I DO NOT OWN TEEN WOLF, THE VAMPIRE DIARIES, OR THE CHARACTERS.
Chapter Twelve:
I couldn't keep anything down. I've been sick to my stomach for days and I can't figure out why. I haven't eaten anything out of the normal. I know that it's not food poisoning. I would give almost anything to be able to keep a meal down.
"Bonnie, are you okay in there?" Laura asked, from outside the bathroom door.
"Yeah," I croaked. I felt awful. I had no immediate plans of moving from my spot on the bathroom floor. The cool tiles felt good on my head. I felt like I was burning up and couldn't cool down.
"I called Meredith, after speaking with Caroline. I didn't think you were in any condition to go to the hospital. She's out here to check you out." She told me. I sighed and peeled myself off of the bathroom floor.
"Bonnie, you look awful." Meredith's voice dropped with concern, as I walked over to her.
"Thanks," I sighed. I'm sure I did look awful. It's certainly how I felt.
"How long have you felt like this?" She asked me, nervously. Her tone made my stomach turn with unease. Whatever she thinks I have can't be good...
"A couple of weeks," I replied, sitting down in a chair next to her. I just wanted to sit in the shower and not move. Everything is making me nauseous lately.
"Have you taken a pregnancy test?" She pressed, gently. I shook my head, hurriedly. Dread filled my body and I raced back to the bathroom, before throwing up in the toilet. I couldn't be. Derek and I have never gone anywhere close to that far. That means that it's Damon's. I sobbed, as I finished emptying my stomach. Hasn't he done enough?!
"Bonnie, if you are pregnant, whatever you decide... you won't be alone. We will get through it." Derek promised me. I couldn't really focus on anything he was saying. There was a huge likeliness that I was pregnant with Damon's baby. I had no idea what I would do.
"I can't have his baby. I can't let him do that to me. I can't do it. I can't." I lamented, while I rocked myself back and forth.
"Bonnie, we don't know anything yet. Let's take a test and go from there. You shouldn't be too far along, that we don't have options." Meredith spoke up. I nodded. Derek turned on the shower and picked me up.
"Can you go get a test? You can just take my wallet, Meredith. It's on my bedside table, next to our bed. I'm gonna get her in the shower and try to get her to calm her nerves." Derek explained. I tried to focus and stay present in what was going on, but I was drifting.
Damon is still out there somewhere. He's plotting and waiting to make his move. He's never going to let me go, if he finds out I'm pregnant with his child. He'll kill us both first.