Those words pierce my heart, just because they were all too true. Like i said before, these kids all grew up believing something else, like that i was a tree. What about those kids who grew up believing that it was just their parents who were Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny? They would have a hard time changing their beliefs, even if they wanted to.

Frost had it easy, everyone just assumed that he was just an expression, yet, they spoke about him as a person, or an elf, or a snowman, but whatever it was, it was a living, breathing, walking, talking entity.

So most of the people on Earth, I am the Earth. Nothing more than rocks and trees.

"Of course she's real Jamie!" He says excitedly, "Remember when you thought I was just and expression? Well look at me now, I'm here! In the freezing cold flesh!"

The kids laugh, and i narrow my eyebrows at how strange he's being.

He's getting kids to believe in me? Why the hell would he do that?

But I couldn't help but feel, I don't know the word for it, anxious? Maybe, but my heart began to race wildly, so much that I thought it was going to jump out of my chest and sprint across the back yard.

"Just like me. Actually..." He trails off, and shuts his eyes and smirks. "You can come out now Lilly." My heart skipped a beat. How did he know i was there? What the frigging hell Frost.

I freeze in my spot, hoping he was bluffing, and only joking that I was there. Please, tell me that he's actually joking.

"Wait, she's here?" Pippa asks with raised eyebrows. "Where?"

His head snaps directly in my direction, eyes locking with my own.

Shit, he actually can.

"There,"

The five other heads turn to my position, but they don't seem to be able to see me at all. I didn't take my eyes off Frost for a second, his blue eyes were full of triumph, and mischief.

"What, the tree?" Jamie questions, and I just couldn't stand it anymore. I broke my gaze with him, feeling those tearing wanting to fall from my eyes. I won't let them. I told you what they think of me, and it was just said out loud by one of them.

Jamie wandered over to me, well, to the tree looking all over, but never once had he laid eyes on me. Everyone else followed in his footsteps, Frost included.

I get up from my spot in the tree, and reach my foot down onto the fence. Leaving them.

"Where are you going?" Frosts voice calls out, stopping me in my tracks.

"Away from here." I spit at him whilst the kids look on in awe, watching Frost talk to nothing. He floats up and stands behind me on the fence, balancing just as easy as I am.

"Stay..." He tells me, but i cut him off.

"WHY SHOULD I? YOU SEEM TO BE EVERYWHERE IN MY LIFE! I AM CONSTANTLY CLEANING YOUR MESS, AND ABOVE ALL ELSE YOU TOOK WHAT I CONSIDERED ON OF THE MOST PRECIOUS THINGS ON THIS PLANET AFTER I LOST AMI! AND YET YOU DON'T SEEM TO GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT IT!" I yelled at him, and everyone could feel the wind pick up, as snow was being used around, and my own hair was floating around wildly.

"WHAT DID I EVEN DO TO YOU!?" He shouts and just glanced to Sophie who just seems purely focused on the only spirit she could actually see, before turning my fury and rage back to frost.

"WORK IT OUT FOR YOURSELF!" I shout before using a light spell on him, which hit him in the chest. There was a look of disbelief in his eyes as he fell of the fence, at the feet of the kids.

"JACK!" They seem to shout in unison running to his side. I stood there glaring at the barely conscious frost spirit on the ground.

Jamie check him over, before scanning the fence line, yet again eyes not seeming to find my own. It annoys me when I begin to hope that I will be seen. I doubt it will ever happen again. And that's something i need to live with for the rest of my life.

Frost boy groaned as I began to walk away, which is when Sophie stood up, green eyes looking in my general direction. "You big meanie! You shouldn't be a guardian! You don't hurt people, you're meant to help people! I'm glad people don't believe in you!" Everyone looks at her, but didn't seem opposed to her idea. The winter spirit just looked at me, with an unreadable expression.

My heart skipped a least a dozen beats, my stomach flipped, breath hitched and i stared at the brave little girl with scared eyes. "Sophie..." I whispered with a voice full of heartbreak. "No..." I let two tears fall, when i blinked at her.

She couched back down and everyone continued to treat Jack, and make sure he was ok. He didn't seem to take his eyes off me though. He looked somewhat disappointed.

I shouldn't have come here.