Song: Life Without You by Stanfour
Didn't want to say goodbye, didn't want to see you cry and look what I have done, didn't want to make a mess, broke your heart and I confess I'm the guilty one, how I need to hear you, hear you so softly, hear you say anything, every tear you shed, well it kills me, oh, she'll never see
Buffy: Common sense fades into the back ground. The sound of chaos consumes the environment. My hands are cursed. I destroy everything that we build together. Forever passes before I can see the sun again. You crash into me and I smash into you with full force. I know you know I stink just like yesterday's trash. I mark up my skin with a pink ink pen then drink poison. I am on the brink of a breakdown. Within the blink of an eye, I transform into a monster. You push me to the breaking point. Living on the edge, rage lives inside me. I crossover to the dark side, its a slow suicide. Stuck at a crossroads, I will paint these blue skies black. I try not to cry, but eventually the pressure gets to me. Joy has left this place, once innocent heart of mine. You can tell that I am not fine. Delicate, I present myself to you. I am a small ant, you take advantage of me right on the spot. Born a failure, there is no cure for this disease. You don't have a clue about how I feel. Please
don't chase after me. Please don't erase my scars or dry away my tears. Elsewhere calls my name. Everyday is exactly the same. I am always the one to blame in this game of life. Back and forth, I travel between heaven and hell. I am your clown, I am your burden. I hate myself so let fate have its way with me. I long for Easter, heavenly father, please come now instead of later. An angel of death draws my last breath out of me just like a well. I don't matter to the world anymore. My words fall upon your head in the form of water and you catch my teardrops. Losing grip, I watch the sunset and realize hope is dead. Silently broken, I start to regret a lot of stuff. I forget about how much you have forsaken for me throughout the years.
OH, this is life without you, I'm learning to miss you, I guess I need to know how it feels like, this is life without you, I don't know who to turn to and everything I've known is said is goodbye, so goodbye, this is life without you, this is life without you
Dawn: You taste the rain because you hope the rain will numb your emotional pain. I stare at your red blood shot eyes and I know no sermon can help you. Sympathetic, my bleeding heart melts like ice cream in your hands. Drowning in tears, you bring out the sun that has been hidden from you for years. Your faith endures even during the lowest points of your life when your childhood fears won't go away. Afraid, you belong with me at the end of every day because I know you will be safe with me.
Didn't want to make a mess, didn't want to feel again, this heart has had enough, desperate hurting all alone, called the house that isn't home, I'm afraid to pick it up, all I want is someone to tell me I'm crazy, it just might save me, oh, all I need is someone right here beside me, oh now I can see
Buffy: Vanilla Twilight, unspoken words left unsaid between you and me. Love is a bleeding heart. Near and yet so very far away is the day of reconciliation. Ethereal, time and distance shields your face from mine. Rivers of compassion and forgiveness consume me. Angelic bright white light correct my wayward mindset before I become broken again. Best things in life such as family and friendship are free. Lean on me and I'll stay true to you, eyes of newborn hope.
OH, this is life without you, I'm learning to miss you, I guess I need to know how it feels like, this is life without you, I don't know who to turn to and everything I've known is said is goodbye, so goodbye, this is life without you, this is life without you
Dawn: Shockingly, I may know you like the time of day but I don't truly know you enough to say I love you. Sometimes I wonder is it possible for me to stay true to you. Lately, you have treating me as if I don't exist and I have been out of touch with you just like the melting snow on the ground. Busy, your life hasn't really been that easy to live at all because you have the ability to fall in and out of love with me. Unwanted, I have grown accustom to having your heart depart from my presence everyday without an explanation. Growing apart, we are slowly losing interest with each other and I hate it that we are not together. I know you know we are better off separated because we consider each other to be a disease that is sucking the life out of one another. Ashamed, your mind is always in outer space and you keep on hiding your face from me who desires to embrace you. I know you know you don't love me anymore so please release me from your mind.
OH, this is life without you, I'm learning to miss you, I guess I need to know how it feels like, this is life without you, I don't know who to turn to and everything I've known is said is goodbye, so goodbye, this is life without you, this is life without you
Buffy: Hopelessly devoted to you, empathy goes skin deep. Anytime you need a friend, I am here for you whenever. Through darkness and confusion. hold me now.
I like you until you stop bringing your share to the table. Neverending is this distance between us. Keep the lights on and I will find a way back to you with time.