"Where are you parked?" I asked not even turning around. I'm doing my best to not let this get to me. I am a grown adult and I should be able to handle this situation like one. I continue walking down the street.
"I'm around the corner," he explains. "Can you slow down?"
"I just want you to drop me off," I reply ignoring his question. "Then you can go back to ignoring me."
"I wasn't ignoring you….."
"Iwaizumi I'm not trying to argue with you," I say as I continue to walk swiftly. "I have nothing to say to you." I can hear him walking behind me. I get to the end of the block not knowing if I should go right or left. I hear a car beep before seeing flashing light to my right. I jaw hits the floor. Is that a Lexus? Iwaizumi walks up opening the car door. He glances at me.
"Did you need help getting in?" he asks.
"No," I reply shockingly unable to hide my surprise. I know he is a bank manager, but I mean this car is not for everyday people. The maintenance is extremely high. I open the car door seeing that it has crème color leather seats with heat warmers. The car appears to be so damn techy. I don't even have a car this expensive.
"What's your address?" asked Iwaizumi. I ramble my address to him before looking out the window.
"Toru can we talk?" he asks. I don't bother correcting him to not use my first name.
"I don't want to," I reply.
"Just hear me out," he states.
"You're lucky I am even letting you drive me home," I reply. "I have my own car and could have called Kuroo to come pick me. Don't make this more uncomfortable." Iwaizumi listens and stops asking questions. I am relieved. He was beginning to wear me down. A part of me wonders what he has to say to me. As we get closer to my home, I can feel the alcohol getting to me a little more. Nothing dangerous. I will certainly need to eat once I'm home. Iwaizumi pulls into my apartment building parking lot.
"This looks really nice," he replies glancing around.
"It is," I replied. "I wanted to be in a safe area. Plus dry cleaning and a gym are on site. So perfect." Iwaizumi nods parking the car. "What are you doing?"
"I'm walking you to your door to ensure you're good," he explains. I chuckle lowly.
"Iwa-chan, I don't need you to walk me," I reply getting out of the car. He smiles as he gets up from his seat.
"You called me Iwa-chan," he replies closing the door. I scoff as the alarm clicks on Iwaizumi car.
"I didn't," I reply. I start walking towards my building with Iwaizumi following me.
"You did," he replies before laughing. I'm thinking back to a moment. Yes, I had a slip of the tongue. I refuse to let him know that. Damn alcohol.
"You were simply hearing what you wanted," I reply with a shrug as I pull out my apartment keys. I head down the hall on the ground.
"You're on the first floor?" questions Iwaizumi.
"Hell yes," I reply. "I was not about to be dealing with stairs. Lucky for me the tenants above me don't have kids." I unlock my door before turning to Iwaizumi. "Thank you for walking me even though I was an asshole to you." He chuckles as I roll my eyes. He seems way to amused for my liking.
"You know that's what I love about you," he states shoving his hands in his pockets.
"Um hm," I reply trying not to be mean. It certainly didn't feel that way. Iwaizumi leans into my space.
"You know I still love you," he states. How the fuck does he do that. I swear it's like he always knows what I am thinking. My cheeks are giving me away with how I feel regarding his statement. I shift my eyes away from him.
"I don't even know who you are anymore," I whisper. "It doesn't matter…" Iwaizumi lightly grabs my chin turning me to face him.
"It does matter," he says softly. "You matter…." I stare at him with my emotions boiling inside me. I haven't been the same since our relationship ended. I can't tell him. Besides it changes nothing. I must be strong. "You know I still love you…"
"Iwai…" I whine because I can see that he does. As much as I hate to admit it he shows me more love now than when we were in a relationship. He left me… Iwaizumi leans in kissing me. "Ahh….." My body immediately melts. Damnit I thought I was stronger than this.
Iwaizumi hums against my lips. I can't help myself as I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer to my body. My mind quickly becomes hazing remembering what it feels like to be in his arms. Did it always feel this good? I moan lowly into the kiss giving in to my pleasure. Iwaizumi hands grip my lower back before his right hand slides over my ass. I gasp lightly at the gesture.
"Let me inside," whispers Iwaizumi. I stop kissing to study him at for a moment. What does that mean? Is he wanting to inside my home? My heart? Between my legs? At this moment I certainly know which one I want. I open my door stepping aside. I'm excited, scared, nervous, disappointed I gave in…however I need this in the worst way. Iwaizumi steps into my apartment closing my door. He locks it before pulling in for a kiss. This isn't some little peck. He is literally sucking out my soul.
I groan as Iwaizumi begins to fumble the button on my jeans. Holy shit, he isn't wasting any time. Iwaizumi hands glides over the front of my briefs. I bite my lip not wanting him to know it has been that long since I have been touched by another. That his hard gliding over my growing erection was enough to make my knees buckle. I pull away taking his hand. I lead Iwaizumi back to my bedroom. I release his hand pulling my shirt over my head so as I entered my room. I move to remove my jeans when I feel cool moist lips on my shoulder from behind me. My eyes widen as Iwaizumi massages my shoulder with his mouth. I groan as the pleasure begins to extend throughout my body. Iwaizumi always makes me feel like this. Feel like nothing in the world matters except us.
"You're so gorgeous…" he murmurs into my shoulder. His hands touch my waist sliding down to remove my briefs and jeans. I pull out of Iwaizumi embrace turning to face him now naked as the day I was born. Iwaizumi cheeks are gaining color as he removes his tie with one hand. I just stare at him with my lust increasing as he begins to unbutton his shirt. I step into his space unbuttoning his slacks as he continues to unbutton his shirt.
"How many people have you been with since me?" I ask calmly.
"No one," he replies.
"I don't believe you…." I reply as he lets his pants fall. He is fine as hell. No one he hasn't fucked anyone. I glance at his briefs and they are super nice. They look like satin almost. Iwaizumi smirks at me as he removes his briefs. Shit. He appears to be more toned than when we were in high school. He must be hitting the gym hard because it certainly shows.
"I know you don't," he replies. "That's okay…" He walks over invading my personal space once more. His cologne begins to invade my nose. "I can show you better than I can tell you." I swallow hard because of the heaviness of his words. Iwaizumi has never been one to just sleep with anyone, but men have needs. He kisses me softly before forcing me to spread my lips.
I whimper in desire feeling Iwaizumi take control. Yes it has been that long for me. Just kissing alone feels great. My dick is throbbing already. I manage to finally pull my body away from Iwaizumi grabbing lube and condoms from my nightstand draw. I feel bad for giving in so easy but at the same time I'm not. I decided that I really do need this. I sit the lube and condoms down before scooting back on my bed. I lay down on top of my comforter not caring. I begin to pant lightly seeing the look on Iwaizumi face as his eyes trace over my body from head to toe. I dispersed my legs slowly biting my bottom lip softly. He lays between my legs almost touching my lips as he leans in closely.
"I wonder if I can still make you cum twice….." he mutters as his eyes trace over my face. Before I can react, Iwaizumi is kissing me. He sighs into the kiss before sliding his tongue back inside my mouth making my mind spin. I wrap my arms around his neck arching my back. Iwaizumi reaches for the lube not breaking out kiss. I whimper hearing him open the lube. Iwaizumi is very smooth with his moments. Yeah, I'm sure he hooked up with someone. I moan as his palm rubs against my inner thigh. Iwaizumi stops kissing me to slide his finger inside. My voice shakes as I suddenly feel his desire.
"You're so tight…" he mumbles before kissing me. I shudder because I know he is right. I rub my nose against his as my way of letting him know I want to continue. Iwaizumi moves his fingers at a slow even pace. I cry as my body shivering lightly. My panting is loud as I am trying to contain my voice. Iwaizumi bites his bottom lip sliding deeper. I groan loudly unable to help myself. It feels as good as I remember. I hate that he can do this to me. It is a couple dream come true for someone to know their body inside and out. Iwaizumi definitely knows me despite us not being together in years.
"Fuck…" he mutters before burying his lips into my neck.
"Iwai…" I whimper bending my back. His lips begin to massage my flesh making me tingle. I cry out here and there when he takes my skin between his teeth. Iwaizumi is certainly hard but seems to want to take his time stretching me. I'm going to cum if he keeps going. It has been that long, don't judge me! I begin rolling my hips on is finger which he removes. I groan from the loss of contact. Iwaizumi kisses my lips.
"I want to make sure you are fully ready to receive me….." he whispers before sliding two fingers inside me. My eyes roll into the back of my head as I let the pleasure swallow me all but for a moment. "Oh…..you're twitching…"
"Shit….ahhh…" I shout shuddering. I swallow hard before looking back at Iwaizumi. His fingers are moving too slow for me. I want him to go faster. He is trying to enjoy this moment. I can't be mad at him as it has been 5 years since we connected in such a way. Iwaizumi leans down kissing me opening his mouth immediately. My greedy ass wastes no time sucking his tongue inside my mouth. I hum liking the way he tastes.
Iwaizumi grunts. I pant into the kiss as I begin to move my hips once more. My body begins to tingle. Oh, that's it. I slow down just a little wanting to feel the buzz from the build.
"No…" states Iwaizumi sternly. "I can make you cum twice." I break away from Iwaizumi to stare at him. Is he crazy? There is no guarantee I can climax twice. He knows my body, but it is rare for a male to climax twice. No sooner than he laid his eyes on me his fingers begin to flow faster.
I scream out trying to fight my climax. I feel more sensitive with him watching me. I don't know why it matters so much. It's not like he hasn't seen me this way before. For some weird reason it always makes me hotter. Iwaizumi leans close to my lips but not kissing me. His fingers are beginning to curl…
"You're going to cum….." he whimpers. He licks my bottom lip as I begin to quiver. "You're going to cum on my fingers…then I'm going to make you cum on my dick…" My eyes roll back as my body begins to convulse.
"Aaarrrgghhhh….." I yell as my body explodes with pleasure. I grab Iwaizumi shoulders pulling him closer to me. I hump my throbbing erection against his abs as I release my desires. "Yesss…aahhh…..ahhhh…..oh god…..nnngghhhh…" I continue to ride his fingers as Iwaizumi kisses my neck loosely. "Ohhh…mmmm…" Iwaizumi continues to kiss my neck softly until my body stops moving. I shouldn't be surprised that can still make me feel this way. Iwaizumi sits back on his knees gazing down at me. I can barely focus on him through my hazy vision.
"Still feeling it?" asked Iwaizumi amused.
"Mmm…" I hum feeling the afterglow. Iwaizumi wipes off his fingers before putting his condom on. He pushes my legs back.
"Just so you know I'm probably going to cum very quickly," he states. "I will make sure you cum again before I do."
"W-what?" I question in confusion. If he is going to be fast how can he really make me cum again? Before I can form any further thoughts, Iwaizumi pushes his way inside causing me to yelp in pleasure. I grab my comforter gripping for dear life.
Iwaizumi grumbles before panting loudly. I glance at him seeing the pure pleasure written all over his face. His cheeks are already pink. My body shudders slightly just from the feel of him entering me. He grits his teeth because I bet he felt that pulse. Iwaizumi begins to roll his hips making my body rock. I weep out lightly loving the way he feels. I close my eyes enjoying the weight of his body on top of mine. My hand reaches out grabbing his waist.
"Ahhh….shit…" cries Iwaizumi. He loves contact during sex. Not just being inside of me but to have my hands explore his body. Many of times during the beginning of our relationship did I bring him to climax by my hand alone. Iwaizumi eyes open landing right on me. It's like he knew I was looking at him. Iwaizumi leans down kissing me as his hips begin to dig deeper. I groan into his mouth. "Toru…" he mutters into my mouth. I gasp feeling my body tingle just hearing him say my name.
I whimper turning out of the kiss. I bury my face into his neck softly returning his thrust. Fuck this feels so good. My eyes flutter as I try to keep my body from shaking.
"Toru…" he cries rolling his hips. "Haaa….haaa….don't…..don't…" I don't listen to him of course and I continue to meet his thrust. His body begins to shudder. So much for him making me cum before he does. I know Iwaizumi body as much as he does mine. He is pretty much done for. Iwaizumi thrust again my prostate. My breathe hitches in shock. Iwaizumi rubs his nose into my cheek as my face is still buried into his neck.
"You feel that…" he pants slowing his hips. He touches my spot again causing me to gasp for air. I fall away from his neck trying to get air into my lungs begging my body to calm down. "You know only I can make you feel this way….ahhh…" His hips pick up the pace once more. I whine shuddering underneath him. My hands grab on to his upper back. He is the only one who can make me feel this way. It's why I love him and hate him at the same time. This…this is why I could never allow me and Iwaizumi to share the same space. It would always come back to this. He rubs against my spot lightly. I begin to pant feeling my climax buzzing within my gut.
"Hajime…" I moan with my eyes fluttering. My hands grip him harder than I was before.
"Toru…" he groans. "You're going to make me cum…" Iwaizumi holds on to my hips as he begins to thrust inside me hard. My hair begins to fly all over my head as I bounce. I arch my back as I continue to shake.
"Hajime!" I scream. "Oh my god….aaaaggghhh…." I grab his hand digging my nails in as my orgasm takes me by surprise. "Ahhh…..ahhh…hhaaa….haaaa….." I try to relax into the mattress but I can't.
"Nnggghh…." mutters Iwaizumi continuing to pound into me with zero mercy. "I'm going to cum….ahhhh…ahhh….." I moan curving my back as my body doesn't know how to respond to all this pleasure. "Aaarrrggghh…..haaa….haaaa…" I moan lowly knowing he is climaxing. Iwaizumi hips keep thrusting. With each thrust he gets slower and slower. Iwaizumi leans over me completely spent. Iwaizumi kisses my cheek. "Toru…"
I blink my eyes so hard trying to focus on him. I feel like he sucked my soul from my body. I can't even move.
"Hajime…" I whimper. I can't remember the last time I said his name. That is a lie. I do remember. Before tonight it hasn't been since we broke up.