Chapter 19: Pain Rage Forgive

Tega's POV

Memory's of the fight flashed behind my eyes.

The pain from that flooded back into my heart.

I looked at Asil and all I could feel was pain and rage.

I knew he could smell it coming off me.

I could smell it come off me in waves.

Asil didn't say anything he just looked at me.

I moved away from him then got up and left the house.

I ran deep in the woods.

The sun was starting to get high.

I ran faster and at some point I phased.

I pasted the lake and kept on going.

I ran all day till I came to a cave.

Tired and heartbroken I laid down on the cold rocks.

Panting out of breath I balled up.

I know it wasn't Asil that was txting me.

It was Sage and I thought we were friends.

I shouldn't be mad at Asil.

He did come and got me.

I know I should forgive him but why is there still pain in my heart?

I closed my sky blue eyes and started to fall asleep.

Three days later

No One's POV

When Bran walked in the house he was hit by the smell of pain and rage.

He knew it was Tega's.

Asil was in shock at the table.

Bran asked him what happened and Asil told him.

They thought she need some space to calm down.

But after three days they started to get worried.

So they asked some of the pack if they would like to help them. Charles and Anna was the only ones that said they would help.

So they changed started to look for her.

Bran and Asil stayed close.

If they came out sooner before the storm hit.

They could have found her scent.

Asil could feel something pulling him past the lake and deeper into the woods.

Bran followed him and he was about to say they should go back.

Is when the wind blew and they could smell Tega's scent on it.

They followed it to a cave.

Bran was about to go in but Asil stop him.

Cause he was the one that need to go in first.

So Bran sat down while Asil slowly walked into the cave.

He sniffed the air as he slowly walked deeper into the cave.

Then he saw light shining from the roof into the cave.

Laying balled up under the light was Tega.

Fast asleep and not moving.

Asil was worried that something happened to her.

He took a step closer to her and she picked her head up and looked over at him.

Asil gave her a wolfish smile.

But she just put her head back down.

Sadness started to come off her and fill up the cave.

Asil walked over to her and laid next to her.

Tega didn't move or growl.

He put his head on her hip and looked at her.

Tega looked at him and then moved her head away.

Bran walked in and saw them.

He smiled her sadness and he waited.

Then Tega got up and so did Asil.

They walked to Bran and they all headed back to he house.

Bran told Charles and Anna they found her so they can stop looking. Tega was acting weird as they were walking back.

Tega's tail dragged the ground as she walked.

Her head was down and so was her ears.

Asil walked beside her trying to get her to look at him.

But she just kept on walking behind Bran.

Tega couldn't understand why Asil is still by her side.

She thought he wouldn't want anything to do with her.

No matter how much she was mad.

He still wanted to be with her.

Tega still cant believe they he came after her.

She felt so bad about how she's been asking.

Sage was the one that started this.

Sage knew a witch that made Asil say her name.

Then when she came over Asil didn't know what was going on.

Tell he started to read txt messages that Tega send him.

But he couldn't understand what was making her send them.

Cause Sage was deleting what she was sending Tega.

When the spell wore off Asil started to notice what Sage was doing.

Once back at the house Tega went to her room and under the bed.

Asil changed back and walked into the kitchen.

"Where is Tega?"

Asil asked Bran.

He looked up at Asil.

"She is under her bed."

Bran said in a low voice.

Asil turned around and went to her room.

Brain felt sorry for those two.

Asil laid down on the floor and lifted the cover off the floor.

So he could look at Tega under the bed.

She was still in her wolf form.

Tega looked at him with big blue sad eyes.

Asil smiled softly at her.

"Tega could you please come out so we could talk better?"

Asil said softly to her.

Tega gave Asil a sad look in her eyes.

"I'm not mad at you. I could never be mad at you. I know your mad at me for something Sage did. I don't blame you for that. But I love you so much that I can wait for you forever."

Asil said.

Tega started to growl at him as she came out from under the bed.

Asil moved back from the bed as he jumped on him growling as she turned back.

Asil never seen anything like that.

Tega change so fast and it looked like it didn't hurt at all.

Tega would made clothes slide over her body but right now she didn't this time.

Tears ran down her face as she sat on his lap naked.

"HOW COULD YOU STILL LOVE ME AFTER ALL THIS?!" Tega yelled as more tear ran down her face.

Asil put his arms around her and pulled her closer to him.

"Cause you are my mate Tega. No matter what I will always love you." Asil said into Tega's ear.

Tega started to cry harder.

"Asil why me? Why did you pick me for? You can have any other female you wanted. So why me?"

Tega said in a shaky low voice.

Asil pulled her face towards his and kissed her lips before answering her.

"Cause you are the one me. I didn't just pick you. My wolf and I chose you for our mate. And I am glade we picked you. When we thought you were gone forever. I didn't know how I could go on with out you. Losing my first mate was hard as it was. But then the thought of you dead. I couldn't see going on living with out you. I would have asked Bran to end my life." Asil said. Tega looked him in the eyes.

"I love you."

She said before she kissed him hard.

Asil put one of his hands in her black hair.

Asil could feel his cock getting hard.

So could Tega cause she was sitting on his lap naked.

Then the door closed and locked by it self.

Asil pulled away and looked at the door.

"Don't worry about that."

Tega said as she pushed her body up against his.

Making Asil for get what just happened.

He picked her up and put he on the bed.

Asil laid on top of Tega.

She started to take off his clothes. . . While rip off his clothes was what she did.

Then they started to make love.

Asil knew Tega forgave him.

Tega started to forgive her self as while.

Both of them made love all day and night.

Bran left the house for that time.

Tega got up and went to the bathroom.

She started to feel sick.

Tega ran to the bathroom and vomited.

As she was about to start again Asil held back her hair.

"You ok Tega?"

Asil ask her.

When Tega finished vomiting she wiped off her mouth.

Then she looked at Asil and he could see her counting in her mind. Then she walked over to the sink.

She brushed her teeth then jumped on the counter.

While Asil sat on the side of the tub and looked at her.

Waiting for her to say something.

There was shock on her face.

"I don't know how to tell you this Asil."

Tega said in a low voice.

Asil thought she was going to say something bad.

He could feel him self starting to shack a little.

Tega bit her lower lip as she looked down at her stomach.

Both of her hands went to her stomach.

"Asil I think I'm. . .I'm pregnant Asil."

Tega said in a very low voice.

Asil took it in.

But it took him a while to understand what she just said.

Asil stood up and walked over to her.

He put a hand on her stomach and looked her in the eyes.

"How do you know love?"

Asil said in a low voice.

Tega looked up at him.

"Cause I know what it feels like to be pregnant Asil."

Tega said to him.

"Is the baby mine?"

Asil said in disbelieve.

Tega smiled a little at him.

"Who else's would be the father?"

Tega said as she started to feel sick.

Asil looked at her.

"Yes the baby is yours."

Tega said as she jumped down and bend over the toilet and vomited again.

Asil got up and went over to her.

He held her hair back with a smile on his face.

He was going to be a father again.

This son is fair away and he is the only one he had left with Sarai.

Now he can have more children.

So he sat there with her while she vomited.

Bran got home and heard someone vomiting.

So he went up there to see who it was.

When he looked into the bathroom.

He saw Tega bent over the toilet vomiting while Asil held her hair back.

"What wrong?"

Bran said softly.

Making both of them jump.

Tega and Asil looked at each other then Tega opened her mouth to speak.

But then she turned and vomited again.

Asil smiled as he rubbed Tega's back.

"We have some good news."

Asil said with a bigger smile on his face.

Bran looked from Asil to the vomiting Tega.

"What is it?"

Bran said.

Tega finished vomiting and wiped her mouth.

"Your going to be a great grandfather."

Tega said.

Bran's mouth dropped open as he looked at them.

"Really?"

Bran said in shock.

"How do you know for sure?"

Bran said as he sat on the tub.

"I been pregnant before Bran. I know what happens to my body when I'm pregnant."

Tega said.

Bran looked at her.

"Yes but your body can change. I want to get your checked out to be sure."

Bran said and Asil nodded.

"Lets get ready and we can go."

Asil said and he took Tega to the room to get ready.

It took them about two hours to get ready.

Cause Tega kept vomiting.

Once that was down they went to the clinic.

It took a while to get Tega test results back.

They came back positive and no one spoke.

Bran was in shock at what he heard.

His granddaughter is pregnant and he didn't know what to think.

But a smile was on his lips.

His family is getting bigger and he stood up.

He took them back to the house.

Bran called Charles and told him what happened.

Tega called Samuel and told him.

Samuel was in shock and is happy.

He told her he would be making a trip up there to see her.

To make sure she is fine and to keep a eye on her.

And he wanted her to meet his mate.

They would be staying with Bran for a while.

Then they hung up and Asil made her go and lay down.

He went and talked with Bran.

Bran told Asil that they will start building his and Tega's home with in the week.

But Bran was going to add a few more rooms.

He wanted to ask Tega what she wanted to add to the house.

So for the next 9 mouths was going to be fun for them all.

The End ? ? ?