Chapter 7 What is real...Just a Dream.
If I was home right now I would be jerking it. No doubt. That kiss or whatever the fuck it was with Brenda was amazing. The feeling of her petite little body against mine, arms around my neck. Grabbing at the little hairs on the back of my neck. The whimper I'm not even sure she was aware she made when I pulled her harder against me. Even though I didn't have any serious x-rated material to use, I had enough Brenda to be able to jerk off to her for months. And now, now I was tossing and turning, with a raging hard on and all I could think about was her. She was sleeping in the next room, all that was separating us was a bathroom. If Brenda wasn't Brenda…I would have snuck the fuck in there. But I couldn't do that, no way could I do that…right?
Jesus Christ this is ridiculous. I hear her protective twin brother 5 feet away from me in his bed snoring away and I am thinking about sneaking into her room and doing things I have been dreaming about with her since I met her. I was a horrible friend. But what if Brenda liked me like I liked her? Couldn't and wouldn't he be happy for us? Could I be a good boyfriend to her, take her out, make things romantic for her like I know she likes. If it was any other girl that I felt this way about I would die trying to be that guy but with Brenda…I couldn't afford to fuck it up.
"Fuck" I whispered softly, throwing the covers off myself. I was not going to sleep here again, it was too fucking hard knowing she was so close and off limits. My hand found my dick as I got up out of bed. I adjusted myself so I was now more comfortable but sadly my boxers didn't hide it at all.
"Whatever", I mumbled running my hand through my unrulely hair. I grabbed the bathroom door, the least I could do was splash water on my face, I wished I could release some of the damn tension in my pants but that was not going to happen here. I reached for the light switch but before I could turn it on, the lights flicked on anyway. I looked up and saw the most incredible sight I have ever seen. There in the bright lights of the bathroom Brenda stood in a small t-shirt and the shortest fucking pajama shorts I had ever fucking seen. I knew my eyes took her in without even thinking about it. By the time they found her face she looked down quickly covering her arms over her chest uncomfortably, a sure tell sign I was gawking at her...and she knew it.
"Uh…um." fuck I was stuttering, "You…go first." my hands automatically went in front of my dick which was harder now thanks to those fucking shorts.
"Ah…No…its ok…go ahead." Brenda's tone was nervous as her eyes followed my hands and what they were covering. "You're the guest…please…go ahead."
"But its your bathroom." What the fuck was I talking about? Were we really going back and forth about this?
"You can have it." she said quickly.
"You sure?" Jesus, I was hopeless.
"Yeah…I'll wait." she gave me a small smile and took a deep breath.
I tilted my head to the side and smiled back, "Thanks?" why it came out like a question, I haven't a clue. "Um…goodnight…again."
There was a long silence between us, we just stared at each other. Neither one of us making any move to go on with whatever we were going to do.
"Goodnight." she breathed out. Taking several more seconds as she slowly turned around, giving me the wonderful view of her luscious ass. Her shorts so short the bottom of her rounded perfect ass cheeks showed out the bottom. Then the door clicked quietly and she was gone. My head fell back as I sighed and looked up at the ceiling. I was so beyond fucked with this girl I didn't even know what to do.
I relieved myself quickly actually having to take a piss now and washed my hands, fully aware that Brenda was probably waiting to go and hearing what I was doing in here as well. I splashed a little water over my face and finished up. I couldn't help but look toward her door. After I did it, I regretted it. I gently knocked on her bedroom door. What I was actually going to say to her I didn't know. She opened it slowly and we just stared at each other. Before I could open my mouth to try and make up some lame excuse for knocking her arms flew around my neck. It happened so fucking fast it was a blur. Her arms were wrapped tightly around me, mine instantly around her waist. The bathroom door gently closed. Her mouth on mine, kissing me. We were kissing, and it was good too. It was heated and rushed and for being a "good girl" she was a hell of a kisser. She parted her mouth allowing my tongue entry and she moaned at the contact. I was over trying to hide my hard on from her after hearing that and I pulled her against me tighter as it pressed into her stomach.
My kiss deepened as my hands slowly found their way to her ass. I rubbed gently, ending it with a squeeze, pulling her pelvis against me. Oh my god this was happening right? Was I fucking dreaming this? At this point if this was a dream I wasn't stopping now. I lost myself in the moment and as I squeezed her ass again. I lifted her right against my dick. She gasped, surprised but wrapped her legs around my waist anyway. I continued to kiss her, as I gently lowered her to her bed. I settled myself between her legs and actually took a second to look at her. Look into her eyes and take this in. She was perfect and beautiful. Her shy smile and sparkling eyes, her dark brown hair lay spread out over the pillow, fanned out perfectly.
"Hi." I whispered, not knowing what else to say.
"Hi." she whispered back.
"I just…" I stopped not knowing what I had just wanted to do when I knocked on the door. Let her know I was done with the bathroom? To see her? Do this with her? All of the above?
Before I could finish she lifted her head off the pillow and kissed me again, "I'm glad you did." she answered knowing what I was either going to say or thinking.
I kissed her slowly now the urgency gone. I was kissing Brenda and in her bed. I had literally dreamed about this and jerked off to this fantasy more times that I would like to admit to anyone. Her hands felt so good practically gripping at my back. I ground into her automatically and got the most incredible and sexy noise from her. So I did it again.
"Ahh." she moaned out. Holy fuck.
I kissed her to silence her, that was all I needed was for her god damn parents to hear this or maybe worse her brother. I continued to grind up against her and she met every thrust with her own. Her room filled with heavy breathing and soft moans as we dry humped each other silly. I rested more of my weight on her making sure I wasn't hurting her and my hand found her waist. Her shirt was short so it automatically found her soft warm skin. I tickled it gently running my fingers tips across it. I debated my next move but Brenda decided for me when she arched her breasts into my chest. I took that as a hint as my hand slowly moved under her shirt, my finger tips grazing the bottom of her breast. She moaned again softly so I finally cupped her tenderly. My thumb running slowly across her nipple as it hardened under my touch instantly. How far was I going to go with her? Because in my mind, I wanted all of her and that was probably unlikely. She continued to breath heavily into my ear and I figured she would tell me if I over stepped my boundaries. My lips found her neck as she leaned back giving my better access to it. I continued to palm and gently knead her breast, rubbing my dick against her. It was so fantastic, I didn't even care or think about doing anything else. I got lost in the intensity, all the kissing and touching and grinding, I realized I was about to show her exactly what young 16 year old boys did.
"Shit Brenda…I'm going to come." I said quietly into her ear. I figured I would give her a heads up because I did not want to stop. She tensed under me and for a second I thought I had scared her. Damn it Dylan, she isn't like this, she needs to be treated like a lady. You just told her you were about to come in your pants. Then her hands found my ass and she pulled me against her faster. Her breath heightened and she closed her eyes as I grinded against her keeping the pace she wanted.
"Uhhhhh." She moaned to loud for my comfort. I brought my lips to hers and kissed her deeply, letting our tongues dance around each other. Our breathing and moans muffled by our mouths and then it happened. I had never experienced anything like it and believe me I had come before. We jerked against each other and rode out our orgasms, until finally our pace slowed and then finally stopped. I lay on top off her for several seconds trying to catch my breath and take in just what fucking happened. It was awkward and quiet, I was trying my hardest to think of something to say to her. An adorable giggle came from her so I picked my head up from against her shoulder and looked at her. She was flushed and a incredible sight. Her quiet giggle continued and it was contagious.
"Please say you are laughing because you are happy not because I just came in my pants." I quietly laughed out.
She continued to giggle and shook her head, "I just came in my pants too. I'm laughing because…is this real? Did we just dry hump in my bed?" She whispered with that sweet sexy smile that made my dick twitch again even though it wasn't up for anything just yet.
"I think so." I gently rolled off her and propped my head on my hand and stared at her. Her eyes were twinkling and the flush on her cheeks made her look even more gorgeous.
Our heads snapped to the hallway outside as we heard the creek of the floor. "Fuck." we both whispered.
She held her hand up, then we both heard the footsteps descend down the stairs. "Fuck is it Brandon?" I asked sitting up.
"No." she sat up and joined me, "His bedroom door makes this god awful creaking noise, its probably one of my parents. Don't worry they wont look in on us."
I looked at her again, this time I moved her hair behind her ear and took her in again, "I should get back in there before Brandon wakes up." I gently moved in and kissed her softly. Lingering a little longer than I needed to but she smelt good and her lips were pouting and swollen from our make out.
Now that we had done this, was it going to happen often? Would she be my girlfriend? I didn't think Brenda would be the kind of girl to hook up and not expect something but that was totally fine with me, I didn't want to be with anyone else. Then Brandon came back into my mind at the worst time, shit Brandon.
"Your brother is going to kill me." I rubbed my hand over my face hoping she had a good idea of how to break the news to him that we were together.
"He doesn't have to know." she whispered and began to kiss my neck.
My eyes closed from the sensation then snapped open and I pushed her back gently so I could see her face, "What do you mean?"
She smiled at me, "I mean we don't have to tell him this happened, we don't have to tell him anything that happens in the future...it could be our little secret." she whispered the last part into my ear and then took my ear lobe gently in her mouth.
"A secret." I breathed out and closed my eyes feeling her nod but continue to work on my ear and neck. Fuck that felt good. But wait…Brenda didn't want more…she wanted to just hook up with me because if she did want more, it would be impossible to keep a boyfriend a secret.
As I softly kissed her, my head wasn't into it like it should have been. I was thinking about what Brenda had said and why she said it. "I had never done that before." she whispered, "It was really nice." she pulled away and looked at me. I looked into her eyes, trying to see if there was the feeling there that I had for her. I wanted to tell her I didn't want to keep her a secret, I wanted to take her out on a date, get to know her better…but nothing came out. I was scared to know what she really felt for me.
"It was really nice for me too." I whispered sadly back to her. "I should get to bed." I slowly stood and she stood with me.
"Goodnight Dylan." she said with a smile.
"Night Brenda." I smiled back. The little vixen that I was with seconds ago faded and there stood my Bren. A nickname I had heard her brother call her but I had yet to use. I had hoped one day we would be close enough I could.
She stood sweet and innocent and beautiful. I took a couple steps toward her until she was right in front of me. My hands went to her waist as she rested her hands on my chest. I leaned down and took her lips to mine. The kiss was slow and tender. Our lips moved together perfectly, my tongue grazing hers lightly. We pulled back a bit and my forehead found hers. I took in her scent one more time not knowing when I would get to kiss her again. I smiled at her and turned toward the bathroom. She smacked my ass and with the thin material of my boxers it made a slapping noise.
I turned toward her, my eyes wide, "You want me to get murdered don't you?" I joked, not being able to be sad at this moment anymore. She was fucking sexy and beautiful and she was driving me crazy. I moved quickly toward her, grabbing her roughly, picking her up, kissing her lips quickly before throwing both of us on her bed. "You should behave Miss Walsh…or I may have to punish you." I said seductively before gripping both her breasts in my hand. I lowered my face to her chest as I pushed them together. Her scent embraced me as her soft breasts hugged my face. She breathed out arching them against me.
I pulled back and looked at her. I gently leaned down and kissed her again. "Goodnight sweetie." I winked at her and got up. I took the covers and brought them over her. Kissed her one last time and backed myself toward the door. We watched each other the whole way and before I knew it I was back in the bathroom.
I quietly changed my boxers and cleaned myself up. I was surprised I was able to hold out as long as I had.
As I lay in the pull out bed, listening to the quiet snore of Brandon I thought about everything and what Brenda had said. If she meant what I think she meant, this was every guys dream. A secret hook up, that no one knew about. Sneaking around and only giving and taking what we really wanted from each other. No commitment, no strings…just sex. Every guy's fantasy, every guy's dream and wishful thinking. Every guy…but me.
Bet you cant wait for Brenda's POV huh? Tell me what you think and maybe just maybe I will actually post the next chapter this week. And if you are really nice…you will get the Love Letters Chapter too. XOXXOXOXOXO