Love? Who needs them? I certainly don't! The only thing I need is myself and my medical books. I´v been alone my whole life, so why would I need someone to be there for me now? And when I see all the couples in love, I get a choking! This can really be stolen from me! I don't need anyone, especially not love! I'm a loner through and through without feeling lonely!

Just like every day after college, I went to the Crown to drink my coffee. And like every day there were the same 5 annoying girls. The only reason I go to this cafe is because the coffee is really tasty and because of Motoki. He's like a brother, but I don't even let him get to me. I drank my coffee from the corner but I only heard the loud voices of the girls. Motoki once told me the names. I think their names were Rei, Ami, Minako, Makoto and Usagi. And Usagi was definitely the most annoying. I don't know how to be so childish at her age. And all five weren't really pretty either. Girls are annoying beings who just want to shop and chat.

You could hear their voices through the whole Crown. I saw Motoki go to them and laugh with them. How can you be friends with these girls?

"What was so funny?" I asked Motoki slightly annoyed when he came back. "We talked about you", he confessed. "I'm so funny too", I said saractically. "As well as Mamoru. You shouldn't really care about that talk. You don't mind. But what I wanted to tell you is that the little one in front of you keeps looking over at you". Motoki laughed and began to polish glasses again.

I turned around and looked into the bright red face of Usagi. I had to smile. But wait. . . Usagi? Usagi, the most annoying and childish and clumsy girl in Tokyo, likes me?! I'm not laughing! How funny! She can wait for me for a long time. And for a very long time! She wasn't my type at all and she definitely wasn't a typical beauty either.

I paid for the coffee and left the Crown. However, I felt Usagi's look at me. I ran through the city until I finally arrived at my apartment.

I locked the door and went straight to the balcony and started a cigarette. Yes, I, as a medical student, smoke. That evening I stood on the balcony for a long time and watched the sunset. However, it was getting cooler and I decided to continue my doctoral thesis, as it was absolutely necessary to finish it. So that after graduation I can also get the title Doctor and then specialize in a subject. Just that I don't know anything yet. I fluctuate between surgery and paediatric medicine. Paediatrics).

I looked at the clock. It was pretty late. Too late to get to work. But it's too early to sleep. So I grabbed my laptop and sat on the balcony. I opened my Facebook page and saw about a million messages. And these were only women's. Most of them were at my university, but I didn't know many of them either. but a message came to my eye. She was from Usagi. I quickly opened her message and read it.

Hello Mamoru,

So you caught me staring at you.

Well. . . that didn't mean anything. Nothing at all! You have to believe me. Anyway, I wanted to apologize for it. That's so embarrassing. . .

Have another good night and I hope I didn't bother you.

Maybe we'll see each other.

See you then

Bunny 3

Was that an excuse? But for what? It's kind of ridiculous! And so childish. Without answering, I deleted the message and began to read the others. Most of the news said, "You're the hottest guy from all over Tokyo", "Please go out with me" or "I want a kid from you!". Just like every day.

I put the laptop away and went to the bathroom to take a shower. The cold water cleared my head and made me think clearly. After the shower, I went to bed. I knew it was going to be a long night.

My alarm clock showed at 3 o'clock in the morning and I hadn't slept a single hour. My God, what was wrong with me? So it really can't be because of Bunny. I don't care about women's feelings. For me, women are only there for pleasure. I'm having my fun and I don't care if the woman comes at her expense or not. And I've had a lot of women in my young life. But I've never been on a firm relationship out of not like the women. But I knew they were just horny on my money. The generation is bad. Then I love to be alone and have my fun. And that until I die.

My alarm clock rang. 6:00 in the morning. The perfect time to get up, even though I only got three hours of sleep. I got up, put on sweatpants and went to the kitchen. With the coffee cup in my hand I went to the balcony. Sunrise. Not many Japanese see it. And if you have a penthouse apartment like mine, the view is all the better. I could look over all of Tokyo all the way to the sea. I drank my coffee and then went into the bathroom to take a quick shower. Because of the cold water I was now completely awake.

I grabbed my bag and drove to college. 8 hours of lessons! I'd always been the best in my year so far. Since this year is my graduation year, I want to surpass myself again. I have even received some offers from abroad, for example from Germany, the Netherlands and the USA. But most appealing to me is the offer from America. They have a first-class children's ward. I've already taken it and it'll start in six months. Nothing's keeping me here. Except Motoki's coffee. But what am I doing here? Nothing!

"Mister Chiba? That I will experience that you do not watch in class!" My professor complained. "Sorry, Mr. Watahine. That won't happen again", I apologized. Was I so busy with my thoughts? Mamoru Chiba as real! Why don't you pull yourself together? I suppressed my thoughts and focused back on class until the 8 hours were over.

Just like the day before, after college, I was on my way to the Crown when someone almost ran into me. I already saw the unknown person banging on the hard floor, so I grabbed his arm and pulled him towards me so he wouldn't fall. It was a girl. Blonde. She looked up at me and I got scared. The girl was Usagi. I saw her blush around the nose. Somehow I liked the view. What am I thinking? I approached her face and whispered something into her ear.

"You'd better watch where you're going. . . . . Osako . . . . . "

I left her and went to the Crown. I sat down at the counter and ordered my coffee. The door opened and I knew it was Usagi, because I felt her look at me. In front of me, the scene just played off. What did I call her? Usako? Her bright blue eyes staring at me. I've never seen such eyes before. I could just whistle myself! What kind of thoughts are swirling around in my head? Usagi? Seriously? She's a small, stupid, naive girl and has no resemblance to an attractive woman. And if I want my fun, it's only with women with certain values.

Yes, these are thoughts I like.

"Ey Mamoru what are you thinking about?" Suddenly asked me Motoki. "I? Oh, nothing at all. But there's something else I have to tell you"

"What?" he asked me while polishing the glasses.

"I will soon be gone indefinitely. But you will get more information", I explained to him.

"How far? Where?"

"America"

So now it was out! I really needed to talk to someone about it. During the conversation with Motoki, I didn't notice Usagi leaving the Crown crying.

"But that's something Motoki. And I really need help with that"

"To your service", Motoki grinned. "It's about Usagi. Since she looked at me like that yesterday, she's kind of stuck in my head. Even in college, where I'm always 200%, she's swirling around in my head. And she just grabbed me. And well, we were pretty close. It was sooooooo weird", I told him. "Chiba can it be that you're in love?" he asked keck. "To be in love? Me? Never! Especially not in Usagi! You know what I think about love and that opinion will not change!" Completely annoyed, I got up and left the Crown.

How did you come up with such an idea? You think I fell in love with Usagi? No, never! Love can make me. And besides, it doesn't fit me at all to fall in love with stuff. I was just before the U. S. start. That doesn't fit me at all!

I went home and sat down at my homework as my phone vibrated. Two new messages. The first was by Usagi.

To: Mamoru

6:37 p. m.

Hello Mamoru,

You know, I just wanted to apologize for lunch tonight for running you around. But also thank you for catching me. Besides, I wanted to wish you a lot of fun in America. I accidentally got it with me. Well, I'm sure you'll see each other again. Usagi

She had it with her? If it's really true that she's in love with me, then that message was like a stab in her heart. Oh man! Now I have the salad. Should I talk to her? I left the message behind and didn't write back for the time being.

The second message was from Motoki.

To: Mamoru

6:41 p. m.

Hey Chiba,

I know you don't like this, but I wanted to ask if you'd come to the beach tomorrow? Minako, Rei, Makoto, Ami, Yuichiro, and Ryo are also present. I don't know anything about Usagi. But we'd all be pretty happy if you'd follow our invitation this time. Motoki

Another invitation to a meeting like this. I stopped counting after 70 invitations. I never went. I know Motoki mine only well but he should know that I can't stand the reason why so many people are in one place. Nevertheless, I promised him this time. Maybe that distracted me from the thoughts of Usagi. I hoped so much that she would not come, because she will be even weirder in her bikini than it already is.