Shego

"Who the hell does Stoppable think he is?" Shego said, laying in bed frustrated and sleepless yet another night. Stoppable had been on her mind for days. His doe hopeful eyes, his stupid dumbo ears, his cute little freckles dotted all over his….."AAAAGH."

"Why can't he just want to fuck me like the rest of them?" That would be easier for her to understand. Adding an exotic notch to his belt. How many people can say "I nailed the most dangerous woman on earth, and she's green!" Not many. She might even have taken him up on that, when she was tripped onto him he felt pretty big, no wonder all his pants are so baggy. This line of thought got her a little hot and excited, but was quickly cooled off by the thought that he didn't just want her. He WANTED her. Every part of her he loved. He wanted to be with a damn freak.

"He loves me." Shego said, then started grunting in frustration, slowly hitting her head on the headboard. It's usually so easy for her to just wipe emotions from her mind, comes with the territory of her profession. This feeling wont go away though. Feeling like she could be happy. For once everything can be right. "But I don't deserve it."

Ron

Ron was confused when Shego left, to say the least. He wasn't exactly a lady killer or anything but he thought he could read a mood, she seemed happy and very into him. When she turned back it seemed like she was just kissing him to sate him, then it turned into the best kiss he thought he would ever get in his life. How she moaned into his mouth, the little giggle she did when he wrapped his arms around her, the plumpness of her lips, he could think about it all day. Why would she have pushed him off after that? And why did she look...sad? It's kind of weird to push away something making you happy. "I'm not a therapist or anything but that doesn't sound healthy."

Luckily Kim was too infatuated with Josh to take a deep look at his emotional state. Being friends since you first entered a school kind of made it easy to read each other. They had a couple of easy missions but for the most part he spent his time alone. He understood, Kim was involved in at least half a dozen clubs at any given time and had a boyfriend on top of that. At least they still walk to school together and do missions.

Shego hadn't contacted him since the date and he was just unnerved. It's not like he could just dial her up to talk it out. He decided face to face might be dangerous, but it was the only way he would get an answer. He couldn't take this. She had been on his mind for days. He needed her.

General

After school it was easy enough to shake Kim. He watched her at cheerleading practice sometimes but he wasn't obligated to be there or anything. Later she was going to dinner and a movie with Josh or something so he doubted she would come looking for him to hangout. His parents were traveling, again, so it wasn't like he had anyone waiting at home for him. After dropping Rufus off at the house with some food and grabbing a surprise for Shego he was on his way.

His heart was pounding in his chest when he knocked on her door. It was the first time he hadn't come in secret to drop a present. She looked a little tired when she came to the door, which he found weird for the middle of the afternoon but whatever. It's Shego, she looked beautiful anyway. It helped that she came to the door in what amounted to a giant green sweater. Her legs are ridiculous.

Her eyes bulged when she saw him "What are you doing here Stoppable?" She figured ditching him would have made him give up. Of course not.

"I wanted to give you these." He presented her with a bouquet of green lilies The little smile she developed was priceless, but he saw it again. She went from happy to emotionless in a few seconds. Almost sad.

"I don't deserve these, you can do better." She tried to hand them back to him but he grabbed something that was not the flowers, her waist and back. He pulled her into a deep hug.

"I'm not letting go until you tell me why you wont let yourself be happy." Ron rubbed her hair/back and nuzzled into the nape of her neck.

"Stoppable," She thought for a second, there were at least five different ways she could get him off her but she felt it again. The love from the warm embrace. At that point Shego knew she wouldn't hurt him. She sighed "fine." She placed the lilies on the table "Guess that tough exterior failed horribly."

She took one of his hands and lead him to the couch. She sat in contemplation for a second while squeezing his hand. She could give him the psychological evaluation she did of herself because of her masters but she doubted he would understand that. She didn't want to be too descriptive either.

"Shego?" Ron said, looking at her with his doe eyes again.

She just decided to provide him with a modicum of detail. He didn't need to know how bad it was.

"You've seen my brothers before right?" She asked him flatly

"Of course, they're the heroes of go city!" Ron said happily, he dialed it down when he saw her face scrunch a bit in discomfort. Sore subject he guessed.

"Do you know how we got our powers?"

"You weren't born like this?" he paused for a second " Actually, that makes sense." From what he heard about the go family they all had different powers. If it was hereditary they would all do the same thing.

"We were hit by a rainbow colored comet. When we came to we all had special powers."

"Shego this is interesting and all but it doesn't answer my question" Ron said

"Let me finish!" She growled out while glaring at him fiercely

Ron decided it best to not interrupt her again. He didn't really feel too threatened since she was still holding his hand though.

"Anyway," She said while she put on a softer face. She wanted to be happy. Can't let bad Shego out to play. "Notice how all of them wear masks to hide their secret Identities?"

"Yeah! It makes them even coo….." He paused when he realised where she was going with this "It was impossible for you to wear a disguise because you're green."

"You catch on quick." She said with a smirk "I went from being one of the most popular girls in school to a freak overnight." Her face became blank, like she was just listing factual statements she went over hundreds of times "All my friends left me, I was kicked off of cheer team since my color was a distraction, I got made fun of all the time. I think Kermit was one of the nicer things they said. The bullying never stopped. I took most of my college classes remotely but every time I had to come to campus I was treated like a leper."

Ron squeezed her hand tightly as he drifted off in a daze. He couldn't believe how cruel people could be.

Shego continued on "I couldn't really do much. Every time I got into a fight Hego would get on my case about my actions not being very heroic and me using my powers to do evil. Blah blah blah. He kind of saw things in a black and white way. He didn't understand what it was like. None of them did. Their powers have an off button. Obviously mine don't. So I decided if I'm going to be ridiculed and called evil anyway, I may as well get rewarded for it." Shego looked down at the ground "Look I know you think I'm this big badass, but really I'm just tired of other people treating me like trash. I'm a freak Stoppable, You can do better. Find a girl you can be normal with. When I'm around things will never be normal. Think about what our kids would look like."

Ron was practically catatonic. He knew firsthand how horrid people could be, he never met someone who had it as bad as him. Scratch that, worse.

"Stoppable? Stoppable?" She sighed. "His little world is probably shattered, he's probably realizing things can't be normal for us. Who wants little green kids?"She thought then chuckled to herself. "No hard feelings Stoppable, I get it. Thanks for…."

Shego couldn't get another word in before he had her straddled across his waist, he was hugging her for everything he was worth "I don't mind little green babies. Normal is overrated anyway."

"You're insane." She didn't know what to say beyond that so she just hugged him back. Why would he want her after hearing all that?

"I've never been more sane about anything in my life Shego."

She had to laugh at him still using her codename "You're this infatuated with me and never asked what my name was."

Ron cocked his head back as if in thought "I always figured it was one of those if I tell you I have to kill you things."

Shego rolled her eyes "My name is Sheila."

"Well then you have to call me Ron." He said, then put his forehead on hers.

"Deal, Ron"

They then locked lips for the second time.

"Ron? Ron?" Kim decided to use her last trick "Ron, head in the game!"

Ron jumped and almost entered a defensive stance until he realized she just wanted to talk.

"Sup KP?" He couldn't get his new girlfriend Sheila out of his mind. It really felt like there was nothing better to think about sometimes, although really his life had very few things that made him happy so it wasn't exactly overlapping much else.

"What's your damage?" Kim kept stacking her things into her locker

"My bad KP, just stuff on my mind. What were you talking about?"

"I was telling you about my date with Josh yesterday, and about the Oh Boyz concert he's taking me to for our anniversary. I can't believe he's so thoughtful." Kim stared up at the ceiling daydreaming for a few seconds.

Which gave Ron time to roll his eyes. "And now I remember why I zoned out." He promised himself no matter how much he liked Shego he would never be this bad.

"So Ron, who's the girl?" She was genuinely curious, he hadn't been this spaced since Zita. When Ron looked down shyly she decided to nudge him "It's so obvious. Come on, what's the sitch?"

He obviously couldn't tell her about Shego, he decided to deflect by mocking her. "She's so dreamy." He said in a Kim voice, then fluttered his eyes at the ceiling.

Kim was about to retort about how that was totally not how she acted, then heard a voice that took her completely out the zone. "Hey Kimmie ready to go?" Josh was approaching she turned back to Ron and saw he was about to make more jokes. Right in front of Josh. She decided to shove him into a closet, by the time he got out her and Josh would be down the hall and out the school. She was so focused on Josh she didn't hear Ron speak.

"Uh, KP. The door is locked."