Chapter 4

Warning: Mature scenes ahead. A little violence and rape(?), I don't know. Just continue reading and you judge.. hehehJ

A/N: The content of this chapter is very detailed, so it is quite long. Enjoy!

They continued kissing. Tezuka's right hand was grasping Fuji's hair to let him look up and expose his neck while his other hand explored Fuji's body.

He caressed Fuji's neck, collarbone, down to his chest and nipples, staying there and rubbing it. He pinched Fuji's left nipple, making the tensai gasped. Tezuka moved from the tensai's lips towards his earlobe, licking the inside of it.

Fuji panted, releasing a soft moan. Tezuka whispered to his tensai's ear "Your mine", with a hint of possessiveness and authority to it. He then bit Fuji's ear, making the latter shout and quiver, feeling the pain-ticklishness. He lowered his kisses down to the tensai's neck, still grasping his hair to the side to expose it and give him access. He moved down to his collarbone after, leaving both marks there.

"Mmhhnnn" Fuji moaned while biting his lip when Tezuka licked and nibbled his nipple. He then transferred to the other side to give pleasure to both equally. Fuji was stopping himself form shouting but Tezuka doesn't want it. So he bit the tensai's nipple, not too hard, just applied pain.

"Ahh!" Fuji can't contain it anymore, he moaned loudly in response to what Tezuka did. So he covered his mouth and bit his lip, still feeling the pain and numbness Tezuka did to it.

"Uh-uh Syusuke, no." Tezuka grabbed both Fuji's hands using his right hand and pin them above the tensai's head. Hearing Tezuka say Fuji's name made him even more bashful.

"You like it, don't you, Syusuke?" Tezuka whispered in his ear, making the tensai shiver. Tezuka just smiled and continued what he was doing. Fuji is now in trance of the things happening around him.

Fuji continued moaning as Tezuka continued to play his nipples. His left hand wandered lower, slowly taking the tensai's pants off. Fuji is about to get up when he felt his pants opening but just able to arch his back when Tezuka stroke his small waist, sending shivers down the tensai's spine again for the nth time.

Soon, Tezuka moved lower, being able to still hold Fuji's hands due to his wing span. He stopped right above the pants, still not taking his eyes away from the tensai who is panting. He just smiled and continued.

"N-no hmnnn. Wait—mnnhh!" the tensai wasn't able to finish his sentence when Tezuka inserted his hand inside Fuji's pants and stroke his manhood slowly, with only the brief and boxers between them.

At that moment, pleasure filled Fuji's senses, making him bang his head lightly and arch his back. Tezuka was just looking at his tensai, leaving his hands to do their work. He wanted to kiss his tensai, but he was enjoying himself watching his tensai in that situation.

"Nothing can beat the beautiful sight in front of me right now" Tezuka thought. He kissed Fuji again. After a while, he roughly tried to remove the tensai's pants, along with the boxer's and brief.

Tezuka doesn't want to settle things like that, but he couldn't contain it. There is a part of him that doesn't want to do this, but a bigger part of him wants to.

It was hard to hold Fuji's hands and at the same time remove his pants. So he stopped and let his tensai look at him. Fuji's eyes slowly fluttered open, looking extremely tired and exposing those deep dilated cerulean orbs to Tezuka.

Fuji panted again from the activity they made. He looked tired, but Tezuka isn't and because Tezuka is not in his right mind at that time, all he wanted was to be satisfied and his tensai is the only one who can do it.

"Syusuke, you can help me remove your clothes completely, right?" Tezuka whispered, more like commanding. He just watched Fuji breath heavily and no respond. He slightly brushed the tip of his tensai's manhood to make him respond.

"Uhmmn", Fuji reacted.

"Syusuke you heard what I said right?", Tezuka again whispered. Fuji looked at Tezuka and at that moment, what he saw is not the Tezuka everyone knows.

He didn't know what to feel. Hazel eyes are burning with different emotions. Those eyes are different. Like a predator ready to devour its prey at any given moment.

"Tezuk- no, who are you?", Fuji thought he witnessed another Tezuka. The bigger man's grip tightened around his hands, telling the tensai that the buchou is waiting for an answer, and so he answered to him with a nod.

There was nothing he could do. The buchou was holding his hand with a tight grip. The buchou was commanding him, and because it is his nature to follow Tezuka, which he promised to himself from the start, he followed. Not that he can escape the bigger man's grip and hold.

With that, Tezuka smiled and kissed Fuji again. Using his right hand to push down the tensai's last clothes and Fuji using his legs to wriggle it out, the cloth was removed completely. Tezuka stopped again to admire the naked tensai in front of him.

Because the buchou was holding his hands, all Fuji could do was look away, trying to hide his embarrassment. He was thankful that his hair was long, so part of his face was covered, but Tezuka tucked it behind his ears, exposing Fuji's sweaty porcelain face and tinted cheeks.

Tezuka can clearly see that his tensai was embarrassed so he used his right hand to caress the tensai's cheeks.

"You're the most beautiful creature I ever saw", Tezuka said. Fuji blushed even more at the statement and Tezuka grinned "cute".

Kissing his neck, the tensai moaned again. The buchou slowly released his grip to Fuji's hand while whispering "don't do anything" and slowly moved downward.

"Hhmmnn" Fuji moaned when the buchou was playing again with his nipples. His left hand was clutching the bedsheet beside him tightly, while he used his right hand to cover his mouth to hold back his moan.

Tezuka noticed him holding back so the buchou stopped and whispered to him, "don't hold back". He slowly removed Fuji's hand away from his mouth and smiled.

And with that continued his kisses downward. Fuji is almost crying because of the pleasure, but also because of the pain he is currently feeling. He can't believe that they are doing this thing. He can't believe that the buchou he looked up to is doing this with him.

He has no strength to stop Tezuka. Of all times, this was his first time being affected of the things they did in Taka-san's place and also from the rain.

Fuji was snapped back to reality when he felt two strong hands gripping his thighs and spread them apart.

"Te-tezuka, stop. What are you do-… hmmnn"

Fuji lifted up his upper body to stop the buchou but he is the one who stopped.

The buchou was watching him with intent and burning eyes while holding his manhood.

"Uh-uh" said Tezuka tauntingly. Fuji just gripped the bedsheet tightly again while lowering himself. He didn't know what to do. He wanted to stop Tezuka. He wanted to but he can't. The buchou is bigger than him and clearly much stronger so he can't fight his way out.

He is also afraid that if he stopped Tezuka, the latter might get angry and he doesn't want that. He treasures their friendship very much and he don't want it to end, especially since this is their last year and they still have nationals ahead of them.

Fuji did not look what Tezuka was doing and just feeling it, tears forming in his eyes. He felt the buchou's tongue ran up and down his length and playing its tip. All the tensai could do was just feel, moan, arch his back and clutch the bedsheets tightly beside him.

When Tezuka stopped, he opened his eyes, only to stare at a burning hazel-colored eyes.

"Why'd you close your eyes?", ask Tezuka.

"I-I can't do this", Fuji said while covering his face with his hand. He can't. He just can't watch Tezuka do things he is embarrassed of. He is inexperienced in this field.

"No no. Syusuke, you will love this, I promise. Just let me, okay?"

Tezuka removed the hands that covered the face of his tensai then kissed his right eye. He was holding the tensai's locks(hairs) while his other hand roamed his body.

Fuji noticed the buchou reached for something but did not mind. He just continued to kiss the buchou to ease his pain. Surprisingly, he isn't mad of the man doing this to him, he just can't believe it. In fact, when they share passionate kisses, his pain seems to drift away.

After reaching and applying the lube in his left hand, Tezuka slowly circled his fingers in Fuji's hole while using his forefinger and thumb in caressing his tensai's manhood. He then entered one finger in Fuji's entrance slowly.

"Wha- ah!" this made Fuji scream. Pain struck his face. This time, tears starts to pool on the smaller man's eyes.

"S-s-top. T-tezuka, what are you d-do-", Fuji managed to say between his sobs while clutching tightly to the buchou's neck.

"Shh shhhh, it's okay Syusuke. The pain will go away. Hush now", Tezuka said reassuringly. Fuji is reluctant on what the buchou said. Though he doesn't know why but he was curious.

"What's going on with me?" Fuji thought to himself. "Te—ahhhh! No!" The tensai shouted when the bigger man inserted another finger.

"St-op *hic*. I c-an't anym-more"

Fuji felt weak. He do not want to continue anymore. The pain is too much. He has no energy.

Still clinging to Tezuka's neck, Fuji cried "i*hic* it hurts *hic*".

Tezuka just stroked his tensai's hair and smelled the vanilla scent in it. He did not move his hand until Fuji calmed down a bit.

"T-tezuka?", Fuji called. He was afraid that the buchou might get angry, but he still had to try.

"T-tezuka, can we s-", Fuji can't say it.

"Can we what?", Tezuka answered, still not moving his fingers. He was waiting the best time for his tensai to calm down a bit and also to surprise him when he moves.

"C-can we stop? I r-rea—.. N-ahh!"

The tensai wasn't able to finish his words because Tezuka started moving his fingers. Slowly, he made sure to penetrate his fingers full inside the tensai's very tight hole.

Tezuka groaned. To be honest, even Tezuka himself is having a hard time because of the tightness, but still did it. He added more lube again. He wanted his tensai to be prepared and loosened.

"Hmmnn*hic* ahh!"

Fuji moaned while his face buried in the buchou's chest. He can still feel the stinging pain but as time pass by, pleasure also rode with it.

Fuji moaned again. Tezuka tried to stretch his fingers to see if Fuji still feels pain. The smaller man only flinched, felt a sting. He doesn't want to add another finger. This'll only make Fuji hesitate.

After a few in-and-outs,

"W-wait Tezuka. Somet-thing is coming out... Mnhh"

Tezuka fastened the pace of his fingers until white semen gushed out from Fuji's shaft. Fuji finally let go of the buchou and lay down the bed, breathing ragged. He is tired.

"T-that was something", Fuji thought tiredly to himself.

"You must be loving it, didn't you Syusuke?" Tezuka whispered as he watched the tensai blushed deeply, ready to close his eyes.

The tensai did not respond, only covered his face.

"Oh Syusuke, my innocent Syusuke, I'm not done yet", Tezuka mused to himself.