Song: Where will you go by Evanescence
You're too important for anyone, you play the role of all you long to be, but I know who you really are, you're the one who cries when you're alone
Buffy: One step closer toward a solution, pressure is on. Time after time, here I am. I can't come between you and freewill. Mercy connects your heart to mine.
I will never judge you, seraph of my hometown. Mindless, endless, nameless endearment. Even this kindness shall pass away from someday. Remember when we were on top of the world. Country heart, you were always meant to be in my life.
But where will you go with noone left to save you from yourself? you can't escape, you can't escape
Phoenix: Careless and reckless, you hurt me. You break my heart over and over again. The hand of fate can't take us back to the start. Silently suffering, the tears didn't come this time around. I feel nothing for you at all. I am numb to the pain just like a baby inside the womb. Carefree, I feel truly alive in this tomb. My eyes may be closed, but I am not dumb. The truth sets me free and I learn to breathe without you in my life. Needy, my bleeding heart appears as small as an ant before you. Distant, you are gone for good. I am completely done with you although I am alone at the moment. We shared so much history that it hurts for me to let you go. I wanted to cry, but the tears didn't come.
You think I can't see right through your eyes, scared to death to face reality, noone seems to hear your hidden cries, you're left to face yourself alone
Buffy: Distant, you are reluctant to keep in contact with me. You take me for granted all the time. I don't like the way you have been treating me. What can I do to
open your eyes? You will never change so we can't go back to the start. How will you react when I am gone and you are finally alone? I am not afraid to
breathe without you. I'm barely holding onto you. Slowly, I am learning to loosen the reins. History won't allow me to give up on you so easily. I stay
devoted to you with half of my heart everyday.
But where will you go with noone left to save you from yourself? you can't escape
Phoenix: Hello again, let us begin to dance. I am nice enough to give you a second chance. True blue, you wear a halo before me. Your smile paints the world a shade of yellow. Your funny jokes get underneath my rough skin. I love you as though you are my own kin. You win my heart over with a hug. You take me to the moon and back. You wave goodbye then fade to black. Your lullaby, a swansong makes my heart bleed. I wonder what do you deal with behind closed doors. People say that you have a dark side. I am confused because you are always kind to me. I can't tell the difference between fact and fiction. The truth will set me free someday and I'll be content with the outcome.
The truth is I realize you're afraid, but you can't abandon everyone, you can't escape, you don't want to escape
Buffy: Things are made new again at dawn. I begin falling in love with hope. I trust you, how long shall this last? The past never dies even after fairy dust has shut our eyes to go to sleep. We are lost sheep wandering about the earth. You are near and yet so very far away all year round. Your deep soul searching eyes sweep me off my feet. I hold you dear to my heart. We love life without a cost until everything turns into rust. Circumstances cause me to question your loyalty. My biggest fear is being let down. Impatient, why must I always feel this way everyday? Time will only tell if I may move forward from this fray. I keep my distance in attempt to maintain the peace between us. Most of the time, patience wins the battle. You say you will never disappear. Surprisingly, you bring your own
share to the table. I realize I have been anxious for no apparent good reason.
I'm so sick of speaking words that noone understands, is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone? I can hear you when you whisper, but you can't even hear me screaming
Phoenix: Grace under pressure, solace stares history right in the face. We don't have a need for breathing space in this holy sacred place. I fight beside you in your silent secret storm. Wholeheartedly, I embrace you and warm you up like a bonfire. I am too attached to wanna let you go. You will never be alone for as long as we break bread together. We are one tonight and done with sorrow forever. Fade away with me, beloved ghost of an unborn tomorrow.
Where will you go with noone left to save you from yourself you can't escape?
Buffy: Life drops a big bomb on me. A storm is coming says my conscience. Please warm me up before the great divide erases my thumbprint. From the cradle to the tomb, I endure self torture instead of nurture. I am dumb, I feel so numb inside. I wish I would've died in the womb. I taste the rain, but gain nothing back in return. I am a burning candle, please burn me out soon. You handle me with gentleness even during moments when all I can think about is the abyss. I am a waste of your time and generosity. Please forgive me if I am in such a haste to disappear. I don't mind saying my last breath, but I fear leaving you behind.
The truth is I realize you're afraid but you can't reject the whole world, you can't escape, you won't escape, you can't escape, you don't want to escape
Phoenix: I dream of imaginary endless solitude in my sanctuary. Gratitude is the key to maintaining a positive attitude. I am free enough to breathe without crying. You confront me about several problems. I choose optimism instead of pessimism. According to you, I am losing touch with reality. I have been mad and depressed before in the past. I never want to go back there again. I won't allow that self destructive state of mind take away my love for life. I am in denial, is it so oblivious? Looking upside down, the world appears black and white before my eyes.
Buffy: Memories speak beyond the grave. Even now, I remember your last wave goodbye. My heart will carry on in your absence. Over and over again, I miss you.
Rewind back to the start before we lost our blue skies. You gave me hope back then. Optimism keeps my aquarium of tears from breaking apart. Unstoppable is this fast moving life of mine.