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That night was the first night that I dreamed about something else. Besides Jacob I don't know why I was dreaming about Asil. I just met him last night and now I was dreaming about him. It started out like this. I was running throw the woods and I come across a house. I had a hot house with the most beautiful flowers that I never seen. I walked up to the hot house to get a better look at it. I didn't know that Asil was coming out of his house. He saw me but just smiled and come down the steps. I heard a squeak so I turned my head to the side. Asil smiled at him I could feel my face getting hot.

"Oh sorry I didn't know you lived here."

My face was turning red and I don't know why.

"It's fine Tega. Would you like come inside and see them better?"

I nodded and he took me by my hand. My face turned red and my body started to get hot. He squeezed my hand a lil. He opened the door for me. I walked in and it was hot in there but it felt good. "Wow it smells really great in here."

Asil smiled as I walked around the hot house. Looking and smelling the followers.

"You like them?"

I looked shyly up at him.

"Yes I do. Never in my live have I very see such beauty. It makes my heart hurt when I look at him."

He walked over to me. What he did next took my by surprise. He wrapped his arms around my waist and put his chin on my shoulder. Like we did this all the time.

"I'm very happy that you like them."

His hot breath ran from my ear down to my neck. It felt good that I didn't hear my self moan softly. Asil chuckled then his lips brushed against my neck. Make me moan again.

"You like that?"

I couldn't speak but I nodded my head. His tongue came out and licked my neck to my collarbone. I gave a load moan as his started to kiss my body. His hands moved from my waist up to my breasts. I could feel my body shaking with pleasure. He started to suck my neck and bite softly.

"Asil why are you doing this?"

My dream self said. He turned me around so I could look at him. His eyes turned gold. His wolf was out and he was the one who spoke.

"I chosen you as my new mate Tega."

Before I say anything his lips come down on mine. He licked my lower lip asking for to come inside. I opened my month to like him in. his tongue came in. Our tongue's fought for dominants. Ether of us backed down, then he pulled back and smiled. Picked me up in his arm and took me back to the house. He put me on his bed and got on top of me. He nuzzled and nipped at my neck as he took off my clothes. Then I t was my turn. My face turned red as it took off his shirt.

My hands slid over his bare chest I could feel the muscles. He had a few scars wolfs this old were lucky to have scars. Being old make you go crazy but for me it didn't. I put my head on his chest and kissed one of the scars. He moaned softly and I smiled in to the kiss.

I let out my tongue so I could have a taste of this wolf. That make me hot in place that hasn't felt this in years. The only time that I truly felt like this was with Jacob. Sex with other guys didn't cut it. I made my way down from his chest to his stomach. I kissed his stomach and looked up at him as my hand worked as fast as they could to get his belt and pants off. As I was about to pull them down. Something happened. . .

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I jerked awake to see Samuel shaking me.

"W-what's wrong?"

I said looking at him. He smiled.

"Did you have a good sleep?"

The way he said that made my blush. I sniffed the air. My face turned red there was the smell of hormones.

"Yea you could say that."

I yawned and looked out side. It was still dark out.

"Why did you wake me up Da?"

When I called him Da his face lit up.

"Will before any one gets up I thought you like to go for a run?"

I smiled a lil.

"Sure but lets eat first."

He laughed softly. When he left I got out of the bed and started to get ready. When I got to the kitchen he was putting food on the table. Guess he started cooking before he went to get me up.

"So are you going to tell me what you were dreaming about?"

I just took a bite out of the waffles. I choke as I tried to swallow them down.

"Umm I really don't want to talk about it. It was really weird and I don't even know why I had it."

I took a drink out of my milk.

"Really it was that weird?"

I ate for a while then said.

"It was better then reliving what happened to Jacob."

Da looked up at me.

"If you don't mind what happened."

I didn't looked up. But I told him about Jacob and the baby and how Ray took away my family from me.

"Oh baby I'm so sorry."

He got up and hugged me. I didn't know I was crying till we heard someone cleared there throat. We looked over to see Bran standing there.

"What are you two doing up this early?"

Da smiled as he sat back down.

"I thought it would be nice to go for a run with Tega."

I took a bite but it tasted like cardboard.

"Will did you forget that I want you help me with the new pup?"

I looked up at my grandfather. I still cant believe that the Marrok was my grandfather is was just to weird. I wonder what he would say if he found out that I was family. Blood family I wasn't listen to what they were saying till I heard my name.

"Tega are you ok? You were spacing out."

I looked up that them.

"Sorry I was thinking about stuff. What were you saying?"

Bran smiled at me.

"I was saying that maybe you should come with us on the pups first hunt. So if something goes wrong we have a Omega there."

I looked over at Da. He nodded.

"Ok but what about Anna?"

Da smiled at me.

"She is going with Charles to help him with some business with Adam."

I knew which Adam he was talking about. Mercy and Adam who hasn't hear that he married a coyote. It was sweet at lest to me it was sweet.

"Sure I go what time?"

Bran come over and sat next to his son.

"Samuel know when. So are you two going to run as wolfs or humans?"

I looked at Da cause I didn't know.

"We be going a wolfs so when it's time we can just meet up with you."

After that Bran left the kitchen.

"So should we get going. Changing is going to take a while."

Da said. I nodded and helped him to the dishes. Then I went to my room to 'change'. One thing about me that I didn't want anyone to know was that I can change faster then the other werewolf's. I know Charles can change fast but I was faster. It didn't hurt when I changed. I took off my clothes so I wouldn't ripe them. Then phased into my wolf.

She was a beautiful snow white with icy blue eyes. Just like my father. Mother always said that my wolf was like my fathers. I waited till I heard Da finishing the change. I meet him out side my room. He sniffed me behind my ears making them twitch. Then we headed for the back door. Dad opened it then we took off running into the forest. I love to be in my wolf form. T

he snow flew up as we ran. I looked just like a wolf not a dog. Most of the wolfs look like dogs and were the same size as most of them. But not me I was huge for a wolf and I look just like a white wolf. I can change the size of my wolf. Its weird but I can go bigger then what I was now. But didn't want to freak out Da. I pushed that out of my mind.

We played for a long time. He took me to the lake. I was huge and it didn't freeze over yet. We chased rabbits for a while, then we heard a howl. It was Bran calling for us. Da rolled his eyes then he took off running and I followed him. Bran and the new pups were waiting for us in a clearing.

When Da stopped I slid next to him. Bumping him with my hip. He looked at me I just licked him nose. Bran looked at us then we took off for the hunt.

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After the hunt Da had to go to the clinic. I went back to Bran's house. We rode in silence but there was something he wanted to say.

"You should just ask it. I don't mind."

Bran looked at me.

"People say I could read minds. How did you know I wanted to ask you something?"

I smiled out of the window.

"I just have the feeling that you wanted to say something."

I looked over at him to see him smile a lil.

"What did you and Samuel do?"

His voice was friendly but there was something else in there.

"He took me to see the lake. We chased a few rabbits then we heard your howl and took off."

He nodded. Did he think I was fucking around with him? The smile that was on my face fell as I turned back to look out the window. I turned off my emotions. Guess Bran could feel that.

"What's wrong?"

I didn't looked at him.

"What are you talking about?"

He let out a sigh.

"You shut down your emotions. So what did I say to piss you off?"

I pulled up my legs out of habit.

"Does there have to be a reason for me to shut them down? Who's said I was pissed off?"

He tighten his grip on the stirring wheel.

"No but it was weird that you were happy a few moments ago. Then you just shut down. When someone who has good control shuts down there emotions is mostly pissed off."

I put my head down on my knees.

"Maybe it just that I started to let my guard down and that's not me. I shut off my emotions so I don't feel anything. If I was pissed off you would know. When I'm pissed off I don't hid it."

I said in a lifeless voice. Bran didn't say anything after that. He pulled into the garage. I hoped out of the car walked inside. The scent of Leah was fresh so I just walked to my room. Got some clothes out and headed for the shower. When I got done I was hungry so I was about to walk done the stairs. When I heard Bran and Leah talking. I stopped and was about to walk about to my room till I hear what Leah was saying. "I don't want her staying her Bran. I know she has feelings for you. I can see it in her eyes." She said in a sweet voice.

"No she doesn't Leah. You just don't like her that's why you want her out of here."

It sounds like they been talking about me for a while.

"She wants you. You didn't smell her room this morning? It smiled like she was in heat."

I just stood there not moving or making a sound.

"She might have had a good dream. We all get like that from time to time. I was better then the fear, pain and lose that night before."

Leah must have smiled cause her voice went sweeter if that was possible.

"She just have been dreaming about you last night. I got up for some water and I could hear her talking in her sleep. She said your name."

I was mad now but I didn't like my emotions out. She was a dam good liar. I never talk in my sleep something I breath so quietly that Jacob us to shake me awake to see if I was still alive. I couldn't take this anymore. I packed up my stuff and jumped from my window. When my feet hit the snow I took off running. I didn't know were I was going but I had to get away from his hell.

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I ran for a long time. I came across a house that had Charles truck parked out front. I sniffed the air, Anna's and Charles scent was all over the place. This must be there home. I didn't know what to do, so I walked up to the front door and knocked softly. I waited but as I was about to leave the door opened. Standing in the door way was Charles. I turned about around and smiled up at him. He took a step back. "Umm Hi can I talk to you and Anna?"

I said in a low voice.

"Sure but Anna's in the shower."

He let me in and we sat at the table waiting for Anna to come out. When she did she come and sat next to her mate.

"What did you want to talk to us about?"

Then something came to me.

"I thought you two were going about of town today?"

Charles smiled a lil.

"We were but the weather is going to get bad where we were going so we have to wait for tomorrow to leave."

I nodded.

"Umm Leah is making stuff up about me and she doesn't want me in the house. So I was wondering if you two wouldn't mind if I stayed here for a few day?"

I wasn't looked at the but the table. Anna was the first to talk.

"What is Leah saying about you?"

I didn't look up.

"She is saying that I want Bran for my self and I don't. I don't even see him like that. But that bitch is making up stuff. So I left the house. If you don't want me to stay that's fine I leave."

They didn't say anything. So I was about to get up.

"Leah is a bitch but why do you want to stay with us?"

Charles voice was low.

"While you are the only one's I know besides Asil and Sage. That I met and Samuel is staying at the house."

I felt so lost and unwanted.

"Never mind I go and stay at the motel."

I left before they could say anything. I walked to the motel barefooted and with my hair wet. I asked for a key and walked to my room. It was small but it had a bed and bathroom so I couldn't complain. I laid face down on the bed and started to cry. My rage and sadness felled the room. I just want to leave but if I did Samuel would be heart broken. I wait to after he leaves. Then someone was banging on my door. I didn't feel like getting up.

"Tega! Are you in there let me in!"

It was Da so with out even getting up I unlocked the door. He came in and saw me on the bed. But a wave of rage and sadness hit him. He shut the door locked it and walked over to me. Da sat next to me and started to rub my back.

"I was so worried about you. Don't ever leave again with out tell me ok?"

He was mad but he didn't yell at me. I wish he would.

"Sorry I couldn't stay there anymore."

I said very low. All I wanted to do was ball up and just be forgotten.

"Was it Leah?"

I nodded.

"What did she say?"

I buried my hand in the pillows.

"She was saying I wanted Bran for my self."

I felt his hand ball up.

"If she knew what you are my daughter she wouldn't have said that."

He was mad and then again he was trying not to laugh. I pocked my head out to look up at him. His eyes looked into mine.

"Your eyes are purple?"

I put my head down. "

Yeah I know. I don't know why they turn that color but when I'm like this they turn purple."

He started to rub my back again. I moved so I could put my head on his lap. He petted my head for a while as I cried. When I was done he looked down at me.

"Are you feeling better?"

I nodded if I said I was fine then he would know I was lying.

"Why don't you stay with Charles and Anna?"

I shook my head. They didn't want me after what Leah said. They might think I was after Charles next.

"Ok but you need to eat something."

I nodded but I didn't make any signs of moving.

"I don't really eat when I'm like this."

My voice was husky from crying.

"I go and by you some food so when you do get hungry. You have food."

Then he lifted. I slowly got up and walked to the door and locked it. I heard Da talking to someone but I didn't listen in. I went back to the bed. But before I could lay back down there was a knock on the door. I didn't move to it. Then a voice come through the door.

"Tega its Bran let me in."

I growled but I did what he asked. He walked in as I walked back to the bed and laid back down. I gave him my back and put my head under the pillows.

"You shouldn't lifted like that. When Samuel came home and found out you weren't there. He freaked out. When he called Charles to ask him if he seen you and he told him you were going to the motel. He jumped into his car and came here."

I didn't say anything. I shut down my emotions again.

"Why did you leave for?" I

wanted to yell at him but all I said was.

"Leah."

I could feel him walk to the table and sit down.

"So you did hear us talking then?"

"Yes."

Was all I gave him.

"I wasn't sure if you were or not."

He was trying to be nice to me. I pulled my head out but not looking at him.

"So what are you going to do to me? Hit me? Or beat me? Or send me away so Leah can be happy."

I might have shut done my emotions but the last thing I said sounded bitter to me.

"Why would I hurt you for?"

I sigh.

"Why not?"

I wanted for someone to hurt me and to hit me.

"Why do you want that for?"

I didn't say anything guess after being with Ray for so long. Doing anything bad I got use to being hurt. "

Let me guess its cause of that witch?"

I didn't move.

"Thought so. Will Leah isn't the Marrok so she has no say in it."

Like I give a fuck. I just wanted to be left alone.

"Will you come back to the house?"

It was a commanded and he wasn't really asking me to come back.

"No I will never step foot in that place ever again."

I said through gritted teeth.

"I understand. If you ever want to leave I can find a nice pack that you can stay with."

He might be the Marrok but I could tell he was happy to that I wasn't going back. Guess this bitch convinced him I was after him. I didn't say anything. If only they knew was all I could think about.

"I leave you alone them."

He left and I pulled out one of my guns that had silver in it. He must have heard me cock it in place. I had it up to my head. I wish I could pull it but it wouldn't do much good. So I un cock it but it was still in my hand when Da came back. My back was up to the wall but his eyes was on the gun in my hand. "What's up with the gun?"

He could smell the silver.

"Nothing really. Was thinking about cleaning it but I really just want someone to shoot."

His face fell.

"Why would you want to do that for?"

I closed my eyes.

"No just anyone. Just a pack of evil rogues would be good."

He put the food on the table then sat on the bed.

"When your mad you want to kill?"

I looked at him.

"Not all the time but sometime when running or fighting doesn't work I just want to fight for the death."

He started to worry. I could smell it coming off him.

"Don't worry I wont do anything like that."

I was telling the truth. He put some take-out on my lap with a fork.

"Eat."

I didn't feel like fighting with him so I ate. It was good but I wasn't hungry.

"Thanks Da."

He smiled and said

"Tomorrow it will just be you and me." Then he left.

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That night my dream start with me at Asil's house. We were just having tea but then it turned hot. He had me on the table kissing down my neck to my shoulder. His hand was on my breast squeezing softly. His tongue licking my skin. I started to moan load. It felt so really that before it could go on. I woke up. I don't know what woke me up form a great dream. But something was calling to me.

I walked out of the room strait into the forest. I walked on and on. I was just in my shorts and a tank top. Then I could smell blood and wolfs. I came to a clearing there were wolfs around a body. Samuel and Bran was the only one in human from. One of the wolfs growled at me but I just walk passed them. Samuel and Bran looked at me but my eyes was on the body. It was a male and his body was torn up badly.

"What are you doing here Tega? And why don't you have warm clothes on?"

Samuel voice was low.

"Who is he?"

Was all I could say. Bran was the one who spoke.

"We don't know he's not from around here."

I got closer. It couldn't be could it. I dropped to my knees next to the body. No one tried to stop me I sniffed the body. There was no scent of any other person on him.

"Did you find a mark on him?"

Samuel looked at me.

"No but then again I didn't look much under the blood or clothes. Why did you ask?"

I kept my eyes on the body.

"May I look at his back?"

He was frozen so it would be easy to look.

"Ok."

Da helped me roll him over. I pulled down the shirt. I took a breath of relieve.

"What's that about?"

I looked up at Bran but I let the cold back into my eyes.

"Just thought it was Ray but this body doesn't have his calling card on it."

Bran looked at the body then me.

"Why are you out here so late?"

I stood up.

"Something was calling for me to come out here. So I came."

Samuel stood up and looked at me.

"Something was calling you and you came?"

I took a breath.

"So its not like I can handle my self. I do have some magic in me."

I wrapped my arms around my self.

"What if you came out here alone and we weren't here. Who ever killed him might want you."

I looked at him.

"This was a wolf attack not a werewolf."

They looked at me.

"Who do you know that?"

I looked at them.

"The marks around the wounds are different then werewolf's bite. I know the different between them."

But this looked just like when Ray's near. If this was him then this body would have his mark on it.

"Aren't you cold?"

I was pulled out of my thoughts.

"What?"

I looked at Da.

"Aren't you cold?"

I shook my head.

"Nope. Not really "

Bran looked at me.

"It's below zero and your not cold? Even as a werewolf this temperature we are cold."

I looked down.

"I don't get cold anymore. I was experimented on by a black witch."

There was a lot of things that made me different.

"I walk you back to your room."

Da looked at Bran.

"Is that ok with you Da?"

He nodded and we started to walk back.

"Do you think its your witch?"

I looked at him.

"I don't know but the call felt like him but there was no mark or magic on the body. If it was him he would have don't that. But the attack is like the others. I don't get it."

He nodded.

"So what are we going to be doing later?"

He looked sideways at me.

"Father wants a few wolfs to look for who ever did this."

"So much for 'Its going to be just you and me'"

He looked at me.

"I know but its ok."

I looked at him and something was tell me I have to be one of them.

"I want to help."

Da looked at me.

"No. I forbid it Tega you could get hurt."

I stopped and looked at him.

"If you go I go. I wont let you go by your self. I lost one parent and I'm not going to lose the other one."

He smiled at me.

"Ok but you better stay close to me."

I nodded. We got to my room and Bran was waiting for us. I walked into my room Samuel followed me and closed the door. I turned around and he hugged me. Then whisper in my ear so low that if he didn't talk into my ear. I wont have heard him.

"Night baby girl. I love you."

I smiled.

"I love you to Da."

Then he left and I got back into my bed.

What I didn't know that tomorrow was going to be Pain full. . .

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