Chapter 58: No Goodbyes

My fist tightened on the wheel as I sat alone for a few minutes listening to the music play on the radio looking at the building in front of me. The plan was for me to distract the guards while Sam went to find Kevin and Dean would go with Castiel to find the real Dick. Castiel insisted I not get to thick into everything worried they would hurt me despite my protests I would be fine. In the end his pleading eyes caused me to listen knowing he was already worried about me being here in the first place.

I'm wanted… dead or alive.

I smirked at the irony of the song revving the engine putting some sunglasses on looking towards my ring, no time like the present.

I hit the gas seeing the guards peek their heads out as I rammed the Impala through the gates scrambling to grab the things I needed opening the passenger door spraying the closest person with Borax before cutting their head off with a machete. I climbed on top of the car making sure to quietly apologize to Dean spraying all the guards around the car hearing them cry out in anger as I made my way around them all slicing the heads as I went. I was breathing heavily when I looked up and realized they were all dead smirking, that was easy.

"Hello Evelyn." I heard swinging around seeing a few demons around me making me glare saying, "What do you assholes want?"

"Boss is done with you working with those meat suits and we've come to collect your head." One said making me laugh sarcastically replying, "Well I'm right here, come and get me."

Jumping on top of the last demon I stabbed him in the chest with my angel blade glaring angrily at him as he went limp below me standing up. I decided to not listen to what Castiel said making my way into the building attacking anything that reacted to the Borax looking around for the others. If Crowley sent the demons here they may also be in trouble and this most certainly was a trap.

Making my way through the building I heard a large explosion feeling the building begin to shake turning in the direction of it sprinting down the hall seeing headless Leviathans on the ground knowing I was going in the right direction. I skidded to a stop seeing Sam and Kevin as I poured some Borax on my arm to show I wasn't one of them as they did the same sighing relived.

"Where is Cassy and Dean?" I asked as Sam said, "They went up to the labs we should hurry."

I nodded as we all climbed up the stairs trying to open one of the doors but it was locked firmly making me growl putting my hand up watching it smash to pieces open. Walking through another hallway, we all stopped short just in time to see Castiel stab Dick through the neck. I went to let out a sigh of relief but saw that despite the black blood coming out of Dick he was smirking making my eyes avert to Castiel seeing him give me a sad smile before the room they were in erupted with black goo.

My eyes scanned the room seeing all three of them were gone opening the door frantically darting my eyes around seeing no remnants of them being there.

"No… no… damnit… no… where are they?!" I began yelling frantically kneeling in the goo not hearing the commotion outside the room until a figure stood next to me.

"Sorry darling they are all gone for good now." I heard Crowley's voice say beside me feeling tears begin to fill my eyes as he crouched down while I said, "How do you know that?"

"Trust me I know, there is no coming back to where Squirrel and angel boy are. If it hurts more I'm fairly certain your angel boyfriend knew this going into the fight." He said standing back up as I looked up at him saying, "What am I supposed to do now?"

He let out a scoff and laugh saying, "Now I suggest you steer clear of me and my demons, so long as you stay away from us we'll do the same for now, you've made your choice Evelyn."

He began walking away stopping to look back one more time saying, "Now you are truly alone and this time darling you have no one to blame but yourself."

I wasn't sure how long I sat on the ground staring at all the black goo still on the ground but eventually I got up making my way outside to see Sam standing next to the Impala.

"Sam… what are we supposed to do now…" I said quietly while he turned to me saying, "I'm retiring, I just can't do this anymore… you do what you want Evelyn but I'm done with this life."

I went to speak but saw how much pain he was in seeing him get into the Impala and drive off leaving me alone again as I felt my fist begin to shake. I appeared at the beach seeing a large crack of lightning hit the ground walking out towards the sand glaring up at the sky.

"So this is it, this is you not giving a damn while we clean up all your failed experiments!" I began yelling as the sky darkened feeling angry tears fill my eyes, "I gave you everything and scarified everything but that wasn't good enough for you was it?!"

I looked down sadly saying softer, "This is my punishment isn't it… to have the person I love ripped from my grasp over and over again while you laugh about it like it's some kind of sick joke."

I looked up angry again, "Well I'm over this cat and mouse game if you wanna kill me then stop being such a pussy and do it!"

I didn't even flinch as lightning struck right next to my body feeling the heat beside me letting out a sarcastic laugh, "That's what I thought…"

I looked down at the ring on my finger watching Castiel's grace swirl around on the inside, "You know what, fuck you asshole! I'm going to keep on fighting and keep on living because the only person I believe in wouldn't want me to give up."

I began walking off the beach hearing the thunder die down as I flipped off the beach behind me saying, "And when you actually grow the balls to kill me or I die I'll crawl my way back up because in the words of Dean Winchester, screw destiny."

The End... for now.

Yes I know a very open ending but I'm already working on the second part of their story so fear not despite my slow progress I'm still 100% committed to finishing this story all the way through. I plan on wrapping up some of my other work first before posting more of this so I appreciate everyone's patience.