AN: Next chapter up. Sorry for being late.
Previously on The Worlds Collide:
" BAKA-BAKANE. You… you… I don't know what to say to you anymore. If you weren't hurt I would have came and slapped you so hard you would have been blinded. That was STUPID. You save everyone you self-loathing jerk. There hasn't been any person. Any Person. Good or bad that you haven't saved. Then you say you are a failure. What should the other people who were criminals and suddenly are good say then. That they should be killed? You are one of the Best. The Best you hear. The BEST person that I have met. That is saying a lot since there are many other people that could take that title but NEVER would they give up there life to save another. So how about you think about these words and talk to me later after you fix yourself up! "
Then Haibara left leaving the hurt detective to think about her words.
It looks like not only would he have to heal physically but also emotionally and mentally. But the problem is that no one had noticed until things had become bad enough. But… there still might be hope. Hope that the problems of the past come to light. The problems that were buried away and never had a chance to heal may have a chance to come out and have a new chance to heal. People that had made a big mistake to come back and… maybe… just maybe start fixing these mistakes that have long past scarred and left to heal in an unnatural way. Maybe… Just maybe… There is still HOPE left.
It was getting hard to pass every day. Every day became harder the first. It had started righted after Haibara had left Conan's room that day. He stopped talking with the hope and happiness that were always in his eyes no matter how small. Ran, Kogoro, and even the detective boys had noticed. Everyone but Haibara wondered what was going on with Conan-kun. They wanted to help but didn't know what to do. Things were getting scary. Just what could they do to help him?
" Conan… Conan-kun please is there anything wrong? Please tell me if something is hurting you. I… we just want to help you." Ran asked begging him to tell her the truth. It hurt to see someone that she saw as a brother hurting and yet not telling her anything.
" Ran-neechan, I don't know why your worrying. There is nothing wrong believe me" Conan said and added a big fake smile to help seal the case. The smile always worked before no matter how fake it was. But this time Ran wasn't fooled. No. Not again. She already knew this smile was fake no matter how he tried proving her wrong. But it also hurt seeing such a young boy like him trying to push people away and bottling his feelings instead of telling how he felt truthfully. She only wished the best for him.
" Conan-kun. I want to tell you something important."
"What is it Ran-neechan?"
" A couple of years ago, I knew someone who was going through some really hard times. I begged him to tell me or anyone else what was hurting him and yet he never told me. After a while, that person changed. He was a really fun person and always smiled and laughed and yet after the accident he stopped. For him to smile a miracle would have had to happen. He took on a sarcastic demeanor that had everyone seeing him as arrogant and cold-hearted. But the truth is I could still see the kindness and love in him. He hardened up by bottling up his emotions and keeping everything to himself. So please… please… if anything is hurting you or you are feeling something… anything at all then please tell me. I don't want to see you get hurt like that and find myself useless. Please" Ran started sobbing.
"Ran… ran-neechan. Please. Please stop crying. I'm sorry. Why can't I ever do anything right. Please stop crying. I can't tell you everything but I promise I'll tell you what I can or feel will be good enough." Conan rambled begging Ran to stop crying.
"Conan-kun stop crying. It's fine I'm sorry I rushed you, but will you really tell me what you can?"
" Yes."
"Then what is wrong Conan-kun?"
" What's wrong… the problem is that everything is wrong. And the problem starts with who I am and what happens around me. I'm sorry… I'm sorry for being like this. I destroy everything that comes close to me. I'm sorry."
A/N: Hello me again. I am sorry that I'm late :P But I had studies and not enough time. I'm sorry for the short chapter but I promise that it is good content. I don't know if posting will be late this week but I hope not. As for the cliffhanger, don't worry, all will be explained next chapter and I hope that you are hooked and honestly I hope that there are more views and please review and give me ideas to continue writing and also I would love to know what could make this story better or if it is good enough already. Thank You again and I repeat please don't forget to Read & Review.
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