OT3 Challenge - Doubts
Doubts
James thought about the offer that he had received only an hour ago. It was strange: until an hour before, he had never even considered there being anything more between him and either one of his friends.
But Remus had been the one to approach him, not Sirius, so he knew it was a big deal. He knew it wasn't a joke.
He knew that his best friends had considered him in a romantic light and wanted to take him on a date.
James had doubts about the idea. Sirius was all for it, and even Remus thought it was a good idea, but James could see the flaws in the plan.
What if it didn't work out? Remus and Sirius already had such a strong bond: a bond that James had been jealous of in the past, which brought up a second point.
Jealousy. Could James really be with two men who looked at each other that way? Where would he really fit into it? Would he take a back-seat to their relationship? How would he know where boundaries were? What was okay and what was not. He knew Sirius was quite the jealous puppy after all, so how would Sirius cope with James even kissing Remus?
With each thought he had, the doubts grew and grew until he found his phone in his hand, and pressed to his ear.
"James?"
The soft sound of Remus' voice captivated him. Suddenly he could see the friendship bond between the three of them, becoming something more. He could see tender kisses and the three of them falling asleep together.
He could see Sirius and Remus kissing in a new light, joining in the kisses. There had been a time where he had harboured a small crush on each of them, after all, and he didn't want to miss out.
It could be something really special, and he wanted to be a part of it.
"I'll give it a try," he said.
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