down.

"Yeah? You like that?" Olivia leaned back and watched Alex's face as she nodded, her hips thrusting off the bed to meet Olivia's body. The detective rested her hands on the mattress, on either side of Alex's head.

"Please, baby." Alex was begging for Olivia, and the brunette could hardly handle it any longer.

"You ready for me?" Alex's eyes rolled back in her head as she felt the cock rubbing against her clit with each thrust. Olivia let this slow dance continue for a little while, her cock making incidental contact with Alex as she kissed the attorney, thrusting her tongue deeper each time.

Alex stopped the kiss, moaning as Olivia continued circling her clit. "I'm ready for you baby. I want you, Liv. Please." Olivia looked down on Alex, connecting with her intimately. Her hands held the blonde, one hand on her chest, and one at the base of her neck as she looked down and moved her hips to align herself with Alex.

With one thrust, Olivia entered Alex and the blonde moaned with pleasure, raising and separating her legs to allow Olivia and her to be in a more intimate position. The detective leaned back and rubbed Alex's legs, watching as she entered her lover. Unexpectedly, she heard Alex's voice.

"I love watching you make love to me." Olivia established a slow rhythm as she looked back up at Alex.

"Why?" Her voice was a little strained, her breaths coming in jagged, uneven.

"It just feels, mmm." Alex paused and lifted her hips to meet Olivia's pace. "So good, baby. Fuck." Olivia leaned down and kissed Alex's neck, maintaining her pace. "And, I just get so wet watching you."

A primal grunt escaped Olivia's lips as she pulled out of Alex, running her tongue through the attorney's core, feeling the moisture coat her lips. Alex didn't expect this, and yelled in excitement. "Fuck! Liv!" Quickly the detective resumed her missionary position and thrust completely into Alex, buried to the hilt. For a second they both looked at each other and Olivia knew what Alex wanted. She started slowly again, increasing her pace quickly, each thrust garnering an exclamation from her fiancée. "Yes, Liv. Mmm. Yes. Fuck me, baby. Fuck!" Quickly, these moans morphed into short yelps, Olivia hammering into Alex as fast as she could.

"Mmm baby, cum for me. I'm gonna cum Liv, fuck!" Her voice shook and her legs trembled as she felt her orgasm rip through her. Olivia buried herself deep inside Alex and felt the attorney's contractions, causing her to reach her climax as well.

"Oh, Al. I'm cumming. Ah! I'm cumming, fuck." She pinched her eyes shut and felt Alex's hands scrape at her abs. The blonde felt the muscles ripple under her hands as she smiled, feeling the last wave of her orgasm rip through her. Olivia collapsed on top of Alex, the blonde running her hand through her hair, flattening the short pieces against her sweaty forehead.

After a few moments, Alex moaned as she felt Olivia lean up off of her and look down on her. "You alright?" The blonde reached up and cupped Olivia's cheek.

"Of course I'm alright, Liv. I'm better than alright, actually." Olivia smiled and winked at her fiancée before looking down between them to their joined bodies. With a reassuring look from Alex, Olivia began to pull out of Alex slowly. As she did so, Alex kissed Olivia, rubbing her back encouragingly. "God, you feel so good Liv."

Olivia leaned down and kissed Alex as she rolled over onto her back, the attorney tucking into her body. A few moments passed in silence before Olivia let out a satisfied sigh.

"What baby?" Alex leaned out and looked up into those golden brown eyes.

"I can't believe you're going to be my wife." She turned to face Alex. "I mean, it's all I've ever wanted…and, for some reason, you want to marry me." Alex took Olivia's face into her hands, lovingly caressing below her strong cheekbones.

"Of course I do. I love you, Olivia. Always have…always will." They lay there like that for a little while, whispering sweet nothings to each other before a comfortable silence overtook them for a few minutes.

"Are you tired?" Olivia's voice rasped through the darkness.

"No." Olivia could hear the mischief through Alex's voice, and knew exactly what she wanted.

"So…" Olivia paused and grasped Alex's hip under the covers, "let's talk about this fantasy."