I woke up the next morning with Sam's arm around my middle, him sleeping on his stomach, me on my back. I looked over at him and smiled. God, I was falling for Sam winchester. I just laid there and watched him sleep. He was peaceful. And I been sleeping better too. I hadn't been plagued by my torturous dreams since I started sharing with Sam. He stirred in his sleep and pulled me closer. I went with it and scooted closer to him. He grinned and opened his eyes. He looked at me under his messed up hair.

"good morning." he said to me sleepily. I smiled and rolled to my side.

"and to you too, am I comfy?" I replied nodding towards his draping arm. He squeezed me tight, and I laughed.

"yup, got a problem with that." he retorted and held on tight. I just lay there, letting my giggles subside. He was comfortable too. I felt safe.

"no, no problem. But your brother will probably break down that door in about five minutes to drag us out for breakfast and work." I said to him. He pouted at me. But sure enough dean started pounding on the door.

"come on get up, time for food!" he hollered through the door.

"we'll be out soon!" Sam hollered back releasing me and getting up. I followed and grabbed my bag. I pulled out my black baby t that had ac/dc back in black on the front and put it on. I didn't care about the jeans I was already wearing. I turned to Sam who was pulling a clean shirt over his torso and mouthed, "dear lord" to myself. He had an amazing body... he turned and I smiled, grabbing my wallet and chain. I hooked it to my belt and put it in my pocket. We headed outside to find dean already waiting by the impala.

"what took you two so long, I am starving here!" dean said in a hurry. And my only thought was how big of a bottomless pit he was. I got in the back seat and waited for Sam and dean to get in also. Dean had already started in on Sam.

"so you too get any last night, I know I did." he said with a shit eating grin on his face.

"man whore." I said out loud.

"I'll take that as a no." dean said, his grin gone. Sam laughed silently at me wiping away dean's smile. I just stared out the window as dean drove to the nearest restaurant.

"so seriously, you two got something going or what?" dean asked, more serious this time. I couldn't believe he was asking us both and not just Sam...

"i mean you two seem good together and all." dean went on awkwardly. I smiled at Sam and Sam just looked at me.

"dude, are you feeling okay???" Sam asked his brother, equally serious.

"never mind..." dean replied pulling into a parking spot and getting out.

"he doesn't like being in awkward situations, does he." I asked.

"not at all." Sam replied, about to get out.

"how about you?" I asked grabbing his arm and pulling him back.

"what do you mean?" Sam replied. I leaned over the seat and leaned in close to Sam. He just watched me closely, like he was wondering what I was about to do. I leaned in farther, till I was inch away from his face... and I kissed him. He kissed me back and I pulled away smiling. Sam just stared after me as I got out of the impala and waited for him.

"what was that?" he asked and I shrugged.

"mine, and your brothers answers..." I replied bumping him with my shoulder. He smiled and followed me into the restaurant. Dean sat at the counter, his grin back in place, waiting for us to take our seats. I sat down next to him, and Sam sat next to me.

"so, apparently I was right. I love being right." dean said to no one in particular.

After we ate we went to the high school. Dean went in and sweet talked the assistant principal into giving him the folders of all the girls involved in the big fight. Three of which were already dead. Se sat at the motel an hour later going over everything. There were only two girls left on the fury's "hit list." the head bitch and her supposed best friend. I looked at the girls' files and sighed. They were exactly the kind of girls I hated in school. The ones that actually went out of their way to make a person miserable, and liked it. I felt sorry for the fury we were going to hunt down. But everyone deserved a second chance. Even the evil bitches at the high school. They were only a step below demons, but a step higher than lawyers. I threw the folder back onto the table and walked away.

"you okay?" Sam asked as dean watched.

"yeah, it's just this case... I had enemy like these girls in school... I hated them... I guess I kinda get what this fury went through..." I replied. I just stood there and watched out the window. I wanted to get this over with.

"yeah, but you didn't turn your enemies into shredded meat." dean said to me. I laughed at him.

"but I wanted to. It crossed my mind every time they called me a slut or freak. I wanted to hurt them. I wanted them to suffer." I replied turning to the brothers. "but I guess your right, I ain't like this fury creature... I have humanity left..." and I grabbed my jacket.

"where you going?" the guys asked in unison.

"to stake out the head bitches house. If we're lucky the two girls will be together tonight. Which means, the fury will attack them both at once." I replied as I walked out the door. Sam and dean followed after me. I got into the impala and waited. The guys got in the front and we just sat for a minute.

"so heres the plan, the fury shows up, Sam and I go in, and you waited here." dean said seriously

"um, no, you are not going in without me. That fury will use all your losses against you, or she will shred you. Either way you need me. Besides I can get us in the house faster by orbing us in." I countered. Dean just went silent for a minute.

"alright but no gun, I don't need you shooting me in the ass by accident." dean resined.

"thats okay, my powers are way cooler than any gun." I joked half heartedly.

Four hours later we still sat in front of the girls house. I was right about the two girls being together. And now we were waiting, and waiting. It was almost boring if it hadn't been for dean constantly whining. He was very amusing when he was bored.

"you sure this thing is going to go for them tonight?" he practically demanded. And just as he said that every light in the girls house went out simultaneously. I jumped. It had started.

"yes, now lets go." I said putting a hand on each brothers shoulders. I orbed us into the house and we landed behind the two girls, who were huddled on the floor. They were cowering away from the fury. I lunged forward and orbed the girls outside.

"run, now, don't look back." I told them. I orbed back into the house just in time to be plowed to the floor by a flying Sam. I pushed him off and ran at the fury, using my mind to throw her into the wall. I stopped in front of her as she stood up. Sam stopped dean from intervening. I stood there waiting, but then she just looked at me. She looked at me like she knew me... I was afraid this was going to happen...

"jenny... please stop..." I pleaded to her. She shook her head.

"why would I stop for you? You left me... you weren't there for me..." she said in pain.

"I'm sorry jenny... after dad died..." I tried...

"STOP! You have no clue what I went through! You were suppose to be my big sister! But you left me there to rot! You let our mother take me away! I was alone! All alone!" she screamed at me... I had started to cry... why did it have to be my little sister...

"i''m sorry..." I cried...

"your not sorry! Your never sorry!" she screamed lunging at me... I grabbed my blade off my side and stabbed out in front of me as she came down upon me. Her weight pushed me to the floor... she was no longer a fury, but a scared, and dieing young girl... my little sister, with my knife in her heart...

"but I am.... sorry...." she said with her last breath as I held her. Sam tried to touch my shoulder but I shrugged him off. I was pissed at the world at that moment, and I didn't want no comfort... I orbed out, leaving the brothers behind. I orbed to a field in the middle of no where. I sat there holding my dead sister... I wanted her to be alive again... I tried to heal her, but hands wouldn't glow. I held her, and then it came to me...

"CASTIEL!!!" I screamed to the heavens. "PLEASE! Please... please..." I cried out.

I hit my knees, waiting for cas to show up.

"I'm sorry Sara... I can't save her. No one can..." cas said from behind me... I got up and ran at him. I pounded my fists on his chest and he tried to hold me. To comfort me. I fought against it. I didn't want comfort. I wanted my sister back... I stopped struggling and let castiel hold me. It was unusual for an angel to have compassion like this. But I let him have it, and I took the comfort. I knew what I had to do. What I was sent here to do. My mission was far from over...

"i am sorry Sara... go to the brothers, stay with them. They can help you heal. You are doing so well here..." and cas was gone, and I was no longer being held. I looked over at my sister, where I had left her under a tree near the edge of the field... she was going to go out like a hunter...

I orbed back to the guys, leaving jenny's body behind. I stood there, angry and broken. But I wanted their help. I wanted to stay with them. They looked worried when they saw me. So much so that Sam got up and approached me, his arms open. I embraced him, burying my face in his shirt. I just sighed. I looked up into his beautiful eyes, and then to dean...

"i need help..." I said holding out a hand to dean, while still holding on to Sam. Dean took my hand and I orbed them to jenny's body.

"i want her burned, please... I just can't do it myself..." I said to them. Sam nodded and dean went over to jenny and put his jacket over her. I looked up at Sam one more time before he went to work. He kissed me softly on the forehead.

"I'm sorry Sara..." he said to me softly.

An hour later I sat on the ground watching my sisters body burn, Sam and dean on either side of me. I shed no more tears. I was silent and resined, I knew cas wanted to tell me that everything happens for a reason. And I knew he would have been right. So I just loved my baby sister. No matter how bitter our last goodbye was... I still had family, and they were standing on either side of me. Family I had to protect, because the war had barely even begun...

(more chapters to come, don't fret. Please review though!)