Hey, so... I'm alive. I know, shocking, since I've been ultimately missing for most of the year. I have no excuse, and I know it, but... well, this year has been hard for all of us. I'm on my senior year, I'm actually finishing in a proximately a month, and then I have to give this set of tests for Uni in January, so I've been studying for those most of the year. I'm also in charge of my yearbook, and my school's yearbook is... a lot of work. So I've been swarmed with a lot of things since March.

It was so frustrating, opening my document for chapter 33 and only being able to look at it, maybe writing a few words before leaving it again because I just couldn't think of what to say. I turned to other fandoms, wrote a lot of stories (only one-shots, I won't do a repeat of this and post something I haven't finished, I've learned my seon), but every time I tried to come back, I just... couldn't think of what to say in the chapter. If I'm honest, I concidered putting this on an indefinite hiatus because I don't know where I want to get with this story anymore. I ultimately decided I will continue because this story has a special place in my heart, but I've added a lot of things since when I first started this, and I need to sort them out and choose what to keep and what to remove. I've been doing some grammar and editing for that reason, I'm currently on chapter seventeen (the new readers may have noticed that my writing may stop being all that good after that before picking back up gradually), but there hasn't been any major changes yet, since all the crazy ideas came later.

I just wanted to tell you guys that I am alive, and I am continuin this. If you're still here after all this time, then I am so, so sorry for leaving you hanging all this time. I can't promise any fast updates, I honestly don't know how I had time for a chapter per week that last year, and I want to finish with my editing first, so I can keep strictly to what I want to use and I don't have to worry about the lose ends anymore.

Now, I'm going to answer all the reviews you've posted from last chapter, so I don't leave you hanging anymore.

lumigo akvo9504 (chapter 33): Oh my god it's been so long since I answer to one of your reviews, I'm actually crying a bit. I feel so bad leaving you hanging for so long, especially since you were like, the first person who ever reviewed this story. I hope you're still here...

Alright, that's right! The OTP has finally hit some trouble. About time, though, they've been having it easy from the start and not everything can be flowers and sunshines, unfortunately. I can be fixed! Maybe. I don't know how yet (one of the reasons for my huge block). Thank you so much! It's great to know I've improved! I did my FCE (a test for non-Enlish speaking countries), and I got 184 out of 190, which means my English is almost like a native's, so... yeah, everyone who told me reading and writing fanfics wouldn't pay off, here we are now! Thank you for the cakes! I hope you're safe wherever you are, and that corona hasn't gotten to you. Kudos!

Lilar101 (chapter 33): Thank you! That scene had been on my mind for so long, just as long as the reveal scene. Just... that was the only thing I had, now I have no idea where to go from here. Thank you for understanding, it's been a really taking year, and this block literally keeps me up at night sometimes, like I really can't sleep from the anxiety it gives me. I'm so sorry for leaving you all hyped, or well... I'm sorry for hyping you up and then ghosting this story for months. I hope you're still here! Stay safe!

Wildspark (chapter 3): I'm not sure it you have gotten to this part of the story yet, but concidering you reviewed this months ago, I'm hoping you are. I hadn't thought of that! It really does sound like an interesting concept, especially with Okano's personality, so I would love to read that!

ArmyWorm (chapter 1): Okay, definitely not sure if you're still here. But if you don't like a ship, there's no need to trash talk it, or the people who do like it. If you do that, then the 'bitch', as you call me, is you, since you can't seem to look past your own ass and your likes. I know Nagisa is a boy, but Karmagisa was a planned ship, and their dinamics do match for a romantic relationship. Also, in case you haven't noticed, you're reading on a platform strictly for FANFICTION. You know, as in not-canonical stories. So even if you don't like it, I and everyone else here can write whatever they damn please. It's because of comments like yours that a lot of potential writers decide not to post everything, and sometimes it even contributes to developing depression. Congratulations, you're an ass :) I've watched the anime, and I've read the manga, and decided I like Karmagisa not because I believe Nagisa is a girl, but because I like their dinamics. Not sure you know, but gay people exist. There's a whole comunity for them called LGBTQ+. Inform yourself and make an educate comment next time.

Guest (chapter 1): I... don't know why you reviewed that on the first chapter, but I'll try my best :))

Watching the rain fall (chapter 34): I'm so sorryyyy! But I'm glad you like it! Next chapter will be out... sometime. Well, you already know. Thank you so much! Kudos!

Idea-SPARK (chapter 34): I'm so so sorry! That... is actually a good idea. Huh. Don't know where I'd put it yet, but you may be onto something there. Thank you so much! Stay safe! Kudos!

Guest (chapter 23): I know how you feel.

Guest (chapter 2): Fue una desicion consciente, si eso es lo que estás preguntando. Decidi hacerla una chica... la verdad es que ya no estoy muy segura, pero en su momento me hacía mas sentido. En ningún momento planee un harem inverso, y las parejas han estado decididas desde los primeros capitulos. Aún así, espero que te guste!

EmptySpot (chapter 9): YESS! This has already been checked and edited. I apologize, my grammar back then was... awful. I cringed while editing the first chapters. Thank you for telling me, I appreciate it when you guys point out any mistakes I have with my grammar, it helps me improve :)) Stay safe!

CrazyFanYaya (chapter 33) It is. And I am so, so sorry. It wasn't meant to last this long, so I didn't think it would be that bad but... well, you know. I'll try to post next chapter as soon as I can. Stay safe!

Dreamer Rose (chapter 11): I just listened to it while reading the scene and. Wow. You are totally right, totally recommended.

Guest (chapter 34): I... thank you. I honestly think this story got a bit out of hand on the last chapters, adding a ton of information that I had no way to link to what I already had, which is one of the reasons for my huge absence. But it's nice to know it doesn't look that bad from the outside. I try not to dump all the information at once, that way things stay interesting and they develop like they would in real life. I don't believe in love at first sight, and a slow burn needs more than love to keep the readers attention, so... plot! Hahahahahaha. As you already read, I am finishing this, just... not sure when. I have to sort a lot of things first, but I promise this isn't abandoned. Stay safe!

CJ-Lee (chapter 34): I'm so sorry for leaving you hanging! It really wasn't my intention, I'm not that cruel, I swear! I've already said it, but I'm wprking through the previous chapters to gain inspiration and tie any lose ends I may have (which I do. A lot). I'll be back updating after that, though I'm not sure when that'll bee. Stay safe!

Alright, that's a wrap! Again, I'm sorry for leaving for so long, but I promise I'm back. Don't know when I'll update, but I promise I am working on it, and that this story hasn't been forgotten. For all my old readers, I really hope you're still here because I appreciate every single one of you, and for the new ones, I hope you don't leave either! I love all my readers and I'm eternally gratefull for all the support.

Stay safe you all! Kudos!

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