There was a brief silence, a silence that held many questions and doubts- Damon wouldn't believe Kol and not his own brother, that was for sure but still.
"No guys I might have gifted her this when I was eight years old, still not a psychopath." He raised his hands in surrender, Caroline bit her lip as she managed to look away from Stefan's face back to the bear. "It does sound impossible."
"It could be anyone, anyone could be using my, my gift for this." He explained to Damon and slowly placed his hand on Damon's stiff shoulder for comfort. In response, his brother shook his head and stood up, "This recorder has nothing but these whispery voices and that doesn't mean anything." He clutched the recorder.
"To us, not to her." Caroline added as she stood up, "It must be a trigger for something like Kol said."
"It is, it's a trigger for Jeremy's presence." Stefan too mumbled still looking at the now ruined bear. "Who would want Elena to suffer for Jeremy? Question answered – Grayson Gilbert."
"Damon." Stefan sighed, "Okay maybe you are right but umm we checked Grayson before."
"We didn't have proof before." Caroline turned to Stefan with a raised brow, "And now it's right here. We need to find out what this did to Elena."
"You wont be held accountable for something you didn't do Stef." Damon assured, "I'll never let anything happen to you."
"I know but-" his voice cracked, "What if it backfires on me?"
"Trust me.
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Grayson lowered his metal framed spectacles on his nose and smirked, "What does that damn whistle prove?"
"Maybe that you umm hypnotized Elena?" Caroline said in her squealy tone, Damon was fuming by her side and Stefan was leaning against the wall.
"So?" He shrugged, "Yes I did!" he confessed biting each word out, "I hypnotized Elena when she was eight- I hated her!" he spat.
"I always knew you were a disgusting man." Damon had just stepped to move forward but Caroline held his wrist, "Gray you realize-"
Damon interrupted her, "You are a horrible person and you fucking know that, you sabotaged and broke a marriage! You abused a child mentally and physically and to top it all off, you are shameless for ruining the life of a person who loved you no matter how fucked up you were."
"Save the lecture Damon, she ruined everything for me, She killed Jeremy, my son." His smirk had finally faded and he stood up from his leather seat, "And that wasn't an accident, if an eight year old bitch can plan a murder she might as well be ready to face the consequences that follow it."
"Elena didn't kill Jeremy, you're insane if you think that." Stefan said in a loud voice. Grayson shook his Body away from them depicting perfect refusal, "Like hell she didn't." He walked to the window in his room slowly, "It's all her fault since the start, Miranda was suppose to be mine." He said firmly, "I don't know where that scum John caught her eye, they got married and had Elena."
"And you ruined their marriage." Caroline seethed, "Just like he attempted to ruin mine." Damon commented bitterly.
"All is fair in love and war right?" Grayson shrugged. "When Miranda left him for me, Elena was the biggest problem, she didn't like me, she wanted to stay with her father- she was pretty expressive about it, I did it all, played the father the best I could till I had to discipline her!" he clenched his fists at his sides, "And fear did more work than the made up love and affection, she stopped asking for John , so any chances of reconciliation between them were over, Miranda gave birth to Jeremy, my first and last, Elena wanted her revenge on me, she got her revenge."
"What?" Stefan spat, "You are not the victim here Doctor, you abused a child, your 'discipline' fucked her mind up, even if she did do it on purpose, this is your fault."
"You tortured my wife for years." Damon took a step ahead, "You kept acting like you were there to protect her, that she was responsible for Jeremy's death! You played the fucking 'secret keeper' just so you could torture her."
"And it was worth every second." Grayson bit out word by word and smirked at the end. Damon growled as he launched on the man, immediately driving a fist into his ribs, he could hear Stefan and Caroline asking him to back off and even Stefan trying to pull him, but he felt frantically strong today, he threw Grayson on the floor and got a chair from the side, he wanted to kill- right now.
"NO!" Miranda yelled as she ran into the room and pushed him aside, "Gray!" she cupped his bloody face, "What did you do?" she shouted at Damon. He threw the chair to a side, and gripped Miranda's elbow making her get up and turned her to him, she tried to push against him but he held her in place, "Your husband is the reason Elena is gone, why don't you ask him where she is? Too afraid you'll have to come to terms with truth? You know who he is, I refuse to believe that you don't."
"LEAVE ME!" she cried.
"Damon Please let her go." Stefan requested.
Damon shook his head, "I wont let her continue this charade of normal life when my life is falling apart, you do anything, you both- do not fuck with my family and my wife." He said with gritted teeth as he left her hand and went forward and held Grayson's color, he was not conscious as Damon tapped his face aggressively, "Where is my wife? Tell me Damn it! Where is Elena?"
"He's not going to answer you psycho." Miranda muttered and stomped her feet, "You three get out of my damn house!"
Damon groaned as he threw back Grayson on the floor, turning to Miranda, she took a step back and Damon had to raise his hands in surrender, "I am going, but I'll come back."
"You think I wont report you to the police." She shrieked.
Damon let out a humorless chuckle, "You can obviously, I wont be in jail for too long on charges such as beating the crap out of your husband and I'll do it again if I want to."
"You-"
"Stefan, call a damn ambulance for this motherfucker!" he nearly growled as he walked out of the room, "The soon he gets better as I'll continue this."
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PAST
"Shit shit!" he was late, Damon drove as fast as he could to the restaurant, Elena must be waiting for him for an hour now, he tried his best to keep this day free and he couldn't, it was like Grayson knew he plans on dating Elena that some how he'd end up with piles of Gray's work. Grayson's assistance was a test from God truly. He parked the car on the wet road, it had been raining all day long, he was thinking of excuses- it would be a lie, but he couldn't lose Elena, that was just too much loss for this year, he ran a hand through his hair as he looked in the car's rear view mirror, he reached for the cologne Stefan left in his car.
He quickly got out of the car, rubbing his hands together in nervousness, when he stepped inside the place, it was still busy- it was 9pm of course it was. He couldn't see her any where and that's when it dawned upon him- she probably thought of him as an irresponsible asshole and left. He went to the reception and asked the man who was busy typing about a reservation, "I had a table booked for two, Can you tell me when, Miss Elena Gilbert showed up?"
He nodded, "You are Mister Damon Salvatore uhh okay- actually we allotted the table to another couple since both of you didn't show up."
"Oh." He bit his lip and stood back, 'Elena didn't show up either.' He thought, but why? Was she having second thoughts again? Or was Stefan being the problem or was she in trouble? The thought actually made him anxious and he dialed her number which went straight to voice mail. Now to think of it, she didn't text him since morning when she asked about the restaurant.
He got in his car and drove to their building in a considerably fast speed, when he got there he didn't ego to his apartment but hers instead, the one she shared with Stefan and Caroline, The blonde opened the door for him and seeing him this worried, her brows furrowed, "What happened?"
"Where's Elena?" he asked as worried as her.
"Uh in her room duh." She said in an awkward tone, he rushed inside past Caroline and she turned around with a questioned face, "Damon? What's going on?"
He didn't answer as he went towards her room and opened it, the room was dark and when he turned on the lights, she was sitting in a corner, knees close to her face, "Lena." He said as he sighed of relief and closed the door behind him, "You scared the shit out of me, Why aren't you picking up the phone?"
She huffed, "I am sorry, I left it uncharged." Her voice was groggy as he made his way to her and sat down beside her, "Why didn't you show up?"
She stayed quiet and he huffed as he pat her shoulder trying to get her attention, "Hey, you."
"Huh."
"What's wrong?"
She shook her head slowly, resting it back on her knees, "Nothing, I just want to be alone."
"Why?, what happened?" his dark brows furrowed as he moved away the curtain of her brown hair and tucked it behind her ear, "Tell me."
"I lost- again."
"What are you talking about?" he asked clueless, her voice broke, "It was this big audition in mystic falls, huge stars were casted in the show and they needed a new face, i was so happy and confident." Tears started to fall down her eyes, rolling down her cheeks, "And I just felt as if it was mine, then when I went in, started saying the lines, they'd interrupt me, someone wanted a sandwich , someone wanted to take a call, when I'd say the sad parts and cry, they'd giggle, they told me I am curvy around my hips-" she broke into sobs, "And that just broke me- when I stepped outside after literally one minute performance, I realized they were right, every girl was prettier, skinnier, taller."
"Elena." he said in a soft tone as he pulled her to his arms in a tight embrace, resting her head against his chest, with his chin resting on top of her head, "I don't know who these people were but they aren't right." He said above a whisper, his thumb wiping away her tears, "You are by far the most beautiful girl I know."
She shook her head against his chest.
"And I've seen you so passionate about this thing, I just know one day you'll be The Elena gilbert." He chuckled, "These people would hit their heads against walls for not recognizing the star in you."
"You didn't see those girls Damon, Blonde and-"
"Hey- hey , they can be whatever, they cant be you." He stroked her hair interrupting her, "The magical, passionate artist that I know, this is going to take time Elena, you need to give this world time to be ready to know the amazing person that you are and I know when the time is right, you will shine." She looked up at him from his chest, he smiled at her as he cupped her face, "It's not going to be the last rejection but you have to build the fight in you, be so good that they cant ignore you, I know- soon there would be someone to recognize it Elena. I promise."
"You do?"
He nodded, "I believe in you." She sucked up her tears and rested her head back on his chest, taking a deep breath, "I wish I could believe me."
"Um then just fake that for a while till you do." He shrugged, as he stroked her hair, "I do it all the time." He said in a light tone, "Especially when I am assisting someone cut open a head."
"Damon." She whined, "That gives me images please!"
"Alright alright." He waved off, "But you get it?"
"Hmm." She took another deep breath, then parted her face to look up at him, "You smell good."
He laughed lightly, "Well I was excited about our date."
She smiled finally, "I am sorry about that."
"Hmm you'll have to do better than that." He raised his brows at her and she shook her head at him with a mischievous grin and moved forward to capture his lips in a searing kiss, he immediately responded by gripping her hips to shift her weight on top of him as he kissed her back almost aggressively, when air became a necessity, they parted with pants, he peppered kisses all over her face and wiped the residue of her tears under her eyes, "You underestimate how perfect you are." He whispered, "You drive me crazy you know, that's how beautiful I think you are- no one can compare."
"Damon." She sighed as she held on to his neck and looked at him through hooded eyes, she pressed her lips to him again and moaned when she felt his tongue enter into her mouth, he shifted her to the bed, still staying on his knees on the floor as he slowly ran his hand up her bare leg , her orange sundress had bunched around her waist as he pressed his lips to the silky skin of her left thigh and slowly trailed his lips up to the lacy black boy shorts, she lied back on the bed panting for air, her body arching up to his touch as his fingers hooked in her under wear, his lips on the skin above the band of her shorts, he licked around her belly button and pulled the shorts down her legs, she lifted her legs to help him, he kissed her curves, his lips brushing the skin of the inside of her shaking thighs, her fingers gripped his hair for some control, his darkened eyes met hers and her chocolate orbs urged him to continue. He smirked at her as he licked her wet clit, she moaned his name loudly and gripped his hair tighter, she remembered how much she loved him down there, he was multi-talented to say the least, he widened her legs for him and moved her back on the bed as he shifted on it too to settle better between her legs, he pulled her quivering body to his mouth and let his finger penetrate her as his tongue sucked her rosy button, she arched her body and her hold on his hair tightened as she called out his name in soft moans. The voices she made drove him crazy, her pants, his name on her lips, her taste- he never wanted to stop. She was put on this earth for him. He loved the look on her face, the movements of her body, the rhythm of her heart as she came for him, her body slowly relaxed as she climbed down that ecstatic height and her head slowly fell back on the bed. He hovered above her as he fixed her messy hair and leaned down to capture her lips with his, she moaned gripping his biceps firmly, her legs hooked around his waist as her hands ran down his chest, parting to look at his face before pulling him in for a kiss again.
She tore open his black dress shirt apart and pulled it away from his body, her hands ran over his naked chest as she parted her lips from his finding there new destination on the skin of his shoulder to his bicep, she sucked on the skin, holding him close to her, "You-smell really good." She chuckled softly as she sucked on the skin of his neck. "I have to stock up on those." He joked in a voice above a whisper as she rolled them over and got on top of him, she pressed her lips to his warm lips again, this time nibbling on his lower lip before sucking on it, she held his hand that rested on her waist and moved it up to her heaving chest, he let his other hand coil around her, pulling off the straps of her sun-dress, resisting to not tear the zipper at the back, he slowly slid it down, while his tongue danced with hers. She slowly moved out of that dress on top of his body and threw the dress to the side. Her body though covered with a narrow layer of sweat seemed like that of a goddess, Helen of troy would not hold a candle to his Elena. Beautiful long chestnut hair that fell over her handful mounds with rosy hard buds aching for his attention, curves shaped sharp like perfectly made glass, spotless, perfect woman. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to her, he cupped her face as he slowly rolled them over, she didn't resist it as he hooked her knees behind his elbows, breaking their kiss he kissed down her chin to her neck, his tongue licked at her collarbone to which she moaned- he still remembered all of her soft spots, he kissed down to her heaving chest, "Elena." he whispered.
"Huh?" she managed to choke it out as she threw her head back, closing her eyes shut.
"Look at me." he said in an order like tone, "Don't look away."
She pursed her lips and nodded as she raised a little to look into his dark eyes, "Watch me worship every single square inch of your body."
She let out a gasp at his words and blushed as he leaned down pushing the soft mounds together, taking a rosy hard nipple into the warm heat of his mouth, "Oh fuck!" she cursed in a whisper, closing her eyes for a moment to savor the warmth of his mouth. He rolled his tongue around the hard nipple, grazing the tip with his teeth for a moment to which she screamed in pleasure, he reluctantly parted his mouth from it to take the other nipple into his mouth, she fisted her hands in his hair crying in bliss, "Oh- oh my D-Damon."
He trailed his hand down her belly to her wet core , his thumb ran in circles against her button as he left his one finger penetrate her, she couldn't take it anymore, she threw her head back, her hands now gripping his biceps as she screamed his name.
Before she could reach her second orgasm he pulled out his finger leaving her desperate and wanting, he pulled away his mouth from her chest, "Caroline's so going to hear you."
She groaned with frustration, "It's your fault, you know that."
He gave a smug smirk as he pecked her mouth, "Mm and I don't plan doing anything about it." He winked as he pressed his hard manhood to the base of her belly, she let out an unintentional gasp and slowly slid her hand to his belt, she didn't look away from his eyes as she unbuckled him, "I waited for this." She murmured.
"I know, i waited for you as much." He said in an honest tone, she unzipped him and he slowly moved out of his boxers and adjusted himself between her legs, slowly lacing their fingers as he pinned them to her either side, "Elena."
She just gave a single nod.
He slowly pushed inside her wet opening, sliding into her warm hear, they both let out moans as they united, he stilled inside her for a moment, savoring the moment as her muscles clenched around him and he groaned, he moved out only to thrust back in, she too started to move her hips against him, right at the perfect time, back and forth, up , push, friction, down, repeat. Her fingers pressed to his tightly as their release was approaching with every moment, the movements were no longer slow and soft but speeding up. He couldn't form words to explain how her warmth felt around him, how good her muscles clenched him, it felt way too good, way too perfect. He could hear her pleas against his ear to come with her and he nodded as with a few forceful thrusts he pushed her over the edge and let himself release inside her. Soon their vibrating bodies slowed down their movements and they lied against each other, it felt euphoric, as if finally reaching home, he was her home, she was his home.
Damon realized after a few moments that he must be crushing her under his weight, he slowly untangled himself from her and she groaned in protest, he chuckled rolling off her and pulled her close to his body so they could cuddle. She gave him a grin as she rested her head against his shoulder, he slowly stroked her hair and pressed his lips to the top of her head, "Sorry."
"Hm?" she raised a brow as she looked up at him.
"I didn't even take you on a date." He said in a whispery tone, "But I really want to clarify something, this is not going to be all, I'll take you out tomorrow, I'll put effort into this-"
"Hey-hey." She giggled as she tapped his chest with her palm, "Don't worry about it, I trust you."
"I know you do Lena, but I want you to believe you are very important to me." he tipped her chin up to him and pressed his lips to her, she smiled against his lips, when he pulled away slightly, he looked into her doe eyes, "I can't believe I was away from you all this time." He slowly pulled her on top of him as he nibbled on the skin of her shoulders, nuzzling her neck, "Damon." She chuckled as he bit her neck playfully. He adjusted her in his lap and leaned down his head, lips brushing against her chest. She could feel his stiff length already and she moaned.
A knock on the door got their attention and even when he tried to ignore it the first time, the third time Elena parted his face from her chest, "Stop it." She said in a strict tone.
"Who's there?" she said in a loud tone.
"Stefan. Can I come in?"
She turned to look at Damon with wide eyes and whispered, "Cupboard! Now."
"What?" he furrowed his brows.
She pushed his palm against Damon's lips, "Please not now."
He rolled his eyes giving into her puppy eyes, he grabbed the sheets as he followed her to the closet.
"He probably heard all that, you are a loud one" he whispered and winked. She elbowed his side and pushed him inside the cupboard closing the door after him.
"Elena? Open the door already." Stefan knocked the door with force now.
She quickly slipped on a shirt and her shorts and threw the rest of the stuff under the bed, "Coming."
She opened the door for him with a nervous smile, "Hey."
"Hey, Caroline told me what happened." He stepped inside the room and wrapped his arms around her, "I know what you might be thinking, I understand Lena, but this is not the end." He said in an encouraging tone, and pat her back.
"Oh." She sighed, "It's fine, I am over it."
"You are?" he pulled back, "Caroline told me you were devastated, she had to go for project meeting so she told me to – you know take care of you."
So no one knew. She took a sigh of relief.
"That's sweet but i-" she hadn't ended her sentence when Stefan sat down on the foot of her bed, "I thought we can watch a movie or something, Kat broke up with me again." He shrugged, "I don't know what's going through her head, she wants to be with me and then she just…"
Elena looked over to the closet, hopefully Damon wasn't dead.
"Hey what's this." Stefan's voice brought her out of her thoughts and she saw him holding a pair of boxers, she nearly palmed her head, "That- that's mine."
"You wear this?" he asked with a raised brow?
She snatched it from him, "Yes I do, it's very comfortable and soft and uh very – just don't judge me." she put it in her drawer. Stefan shrugged, "Well they are comfortable- hey we both can finally share something." He laughed, she faked laugh along with him, tapping her feet, "So Kat dumped you, why don't you tell me all about it- outside."
"Why? We can just watch a movie and talk here, right?"
"Yes but it's just so hot in here." She fanned herself, "Let's go outside."
"No problem I can turn on the air conditioning." He got up the bed and went to grab the remote, "I really want popcorn and ice cream." She added looking back the cupboard.
"Me too, I'll make popcorn and you can get the ice-cream." He said as he gestured her to leave the room with him, she followed with annoyance and went to the kitchen getting ice cream bowls, "Oh I left something in my room."
"What? I'll get it." He offered sweetly.
She gritted her teeth, "You stay here."
He raised his brows at her, "You on your period?"
"Yes- very much." She almost sprinted to her room once out of kitchen and went towards the cupboard, unlocked it and opened the door gasping as Damon nearly fell over her, out of breath, "You're going to kill me."
She supported him to stand, "Get your clothes and go."
"Really?" he squinted, "You're still a wimp Elena."
She grabbed his shirt and his jeans, "Hurry up." She handed them to him, "Come on, hurry!"
"Arghh I so hate you for this."
"I'll make it up to you- promise." She kissed his cheek.
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PRESENT
He splashed water on his face and looked at himself on the mirror, his weary bloodshot eyes were screaming for sleep, he pursed his lips as he walked back to the living room, the bedroom was just too much for him, he didn't want to accept that her fragrance was fading from the every corner of his dark house and his room which was a sight of sorrow for him, he lied in the couch and closed his eyes, letting his arm cover his eyes- sleep was very far , that's what it felt like, he sat up restless and looked back to the bar in the far end corner of the room, he sighed, Elena would probably frown at this alcoholic behavior, but she wasn't here to stop him, he stood up as he walked to the bar and checked the bottle, he got his hands on a bourbon bottle, picked a glass and got the ice from the fridge. He brought it back to the couch and placed them on the glass table to make a drink.
One- two- three down
He still wasn't feeling a slight kick so he stopped counting.
He was a failed husband, he couldn't protect her, he couldn't help her, he couldn't find her- he probably would never, he didn't deserve her in the first place.
He was so lost that when a pale skin hand touched his shoulder, he nearly jumped, "Oh- Caroline." His voice more tired and groggy.
She nodded looking concerned, "I used my key, I thought I'd check on you."
"Nope haven't killed myself yet." He chuckled humorlessly.
"Hey don't say that, everything will be okay." She stroked the side of his face, he shook his head, "You keep saying that and yet nothing happens."
"Damon-" she got closer.
"Elena's gone, she doesn't even know how much I love her." He clenched his eyes shut as tears started forming on the corner of his eyes, "I thought I had everything under control, I thought I was strong enough to scare every monster out of her life but I couldn't." he opened his eyes and her heart broke seeing them filled in tears, he kept his empty glass on the table, "My life is falling apart, nothing there is absolutely nothing I want more than her." He let his head fall back and sucked up his tears, "Or just a chance to show her that I can be a good husband."
"You are a good husband." Caroline said in a concerning tone, "The best there could be, it isn't your fault."
"It is my fault, it's all my fault- I always thought she was crazy for feeling what she felt, I never understood her." He bit his lip as tears rolled down his cheeks, Caroline slowly wrapped her arms around him, "Hey, none of that is true, you were probably the only person who cared about her more than anyone, you always put her first. I know there were problems but it wasn't entirely your fault, Elena had insecurities due to her parents and she had so many issues too, you tried so much all the time, I remember how you even forgot that thing with Kol for your marriage."
He shook his head, that was a pure misunderstanding, his Elena could never cheat on him. No matter what. "Even when she forgot you, you took all that behavior of her pushing you away." She cupped his face, "You've always been so perfect Damon." He blinked and swallowed thick, "I just-"
"Elena wasn't wrong about everything Damon, i-" she sighed, "I've always been drawn to you, even when she wasn't- since we were kids."
"Caroline." He was slowly was pulling himself away from her but she held on to him, he was too drunk at this point but he knew this was going somewhere else, "I am a bad person for feeling this, I know, I know I shouldn't be happy at the back of mind that she isn't here god damn it, but I cant see you this miserable." She pressed her lips to the corner of his mouth shifting her weight on him, "I love you so much, more than she ever did, I would never hurt you this much."
"Caroline no." he mustered effort and pushed her away from himself, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
The blond was taken aback from the growl and lied at the other end on the couch, startled- she lost control, she never thought she'd do this, take advantage of his vulnerability.
"Damon I-"
"Get out of my house." He got up with a dizzy tread, "Go."
She stood up and swallowed thick, "I am sorry Damon, I can explain."
"I don't want to hear another word- please leave me alone, go." He snarled and she pursed her lips heading towards the door.
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PAST
Damon woke up to the sound of Elena vomiting in the bathroom, he sat up, last night had been amazing, Elena's birthday dinner, which he completely ruined with his bile-rising cake, but it was becoming a trend now, ruined dates turned into wonderful nights, all they needed was home delivered food and each other. He got up and wore his jeans , walked to the bathroom, he stood at the door frame as she rinsed her mouth with water. "What's wrong?" he asked as he entered.
"I don't know really." She turned off the tap, she was wearing his maroon button up, he loved his clothes on her, It didn't fit but she looked cute. She turned to him and he immediately noticed how pale she looked, "I have to tell you something."
That's it, his heart stopped beating when she used that serious tone, she was this pale, she was sick- he just didn't like anyone he loved being sick, Lily was diagnosed with Cancer an year ago, ever since then health issues paranoid him. "Is everything fine?" he stepped forward and cupped her face, she moved back slightly, "Yeah just listen." She slid his hands down her face, "I haven't gotten my period and I've been throwing up so much since three days, even got a little dizzy yesterday."
"Oh."
"Remember we skipped protection when we first-"
"OH." He finally got what she meant, "You want me to get you a test."
"That's it?" she raised a brow, "That's your reaction, it means maybe we are pregnant, and let me emphasize it, pregnant with no planning."
"Elena we're not even sure, calm down- maybe it's all the terrible food you eat to make me happy." He chuckled stroking her hair, "How about you get ready and drive down to the hospital with me."
"Are you nuts, what if Dad saw me?" she asked as a shiver ran down her back from the thought.
"That's less likely to happen, he'd already be in the OR when we get there." He sighed, "Besides if it's a pregnancy your Dad is going to find out." He was about to turn to give her some privacy when she wrapped her arms around him, hiding her face in his chest, "What if it's a baby?"
"Of course it'll be a baby, you cant pop out a huge rhino." He rolled his eyes, she hit her hand against his chest, "I am worried."
"We'll figure it out." He kissed the top of her head, "I love you."
She looked up at him and smiled, "I love you too."
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NEW CHAPTER- boy I missed this. Which story should I post next? I do an eenie meenie miney mo, BTW I UPDATED
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I really had a hard week and I am going through a very bad time in my life, earlier this week I wanted to harm myself, I know it's very dark to confess something like that but since I am anonymous, but you know even though it was hard I decided to face my problem instead of taking the easy way out, I cried and shouted and felt like the biggest loser, if anyone of you are facing something like that and no one wants to listen to you or you feel like you cant share it, you can always PM me , I would never want anyone to be in a dark place like that. I am struggling to live, I struggling to smile and breathe and laugh and eventually soon this will be easy and like my character said "One day I don't have to fake it." Sorry if this is boring but guys take a chance at life, keep minimum goals like writing a story, saving up for lingerie lol, saving up for trips, reading, writing , drawing because money might be necessary for life but art is necessary for living