Chapter 16: The Moment of Solace

I watched the rings form together tilting my head seeing Sam and Dean deep in thought as they decided their next move. Sam was going to say yes to Lucifer and in hopes of being able to control him, throw himself into the pit. I, of course, thought it was foolish and that Lucifer was almost impossible to trick but they argued they could and would try.

"Say you get him into the pit though, what's to stop Michael from bringing him back?" I asked while Castiel said, "I will make sure he is taken care of."

"No offense Cassy, but you're a human now so I don't see the whole wrath of God happening anytime soon for you." I said with a frown but he replied, "I will try."

"Once this is all over Dean you have to promise me you'll go to Lisa, no more hunting or monsters you owe me that." Sam said towards Dean watching the sadness pass over his eyes while I said, "I'll pop by secretly and check on you."

"No." Sam said making me frown while he continued, "No more demons or angels I want you to get a job have a life again without worrying about everything."

"Okay Sammy, I promise." Dean said hugging his brother while I stood up saying, "Well if you're going to have the devil in you I hate to be the bearer of bad news but you're gonna need a lot of demon blood to withstand him."

"Can you get that?" Bobby asked while I chuckled saying, "Of course I can be back in a flash."

It took a quick visit to Crowley's torture house to get the blood that was required getting back to Bobby's house handing it to Sam and Dean.

"You stay with Cas and Bobby in case things go sour, please, protect them." Dean asked while I smiled saying, "Don't worry Deano, they will be safe with me."

Once I gave them both a friendly demon hug I checked around the house making sure we had protections from both angels and demons. Bobby was so excited to walk again he paced around the house for a while before deciding he wanted to work on some cars before it got too late.

I decided to roam around the house since Castiel was just sitting twiddling his thumbs not really making a move to talk. I got upstairs to one of the spare rooms sitting on the bed sighing lightly, pretty soon we would all be either dead or I'd be back with Crowley doing demon stuff. I was a bit upset at the fact I may not get to see either of the boys again at least not on good terms, knowing Crowley he would eventually piss them off again.

I heard the door open to the room then close feeling the weight on the bed change hearing an exhausted sigh beside me.

"You think they will pull it off?" I heard Castiel say beside me while I shrugged still not looking at him saying, "Maybe… I'd rather not go back to Hell and I'd like to believe they will make it work."

"I want to believe they will too but…" he began as I finally faced him seeing the sad look on his face making me frown.

"But what?" I asked worried seeing him looking down at his hands saying, "I don't want to die before doing all the things I've wanted to do."

I laughed lightly turning my body towards him saying, "Well then do them, Hell the world may be ending you may not get another chance, what do you want to do?"

His hand went up to my cheek feeling the warmth of his touch closing my eyes and my pulse begin to quicken. I felt his face lean towards me as his hot breath tickled my nose while I placed a hand on his looking into his deep blue eyes.

"Are you sure you want to do this… I am a demon after all." I whispered almost afraid to say it in case he would change his mind as he looked at me saying in his irresistible gravel voice, "I don't care."

I closed the distance between us pulling his lips to mine in a soft delicate kiss, it was so much different than when he was being controlled by Famine and it made my knees buckle. I slithered my arms around his neck pulling him closer as his hands snaked around my waist pulling away from my lips as his eyes looked into mine searching for any indication he should stop. He wasn't going to get that from me though I've had my taste of angel food cake and I plan to eat it up and lick the plate clean.

I grazed my hands along his trench coat pulling it slowly off his shoulders as he stood letting me looking around as if uncomfortable.

"What's wrong?" I asked curiously while he said, "Uh… I don't know what to do with my hands."

I laughed patting his arms his saying, "You can start by helping to take my clothes off while I help take off yours."

He nodded seeing the nervous expression grabbing onto my shirt slowly lifting it over my head as I grabbed his tie pulling him into another kiss. My tongue grazed his bottom lip but he seemed to not understand what I was going for so I reached around grabbing his ass as he gasped allowing me to slither my tongue into his mouth. His tongue shyly ran along with mine but it was clear I was going to win the dominance game as I began unbuttoning his shirt while he kicked his shoes off.

Once his chest was left with just the tie covering it I left his mouth raking my fingers gently over his chest as he went for the tie but I stopped him, "Leave it on."

I reached around unclipping my bra as his eyes looked down widening making me giggle lightly as he began to reach up but stop himself. I gave him a nod as his shaky hands reached up feeling his warm hands cup my breasts closing my eyes at his gentle caress. His soft thumbs brushed against my hardened buds while I arched against his touch enjoying the reaction he was coaxing out of me.

I reached desperately for his belt buckle pulling it off then worked on his pants making him stop the movements along my breasts as he did the same for me. I stood in just my underwear while he stood in just boxers and a tie seeing his arousal already showing making me smirk.

I pulled him to the bed by his tie falling onto the bed with him above me running my hands up into his hair hearing an eager groan leave his lips before his mouth found mine again. He bucked his hips towards mine letting go of my mouth resting his head against my shoulder as my hands glided down his back gripping his boxers pulling them down slowly causing him to moan feeling the boxers rub against his erection.

He followed suit pulling my underwear down slowly tossing them to the side before he leaned up looking down my body slowly as if memorizing every line making me turn away.

I felt him caress my cheek saying, "You are beautiful."

I smiled lightly pulling him down by his tie as our lips met once more feeling his tip probe my entrance which made him shudder against my skin. I wrapped my legs around him coaxing him to slowly ease inside me while he moaned loudly resting his forehead between my breasts inhaling sharply till he was completely inside of me. I gave him a moment to get used to all the sensations he was feeling, I knew this was all foreign to him so I didn't want to overdo it.

"Can I move now?" he asked unsure while I nodded tightening my hold around his waist as he groaned rocking his hips with my own.

I held him close as our hips seemed to move in perfect harmony against each other with every thrust being met with pure pleasure shooting through my body. I decided to be gentle with him since this was his first time just letting him enjoy the sensations watching his mouth hang slightly open hearing moans leave his lips. He kept his body close to mine feeling the heat buildup around us as my arms wrapped up holding onto his shoulders trying not to dig my nails too deeply into his skin as his thrusts became more enthusiastic.

"I… I don't think I can hold this in much longer." He said between grunts and moans while my ankles locked together tightly around him feeling my own coil ready to burst.

"Let go with me Castiel…" I said breathlessly as he looked towards me surprised I said his name bringing his lips gently towards mine thrusting deeply within me.

I cried out his name feeling my walls clench around him as he moaned loudly into my shoulder coming hard feeling his body shudder lightly. He was panting above me trying not to drop his weight on me but I unwrapped my legs from him instantly regretting the lack of closeness pulling him down beside me. He lay on my chest as I stroked his hair listening to his breathing slow down while he wrapped an arm around my body loosely. I kissed his forehead seeing his eyes look up towards me as I smiled kindly at him while he hugged me tighter.

"I don't know if we will survive tomorrow… but if not I'm glad this happened." He said as I closed my eyes afraid I was dreaming all this up but here he was, an angel who became a human confess to enjoying his time with a demon, man the apocalypse was really happening.

"I'm glad too." I said quietly feeling him snuggle closer into me seeing the sleepiness in his eyes while I said, "Get some sleep Cassy, we fight the devil tomorrow."

He didn't answer but his breathing became slower as light snores left his lips making me sigh looking out the window, if we were to survive all this I would be wanted from all sides but right now all that mattered was him and neither Heaven nor Hell could keep me away from him and I pitied anyone who tried.