A/N So how did you guys like the last chapter? This is their kiss from Tobias' view and what happens further. Enjoy!

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Tobias POV

I don't know what to say so I don't. I simply hold her in my arms as she cries softly into my shirt. I think about everything she told me today. My heart aches for her. The grief she must have felt over her parents' death. The grief over her brother's betrayal and all of a sudden I feel angry at him. How could he do this to her?

I just continue holding her and after a while she speaks, her voice muffled by my shirt, "But the worst part is, he was right. I could've saved them. If only I hadn't gotten involved with Eric none of this would have happened and they would be-"

I cut her off at that point by placing a finger over her soft and warm lips. How can she think like that? It obviously wasn't her fault. In the short amount of time I have known her I can say that I know this about her- she is the most selfless person, she'll do anything to save the people she loves not only that she is deadly smart and brave and she is beautiful. Not pretty. No the word is too small for her.

She needs to realize that it wasn't her fault and I'm going to tell her that so I place a hand under her chin and tilt her head upwards so that her eyes meet mine and she can see the sincerity in my expression and say in a gentle yet stern tone, "Tris do not believe him. None and I mean not a single thing of that was your fault. Don't ever say that again Jeanine would've found another way anyways. I know and I'm sorry it's harsh but you need to know it. It. Was. Not. Your. Fault."

I emphasize each word clearly. Tris looks shocked and doesn't say anything just continues to gaze at me her eyes locked on mine. My eyes travel back and forth between her eyes and her lips I see her doing the same…does that mean she feels the same?

I decide to take the risk and go for it. My heart flutters in my chest as I lean closer to her and to my relied she is doing the same. My eyes snap shut of their own accord.

Then I'm met with a pair of gentle, warm lips, her lips taste like cherries. All I'm aware of his my heart pounding in my ears, I can feel electricity coursing through my body as she kisses me fiercely pouring all her emotions into it I do the same.

Our lips move in sync against each other and I slide my hands to her waist and pull her on my lap without breaking the kiss. I relish in the feeling of her hands in my hair as I stroke my hands up and down her spine. I feel her shiver at the touch. I love that I have that effect over her. And I don't want the kiss to end but then we have to break apart for air.

Both of us are breathing heavily. I open my eyes to look at her as our foreheads rest against each other. She slowly opens her beautiful stormy eyes to meet mine and for a few seconds we just sit there drinking in each other's presence.

Finally I break the silence by saying, "I've wanted to do that for a very long time now."

She simply nods before saying, "That was amazing, Four."

I almost cringe at the name. Just then I decide that I will tell her my name not yet about Marcus. That's for another time. I don't want to break this moment it feels so precious so I softly say,

"Tobias" at that she scrunches up her eyebrows looking confused so I clarify, "My name it's Tobias."

She gives me a dazzling smile before testing out my name. I simply love the way she says it. Not like my father who makes me cower in fear. She says it gently, lovingly.

"Thank you, Tobias." She whispers before pulling me in for another kiss, this one much more heated than before.

We make out for another few minutes before pulling away. She then gets off my lap, and we sit beside each other in a comfortable silence our ands entwined together between us.

Come on Tobias just ask her out!

But what if she says no?

She kissed you didn't she?

Wait, why am I talking to myself? I shake my head, ugh this girl makes my head spin. I decide that I'll ask her out today only. We can go on a date later.

I clear my throat nervously and look at her only to find her looking at me already. It's now or never,

"So um Tris would you um…you know like to go on a date with me?" I ask looking anywhere but at her. She says nothing for a few moments and I brace myself for the rejection but then she does something that surprises me even more,

"Yes Fo-Tobias I'd love to go on a date with you." When I finally look at her she looks happy with a wide grin on her face. I do a mental fist pump.

Then she asks, "When and where Tobias?"

I just smirk at her, no way am I telling her, this is going to be a surprise, "It's a surprise only telling that it is in two days. That's it."

She whines protesting but I refuse to give in besides I haven't worked out the details myself. She finally gives up and we watch some more TV. Her falling asleep on my shoulder once again.

I gently pick her up bridal style. I know I'm not supposed to lift something but Tris is as light as a feather so it is no problem.

She stirs but doesn't wake up instead burying her head in my shoulder. I'm sure she can feel my racing heart. I carefully set her on the bed and pull the covers over her bending down to kiss her forehead once more before leaving. I turn to get out but something or rather someone's hand pulls me back.

I look back at Tris her eyes are half open and looking at me. She pulls back her covers and pats the space beside her. I look at her shocked. She really wants me to stay?

I tentatively ask her, "Are you sure?"

She just grunts in reply nodding her head and tugs me back to her. I climb in beside her pulling the covers over us. I hold out my arm towards her and she snuggles up to me, her head on my chest right above my heart.

I bury my head in the crook of her neck inhaling her scent which smells like vanilla and fall asleep muttering a soft goodnight.

-Next day-

I wake up alone for a moment I'm disorientated but then the events of yesterday come flashing back to me and I let myself indulge I the happy moments.

Then I see the spot beside me empty and cold and a frown crosses my face as I wonder about where Tris is. Then I remember about today's date and what it means to Tris. I vow to myself that I won't let her feel too sad I climb out of bed searching for her.

As I wander silently around the house still searching for her I can't help but appreciate the beauty of the house. It's relatively modern but still has a warm and homey feel to it.

I then spot Tris' phone on the coffee table but Tris isn't here. It's silently ringing and Christina's face pops up on the screen. Of course she'll be worried for her. I quickly answer it and Christina's concerned yet high pitched voice instantly floods my ears.

I say at a voice louder than her, "Christina chill. It's Four here. Before you ask yes I'm at her place and don't worry I'll be here for the whole day today. You just look after Zeke and Uriah."

I never knew them but I know that Andrew and Natalie's deaths affected everybody in the office, they just were so affectionate and Natalie was the Godmother to Zeke and Uriah so they were really fond of her and they took their deaths really hard too and I need somebody who will look after them.

Christina almost lets out a squeal when I tell her I'm at Tris' but stifles it although I know Tris is in for an interrogation later. My top priority is making sure that Tris is alright. So I focus on that and hang up on Christina.

I then get a brilliant idea and start making some pancakes. Hoping that the sound and smell of breakfast would lure her down. Well let me tell you, no such luck.

I piled the pancakes in a stack, grabbed some coffee and put the whole thing on a tray with some chocolate cake too. I set out once again in my search for her.

I finally found her sitting curled up in a big armchair that had to be twice the size of her. Her eyes looked red as she stared into nothingness her mind a million miles away.

She didn't even react to my presence or when I dragged a table in front of her and a spare chair beside her. For a moment I sat quietly taking in the view around. After a moment I gently touched her shoulder saying her name. I got no response.

I sighed before pulling her off the armchair and into my lap. I caressed her face softly brushing off a few rogue tears. I gently pressed my lips on her forehead my hand cupping her cheek and another wrapped around her waist.

First she didn't respond but slowly she came to and I pulled away looking at those gorgeous stormy eyes which were finally focused on me.

"Good morning beautiful. How're you feeling?" I softly questioned her. She said nothing instead burrowing her face into my chest and wrapping her arms tightly along my torso. It hurt a bit but I didn't mind as long as she was good.

I could feel her starting to shake as sobs escaped her and I could feel her tears staining my shirt but once again I didn't mind it in the slightest. I was content with just holding her, rubbing small circle into her back and resting my chin on top of her head.

I places a quick kiss on her head before she pulled away, her eyes still looked red but she looked a tiny bit better. She looked me straight in the eyes and said, "Thank you Tobias." Hearing her say my name sent a thrill shooting down my spine and yet again I wondered how I got so lucky.

Then she pulled me in for a kiss it wasn't as fierce as yesterday, it was soft and gentle yet still filled with every emotion and I loved it too. After some time she pulled back and said, "Hey, I wanted to visit my parents you wanna come with me?"

For a moment I'm shocked that she wants me along but then I realize that she's waiting for my answer so I simply nod. She gives me a quick peck and gets up to leave but I pull her back down before she can saying, "Nope you aren't leaving before you eat something. I'm not taking no for an answer so you had better start eating."

She opens her mouth to protest but then seeing my expression decides it's useless and sits back down eating quickly. She finishes one pancake before setting the fork down then draining her coffee like a shot. She gets up and in a overly dramatic manner asks, "Now can I leave?"

I smirk at her and quickly kiss her then releasing her say, "Yes now you can."

She shakes her head at me but leaves presumably to her room.

-Page Break-

Tris is silent the entire drive to the graveyard. Our hands are loosely entwined together in the space between us. Finally after an hour long drive in complete silence we both get out. Tris immediately navigates her way through the dozens of graves and finds her parents. I don't want to intrude and I suddenly remember that my mom is buried here too and I haven't visited her in a while so while Tris stays here I decide to go over to my mother.

I inform Tris about what I'm doing and set off in search of her grave finding it easily. I'm within Tris' earshot so if she needs anything I can instantly get to her. I look down at the gravestone which says

Evelyn Eaton nee Johnson, a caring and beloved wife and mother. Ha! If they only knew, I think bitterly.

She was a great mother though protecting me when she could and loving me in that horrible place as I start thinking about it I slowly feel guilty as I hadn't visited her for quite a long time now.

I crouch down beside the grave and whisper a soft, "Hey mom, yeah I'm back, sorry for not visiting earlier." Then I proceed to tell her everything that was happening in my life and then I reach upon Tris. I tell her everything about Tris, how she's the most beautiful and selfless and kind person I've ever met and, "If you would have been here mom I'm sure you would've loved her too. Bye mom. I'll see you again. I promise."

I turn around to search for Tris. I knew I shouldn't have left her but I didn't want to intrude on such a private moment. I spot her leaning against the car waiting for me. She looks up spotting me and gives me a small smile which absolutely melts me. We drive off in silence and Tris seems much better so we pick some takeout on the way and head back to my apartment to eat.

We eat in relative silence but once we are on the couch again Tris asks me, "So? Who were you visiting?"

I shrug and reply, "My mom, she died when I was about 7 or so."

She looks at me but doesn't say anything and I'm glad she doesn't I can't stand the looks of pity or the fake 'I'm sorry's'

Then out of the blue Tris asks me, "Why don't you use your name? And why Four?"

I grimace slightly I knew this would come soon but I'm not ready to tell about my father yet it was already an emotionally heavy day so I just say,

"Well I don't like to be associated with my father. He's an asshole. That is a story for another time." I add the last part quickly sensing Tris' growing curiosity then add, "As for the why, Zeke befriended me in middle school and when I didn't give him my name he started calling me by my jersey number Four and since then it stuck. Only a few people know my real name." I glance at her during the last part. She looks really happy and gives me a quick kiss.

Then she says, "Do you want me to call you Tobias?"

I don't even hesitate before replying, "Yes, but only when we are alone."

Then I change the subject to light hearted topics, Tris doesn't say much but she is still better than before. We spend the rest of the day watching movies, cuddling and also kissing. Finally as the night rolls around we head to bed and Tris falls asleep as soon as her head touches the pillows. I smile down softly at her form snuggled up to me and bury my head in the crook of her neck before drifting off myself.

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