The next morning when she woke up, she was still laying on his chest. Lily was still sleeping. She could hear her snoring lightly.
The music was still on, she reached over and tried to grab her phone but when she couldn't reach it, she sat up and the first thing she saw was Fitz's face.
Her stomach twisted into knots.
The right half of his was a mixture of dark blue and purple bruised flesh. He had a stitched scar that ran from the edge of his eyebrow and disappeared into his beard.
"Fitz!" She shook him.
"Hunh?" He said lazily.
"Fitz, what happened to your face?"
"What?" He was too tired to understand what she was saying.
"Your face, you're beautiful face Fitz? What happened?"
He blinked slowly, trying to blink away the sleep that was pulling his eyes closed.
"Fitz?"
He sat up and rubbed his eyes and yawned. He was so tired.
"Livie?"
"Your face?"
He reached up and touched his face and remembered.
"Yeah, it was um..an accident."
"An accident? How? Wha-Why didn't you tell me?"
"Cause I knew you'd freak out."
"Freak out?" She said incredulously.
"Yeah, you know how your eyes get really big and slowly fill with tears cause you find some way to blame yourself and then you start crying….you know...exactly what you're doing now."
Olivia realized he was right when she felt the tears in her eyes. She closed her eyes and wiped them away. She could feel more coming and tried to hold them back but she couldn't help it and found herself crying with streams of tears rolling down her cheeks.
Fitz wiped her eyes with his thumb and caressed her cheek softly only to feel her thump him on his arm.
"I can't lose you. Do you fucking understand!"
Fitz smiled.
"I understand."
His eyes wandered down to her neck and he saw a light bruise from his thumb where he'd held her during the night. It wouldn't have been visible to anyone because it was so faint but he was paying attention...
"I'm sorry about this." He said as he gently stroked it under his thumb.
Olivia swatted his hand away. She didn't even see what he was talking about and she didn't care.
"What happened to your face?" she asked again.
"Are you worried I won't look as good with this huge scar on my face because you shouldn't be, as soon as it heals I'll laser it, you won't even know it's there and it's not that deep anyway."
"How could you even think that?" She said softly.
Her pajama top was still undone with only two buttons intact and she had no underwear. Fitz was still completely naked.
"I don't. No one did this to me. We had a rough mission, there was an explosion, I was too close, some debris hit my face, a piece of glass, that's it."
"This is why you didn't come to her party?"
Fitz wiped her cheeks again, tears were still streaming.
"Not really, I don't care what I look like, it was because I had splinters in my face and it was taking a fuck long time to remove them."
"I knew something happened? Why didn't you just tell me?"
"So you could lose your shit. No."
"This is not funny- you can't go back, I'm can't do this anymore...I..I-"
He held her face and stared into her eyes. He knew this would happen, which is why he wanted to wait until his face had healed but that meant more weeks away from her and Lily and he just couldn't manage to stay away so when he saw his chance to come home, he took it and braced himself for her reaction.
"-This isn't funny and I understand but look we discussed this, we know what we got ourselves into."
"I don't care- I can't-"
He felt throbbing and looked down and saw his erect cock. He pulled her closer to him, so their foreheads touched.
"-Can we just enjoy today and then we'll talk about the serious stuff tomorrow?"
He needed her to stop, he couldn't take her crying, it was getting to him, reminding him of how unhappy he was with their arrangement.
His proposition sounded tempting but she knew well enough that he could be called away in 5 minutes, their time was too precious to procrastinate.
"No."
"No?"
"We're gonna talk about it now. You always say the same thing and then you disappear before we get the chance to discuss anything." She said through sniffles.
He didn't say anything, he reached for the two bottom buttons of her shirt and undid them and then he leaned up and kissed her neck as he pulled off her shirt.
"Fitz-" she pressed her palmed against his chest to ease him off and he stopped.
"Come on baby, I feel good, let's not ruin it."
"Don't do that Fitz, don't make me feel guilty about this because you know I'm right."
Fitz sighed and sat up.
"I know, just give me till noon, we'll spend until noon just being together all three of us then later we can talk about all the feelings you want."
She looked hesitant like she needed more convincing.
"I promise I won't disappear between now 12."
He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close, kissing her neck again. This time when Olivia felt his kiss, she closed her eyes and allowed herself to relish it. She still felt like she wanted to cry but she held back the tears. "Just until noon," she said to herself.
"How bad does it hurt?" she asked softly.
"Not enough to stop me."
She reached over and turned off the music.
Fitz pulled her close as he sat up and licked his lips then began sucking on her nipples.
"Fuck.." she moaned softly. She hated the fact that they were having sex at a time but not enough to stop herself.
She reached down and ran her index finger over her clit gently but Fitz moved her hand and pinned both hands to her side as he alternated her nipples in his mouth.
With both her hands pinned he pressed his cock between her legs and then raised his head to meet her kiss. He leaned back against the pillow, pulling her down on him with her legs spread open on both sides of him then he slowly raised his hips up and took his time sliding into the sweet folds of her pussy.
"Fuck baby…" she moaned with her forehead against his.
She pulled her arms from his grasp and wrapped them around his neck then she began thrust her hips up, down and around on him, riding his cock, slow and steady.
"Fuck!" he groaned
Squeezing a handful of her ass under his fingers before he smacked it.
"Livie...pussy so..good." he choked out as he smacked her ass again.
He began thrusting into her.
"Oh my god..fuck...fuck me...don't stoppp…don't stop...not ever…"
When her legs began to shake, she lost focus and fell down on him in anticipation of her impending orgasm. Luckily for her, Fitz never faltered. He wrapped her arms around her waist and lifted her as he continued thrusting in her then laid her in front of him on the bed, never stopping for a moment with her legs spread wide and trembling.
Olivia moaned louder.
"I'm cuming... I'm cuming... I'm cuming." she mumbled over and over again.
She arched her back. He pumped into her warm, wet pussy a few more times before they both fell over the edge.
It was sweet ecstasy, cuming on the cock of the man she loved, wringing every drop of his seed from him. She finally opened her eyes and saw him staring at her with his beautiful scarred face.
"You know, you can't leave her without you for too long, she goes crazy."
"She?" he teased.
Olivia pointed down.
"Yes, her. She's missed you for weeks and then on top of that I didn't masturbate at all..okay fine..maybe once or a few times but that's it."
Fitz chuckled and adjusted his body but didn't pull out.
"Did you use my dildo?"
She laughed. "First of all, it's not your dildo, it may be shaped like your cock but it's not yours and secondly, no, I didn't. I just...when I feel you, I want it to be you."
"I tried not to masturbate but it kind of just happened?"
"It just happened?" she teased.
"Yeah, I was trying to hold out, the blue balls kind of had me crippled me one morning and I just kept thinking about you and I stepped into the shower and my cock was throbbing, really killing me and I just grabbed it and came."
"Why aren't you masturbating and aren't you gonna pull out?"
"No…anyways...I don't know I'm just kind of got obsessed with you and your vagina and I didn't want to masturbate, I wanted to wait for you."
"Me too actually, cuming is so much better when I do it with your cock inside me."
"Are you trying to give me a goddamn heart attack."
Olivia smiled cheekily.
"You know uhmm.. last night...what was that?"
His face turned a little red as he smiled.
"I have no idea, all I know is that if I wasn't balls deep in your pussy immediately I would have just spontaneously combusted."
"You are so dramatic?"
He leaned over on top of her until his face was inches away from her.
"If you have any idea how much I love you, you wouldn't think so," he said with a charming smile.
Olivia blushed.
"Not funny. I thought you were gonna shove my IUD past my uterus, didn't we talk about you going too deep."
"Yes but that was extreme circumstances though so I kind of get a pass and I don't know, I sorta thought you got used to it, we've been together for a while."
She smiled.
"You have a like nine and a half inch cock, how does one get used to that, especially when you insist on pounding into my cervix."
"They way you came, made me think you kind of loved it."
"I did love it though."
He kissed her and chuckled.
"I'll remember to be careful, I don't want sex hurting you."
"It's always gonna hurt a little," she said softly. "You're a foot taller than me, you weigh almost twice as much as me and your cock is a few inches shy of afoot for the most part. The good thing is that you know how to use it, whatever pain there is, it's outweighed by the pleasure."
Fitz finally smiled.
"I've had girls not fuck me because of my penis, you have no idea how embarrassed I used to be then I got over it."
Olivi smiled.
"Really?"
He nodded.
"I mean..if I'd met you now and saw your penis, I probably wouldn't want to have sex with you, if you're just a hookup, it's just not worth it, but I'm emotionally invested in you so I have to put up with it."
Fitz chuckled and shook his head.
"You're making me feel bad." he joked.
Olivia gently caressed his cheek.
"You know I'd love you even if half your face got chopped off right, I don't care, it wouldn't change anything for me. I just want you to be okay."
Fitz smirked.
"I thought we were gonna leave the heavy feelings talk for after?"
"That's not heavy feelings talk, that's just me letting you know that I love you."
"Really?"
"Yeah well don't be so glib, if your dick got cut off then that's different."
The words hung in the air for a moment before Olivia recanted.
"I wouldn't actually leave you, I just don't want there to be any confusion about that," she whispered.
Fitz chuckled and lifted her in the air as he stood from the bed.
"Who's dramatic now?" he said with a smile.
Olivia felt the tears coming and looked up to the ceiling.
"I just hate this and I know you hate it there and-"
He kissed her on the lips, cutting her off. Then he walked her again the wall and continued kissing her then he wiped away her tears.
"Don't cry, we're not thinking about that right now, remember?"
She kissed him back.
"I know, I'm sorry, I just can't help it."
"Don't apologize."
He pulled out of her, kneeled down in front of her then dipped between her legs, ready to feast.
She stopped him.
"Baby, your face."
"Just let me eat this sweet ass pussy in peace please," he said he leaned down and kissed between her legs slowly, letting his tongue slip between her lips.
"Ohhhh…" she moaned softly as she gently ran her hands through his hair.
Fitz pulled her legs over his shoulder.
"Fuck...baby."
He licked her most sensitive spot, over and over, driving her mad, ever so soften stopping to give her the most wholesome tongue kisses between her legs. When her legs began to shake, a telltale sign that she was going to squirt she tried to push him away but he stood firm and went faster.
"Fff..ff..Fitz- I-I'm-"
She could barely finish her sentence before she liquid squirted from her center, right into Fitz's face and in his eyes.
She would be embarrassed if she didn't know him and know how much he loved when stuff that like happened during sex.
She wiped his eyes dry and gently wiped his face, trying to avoid his stitched wound.
"So fucking sexy!" he said raspily.
She pulled him down and kissed him as she wrapped her arms tightly around his shoulders. He slid inside her again, thrusting into her slowly in missionary.
"Shit." she moaned. "Baby...don't stop." she cried. "Don't stop."
He hit her spot with every stroke. It was maddening.
He felt her swelling up around him.
"Fuck baby hold on," he begged, thrusting faster.
"Fitz…."
She grabbed him tighter as her legs shook. She curled her toes, she couldn't hold it any longer.
"fuck..I'm cuming," she screamed as she squirted and came all over him.
Fitz followed her soon after, with beads of sweat rolling down his forehead as he panted on top of her, trying his best not to bear down his weight on her tiny frame.
He pulled out quickly this time because after a few intense orgasms his penis was sensitive.
"Fuck baby, that was amazing," he said breathlessly.
Olivia sat up on her knees and kissed him.
Fitz stood and pulled her up.
"Let's go wash off.' Fitz suggested.
Olivia nodded.
Fitz stepped over to the bed and looked at Lily. She chuckled in her sleep.
"I miss you so much Rosebud, it'd kiss you but I have your mother's vagina all over my mouth."
Olivia slapped him lightly.
"Don't tell her that."
'She's asleep."
"I know but still."
Fitz turned to Olivia.
"Come on."
She grabbed the baby monitor as she walked. Fitz looked at her puzzled.
"When she wakes up she tries to climb off of the bed so I need to know when she wakes up so I can grab her."
Fitz nodded and they continued to the bathroom. She was slightly behind him and saw his back, with very pronounced scratch marks on it and a little dried blood.
"Oh my god, your back."
"Get over yourself." Fitz continued into the bathroom and turned on the faucet and let the warm water run.
Olivia saw his clothes on the floor where he left them from the night before as picked them up, she caught the scent of marijuana on it.
"You're smoking again?"
"What?"
"Your clothes smell like weed."
"Yeah, I am," he responded.
She took the clothes over to the closet and dropped them in the laundry hamper. Fitz brushed his teeth by the bathroom vanity while Olivia took towels and shampoo and conditioner from the closet. When he finished, she brushed her teeth while Fitz stepped into the shower and waited for her.
After brushing her teeth, Olivia joined Fitz in the shower. He wrapped his arms around her waist.
"You aren't mad at me about smoking, are you? I can stop if you want."
"No, I'm not mad at all and I'm not asking you to stop, if that's what you're doing to cope then I understand."
"I just smoke before I go to bed. It calms me down enough so I can sleep."
She got up on the balls of her feet and kissed him and wrapped her arms around his shoulder.
"What are we gonna do today? It's Sunday."
"We can go have breakfast at Bob's diner."
"And then?" she asked.
"I wanted to take Lily to the park and just watch her play."
"Sounds good."
He leaned down and kissed her again and squeezed her against his body so he could feel her warmth and soft skin. He just wanted to relish in the feel of her because he didn't have the privilege of being with her every day anymore.
They stood for a while, kissing and touching until Olivia heard lily through the monitor and broke the kiss.
"Shit."
"What?" Fitz asked.
"She's gonna crawl off the bed, she's up."
Olivia jumped out of the shower quickly and ran to the bedroom just in time to see Lily at the edge of the bed. She grabbed her quickly before she could fall off.
"Silly goose," she said to her.
Lily giggled.
"Give mama kisses."
Olivia held her up and Lily gave her a slobbering open mouth kiss on the cheek. Fitz walked in just in time to see.
Olivia turned around.
"Give dada kisses."
Olivia held her up so she could kiss Fitz on his cheek the cheek that wasn't bruised. Lily gave him a slobbering kiss and then stared at him, perplexed but she didn't cry at his scar.
Lily reached up and touched his bruise gently then smiled.
"Thank you Rosebud," Fitz said with a smile as he took her from Olivia. "I missed you and I love you, I love you so much."
Fitz kissed all over her face and she giggled in a way that made him never want to let her out of his arms.
"Since your out here with her I'm gonna give you guys some time alone and I'm going actually bathe and not just stand in the shower, is that all right?"
"That's totally fine, isn't it Lily, tell mommy to beat it."
Olivia smiled as she walked to the bathroom.
"Da-dda-daa-da."
"Yeah, you remember dada….of course you wouldn't forget me, what was I thinking?"
Olivia heard Fitz from the bathroom but didn't say anything.
Fitz stayed with lily, asking her questions as if she could answer and playing with her on the bed. After a few minutes, Olivia returned from the bathroom.
"Okay, I'll take her so you can shower."
Fitz hesitated as if he didn't want to let her go.
"Okay, but I'll feed her breakfast and bathe her and all that stuff okay."
"You better," Olivia said with a smile, knowing that was what he wanted to hear.
Fitz smiled. "Okay. I'll just be two seconds."
He handed her Lily and pulled off his towel and walked to the bathroom. Five minutes later he was back in sweatpants and a t-shirt.
"Come on."
He took Lily again and headed to her nursery. Olivia left him so he could take care of her because she knew it was exactly what he needed, with him being so insecure about the kind of father he was to Lily.
She used the time to check her emails which she decided not to do on lily's birthday. She got dressed and after almost a half-hour of responding to emails and working on her laptop, she realized that Fitz was still not back so she went to go find them.
When she walked into Lily's nursery, she heard them both laughing from Lily's bathroom. When she walked in, she saw him sitting at the side of the tub while Lily laughed and splashed him. He seemed to love it more than Lily did.
"She's still in the tub? It's been a half-hour."
"She loves it here, I can't bring myself to take her out."
"She has you wrapped around her little finger," Olivia teased.
"Yes well, she's the second person to do that and just so you know the other person I'm fucking talking about is you."
Olivia chuckled.
"Yeah, I got that."
She hopped on top of the bathroom vanity counter and sat.
"Are we still going for breakfast?"
"If you want to."
"Yeah, I do, Greg isn't working today, he's a little burned out from yesterday."
"Okay, are you ready Rosebud?"
He stood and bent over and took Lily out of the water and she started to cry so he put her back.
"Give her 5 more minutes."
"Fitz she won't ever leave, you have to take her out."
"But I don't want her to cry."
"She'll cry for two minutes and then she'll be fine. I promise you, you won't scar her for life just because you took her from her bath."
Fitz sighed.
"Fine."
He picked her up again and she fussed but once he wrapped her robe around her and hugged her against his chest, she stopped and giggled.
"You think I'm such a punk, don't you?"
Lily laughed again.
Fitz walked her to her changing table and began to dress her.
"I'm going to give her some milk, just so she won't be hungry on the drive."
"Why didn't I think of that?" Fitz asked himself.
"Don't worry about it, come on."
They headed downstairs, Olivia made Lily's milk just the way she liked it and then gave lily her bottle to feed. It was still early, just before 10am. Olivia texted Erin that they were heading out then walked to the car with Fitz and Lily.
Fitz strapped lily in her car seat and then hopped in the driver's seat of his range rover.
"Wait?"
"Oh wait..I have to get her ride on, she always rides in it the park."
Fitz nodded. Olivia walked briskly over to the garden to get Lily's Minnie mouse ride on that had been left there from her party the day before. She dropped it in the back seat beside Lily and she clapped excitedly when she saw it.
Once Olivia hopped in the front seat and strapped her seatbelt on, he pulled off. She missed the little things, like watching him drive. He made everything look effortless, driving, fighting, fucking, he was good at it all. She didn't realize she was staring at her husband and smiling until the voice snapped her out of it.
"Huh?" she answered.
"I said I didn't really get a chance to get Lily a birthday gift, I can't decide what to get her, what do you think?"
"I think the credit card bill that will be mailed to you from the party is gift enough."
Fitz chuckled.
"Fine but still, when she's older I want her to be able to look back and say 'my dad gave me this for my first birthday', hmmmm...maybe a necklace."
"Fitz...Lily has a mountain of gifts, 80% of which she won't even play with, I promise you she doesn't need anything but a nice day hanging out with her dad."
Fitz smiled. "Oh shut up, you're just trying to make me feel better."
"Did it work?" she asked.
"Yeah." he said." but wait I know, I can get her a locket."
"Oh that's kind of a good idea, I like that."
When they arrived at the diner, they sat and ordered their food and finished eating just around 11:30, which is when they headed to the playground, arriving at noon.
Olivia sat on the bench in the playground while Fitz walked around with lily who sat on her little ride on car and scooted her legs around. He seemed to love it more than Lily. What was on her mind more than anything was the talk they were supposed to have, they'd been at the park for more than a half-hour and he was too busy playing with Lily for them to have any sort of conversation.
The park was relatively empty for midday on Sunday, she was glad for that. Their guards stood at the gates of the playground keeping watch.
Fitz saw Olivia sitting, beautiful and unsuspecting, seemingly lost in thought on the bench by the trees and called her. He'd taken lily over to the swing and he knew Olivia wanted to talk so he figured he'd just bite the bullet so they could get it over with.
"Livie," he called from across the playground.
She snapped out of whatever thought had grabbed her attention and saw Fitz waving for her to come to him. She stood and sauntered across the playground towards both Fitz and Lily. she could hear Lily's giggling as Fitz pushed her in the toddler swing, he was smiling too.
"What's wrong, are you ready?" she asked.
"No, you were just sitting there by yourself and looking totally lost so I figured why not come over here and hang with us."
Olivia smiled.
"I'm here now."
"I'm actually full of shit, I just know you wanted to talk and since I promised you I didn't want it to seem like I was stalling."
"No, I don't think so..ummm...we probably should go though cause it's her nap time and she gets a little cranky when she doesn't get her sleep."
"Yeah, you're right."
He stopped pushing the swing and let it come to a natural stop then he lifted Lily from the seat, she didn't cry.
"Good job Lily," he said to her as he kissed her forehead.
Olivia picked up Lily's trolley and they walked back to the car and drove home. Lily fell asleep before they arrived, so Fitz was careful not to wake her as he brought her back to her nursery.
When he got back to the bedroom, Olivia had changed out of her dress and slipped on a pair of cotton shorts and a tank top and when she walked out of their closet, she saw Fitz.
"She's down for her nap," he said of lily.
"Okay," Olivia said with a nod as she walked to their bed and plopped down.
Fitz followed and sat beside her.
"So…" he began. "I'm all ears."
Olivia smiled.
"When you start like that, I don't know where to begin," she responded.
"Okay, I'll start. On Monday, come contractors are gonna be here, they're building a couple of panic rooms and sort of adding some security features to the house."
"Oh-wow."
"Yeah, they'll keep you up to speed on everything."
"What kind of security features?"
"More cameras, remote access, more hidden compartments for you to hide stuff and you and Lily, that kinda stuff..I just want to take every measure possible to make sure we're safe...where's your phone?" he asked.
"Oh- I think I left it in the closet...let me go grab it-"
"No, it's okay-I was just curious I didn't see it."
He was careful about electronics around them if he could hack her phone and listen, so could someone else.
"Did anything specific happen for you to decide to make these changes?" she asked, "with the house."
"No, I always planned to, I just wanted to find the right people to do it."
"Well.."
"What?" Fitz asked.
"I actually wanted to talk to you about maybe moving back to New York?"
Fitz raised both his eyebrows, not in a bad way, he was just shocked.
"Oh-Woah- really?"
"Yeah-um- it's just that with the show gone and the response has been out of this world and I'm sort of finding some obstacles with being here in California so umm...since you're aren't really working here anymore, there's nothing really holding me here."
"Well listen, whatever you want, I'm okay with, I just don't want to live in your penthouse, I think you should buy a place; maybe a condo or..or a brownstone or whatever, just not your penthouse."
Olivia smiled.
"Well…."
"Did you find something already?" he asked.
"Yes and I love it and I talked to the real estate agent from Sotheby's and if we buy now they're gonna throw in all the staged furniture and I'm so in love with Fitz I really am but it's really pricey."
"Where is it?"
"It's on Fifth Avenue, pretty much across the street from the MET."
"If you love it, get it."
"Don't you want to know the asking price?"
"How much?"
Olivia palmed her face nervously.
"50 million but it's like 8 bedrooms, 7 bathrooms, 7,000 square feet with a terrace, it's beautiful."
"If you want it, get it."
"YES!" she screamed a little louder than she intended.
Fitz chuckled, he loved seeing her happy.
"I was worried you were gonna think it was too much."
"Nothing is too much for you and we have billions that we are barely touching and the company is doing so well so I don't see anything wrong with spending a little of it. You should look into a yacht."
Olivia chuckled.
"No, I'm serious, I really do want a yacht because I want us to all go sailing so if you could possibly look into that and shop around a little and let me know if you see anything good, I'd love that, something really big that we'll need a crew to operate."
"I think I'm up for the task," she said as he leaned in and kissed him.
"Okay, and we should still do the work here because obviously it won't be right away and we'll still come back here."
"Yeah, of course," Fitz agreed, "And they can work on the apartment in New York as well, the more the merrier.."
"I think I'm gonna sell my penthouse."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, it's time, it's a remnant of my past and my father and I don't need any reminders of that."
"I agree but I hope you're selling it for you and not for me because it doesn't bother me, I just don't want to live there."
"Okay, I still think I want to sell it."
Now that she'd gotten the lighter topics out of the way she didn't really know where to begin.
"So…"
Fitz smiled at her.
"I guess I just don't really think you're being honest about your face if feel like if a bomb exploded near you would have burn scars or something and plus you guys wear masks so-"
"A mask is why my face didn't get cut clean off and I said it was debris, not the actual explosion. Come in, this is pretty trivial, I'm not gonna lie about it."
"Okay, I'm just always worried they'd hurt you."
"You're treating me more like a baby than you do lily." He joked. "Well, not more than but you get it."
"I'm not laughing Fitz, it's not funny, what are we gonna do, do you have a plan because I thought I could hold out but I really don't think I can."
He sighed.
"Olivia we both decided this together, you can't just change your mind."
"I'm not changing my mind, I gave it a try, it's been months and now I'm saying that I can't do it anymore."
"Why? All of a sudden?"
"It's not all of a sudden." was all she said. "It's a lot easier to do this if I knew when it would end but as it stands it just feels like a piece of my heart is gone indefinitely."
He pulled her close, so his lips were by her ear.
"This won't work if I'm not careful. I can't make a mistake," he whispered. "Just be patient."
She nodded at him. It wasn't enough but what choice did she have.
"Okay."
Fitz kissed her lips and then showered her with kisses all over her face. She found herself smiling. Fitz kissed her softly on the lips again and then pulled her against his chest.
"Any more questions?"
"How have you been? When I call you I feel like you barely want to speak to me."
"Well, I'm having all calls monitored at the base so everything I saw is also recorded, I think it's just better to play it safe when we chat and also I'm just really busy."
Olivia nodded.
"I miss you and Lily, a lot actually and it's affecting everything especially when we talk...I think that's why I'm smoking so much, I just need something to clear my head and calm me down because otherwise, I'd be kind of off the handle."
"You miss me more when we talk, I'd think it would be the opposite."
He chucked.
"No, and It's funny because every time we talk, you sound exactly how I picture you and you sound so happy and light and cheerful and it just kills me because I feel the opposite."
She sat up so she could see him.
"Why didn't you tell me this sooner?"
"The very last thing that we should be worrying about, considering everything that's been going on, is my feelings. I'll be fine."
Olivia rolled her eyes.
"Why are you the way that you are?"
Fitz smiled and kissed her.
"This is the man you married, what can I say?"
She smiled half-heartedly.
"I'm serious, your feelings are important, it's not something that you should just blow off. You're gone for weeks at a time and if you're feeling this way then-"
"Then what? There's nothing we can do, it is what it is, you're not happy about the arrangement either, missing out on all this great dick and all."
She rolled her eyes again.
"Yeah but I have lily were with me, you're all alone with those people."
"Doesn't matter, I just told you because I know you like it when I spill my guilty little guts to you."
"I do like it, I just wish we could do something about it," she shook her head. "Talk about something different, I need to get my mind off this, it's upsetting me."
"Okay, but remember you asked...a while ago, after we left a mission we stopped at that bar in Germany and Harrison sent a prostitute over to me."
"What? Why ...of course they did because they hate me and they want you to cheat on me." Olivia said as she shook her head,
"She grabbed my dick."
"What?"
"She saw the ring and she still went for it but I grabbed her wrist and twisted it back so far it broke because this dick is only for Olivia."
"Oh my god. You're the worst," she said, laughing.
He pulled her in for a kiss.
"You're perfect and…" he climbed on top of her. "I wanna make love to you for hours…" he kissed her as he was on top. "..and hours."
Olivia wrapped her legs around him and took her time, slowly kissed his lips. She didn't want to rush, just feeling his skin and smelling his scent as she kissed and touched felt incredible. She was missing him so much and she always felt whole when she had him close.
He pulled down her tank top and slowly took his time sucking her nipples.
He leaned up and began pulling her shirt down her body.
"Remember when we first got back together, we were having sex and I squeezed your breast and all that milk just came running down my fingers?"
She smiled, slightly embarrassed.
"Yes."
He pulled her tank top and stretched it over her butt and down her legs. He was erect and he wanted to be in her so bad.
He kissed down her torso and then began pulling down her shorts when lily began to fuss through the baby monitor.
Fitz leaned down and adjusted his hard penis in his pants and attempted to get up put Olivia grabbed him.
"No, just...really quickly."
He stopped and smiled and opened her legs. She reached over to him and ran her fingers over his bulge.
"Fuck." He moaned softly as he moved her hands.
He leaned in between her legs and pulled her panties to the side and spread his tongue and licked her from bottom to top and punctuated his lick by sucking on her clit.
"Mmm...fuck." She closed her eyes and smiled.
He kissed it softly and then fixed her panties that had a wet spot in the crotch of the grey cotton fabric.
He kissed her inner thigh and stood. Lily was now crying over the monitor.
"I gotta go."
Olivia's mouth fell open.
"Don't you dare."
"She's crying...I have to."
He quickly rushed out of the bedroom and ignored the scowl on Olivia's face. He went to Lily's nursery to pick her up and when he came back to the bedroom, Olivia was dressed.
"She's hungry, I'm gonna get her something to eat," he said to Olivia.
"Whatever, you butthole."
He guffawed, "I'm a butthole now?"
"Yes," she said with a smirk. "You did that on purpose."
"Yeah because later when I actually fuck you, you'll love it so much more."
"I would have loved it more two minutes ago but what do I know, it's only my vagina."
"It's mine."
He chuckled and went downstairs to feed Lily lunch when he came back, Olivia was working on her laptop.
"So, Lucky just texted me, they're having some sort of cook-out at the house- well he texted me earlier but I ignored it but now I think I want to take Lily."
"Okay."
"Okay? Are you coming with us?"
"No, I think I'm gonna stay here."
He leaned over her.
"Come on, please." he kissed her lips. "Are you mad at me because we didn't have sex."
"No, a little bitter but not upset but that's not why I just want to stay here and get some stuff done for work tomorrow."
Fitz shrugged.
"That's sucks but okay."
"How long will you be?"
"Just a few hours, I'm gonna take Zeus with us."
"Perfect, when you get back I should be all done and you should be ready for me."
"Punishing..okay..maybe I'll punish you later on."
"I look forward to it."
He leaned over and kissed her and then she realized an uneven bludge in his pants. It didn't look like his penis though, it looked like something else.
"What's that?"
"An ice pack, my erection did not want to go down."
"Your fault. I hope it falls off."
He kissed her again.
"I'll have a special surprise for you later." She said.
"Yeah. I'm excited but you can still come with me."
"No, go, get out of here let me take care of this."
He kissed her again.
"Okay, okay, I'm going. Should I bring you food back?"
"Yeah, a lot of food."
He nodded and took Lily back to her nursery to change her diaper and get ready then he left with Lily and Zeus.
After Olivia finished working and emailed the realtor about the penthouse, she walked down the hall to Erin's room and knocked.
"Liv?"
"Yeah."
"Come in," Erin called.
Olivia opened the door and entered.
"I don't know why you knock like this isn't your house," Erin said.
"I don't want to be rude and just walk in on you.."
"If this was my house, I'd be busting in on everybody."
Olivia chuckled.
"So, I wanted to ask a favor," Olivia said.
"What's up." Erin paused the tv so she could give Olivia her attention.
"Can you curl my hair?"
Erin laughed.
"I thought you meant a real, serious favor, you could have texted me this. Yeah, I'll curl it."
"Okay, well Fitz has Lily so I'm going to take a nice milk bath and then I'll text you to help me out with my hair."
"Are you going somewhere?"
"No, I just have big plans," Olivia said, cheekily.
"Alright hot stuff, I hear you."
Olivia went back to her bathroom and undressed. She set her bath with warm water, milk, honey, and lavender essential oil. She stripped and sat in the warm, milky water.
Weeks ago, she bought several Victoria Secret fashion show lingerie pieces at auction. She bought four looks in total, she was going to be wearing one tonight when Fitz got back. It had a baby blue lace teddy with a silk strap tied around the waist and it also had baby pink powder puff wings.
He was going to love it and knowing Fitz instead of having sex he might just have a photoshoot of her. The thought made her smile as she sat in the tub by herself.
Moments later, her phone rang and she quickly reached into the pocket of her shorts and answered it.
"Hello?"
"Hi, Olivia?" the realtor asked. "It's Timothy, from Sotheby's."
"Hi, I'm so excited to hear from you."
"Yes, I was excited as well when I got your call."
"Yeah so I spoke to my husband and we've decided that we're really interested, so I wanted to schedule a viewing as soon as possible."
"Are you in the city or will you be traveling in?"
"I'll be flying in, I'd just want to know when you'd be available?"
"Honestly it'd be best to know when you were available and then I could just work from that but I must be honest and say with a listing this high in value, it's almost 60 million, I never really communicate directly with the buyer so I just have to say that if this is some sort of joke or waste of time then you shouldn't move forward."
Olivia sighed.
"Okay, since you're accustomed to speaking with the assistants instead of the real person, I'll just have my assistant reach out to you."
"No please don't take offense, I just need to announce that disclaimer "
"Not to worry, my assistant will reach out to you."
Olivia hung up and rolled her eyes. They'd been in touch for weeks and now all of a sudden he was pretending she was some sort of scammer.
She pushed it to the back of her mind and laid back against the tub. She fell asleep in the tub and woke up a few hours later when Erin woke her.
"I thought you wanted me to do your hair. I was calling you but you weren't answering."
Olivia sat up slowly.
"What time is it?"
"It's like 6."
She dried her hand in a towel and picked up her phone from the floor and checked to see if Fitz had called her and he didn't but he sent her a text. She opened her phone and checked quickly, only to see a picture of him and Lily, Lily had a grilled chicken leg in her hand, licking it.
He sent the text a half an hour earlier, she got up quickly and called him. He picked up on the second ring.
"Baby, what's up?"
"Why is my daughter holding a fucking chicken leg in her hand?"
"Oh, she loved it, she ate it."
Olivia could hear music and laughter in the background. Fitz sounded happy.
"What do you mean she ate it. Fitz, Lily is 1 year old, not three."
"She just licked it and chewed on it a few times and then she threw it away."
"What if she choked?"
"Don't get mad but I'm gonna hang up okay?"
"Bye."
"Love you, bye."
She hung up and chuckled.
"He's so…." she couldn't find the words, all she could do was smile.
"Erin, I'll right there just let me finish up and I'll text you, I'll only be 10 minutes."
Erin nodded and left.
Olivia quickly finished her bath and when she dried her skin, it was soft to the touch. She oiled her body and then slipped on a robe and went to her sister's room with her curling iron for her hair. She'd just gotten a blow out a few days earlier so there wasn't much she needed to do to prep her hair.
After a half-hour, Erin finished curling her hair into soft beach waves.
"Thanks," Olivia said when it was finished.
She went back to her bedroom and slipped on her delicate baby blue lace teddy. It was high on her hips and fit like a thong in the back. It was comfortable and soft, for which she was thankful. After she was dressed, she went to the vanity mirror to fix her hair. Erin did an amazing job.
As she was sitting in front of her mirror, adding small dabs of perfume behind her ear, she saw a text from Fitz come in.
Husband: coming home soon...
Wife: Make sure Lily's asleep when you come in and take her to the nursery.
Husband: Are you gonna tie me up and fuck me? Yes, please!
She chuckled.
Wife: Just do what I asked.
She smiled and locked her phone then walked over to her full-length mirror in her closet and smiled when she gazed over her appearance. Lucky lived only a few minutes away so she had 20 minutes at best. She went down to the kitchen to grab something light to eat. Something that wouldn't make her feel lethargic while having sex, she ended up putting together a fruit bowl, ate it quickly and then went back to her bedroom just as she was expecting Fitz to make it home.
He took twenty minutes longer than she expected and just as she was about to call him, she heard his car out front.
When she heard him she quickly walked to her closet so he couldn't see her outfit before she wanted him to. She took the wings off the mannequin and slipped the elastic straps over her shoulder. she 'd hid his camera so he couldn't spend his time taking pictures and she hoped he didn't want to record it, she didn't want to have to perform for the camera, she wanted to be able to enjoy the moment.
A few minutes later he walked into the bedroom.
"Liv?' he called.
"Yes?" she called from her closet. "Don't come in," she warned. "I'll only be a second."
"Don't worry, I need to wash off."
"Okay perfect."
Fitz walked to the bathroom and hopped in the shower quickly and washed off his body with body wash. When he dried himself and walked out to their bedroom. Olivia was sitting in the bed in her lingerie and wings.
"Woah."
She smiled.
He walked to the nightstand and took the remote and turned on the light then he turned to Olivia and caressed her cheek.
She looked down at his penis and he was already erect and pointing in the air. He shoved her back on the bed until she was laying flat and grabbed her breast and squeezed them. He could see her nipples through the sheer lace fabric.
She opened her legs wide, waiting for him to rip off her clothes and dig into her. He leaned over on top of her and kissed the crook of her neck.
She moaned softly.
Fitz leaned up and looked into her eyes. He seemed so rife with lust she didn't know how he was able to be so calm.
"You know what happens now right."
She sighed.
He got up and walked to his closet, he was searching for his camera and when didn't find it where he left it he knew what Olivia did.
"Spill your guilty little guts, where is it?" He said as he walked over to their bed.
She reached into the nightstand and took his Nikon camera and handed it to him.
He turned on his camera and started snapping pictures of her.
"Fitz this is not funny, I didn't do this because I wanted a photo shoot, I want to have sex."
"Can you just pose. I've seen your Instagram, you know all about fucking posing, don't play with me."
She rolled her eyes, trying to hold back her smile and followed his directions. As she was posing, she stretched down to scratch her knee and Fitz's erect penis hit her in the face.
"Ouch"
He laughed at her.
After a few minutes of posing and touching herself, she was over it.
"Okay, I'm done."
"One more….just tear your asshole out so I can get a picture of it."
"You are such an idiot."
"You have a perfect bleached asshole, it's beautiful...well...until you eat curry."
"I got the runs once." She complained.
He chuckled seeing her get flustered and placed his camera on the nightstand and lifted her into the air and kissed her.
"Not too fast okay, we have all night so we don't have to rush…" she said softly as she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.
"Balls deep baby, all night."
"Not balls deep, we talked about this." she scolded.
Fitz laid her on the edge of the bed.
"Fine..one ball them."
"No balls," she said with a smile as she kissed him again.
He gently took her by the chin and brought her head up to his penis and pressed his tip against her lips.
She opened her mouth and welcomed him into her mouth. Slowly, she took him further and further until she couldn't take him anymore and then she did it over and over again until he was sliding in and out of her mouth easily.
Fitz closed his eyes and relished in the feeling of her warm mouth. The back of her throat was his happy place and every time he felt his tip there his body quaked.
"Mmm...shit."
She spat him out and began massaging him with her hands as she alternated sucking his balls.
He opened his eyes and reached down between her legs, pulled the crotch of her teddy to the side and slid two fingers into her.
"Ohhh…" she moaned.
She got distracted by the sensation and stopped.
"No, no, no- don't stop," he begged as he brought his penis back to her lips.
She started sucking again but with Fitz's fingers working inside her, she could barely focus.
Fitz smoothly wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her on top of him on the bed into the 69 position. He opened her legs wide as she was positioned on top of him and buried his face in between her legs and began eating her juices out.
The reason they could never 69 was because Olivia was so bad at it. She couldn't multitask when it came to pleasure, once Fitz started down below her waist, she couldn't focus on anything else but this time she was determined to make it work.
She massaged him, preparing herself to begin again but then she left his licking, almost tickling her clit.
"Oh my god….."
He smacked her ass.
"More ...more…"
He smacked her again, still licking her pussy ferociously.
Olivia closed her eyes and began sucking him again, moaning with him stuffed in her mouth. The tip of his nose was practically in her vagina, she had no idea how he was getting air into his lungs.
She sucked him until he felt his fingers gripped around the curve of her ass. He was cumming but he didn't stop or falter, he sucked on her clit, through his orgasm.
He exploded, filling her mouth with cum. She could barely get it down her throat before she felt her orgasm. She found herself, grinding her hip, riding his mouth through her orgasm.
She collapsed on top of him, breathing heavily to catch her breath.
Fitz lifted her off slowly and sat up.
"Whew."
She chuckled breathlessly as she sat up and pulled her hair from her face. Fitz got behind her and slowly pulled the furry pink wings from her shoulder and dropped them on the floor then he kissed along her shoulder blade. He ran he hands up her torso, over the soft lace fabric.
"I love this. You are so beautiful."
He kissed her neck again as he pulled the straps of her teddy over her shoulder then he unzipped the back of her lingerie and pulled it off her slowly.
He ran his fingers over her skin slowly. Her skin was so smooth and soft and her scent was maddening.
"You're skin is so soft."
He massaged her breast.
"Everything is just perfect," he said as he pinched her nipples.
She smiled and turned her head back and kissed him. As they kissed, she felt his erection begin to form again.
Slowly he laid her on her side and slightly moved her top leg forward then he entered her slowly, stretching her flesh around him.
"Shit." he cursed silently.
Fitz leaned over her and kissed her and began thrusting slowly. She told him not to rush so that exactly what he did. It was the optimal position for her, he was hitting her in the perfect places and her leg and ass were the perfect cushions for stopping him from going too deep.
"Fuck!"
She grabbed onto his bicep to steady herself as she stared into his eyes. It was passionate, undulating, slow, steady love-making that they could relish.
With every stroke in and out, she felt the curve of his tip massaging her walls.
"Uhhhhh…" she moaned against his lips, trying her best not to break the kiss. "Mmmm."
She could feel her orgasm.
"Baby..I'm cumming."
She sucked in air through her mouth. Fitz continued kissing her, he really fought the urge to go faster and continued his slow, steady pace. When he felt her fingers digging in his bicep and he felt her walls pulsating around his cock, he knew she was climaxing. He closed his eyes and moments later, he came as well.
He smiled and pressed his forehead against hers and kissed her.
"I love you so much baby you have no idea."
Olivia blushed.
"I love you too, I'm crazy about you too."
He slowly pulled out and immediately Olivia felt his cum dripping out. He got behind her and snuggled her, kissing her softly until they fell asleep, only to wake a few hours later to continue.
Fitz left the next morning, he sat in his office when one of the crews from mission control knocked on his door to drop off his information on his next mission. It was a pretty usual procedure. He'd read over the packet approved by NATO and he'd accept or decline, mostly he accepted. Sometimes he'd have mission approved secretly by his government and he'd carried them out behind NATO's back, it had actually become more and more common over the years he'd been there.
When the crew member handed him the file, he signed for it with a retinal scan, his fingerprint, and his actual signature. Once the crew member left, he tore open the envelope and pulled out the folder and opened it. Olivia's picture was sitting in the folder in front of him, sent directly from the president.
Note - this story ends in 5 chapters then there will be a short sequel.