She felt like someone was watching her in her sleep, she fluttered her eyes open only to meet a pair of steel blue eyes piercing down at her. She looked down to her stomach to make sure it was hidden and thankfully it was covered with suds. She looked back up at him, though not at his eyes. They were there for a few moments, neither said a word. Olivia's heart felt like it going to burst out of her chest, she didn't know what do or say so she sat still in the tub. Fitz was leaning with his hands folded across his chest on the bathroom Vanity that was directly across from her. Fitz couldn't take it anymore, he was angry with her but he missed her more than anything he needed to hear her voice but he also needed answers that only she could give him.

"Are going to say anything?" His voice was soft, softer than she expected it to be.

She felt water gather in her eyes, she opened her mouth to reply but she didn't know where to start.

She decided that the longer she waited to tell him, the angrier he would be, she took a few deep breaths and stood up. Fitz watched her a little bit confused as to what she was doing. As the soapsuds ran down her body Fitz could see what she was showing him but he was working on believing it. He walked closer and stopped a couple feet in front of her, his wide eyes never left her stomach.

"I think we conceived her on my birthday" Olivia said as she tears rolled down her cheeks.

Fitz looked up at her, his eyes were filled with tears.

Olivia had never brought herself to regret leaving until that moment.

She broke down.

"I am so sorry Fitz, I didn't mean to hurt you, I understand if you never want to-"

Before she could finish her sentence, Fitz lips crashed against her and his arms were wrapped around her. She felt tears run down her face and she didn't know if they were hers or his.

He lifted her easily out of the tub and placed her gently on the mat placed outside the tub.

Fitz broke the kiss much to Olivia's dismay.

He placed his hands on her stomach and rubbed gently and suddenly Olivia felt a small flutter in her stomach.

"Oh my god, she just moved." Olivia gasped but is was full of joy.

"Really?" it was the first time Fitz smiled all evening.

"Yea, I've been trying to get her to move for weeks, I tickled my stomach, I sang to her and nothing worked and as soon as you touch she gets all excited" Olivia smiled

"Of course she's excited, she just met her daddy" Fitz chuckled.

"I haven't done the gender ultrasound as yet but I feel like it's a girl." she said as she wiped her eyes.

They were quiet for a moment, his eyes still fixed on her belly, she could tell he was still trying to process it.

"Fitz thank you for not accusing me of carrying Jake's baby, I know it crossed your mind but you didn't say it."

She paused to read his face but it was unreadable, she couldn't tell what he was thinking so she continued.

"I swear, I never touched him, not once and we didn't live together. I know you have a lot of questions and promise I'll tell you everything but can you just please give me one night."

Fitz sighed.

"Actually Olivia, it didn't crossed my mind, Jake was the last person I was thinking about when I saw your stomach." his face was still hard as he turned to leave.

The fact that she hadn't been with him in months and also her hormones had her lidido in a tizzy, she could practically feel him inside of her already, she couldn't let him leave.

"Fitz I love you." she blurted out.

Fitz turned around and looked directly at her but he didn't say anything.

Her eyes watered at the thought that Fitz couldn't tell her he loved her anymore.

Fitz could see that she was hurt that he didn't reciprocate her 'I love you'.

"Look Olivia I think you should get some sleep."

He grabbed a towel and draped it over her naked body. He could help but notice her swollen breast, he hadn't been with anyone in 5 month and he was ravenous but there was no way he was touching her tonight, he was way too angry.

"I don't want sleep, I want you."

She reached up and kissed him, at first Fitz tried to resist the kiss but then found himself melting into her, soon he was controlling the kiss as it heightened in intensity.

Olivia was pulling his shirt over his head as he walked her back to the bathroom vanity, they barely broke the kiss.

Fitz picked her up and sat her on the counter, she wrapped her legs around his torso and undid his pants button, his pants dropped to the floor and his underpants followed. Olivia began panting in anticipation as she waited to feel Fitz inside her.

When he finally entered her, he was greeted by fluid overflowing in her center, the result of her missing him so much.

"Oh gawd." Fitz cried out as he felt her wet core surround him. He had to commit the feeling to memory because Olivia often reminded him how easily she could take it away.

Fitz thrusted slowly and with purpose,

Olivia let out a deep moan and grabbed him tightly. Fitz never heard a sweeter sound. Fitz continued slowly and sensually as he listened to the sounds of her sweet moans fill the room.

The more Fitz bore into her, the more he felt his anger slip away. All he could focus was how it felt to be inside her after craving her for so many months.

Olivia tried to hold out as long as possible but when she felt waves ripple through her body and she knew she was close.

"Fitz-" she screamed and in response he reached down and started massaging her clit. She grabbed on to his arm tightly. He didn't speed up his thrust they were just deeper and more punctuated.

She whimpered as she came harder than she expected.

Fitz interlocked their fingers and continued thrusting until he felt his orgasm coming and welcomed it with open arms. His thrust became erratic as his powerful orgasm took him, he pulled her into him and nuzzled her neck as his breathing calmed. He was still inside her when he kissed her, slowly as he picked her up and brought her to their bed.

It didn't take Olivia very long to fall asleep once she was in the bed.

Fitz however took a little longer, he couldn't believe everything that changed within the last day. He knew tomorrow was going to be a long day and he wasn't looking forward to it but he knew they needed to talk. Olivia was pregnant, he couldn't believe he was finally going to have a child with the love of his life. It was without a doubt the best news he'd heard all year and he couldn't even tell her he loved her because he was so angry, he regretted not saying it back, he never wanted her to doubt how much he loved her no matter how angry he was. The events of the last few days tormented him until he finally drifted to sleep hours later.

The next morning Fitz woke up early and showered. When he was finished his morning briefings, he called Karen and Gerry just to say hello. When he went to the kitchen he realized that there was absolutely no food in the house but it was too early and he knew the markets in town wouldn't be open as yet so he decided to wait before he had one of the agents go to town and get food.

He walked around the house, pacing back and forth, trying to kill time until he walked over to the couch and stumbled across Olivia's bag. He decided to search it, he knew it was wrong of him but he didn't care. He sat on the couch and dug into it. He found her prenatal tablets and her other pills, he found her laptop and phone. He saw a large envelope and opened it, inside were various documents, her passport, social security card etc so he placed them back in the envelope.

There wasn't anything else in her bag except for mints and lip gloss so he placed all her belongings back in and then placed the bag back on the ground.

He laid back in the couch and tried not to think but that was impossible. The more he thought about everything that happened the more anxious he got. He laid on the couch consumed by his thought as the time passed. He checked his watch over and over again until it was 9am and then he sent 2 of his agents to town to buy food and pick up breakfast.

Olivia woke up shortly after Fitz's agents left for town. She realized that Fitz side of the bed was cold so he must have been up for a while.

She headed to the bathroom to brush her teeth and shower. Her clothes weren't on the floor where she left them last night so she knew FItz must've picked them up. She showered for as long as she could stand to be in there because she was definitely in no rush to see Fitz. When she was finished she went into their closet and put on some leggings and long sleeve shirt that hugged her little bump.

She sat on the chair that her and Fitz made love on the last time they were in the closet together for about 20 minutes but she was so hungry that she couldn't stay any longer she had to find food, she thought maybe could go into town and get something.

As she made her way down the stairs and into the kitchen she smelled bacon, her stomach growled in response.

When she came into full view of the kitchen she saw FItz sitting on the stool at the kitchen counter with a spread of food in front of him. There was bacon, fruits, pancakes, waffles, fries and eggs. There were also empty groceries bags on the counter near the fridge, she assumed Fitz packed them away.

Fitz watched her as she walked over, it made her feel a little awkward.

"uhm...Good morning." she said awkwardly.

"Morning. I didn't expect you to be up so early."

"It's like 10:15, it's not that early."

"It's early for you."

"Yea, I guess I'm still on Paris time."

She was quiet for a moment, she wanted to kick herself for bring up Paris, the last thing she wanted to do was remind him.

"When did all this food get here?"

"About 5 minutes before you came downstairs, I had the agents grab some stuff."

"Oh okay."

He found it weird that she didn't make any effort to eat she just stood at the counter, he knew she must have been hungry.

"Come liv, eat, I know you must be hungry."

"Uhm yea, just give me a sec, I have to take my vitamins."

"ok"

She walked over to the couch and took the pills out of her bag, she opened the bottle and took one out and then walked back over to the kitchen and got herself a cup of water and took the pill.

She walked back over to the counter and sat on the opposite side of Fitz. she took a piece of bacon and started eating. Then she started on the eggs and then the waffles, she lost herself in the food.

Fitz watched her amusingly.

"I've never seen you eat like this." he chuckled.

"I was really really hungry plus my stomach is really small for someone who's over 5 months pregnant so I figured if I ate more then I might actually start to look pregnant."

"Ehh just give it time, I'm sure you'll swell up soon enough."

Fitz was silent for a while, she knew what was coming next.

"Are you ready to start talking?"

She nodded.

"I want you to be completely honest with me when I ask you this?"

He paused.

"If I hadn't found in Paris, you were never going to tell me you were pregnant were you? When you had our baby, you would have never let me know about her?"

"Fitz- "

"No Olivia answer the question."

"You already know the answer."

"Yea but I want to hear you say it."

"Is this this why you brought me here? To antagonize me?"

"Answer the question Olivia!"

"Yes, I was going to keep her from you."

She had been looking everywhere except at him.

He didn't say anything for a while.

"Fitz I-"

He cut her off.

"No Olivia I don't want to hear any excuses, I don't want to hear any reasons why you did it. There is no reason in the world that will make me forgive you for that. NONE. You sat there and you swore to me you would never do that to me or to our child and the first chance you got that's exactly what you did. No matter why you left, the second you found out you were pregnant, you should have told me."

She looked up at his face, she could see how angry he was and she could tell he was trying to control his temper.

"When did you find out that you were pregnant?'

"Mid February."

"That was when you called me?"

She nodded.

"Why didn't you say anything?"

"I didn't know what to say."

"You didn't know what to say? What did you say to Jake when you told him?" Fitz tried to keep his voice even but it came of sounding threatening and ominous.

"I didn't tell Jake anything."

"Oh he didn't know. You expect me to believe that? You too looked so cozy in France I would've thought he was the father."

"How dare you! That's it, I'm done, I'm not talking to you anymore" she could feel the tears coming.

"NO, how dare you Olivia! You had that psychopath around my child for 5 months Olivia, someone that attacked you and put you in the hospital. What if he'd hurt you while you were there, what if he'd hurt our baby huh? what would you have done then?"

"Why did you even go with him?" Fitz voice was softer.

She still didn't answer, she sat with her arms crossed, she wasn't answering any of the questions on purpose.

"Answer me Olivia, why did you leave me for Jake?"

"Did you even think that maybe I didn't want to, maybe he forced me to go."

Fitz let out a sigh of triumph.

"Was that so hard? You could have told me that. If he forced you to go Olivia, if you wanted to tell me you could have. I know you Olivia, I know that if he forced you to go the only reason you went was because you wanted to go, whatever he told you, scared you and instead of telling me, or fighting back you gave up and you made him take you because you are a selfish know-it-all martyr and you think you're too mighty to need help from anyone."

Olivia started to cry, she knew he was telling the truth, she went with Jake because she thought it was easier than standing up to Rowan. He instantly felt terrible for speaking to her that way but he needed her to admit that Jake took her.

He walked over to her chair and turned her so she faced him. He wrapped his arm around her tightly.

"I know you didn't leave with him willingly Olivia, I figured that out last night the second I saw you but what I can figure out was why you didn't tell me? That is why I'm angry with you."

He wiped away the tears that were falling down her cheeks with his thumb and picked up her head so he could see her face.

"Olivia you have to tell me what happened. I know you're strong but that doesn't mean you have to face everything alone. We're partners remember, were suppose to be in this together but we can't do that if you make all the decisions by yourself even when it affects us both."

He kneeled down and kissed her bump.

Olivia decided it was finally time to let it out.

"It was my father." she whispered.

"What?" Fitz was completely caught off guard by her answer.

"It was my father, he is the one who forced me to go with Jake."

"You're father?"

"Yea, he has spies in your secret service detail. They reported back to him that we got engaged and that morning before I came to see you, I went to walk Ginger and when I came back to my apartment, he was there with Jake."

FItz was trying to process what she was saying to him.

"He was really angry with me and he told me that I had to give you back the engagement ring and leave or else he would hurt you or Karen or Gerry. He killed Ginger and almost broke my arm because I tried to help her. I didn't know what to do, he's crazy Fitz, he'll do it, he will hurt anyone he feels like just to hurt me. He gave me a choice, stay with you and wait to see who he felt like killing or leave and he would leave you all alone. So I left."

Fitz stood up.

"The two agents that were on your detail that day, where were they?"

"They worked with my fath- I mean Rowan, when I saw them in my livingroom I tried to run out the door but the agents locked me in."

"I am such an idiot, how did I not figure this out."

"There was no way you could have known Fitz, it's my fault I should have told you, you're right I haven't been a good partner, I mean..raising this baby on my own, I don't know what I was thinking."

She looked at Fitz and for the second time, she couldn't read his expression. So she decided to continue.

"He uhm… runs an organization called b-613, that's how he was able to get his agents in your detail."

"He was the one who got Jake out of the pentagon?" he said calmly.

"yea."

"My guard that attacked me that day, that was your father's orders?"

"He did that just to show me how easily he could get to you."

"This organization, is it private?"

"No its government but it's top secret."

"So top secret that they won't tell the president."

"Fitz you have to be careful, his agents will kill you if he orders them to which is why I need to speak to Jake, he's the only one that can contact him, maybe I can talk to him and try to see what he want's, I'm sure Rowan knows I'm here and I can't risk him getting too angry and then hurting one of you, I have to talk to him."

"You can't talk to Jake." Fitz was staring in space as he spoke to her.

She sniffled

"Why not?"

"Because I killed him last night."

"Oh no Fitz please don't tell me you did that."

"I did."

Olivia started pacing back and forth and shaking.

"Olivia you have to calm down, it's not good for the baby."

"I can't calm down, he's going to retaliate. Oh my god. You're not a murderer, you can't just kill people Fitz, it's not right." she cried.

"It's right when they are people that are trying to hurt you. There is nothing that I wouldn't do for you and my children Olivia, that includes killing anyone that tries to hurt you and after everything you just told me the only thing I regret about killing Jake was that I didn't make him suffer more."

Out of nowhere, one of the guards came running into the house, Olivia quickly turned her body away so he couldn't see her little bump.

"Sir, you have a call."

Fitz walked over and took the phone.

"Thank you Daniel."

Fitz waited for the agent to leave.

"Hello."

"Fitzgerald, you should have left her where I put her."

"And who exactly is this?"

Olivia turned around because she knew exactly who it was.

"This is Olivia's father and I think it's time we met."

"It's funny that you want to me meet me because I actually don't want to meet you, not while you're alive anyways."

"I think you should be really careful Fitzgerald. I don't think you know who you are speaking to."

"Let's just skip the formalities and the pissing contest and get down to it, shall we. You called to threaten me for taking her?"

Olivia walked over to him trying to get him to give her the phone but he wouldn't.

"Let me speak to my daughter."

"That's not gonna happen."

"Don't play with me boy, I will kill you without so much as a second thought."

"You mean like how I killed your lacky Jake without a second thought."

Fitz spoke with an air of boredom with the intention of condescending Rowan.

"I think I'll file you're death threat with the other few hundred I get everyday, we'll process it within 3-5 business days and get back to you until then I'm a very busy man, don't call me again."

Fitz hung up and faced Olivia who was dazed.

"You shouldn't have done that."

"Olivia he's a bully."

"Fitz, he will do it, he killed my mom, he tried to kill Edison when he told me to leave him and I said no, he tried to kill Huck and he killed Ginger, in front of me just because I talked back to him. He's not a bully Fitz, he's a monster."

Fitz loved Ginger and he was shocked but he tried to hide it because he didn't want to upset her more.

She nodded.

"Olivia he's been tormenting you since you were a child, I understand why you're afraid but Livie it has to stop. You can't be at his mercy forever, you have to stand up to him. Do you want him to be around when our baby is born. I know men like him, he thrives off power and he won't stop."

"What if his guards try to hurt you?"

"They won't, he might be crazy but he's not stupid, if he's going try and kill me, he's not gonna do it on a whim, he's going to plan it carefully and that takes time. Time that we could use to get rid of him."

"If he hurts you I won't be able to live with myself, I wouldn't survive it. "

"Yes you would, you would have to be strong for our baby and Karen and Gerry but don't think like that Livie."

"That's the problem, I do think like that, I haven't been able to think of anything else for the last 5 months, it wasn't easy leaving you Fitz but if I had to do it again I would. I would do anything to protect you and I hate how callous your being about him, he's dangerous and you can't trust anyone around you because we don't know who works for him."

"I know he's dangerous livie, he threatened to kill me two seconds after I answered the phone. I never question why you do the crazy things you've done for me, so you shouldn't question why I would do it for you."

She smiled slightly.

"Are you gonna stop crying now?" He chuckled and he enveloped her in his arms.

"I can't promise anything, my hormones are all over the place"

"Good enough for me, now come sit with me and tell me everything that I missed out on for the last 5 months. I want to know everything about the baby, I want to know how you figured out you were pregnant, you first doctor's visit, everything and I also heard you were teaching kindergarten, that's interesting." Fitz was trying to cheer her up.

Olivia didn't know where to start.

"Can I ask you something first?"

"Sure?"

"How did you find me?"

"I called President Hollande, he helped me find you."

"Wow that's a little overachieving. You made the president of France look for me."

Her face was still puffy from crying.

"Well yea"

"Karen and Gerry, they hate me right?"

"They don't hate you, I know for a fact that the second Karen sees you she will be crazy about you all over again and Gerry's cool, I don't think he'll give you a hard time."

"What did they say when you told them I left?"

"Well Karen totally cursed me out, she said it was my fault and Gerry didn't say much, oh and by the way, they're living with me now."

"I wasn't under a rock Fitz, I kept up.' she chuckled.

"Okay now tell me what I missed." Fitz whined.

"Well I missed my period at the end of January and I was in total denial until I had really bad morning sickness for like a week and that's when I knew. I snuck into a pharmacy one day after school and got the test and -"

Fitz cut her off.

"Why did you have to sneak and get the test?"

"Jake followed me everywhere, I didn't want him to find out and tell Rowan."

"Rowan?"

"His real name is Eli but he makes people call him Rowan."

Fitz laughed.

"Fitz you're not taking this seriously, we shouldn't even be talking about this we should be trying to figure out a way to not get killed."

Fitz sighed.

"Olivia I haven't seen you in 5 months and when you come back I find out you're pregnant with my child, can we celebrate our baby for 10 minutes before you put the weight of the world on your shoulders."

She palmed her face and smiled.

"Okay what else do you what to know?"

"How were your first few months of pregnancy?"

"Hard, I couldn't keep anything down and everything I smelled made me nauseous. I slept a lot, I still do and I also peed myself slightly a few times."

Fitz burst out laughing and kissed her belly.

"Give her hell baby girl " Fitz said as he rubbed her belly, which made her smile.

"Names? Have you thought you any?" Olivia asked.

"If its a boy...John?"

"Wow that's super creative Fitz, you're really good at names." she said sarcastically.

They bantered for a while until Olivia fell asleep on the couch. Fitz took her time asleep as an opportunity to make arrangements to bring them back to D.C.