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Pressing her tongue against the corner of her lips and trying her best not to let the strangled moan that was stuck down her throat to escape out of her mouth, Regina decided that she wasn't thinking clearly… or better yet, that she definitely wasn't thinking at all.

She knew it because if she would be having any kind of coherent thoughts running through her head, she would have stopped things from going any further than they already had. But she wasn't doing anything to stop it… therefore why she was so sure that all common sense had abandoned her being to give way to incoherence.

So yes, it was what it was and somehow, someway, her resistance barometer went straight to hit zero and instead of using her usually rational mind as she knew she should, she was just letting things be.

Maybe her lack of resistance was a direct result to the fact that she was still half asleep and her senses were more alert than her mind, she didn't really know; but the fact was that ever since waking up in the middle of the night with the feeling of a hard body pressing against her and a hand running deliciously slow down her sides, a haziness that she still hadn't been able to kick off took over her head and now it was this.

Closing her eyes and taking in a deep breath, she tried to remember how it all started and all she could come up with was the vague memory of waking up with the feeling of his fingers tracing random patterns up her ribcage and then back to her naked hip.

The touch has been kind of lazy and it lacked firmness, but the closer it got to the swell of her breast to then retract down her sides, the more her brain got impaired. He went at it for a while, each time getting closer and closer but never getting actually there.

On her part, Regina just remained there, with her eyes closed and giving the impression that she was fast asleep as the almost electrical feeling of the pad of his fingers woke all her senses little by little.

For a while that was all she did, lay there with her mind a mess; but well, even though the details weren't really clear in her mind, or at least she was trying not to think much on them, she started to get restless under his touch and as his hand roamed around she pressed against him.

Close as they were, the movement ended up trapping his erection between his body and the soft flesh of her ass and hissing at the contact, his fingers closed hard around her hip.

Biting on her lips and definitely with her mind in the wrong place, Regina pressed harder, quietly enjoying how his manhood felt so hot and invitingly hard against her. In that moment there was no sense of what was wrong or right and the fact that the man provoking such feelings on her was none other than her best friend totally eluded her.

She was just aware that a need in her was awakening and that Robin was there to satiate it.

"You definitely want me to lose my mind, don't you?" Robin has said and then, lowering his face so that he could bite her shoulder softly, he dragged his hand to her breast so that he could get a good feel.

As far as she knew that was how it all started and then somewhere along the line, things got out of control and now she was straddling Robin's hips and resting over his hard body as his fingers slid beneath the blankets to run along her back without any kind of inhibition.

It seemed as if she just allowed her body to dictate her actions while putting her mind in blank and now it was this. His touch was burning a path of fire through her skin, his scent was invading all her senses and the feeling of his naked torso emanating such an intense heat into her was plain and simple making her feel feverish.

It was in that moment, when things felt imminent that her reality started to clear and she began questioning her actions. What the hell was she doing? Was she really making out with Robin? Because one thing was making a deal with the man to have sex with the only purpose of getting her pregnant and another very different to let her libido dictate her actions.

Doing the later was only going to make them both confuse the nature of their friendship and she couldn't let that happen. Unless… unless this was Robin finishing his end of the bargain.

After all he did say that he was going to try twice to get her pregnant that night so maybe this was still part of the deal? If that was the case, then what did it mean that she was letting things happen because they felt good rather than to get with child?

Did it mean that she was losing it?

As those questions started to invade her now clearer mind, the raven haired woman felt Robin drag his lips down her neck so he could worry the tender spot where her pulse was beating with his teeth and she couldn't help but to allow a throaty moan to escape out of her lips.

The sound of it prompted her to open her eyes and her hips automatically grinded against his, her hand curving to the back of his neck as she tried to sit up.

"Robin-" She mumbled, her mind trying to formulate a coherent sentence that could reason about what she was doing and why; but as soon as she spoke his name, the man underneath her tilted his head up and his lips went to cover hers once again.

Regina kissed him back, feeling fully aware that if there was any doubt in her mind about her sanity, it dissipated by her latest action. She had plain and simple lost it. Ever since their first time together she has been trying to cling to it, to retain even a little bit of it, but it was all in vain and apparently, she had lost her battle.

Maybe she should have pressed for the in-vitro or more than that, she should have never asked him to be the father in the first place.

No, she should have adopted again or… or anything that wouldn't have dragged her into sleeping with him.

And seriously, their first time together has been justified. They were trying to get her with child and in her mind they dealt with it relatively good. True, it has been awkward as hell, but nothing that would damage their friendship in the long run so it has been understandable, forgivable and she had been absolved by herself.

The second time… well, that one has been justified as well even though she kind of allowed her desire to take partially over. But this… her motives for doing this were wrong and she shouldn't be letting herself be carried away with such abandon.

She really shouldn't… but still…

Sitting up and pulling Robin up with her, Regina threw her arms around his neck and deepened the kiss, that way and with the patience of those who lived with no hurries, they continued exploring each other, their tongues tangled in a glorious dance that seemed to have no end.

As the kiss started to escalate in intensity, she felt Robin brushing his fingers along her spine and then making their way all the way up to her shoulders before dropping them back slowly to her waist. He repeated the motion, each time venturing a little bit further down; first dwelling on her lower back and then to her hips and at last to her ass, a lone finger sliding between her cheeks and settling against her pucker with the slightest touch.

It was a gentle and teasing touch that last a second before moving away and it definitely lacked the delicious urgency he used on her whenever he touched her, but for some reason it made her heart skip a beat.

Maybe it was because no one has ever touched her there and that Robin just did disconcerted her, or maybe it was that her mind hadn't really gotten a grip on what was going on; whatever it was, it made her fingers bury deep into his hair so that she could pull him closer.

Now, truth be told, disconcerted or not, the turn of events were making the former Evil Queen feel wanton. Her sex was swollen and ready and as it pulsated with need, she felt like she wanted to feel him nice and close so she pushed her hips against his, rotating her crotch in such a way that she could make contact against his own arousal.

It was like deja-vu, as she was sure that they had done things exactly like this the previous night, but at the same time, it all felt so new.

At the contact, Robin groaned into the kiss and pulled her tighter against him. Regina hummed, her lips curving into a grimace when he pulled away from the kiss and swirled her around so he was now the one on top. It was a nice feeling, she couldn't lie about it and the feeling of skin to skin contact made her want for more; but at the same time there was a voice in the back of her mind yelling at her to push him off so she could clear her head and do this as she has been planning, with no feelings involved.

"Robin, wait… we can't do this like this." She breathed out.

"No? And how do you fancy doing it?" He asked back in response, his voice a raspy bemused whisper that came out in a short breath.

Instead of replying with mere words, Regina found his lips again with hers, her tongue delving into the warm moist depth of his mouth. But she only lingered for a short while before tracing a trail of light kisses down to his neck. She kissed and nibbled his sensitive skin, feeling and liking how his unsteady pulse beat against her lips.

"That's… not what I mean." She said, closing her eyes and chuckling at the absurdity of it all. If she knew they shouldn't be making out, then why was she encouraging him and even acting on her own so things could happen?

"Regina, look at me." He mumbled back, his hands pressing her ass against him even more and making her feel that on his part, he wanted her and very badly.

Swallowing hard down and feeling very aware that his erection was right where it should be, hard and throbbing against her wetness, she opened her eyes and found herself lost in the depths of his blue stare.

It felt hypnotic to look into his eyes and unable to tear her gaze away, she felt him entering her with a firm push that made her gasp.

"Don't think about it… just feel it." He rasped, the low undertones of his voice sending a slight tremor down her spine.

Taking a deep breath, Regina was about to say that she couldn't just stop her mind from thinking. How could she turn her mind off? Sure, she could let him drag her into the moment and she knew she would happily succumb into his touch, but what about the aftermath?

She didn't want to get confused… she didn't want things to get complicated.

But before she could say that, he withdrew out of her almost completely and the he settled back in, filling her completely. Unable to help it, she moaned softly at the feeling and taking that as a win, his lips searched desperately for hers so they could kiss with renewed passion.

Already losing the battle, Regina used her own hands to memorize the contours of his muscular arms, the wonders of his strong back, his broad chest and his hard stomach; her tongue did the same with the cave of his mouth.

It was irremediable, maybe it always was and she has just been delaying things. Tinker Bell had said it… it was in their stars…

Wrapping her legs around him, she allowed herself to be dragged with the wave and he took her along with him, the two of them fusing as one and enjoying things for what they were.

She would definitely change her mind about giving into him as soon as morning came and before a day could pass she would be sure that there was nothing between them but a deep friendship that couldn't and wouldn't cross any more boundaries, but for that night she gave up completely and as she came undone in his arms, she couldn't help but to imagine how easy it would be to live her life like that, with him…

TBC

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