Carinthia's p.o.v
Beyond my smile, I have a dark side that no one sees. Sometimes I feel I was just born a damaged person that has nothing to offer the world. I am tired of being stuck in the same place in my life while my peers move forward with their lives. I have messed up my life so much that I can't undo the damage. My emotions are getting the best of me and suicidal tendencies are rising up in me again. Hard, Life is no longer easy or fun. I wish I had a gun that I could use to kill myself. I believe inner peace is a distant dream that can only be achieved through death.