The next morning I woke up to Sam and dean arguing. Sam had obviously filled dean in on Lilith and ruby, and me not wanting us to hunt them. Dean was going on a rampage and Sam was trying to reason with him. I lay there in bed and listened closely to them...
"dean, Sara is really scared of these demons. She said they are the most dangerous things we have ever heard of! We have to trust her!" Sam yelled at his brother.
"fine let's hear her side of this! I want to hear it from her!" dean yelled back and the door of his room slammed shut. I knew he was coming to interrogate me. I sat up in bed and braced myself. Dean burst in, closely followed by Sam. He looked angry, but calm... a dangerous combination...
"Sara, you mind explaining why we are not allowed to hunt these demons that are so damn dangerous?!?!?" dean's words started calm but got louder as he went on, and soon he was shouting...
I was angry and upset that dean didn't trust me. I blew up at him...
"you want to know?" I asked coldly.
"yes!" he yelled in frustration.
"well if you must know, I seen you die, I seen you in hell, I seen you suffer, and I seen you break the first seal! And the damnedest thing of them all? I seen Lilith do this to you! And Sam? I seen him being manipulated by ruby to the point of him breaking the final seal! Going full demon and all! So do not tell me they aren't too dangerous! And don't tell me I'm crazy! You and Sam are the only family I have left and I will be damned if I am going to see it all happen AGAIN!" I screamed the last sentence.
Dean was dumbfounded by my words. He just stood there for a second and then asked...
"then what are we supposed to do...?"
I sat there for a minute and thought the same question to myself. Then it came to me. I needed the power of three... not just the powers god had blessed me with, but the woman from which they originated. The power of three, not one...
"i need you to understand that I can't let you do this... but maybe with a little magical help... I can..." I said to them, I knew it sounded cryptic, and I knew the guys wouldn't get it. But it was all I could really say at that moment. Sam came up to me.
"what do you mean?" he asked, I looked up at him.
"i need the power of three..." I said with a sad smile... I knew soon I would have the sisters here to help me... but I was terrified... and apparently I would never stop explaining myself to the winchester brothers...
(sorry for such a short chapter, work and kids keeping me busy... more to come, including the charmed ones!!! r/r)