Conner sat at the packs main house drinking a beer and laughing with the Beta. He had been staying with the unmated males for a few days now. Brianna was clearly up to something but he was too angry not to hurt her. His whole goal in this was to keep her from the pack life for as long as he could. Since she had never shifted it had been fairly easy for him to keep her safe. In Ashville since he ranked high enough to stop questions. It wasn't until Kyle, his Beta, had come for a visit a few months back. He could smell her wolf and wanted to know why she never ran with the pack. Not long after his visit Conner got a phone call from the Alpha himself. Artic wolves were rare now days and the fact she was unmated made her even more of a commodity. Unlike the regular population artic wolves kept to themselves and the power they held was phenomenal. It's why they were hunted so much. As the wolf population grew here in America its genetics became more and more watered down, but the Artic wolf kept such a tight circle there was no mutations or weak links through most of the tribes. Packs were hunted all along Canada forcing them into hiding to protect their females. The last known white wolf on American soil was a couple found dead in a cottage in North Dakota. When his alpha learned of Connor's sweet girlfriend, he knew he had to have her. And Conner couldn't say no to Kodi. He had prayed to all the gods she would refuse to move, but against even her own better judgment they were packed and moved within days. The worst part was she worked for the rival Alpha. Conner never knew that her company was run by the other pack in Boulder.
Days had passed since he had spoken with Brianna and it both pained him and gave him a sense of relief. He was really hoping she would leave him and move back home. Not only would she be able to get away from his alpha, but he would get her away from that wolf. "You ok man?" Kyle tossed him another beer as he drifted back into conversation. Conner didn't realize he had let out a growl. "Ya I'm fine. Just thinking about Brianna." "Bitches am I right?" That joke always killed and the other bachelors howled in laughter. "So, you haven't brought her around yet. Why's that? Alpha is getting really annoyed." Conner just shrugged hoping to change the subject. "Why is that Conner."
A deep menacing voice sounded from the doorway into the kitchen causing all of them to cower slightly. Kodi had not been in a good mood since Conner moved in. "Alpha! I just..." "You just what?" Not lifting his eyes, he could feel the ground shake slightly as the alpha came to stand before him. "I just haven't found the right time yet. She's still adjusting and...and I don't really know how to tell her about the wolves. She has never shifted. She never could with me." A menacing smirk twisted his lips covering his voice with deadly poison. "Well of course someone like you couldn't bring out a wolf like that. She needs a real man to show her how it's done. She needs an alpha. Bring her to me." Conner shrunk deeper into his seat cowering. "Alpha please...I need more time." "ENOUGH! I have given you PLENTLY of time with that she-wolf. You let her walk UNMARKED into the den of our enemy's. It's time someone finally but that bitch in her rightful place. Servitude of the pack." His eyes filled with panic as he finally looked up to the cold darkness that swirled in his alpha. "What do you mean by servitude alpha?" A fang glinted in the light as Kodi bared his teeth. "I mean you brought her as a present and I mean to make sure my pack has the strongest lineage. She will bear the next line of leaders for me and mine."
Music blared in the apartment as Brianna cleaned the kitchen. It was her own version of sensory deprivation as she ignored the ghost hands and lips trailing her body. As long as Brianna kept her mind and hands busy, she could forget both last night and the dreams that wrecked her sleep. Hands began to slow as the tempo changed with a new song. The kitchen almost finished she rushed to change it to the next song but her fingers faltered on the screen. She could feel the beat in her chest as memories began to rush into her head. Not from the night before but from all the times she had been in the bar. The way Spence had looked at her from the first time they met. There had been both a deep sexual chemistry but also this emotional pull to him. It was nothing she had ever felt with Conner.
She had loved Conner for a long time. They had met while she was getting groceries one day and he had asked her out. A few months later they finally started dating, but there had always been something in the back of her mind telling her it wasn't right. She had always assumed it was just her anxiety of not wanting to get close to anyone. Even though her adopted parents had loved her as their own she never felt right being there. Like she was missing her pack. Brianna shook her head at the thought finally changing the song to a punk rock station she listened to often. She thought about Conner and how he had just abandoned her three days ago. He still wasn't home and it both made her very sad but also very relieved. She could work through this without him trying to figure out what was wrong.
Brianna put down the plate she was holding at the thought came to her. She needed to end this now. She needed to go see Spence and put a stop to this immediately. It would be the last time she would see him. Her and Conner were happy together and she wasn't going to jeopardize it for a man she barely knew. Silence filled her apartment as she pressed the numbers for the bar both hoping someone and no one would answer. The sweet jingle of Pamela's voice filled her ears as she answered "Cursed Thirst what can I pour for you?" "Hi...Pamela...this is ummm...this is Brianna. I need to speak with Spence. Is he there?" She could hear her voice soften but there was also a dark edge hidden with in. "No, he's not. He doesn't come in until later tonight. Is there something I can help you with Brianna?" "Honestly Pamela no. I really need to talk to him. It's about the other night. You know..." "Ya I remember. How are you? He didn't hurt you, did he?" "NO! I mean no... I just really need to talk to him. Is there anyway..." "I can give you his address. I don't know if he's home, but it's really the only place I could give you other than the bar." "Really?! Please. That would be really helpful."
Scribbling the address on a note pad her hands began to tremble again. After putting it into the GPS in her car she could tell it wasn't far from the bar. Brianna lit up a smoke she pulled out of the parking space and made the 30-minute drive thinking about what she was going to say to Spence. The longer her drive the less she wanted to be doing it. It's like the closer she got to him the more she wanted to stay near him. Pulling up to the curb of his brownstone she sat in her SUV lighting another cigarette. She hadn't smoked this much since her and Conner had started dating. He hated the smell and could always tell, even when she had showered, that she had smoked that day. Conner knew she would never quit, but she made it a point to only have a few and to not do it just before she saw him. As she opened the door smoke billowed out because by this point, she had sucked down about 5 just sitting there staring at his door.
Her footsteps were deafening as they made their way slowly to his front porch. Hands moving on their own she knocked lightly hoping he wouldn't hear. Brianna took a step back as she waited not wanting to crowd the door. Time slowed as she waited for the door to spring but it never did. "What are you doing here?" Struck suddenly by his voice a shiver ran down her spine. "I came to talk to you." Brianna refused to turn and look at him. Maybe if she didn't look at his face, she would be able to say what she needed to. "How did you find out where I lived?" "That doesn't matter. I need to put an end to whatever this is Spence."
Spence let out a low growl causing her to clutch at her chest. It was both pained at angry. "I can't keep doing this Spence. I don't know why the other night happened. I don't know why we seem to have this connection. But I do know that I have a boyfriend that I love. I do know that I can't come to see you anymore and you can't see me." "You love your boyfriend, do you? So, tell me Brianna why did the other night happen the way it did? You wanted me before I even touched you. You moaned my name and begged me for more. And don't try to blame it on the alcohol Bri, because you and I both know that you knew who I was, and you wanted exactly what I did. Why bother even coming here today Bri? You could have just never come back to my bar. You could have just never seen me again. Maybe... maybe it's because like me you want to finish what we started." Spence reached out and ran his fingers through her hair bringing a gasp to her throat. "No Spence. I need this to stop. I lo...I love Conner." "You don't sound too sure baby. Maybe we could talk inside and just see where the conversation takes us? You don't even have to turn around. I could make you see stars from any angle." Brianna found herself spinning and felt the sting on her hand as it struck his face.
Spence eyes were locked on her as his fingertips touched the spot she had slapped. His shirtless body glistening with sweat almost made her weak in her knees. She knew he would be buff but the muscles that rippled along his chest and stomach were tantalizing. Brianna's eyes followed a drop of sweat that traced along his stomach and lost sight as it fell through the break in his shorts. "Why did you do that Bri...now I'm going to have to punish you." Finding herself in the same position as the other night rough wood rubbed against her cheek as one of Spence's hands held her in place between her shoulder blades. "Spence..." His free hand gripped her rear as he leaned in to whisper in her ear. "No one hits the Beta baby."
A sharp stinging sensation filled her lower half dampening her panties. Again, his hand found purchase making Brianna yelp, and again. Spence stopped after the fifth strike and as his palm smoothed the heated cheek, he leaned in to press his face to her hair. "I can't answer any of your questions with a reasonable answer Brianna. I wish I could. You are all I think about. You fill every waking moment of my brain. You have since the moment you walked into my bar. I know I shouldn't have the thoughts I do baby. I know it's wrong in more ways than even you know. I can't stand the thought of you going back to him. But I can't keep you baby. Not if it's not what you want. You need to make a choice. Whatever your decision I will honor it, even if it breaks me. I am going to walk into my house. If you leave, I can't ever see you again. You need to stay away. From me, from my bar, from anywhere we may meet because it would be too hard for me."
Pressure left her back as Spence slowly stepped away, she heard his door open and close, leaving Brianna to her own thoughts. She didn't move for what felt like hours trying to stop the pulsating need in her pants. She thought of Conner and the fact she loved him. He had been there for her through everything. She needed to try and make this work. Pushing herself from the wall, what felt like drunken feet, carried her off the porch. Spence came into her mind again. Whatever your decision I will honor it, even if it breaks me... If you leave, I can't ever see you again... because it would be too hard for me. She didn't know how she knew, but it would break her too. If she never saw him again. If he never held her again. It would break her. Even if she could make it through the drive home, never seeing Spence, the rest of her life she would not be whole. It was the same feeling she felt when she thought about her parents. Sure, she loved her adopted parents with everything she had but there was always a piece missing. Could she really make it through something like that again? This feeling of loss? She hadn't even felt this when Conner said he had to move no matter her decision. Her hand found her car to support her body as she began to weep.
Spence watched her from the window as she began to make her way slowly to her car. He felt the pain spread through him as she made the decision to leave his life for good. Looking away he could feel tears spring in his eyes hearing every step she took away from him like nails in a coffin. Knowing once her car started, she would be gone for good. A female of her word, a female of worth. His own feet rushed to the door as her tears filled his sense. Spence stopped himself from opening the door almost crushing the doorknob. Whatever your decision I will honor it. This was her decision. The clock ticked the seconds by as he fought his wolf from within. The smell getting stronger, making him weaker. Fine...it was her decision, but fuck it if she was going to cry in his front lawn without him trying to stop it. Determined to get her into her car Spence flung open the door to find the tearing eyed female on his stoop, hand poised to knock once again. "I can't..."
Her lips were soft on his as her hands flew around his neck. Spence hadn't even realized he had taken the few steps towards her. That his fingers gripped her side and tangled in her hair. A guttural moan fell from her mouth as his tongue danced along her lip letting him enter. Their bodies unmoving pressed together as they fed off the passion just one kiss brought. She was his. A soft giggle left her as Spence scooped her into his arms to carry her into the house. His foot slamming the door into place as her back hit the entry way wall. It forced his very strained erection up against her moist shorts and he could feel the heat radiating off of her. "Brianna." He whispered over and over as his lips traced her cheek down along her jaw bone and into the curve along her neck. She began to shake in his hands as his tongue traced the pulse points below her ear to her collar bone. Spence lost all sense as she ground her lower half along him. He needed her beneath him and she needed him. Gripping her firm behind Spence pressed her against him continuing his movements along her shoulder making his way to the bed.
Finally placing her on her feet Spence took a step back. The tears were gone though he could still see their almost invisible streaks they left along her face. Eyes hooded she smiled up at him and slowly began to remove her clothing. First came her tank top revealing the black material covering her very firm amazingly luscious breasts. Then with a pop the button on her shorts came loose as she dropped the fabric and kicked it to join her discarded top. As she began to reach back to remove the clasp Spence finally was able to speak. "No... Let me." Brianna sucked her bottom lip into her mouth making him groan. Closing the space between them Spence gripped her chin bringing her lips to his. Slowly he traced a finger up her stomach feeling her breath catch as his palm gripped her through her bra. Even with the padding he could feel her nipples harden begging for him to touch them. Spence released her face and began fumbling with the bra clasp along her spine until it finally released and loosened the fabric around her front. His lips started their path down her neck though they did not stop until he sucked her firm pebble into his mouth. "Spence" Moaning as her breath caught. One hand began to tease her other peak as his tongue lapped and his teeth drug against her. Soon he could feel her hands pulling at his hair as her knees began to shake. The smell of her filled his room making his erection pulsate behind his zipper. It was becoming painful.
One firm push from her sternum and Brianna fell lightly onto the bed. She lay there looking up at him panting just at the thought of him touching her. The strawberry blonde hair framing her head slightly making her look like an angel. Taking her other breast in his mouth he began again but this time working his free hand down until he found her damp panties causing her to squirm beneath him. Spence stroked her though the fabric until she once again shaking and begging him. Making his way south his tongue traced her stomach and swirled around her belly button bringing a giggle to her lips. As his mouth continued his hands gripped the side of her panties and pulled them down slowly until he was just above her mound. With one quick pull she was naked beneath him, and he was in awe. Seeing her folds glistening Spence found his face between her thighs in a second. Brianna cried out as his hot mouth finally tasted the sweet honey pouring from her. Dragging his rough tongue across her center one of her hands found his hair as the other gripped the bedspread. Spence's lips found purchase on her pearl and began to lightly suck as his finger slipped into the very damp crevasse between her legs. Remembering the previous time Spence slipped another digit into her and began to pump slowly as she writhed.
Brianna's breath shortened as she felt the graze of teeth along her. Fingers curling against her spot over and over as sweat covered her brow. "Spence...fuck Spence...Please...i need... I need..." She couldn't even wrap her head around a full sentence as an orgasm flowed through her. Spence slowed his menstruations as he looked up at her from below. The look in his eyes forced another orgasm to rock her body. Pure need, lust, love, and everything in between. "Tell me what you need baby, I will do anything. Anything you want." "I need you. Please." His eyes darked deliciously as she felt him pull away to undress. He wasn't wearing anything underneath his shorts. It brought a moan to Brianna's throat as she watched his very erect member swing forward. Spence crawled back between her legs letting the tip rub against her opening as he knelt over her.
They both groaned at the contact. His eyes found hers as he poised to fill her. "Mine" He growled gripping the back of her neck to keep their connection. "Yours." With one full motion he entered her. Filling her more than she had ever been filled before. Brianna's eyes rolled into her head as she became slightly dizzy. Spence pulled out and filled her over and over slowly bringing her to another orgasm. His lips found hers taking the scream of pleasure into him but keeping the painfully slow pace. "More...more...more..." Brianna began to pant into his mouth as her fingers pulled at his hair and scratched along his back. "Whatever you need baby."
Another orgasm rolled over her as Spence began to plow into her. She was in heaven feeling his body in her. His hot breath covered her nipple bringing another pleasured scream to her lips as he sucked her into his mouth. They both were shaking as she could tell he was getting close. Spence's lips danced along her chest as his pulses became more erratic. Brianna pulled him to her lips as her legs tightened around his waist. "Come for me one last time baby." Spence whispered to her mouth as he nibbled her lip. The final dam broke as she tightened around him seeing stars and feeling him fill her. "Mine..." slipped from her lips as Spence collapsed beside her. He let out a deep chuckle as his nose nuzzled her head giving it a kiss. "Yours..." She wasn't really sure why she had said it but it felt right. Spence wrapped his arms around her pulling her to his chest as they both panted trying to catch their breath. "I don't know why I did what I did." He tensed under her gripping her arm with dear life. "I don't regret it Spence. I just...I don't know how I knew it was the right move. I couldn't even make it 5 feet from your door. The idea of never seeing you again...it just..." His hand loosened as she looked into his eyes. "I can't explain it just yet baby. I promise though...I am not going anywhere. I'm yours and you are mine." "yours..." She smiled at the thought pushing herself up to kiss him. It was a soft tender kiss as his fingers traced up and down her forearm.
"I need to go Spence." His grip tightened on her again. "Why?" Spence growled as she leaned back to look at him. "I need to finish what we started here Spence. I need my clothes, my things, and I need to tell him it's over." "We can buy you new things." "I need to look him in the eye Spence" "No" "Spence..." "I said NO! You are never to go back there again!" Brianna pushed him off of her and jumped off the bed. "I chose you Spence. I could have gone back but I didn't. I need to do this." "Please Brianna. Don't go back there. I can't help you back there." "What in the world are you talking about Spence? Of course, you can't go with me. This is going to be hard enough as it is. We were together 5 years! I owe him an explanation." "Brianna..." She started to redress as she ignored his pleading. "This is going to go one of two ways Spence. I am going to go, and either you can act like the possessive ass you seem to be right now and we get into a fight. Or you can come and give me a kiss and when I get back tonight, we can start our new life happy."
Her eyes bore into him wearing him down until he whimpered and made his way over. Spence towered over her she was pressed into him and onto his mouth. She could tell he was trying to coax her back to bed but once was enough. For now. She had already cheated on Conner. She needed to end it so she could see this through with Spence. His fingers pulled at the root of her hair coaxing out a moan that he lapped up, but her mind was set. Brianna pushed off making him whimper once again before giving him a quick peck and darting out of the room. Spence followed her sluggishly to the front door and watched as she bound away happy as could be. She blew him a kiss from her driver seat and set off to do the hardest thing she may ever do.