Elizabeth's p.o.v

I break my own crown because I feel I am

not worthy enough to wear a halo. You help

me off the ground after I fall off my throne.

You can survive through the night and day

but I don't know about myself. My life is in your

hands since you have taken my blessings

away from me. I am very happy you are

successful, but I don't know about myself.

Failure is a disease that runs like blood

through my veins. I can breathe outside

my flesh and yet I know I will go to hell if

I kill myself.