"wait that demon your talking about killed me? when?" dean asked confused by what I had told him.

"it would have been a year from today, when she came for you. thats why I went to the crossroads and made the deal before you did... that and the fact that you going to hell was the first of the sixty six seals that Lilith is trying to break..." I was getting tired of explaining all of this.

"when all the seals are broken, Lucifer walks free... and the world will end for all the humans." I finished and turned away from them. I was doing what I was meant to do, but then I thought about the price... john wasn't going to be freed from hell because of me. but then again, castiel would probably tell me to think of the many and not of the one. I wanted to cry again.

"okay, so this hell gate, is it a seal?" sam asked

I looked out the aged window and into the night.

"no, it's the beginning of the war though. where yellow eyes is suppose to get his army from..."

I kept watching the night, the shadows. they danced in the wind and the ground was shiny from the rain that had fallen less then an hour ago. so surreal moments like these... standing and staring out a window... but I had three sets of eyes boring into my back and I wanted to escape. to find jake and get this over with... enough to...

I was standing in the woods opposite of a scared young man trying to keep warm by a fire. it was jake. I looked down at him.

"don't help the demon jake... cause evil never wins... and they rarely survive..."

I stated blankly.

"who are you?" he asked scared. I looked at him deeper, knowing I was to late. I had to finish him but I couldn't. I needed dean...

and I woke back up on the floor surrounded by dean, sam, and bobby. they were all relieved when I opened my eyes. I grabbed deans arm and pulled my self up on it.

" you okay?" he asked me.

"remember when I said I couldn't control my astral projection power?" I replied

"yeah" dean looked at me weird.

"well I know where jake is, so who has the balls to finish demon boy? I don't think I can..." I offered my hand to whoever would take it. it was dean.

"let's go." he said grabbing his gun.

I orbed us to jake and he jumped up ready to fight. I tried my next power I could think of... I raised my hands and sent jake flying into a tree. my telekinesis was still working. but we still weren't quick enough, and yellow eyes stepped from behind jake. he grabbed jake's head and without any effort snapped his neck, letting him fall to the ground. I gasped and turned away. I reached for dean's arm, but he shoved me off.

"you bastard..." he hissed at the demon.

the demon held up his hand and dean stopped. I looked up. the demon was looking at me.

"well, well, well, I owe you a thank you child. you put Sammy back in the game. after all he is my favorite." yellow eyes laughed to me. dean turned his eyes to me.

"think what ever you want, you sick fuck. but I didn't do it for you..." I spit at him.

"oh, now, is that any way to talk to the one who let your little deal slide. after all any other demon would have made you give up your soul, not some measly witch powers. charmed or not your still a mortal. a... pathetic... mortal... just like dean here. but hey I think I will let you live a little longer..."

at that I lunged forward and orbed dean back to the house where sam and bobby were waiting. dean and I collapsed to the floor, mainly because I had grabbed him around the shoulders and he was taller then me. I lost my balance and brought him down with me. we lay in a crumpled pile on the floor, dean cringing from my knee between his legs. and of course sam was laughing hard at us. bobby just shook his head and pulled dean up off me. I stood once I was free of his body.

"well, how did it go? " bobby asked

"not well..." I replied

"yeah yellow eyes was there when we got there and he killed jake."

"but thats what we wanted right? jake gone?" sam asked. I guess he was right about that. we needed jake out of the way to put sam where he needed to be.

"okay so phase two, we wait. when the demon tells you to, you take... a car and meet him at the tracks... and remember get past the tracks first then shoot yellow eyes. then we destroy the gun." I explained to sam again. he nodded. I knew he remembered how the demon would come to him. in his dreams like before.

"you've thought this through girl. how the hell did you know about all this?" bobby asked me. I looked at him with a small smile on my face. then I looked away.

" I had premonitions before I made the deal... I only have a few powers left now..." I replied sadly.

"well, thank you anyway. you brought back sam, we can't thank you enough." bobby said to me, one of his rough hands lying gently on my shoulder. I looked at it, then at sam who nodded to me. then I remembered something. sam still needed healing, and I had my orbing power, and that meant I had my healing one to. I walked over to sam and smiled down at him as he ate.

"you need to finish healing before the big plan goes down." I said as if it was a normal thing.

"healing?" sam asked reluctantly

"hold still sasquash." I laughed and I held my hands over his chest and they began to glow. he just looked at me, astonished. I felt the pain and stiffness of his muscles melt. my hands actually got hot from healing him... too hot. I backed away quickly when I felt like they were on fire. he watched me curiously and bobby grabbed my shoulders to keep me from tripping over some rubbish on the floor.

"you okay?" bobby and dean asked in unison.

"yeah, it's just my power didn't like sam... my hands started burning while I was healing him..."

I said to them looking at my hands. apparently it was all in my mind. my hands were fine, not a burn on them...and sam looked completely healthy now, compared to his beaten facade earlier. I shrugged bobby off and sat at the table with the boys.

" I'm okay now though, almost as if the burning wasn't real..."

I orbed dean and bobby to the grave yard and we waited. I had astraled in and out to check on sam. it was all to much. waiting for someone to come running... to tell us to fight or not to fight. hopefully sam would get the colt soon. I sat with my back to a tomb stone, twirling my gun, waiting. dean was a few feet away pacing. I knew he wanted to go see if sam was okay but I kept stopping him. he would ruin the plan if he showed up to help Sammy. bobby spent his time examining the hell gate. I had only one other idea to keep it closed and we hadn't done that yet. but bobby brought the foam anyway.

I got so fed up with waiting I actually grabbed the can and walked up to the tomb. I placed the little straw on the end and put its end into the key hole. and I pulled the trigger. I let the keyhole over flow with foam until I was happy that it full. the foam would lock together all the mechanisms in the lock, making it impossible to open. I nodded and tossed the can to bobby. he caught it and stared at me like I was crazy.

"what in the world woman. you think that'll hold." he asked me

"let's hope..." was my only reply.

(part one to my two part episode. hope you like it. and of course the only character i own is sara. everyone else is owned my the people that made the real charmed and supernatural.)