A few weeks later.
"Matt, I'm home" Gabby shouted cheerfully as she entered the apartment.
"Kitchen" Matt shouted.
As she moved towards the kitchen she removed her clothes one item at a time. First her shoes discarded by the front door, then she shimmed out of her jeans and knickers, before throwing her hoodie and tank top on to the couch. She arrived in front of where Matt sat at the breakfast bar, she waited for him to look up before Unclipping her bra and throwing it seductively to the floor.
"I've been a baddd girl." She said leaning forwards to kiss him.
His cock stiffen instantly, damn she was hot.
"Baby are you sure?" He asked pulling back slightly.
"Never been surer." She said walking around the counter and bending in front of him to reveal her ass and sex.
He picked her up and carried her to the bedroom, placing her on the bed he took his belt off and tied her hands above her head. He took her right nipple in between his teeth and gently pulled and bit the tender skin.
"You naughty girl" he whispered in her ear "what am I going to do with you?"
She groaned underneath him, desperate to feel him, and allow him to do as he pleased with her. He stood up and headed towards the play drawer, pulling out the crop, paddle, cock ring and vibrator he looked over at her laying there vulnerable and wanting. Oh he was going to enjoy having fun with her.
He stroked her body with the tip of the crop, encircling her breasts before CRACK striking down on them, causing her to yell out in both pain and pleasure mixed together, he repeated this several times before tracing down towards her sex and CRACK straight between her legs. She groaned and pushed up for more, he obliged by bringing the crop down quickly and sharply, five times over. Her sex glistened in her moisture, and look so inviting, but not yet first he was going to make her yell his name so loudly the whole of Chicago would hear. CRACK CRACK another two strikes on her tender breasts. He flipped her over and took the paddle in his hand.
"How many should I give you my naughty girl. Ten? Twenty?" He asked, he knew getting her to chose turned her on even more and he wasn't disappointed as she growled at him.
"Ten sir, then please fuck me." She begged.
"You will getting your fucking when I've finished playing" he said before CRACK he brought the paddle down on her ass causing her to buck upwards, offering her ass for more. CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK.
"Ahhhhh baby" she screamed.
CRACK CRACK
"Matttttt"
CRACK CRACK CRACK
"Ahhhhh, mmmmmm, more please sir"
CRACK CRACK, Matt brought the paddle down again.
"Yes oh yes" she was dry humping now, he could tell she was close, he flipped her back onto her back before switching to the crop again and bringing it down three times, twice on her breasts and once on her clit. She screamed his name as her orgasm hit.
"Maaaaaatttttt, oh baby."
Matt slipped the cock ring on and grabbed the vibrator covering it in a generous amount of lube he pushed it into her ass, before slamming into her pussy with his cock. She screamed louder as he fucked her from both holes and caused her to cum again and again. Finally he released her hands and let her flip him over and ride him until his own orgasm exploded inside her.
They both lay spent on the bed panting and interlocked. Both Gabby's holes still full with his cock and the vibrator.
"Oh baby that was amazing" she said kissing him.
"Your amazing," he said kissing her back.
They lay there for what seemed like hours but was only about 20 minutes before Matt suggested he needed a shower.
"I'll join you" Gabby said with twinkle in her eye "you know save water and all."
Tuesday.
Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't have woken up after he hit me. I know it's not logical but part of me feels like maybe I did ask for it or lead him on with my outfit, my dancing, general flirtiness and friendliness. I feel guilty all the time, like I could have done something more.
Wednesday.
Today's been hard. I had another bad dream last night this time he'd managed to rip my top off. I woke up shaking, Matt was next to me, holding me again. I didn't tell him everything though, not only had he managed to get my top off he'd forced himself on top of me, I could see Shay but couldn't call out to her. I woke up this morning feeling like I needed a spanking, I didn't ask though. I know Matt won't for guilt caused by dreams. So I deliberately rolled my eyes at him hoping he'd spank me, it worked.
"Gabby is this true?" Matt looked up for the diary entry he'd been reading.
"Yes" Gabby averted her eyes to the floor, they had been doing this every Friday since she'd told him what was going on in her head, three weeks ago, even if they were at work they'd set aside some time to go through it and talk about her week.
"Gabby" Matt sighed, "I'd have never spanked you if I'd known. We agreed.."
"I know, but technically you didn't spank me for my feelings you spanked me for eye rolling." She was hoping the technicalities wouldn't bite her in the butt here. She looked at him and tried to judge what he was going to say or do.
"Well..." he stopped and stared at her, trying to decide himself what to do with her. "No I suppose not." Gabby sighed a sigh of relief "but" he interrupted her feeling "you lied to me, and I told you what would happen if you did that. We've spoken about you acting out to trick me into spanking you haven't we?"
"I'm sorry."
"That doesn't answer my question Gabriela." his eyebrow raising upwards at her.
"Sorry Matt, I know I promised I wouldn't try and trick you anymore" she hung her head and mumbled "I really am sorry."
"I'm sure you are now, knowing what's going to happen when I've finished reading. Anything else you want to admit before I read it in here?" He asked. "And remember before you answer it'll be better for you if you tell me now."
"Erm. Yea, this mornings behavior was because you wouldn't spank me for being mad at myself about Molly's. So I deliberately left the compartment doors open."
"Gabby!" Matt exclaimed. "We dealt with the Molly's incident, I told you that. You were punished hard you don't need to be punished anymore. You've been forgiven for it."
Matt looked down into the journal and read how Gabby had been having some really horrible dreams again and was barely sleeping, he of course knew this already as he himself had spent many wakeful nights watching her and holding her so she'd get at least a little rest. She felt that writing it down was helping in the long run even if it was causing bad memories and feelings to surface. She was thankfully he was making her do this because it meant she had to face her feelings and emotions instead of sweeping them under the carpet. When he'd finished reading he asked her if there was anything she needed to talk about.
"No I'm good thanks. The dreams are bad at the moment but they will get better, dreams are dreams not reality." She said hugging him. He kissed her forehead and wrapped his arms around her.
"I love you baby."
"I love you too."
"Right now let's deal with the lying to me." Gabby nodded while getting up to close the blinds, she preferred to get it over and done with rather than waiting till they got home. He'd only made her wait once and it was horrible, she'd told him that it had weighed her down all day waiting and could they just deal with punishments straight away from now on, he had agreed. Once all the blinds were closed and the door locked Gabby stood in the corner of the small office space, while Matt busied himself with paperwork. He knew that anyone in the bunk room would have left quickly knowing that Gabby was about to be spanked because of the blinds being drawn, so after 10 minutes he called her over.
"Gabby, we agreed you would not keep your true feelings from me, we agreed no more lies. This week you've broken that agreement twice. For that your going to be punished, I will give you 10 minutes hand spanking, and 20 with my belt. Do you have anything to say?"
"I'm sorry I lied to you. I'm trying, I really am. It's not easy to open up about my feelings and fears. I will try harder next week I promise."
"Ok, pants off and over my knee." Matt ordered. Gabby did as she was told and before long was sobbing into her sleeve as Matt rained down on her bare behind. Each week since starting the diary she'd ended up with a spanking at the end for not entrusting in him or lying to him but each week it got less often she did it, although he increased the punishment each time. She hoped next week she wouldn't be in this position again, but only time would tell for that. Ten minutes later Gabby's butt was glowing bright red, the heat coming off it told Matt that he'd given her a good spanking, now for the final part.
"Up and Over the bed Gabriela." She did as she was told, getting into the position he needed and wanted her in. The first stroke hit without warning making her hiss loudly CRACK, CRACK, CRACK CRACK CRACK, it took everything she had not to jump up. CRACK CRACK CRACK "ouch" Gabby arched her back upwards CRACK CRACK, the tenth stroke hit her tender sit spots, the pain was to much and she jumped up, grabbing her behind.
"Gabriela, back in position."
She turned to look at him, tears streaming down her face. She'd taken worse spankings in the past no issue but her ass still hadn't fully recovered from the Molly's spanking and he'd caught her on top of some of the remaining bruises and it had bitten through her butt like a sheering pain. "Please Matt."
"Gabriela you lie to me, your butt pays the price. You asked for this, you know the consequences. Now either you bend back over that bed, or I'll do the rest with the whip or cane? Your choice."
Gabby stood stubbornly in front of him for a moment trying to judge if he was serious or not. She decided he probably was so turned back round and bent back over.
"Right you have ten more and then five extra."
"What?"
"Gabby I can make it ten extra?"
Silence fell in the small office as Gabby decided it was better to stop arguing. CRACK CRACK CRACK "you do not" CRACK "lie to me" CRACK "about your feelings" CRACK "and you do not" CRACK "trick me into spanking you" CRACK "am I clear?" CRACK
"Yes sir" Gabby sobbed.
CRACK.
"Five more baby" CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK. Matt threw the belt into the drawer and sat at his desk, "corner Gabriela." He ordered, Gabby sighed and she walked to the corner and placed her hands on her head. Ten minutes later he called her back over.
"Gabby, I don't want to have to repeat this next week, please be honest with me."
Gabby looked at him and took his hands "Matt I will try I promise."
He knew that was the best he was going to get "ok, do you need some cream?"
"No I'm good. Just going to bunk down."
"Ok baby, love you."
"And you."
Gabby climbed into her cot and lay on her belly, she was more than happy not to have any pressure on her butt for the time being. She pulled out her diary and pen and began to write.
Friday.
So me and Matt read through this weeks thoughts and feelings, and we spoke about me lying to him. He punished me for it, and to be honest I'm sure he held back slightly. Don't get me wrong my butt is on fire and I'm sure it will be for the next few hours but it's not like before. And I don't like the fact I'm not curled up in his arms right now. I do feel better for speaking about things with him, I just wish I opened up easily. I am starting to believe that the attack wasn't my fault though, I did nothing to make him think I was available and Shay and I were pretty clear that we wanted him to leave us alone.
Shay and I were talking about it the other day when we had breakfast, and she told me she's been feeling guilty about suggesting that night ever since it happened. That made me feel bad. She only suggested a girls night it was me who was desperate to go out. I did speak to Matt about it, and he suggested I write her a letter about it. I have been thinking about it and think I might.
Anyway, my butts throbbing and it's 10pm so I'm going to try and sleep and hopefully won't suffer any nightmares tonight.
Gabby closed the diary and placed it into the side cabinet before laying her head on the pillow and allowing sleep to take over.
Matt left his office and walked past her bunk, she was sleeping soundly and he hoped she'd remain that way. It hadn't been easy these past few weeks, if he was honest with himself the entire past year had been a bit rocky. He leant down and kissed her forehead before heading towards the kitchen. The station was silent as most of it slept, Kelly was sat reading in the corner of the common room, Matt didn't even notice him at first.
"Hey, you ok?" Severide asked.
"What!" Matt jumped round "I didn't even see you there, yea I'm ok. Me and Gabby had our weekly chat earlier and I'm feeling a bit blah."
"Wanna talk about it?"
"Maybe" Matt sat down "I'm not sure I'm helping her, she's still hiding things from me, but she is writing it down. Twice this week she's done things to make me spank her after I've refused to spank her for whatever feeling she's having. Don't get me wrong if it was something that needed it I would. But I'm not going to spank her because she had a dream and thinks she deserves it."
"Casey, I know you are helping her. You can see it in the way she is, not only her attitude but everything about her. She's laughing again, making jokes and being cheeky. The old Gabby is in there."
Matt stared at him, it wasn't very often he heard sensible and helpful comments from his best friend. "You really think so?"
"I know so. Casey you busting her butt is the only thing helping her open up, otherwise she'd be off the rails and probably jobless by now. Did you deal with her lying tonight, after talking?"
"Yea, she went to her bunk with a very red and sore bottom. She's sleeping soundly so it must have done the trick."
"There you go then. Come on dude, let's get our heads down."
Matt checked on Gabby again as the walked past, she was still sound asleep, he climbed into his own cot and closed his eyes.